maybe i am not as wise.

when will be the day that it will never affect you anymore? affecting you, means affecting me too. ): hate how i thought i had at least some things in my hands going alright but then suddenly, one person or one name can just wipe everything i went ecstatic over so much, just like that.

sometimes i just hate the decisions or choices i tend to make. )):

i never sit at the right spot where i thought i was doing more than just okay before. never.

eventhough i loved the past week so much, now i hate last night because last night made my past week felt like crap.

sigh. =/

ps : i heart you ♥