hot laaaaaaa!

it is a hot day!

woke up early to meet up with loong and his friend, michael at melbourne central before leaving to jia shen's place at murrumbeena cause loong needs to put some of his stuff over at jia shen's.

after that the four of us took the train to caulfield and took a bus to chadstone. had lunch there and just walked around.

by 5 pm i was already home.

i am feeling very impatient over the hot weather now. the cold shower i just had made me feel soooo good but now its hot again. )))):

i want my air cond like i have everyday at home. )):

the stupid weather now is making me not want to write more.

nights la.

i lazy put up pictures also. bye.

love,
shereena.

music addiction : Do You Remember - Jay Sean

i doubt it would be read from top to bottom.

today was not bad.

after a hectic and stressful week for myself, i had a somehow fun day i guess. its been like 2 weeks since i met up with jia shen?

my intention of going down to the city today was to go check out my exam venue which is the festival hall on dudley street. and the only mode of transportation is by walking from spencer street. which takes about 10 minutes.

and jia shen said he'll teman me. but today's weather is seriously not a very good weather to be outdoors.

met up with him and southern cross station and walked to dudley street. it was soooooooo hot! and it was 31 degrees!

but yet we not only walked to dudley street, we then walked to flagstaff gardens and walked along latrobe street till swanston street then to chinatown for lunch. a whole 50 minutes walk. under the hot sun mind me!

after lunch we went bourke street for bubble tea. hehee my favourite. (: i had mango flavoured tea with pearl. when we were almost done only loong came.

then we left to go chocolates and biscuits shopping as loong wants to buy them back to malaysia. but before that, we detoured to 7 eleven cause they are giving out free slurpee for today only. unlimited slurpee for free!

had a cup and it was that half a cup only. just wasnt the usual flavour i like about slurpee.

went over to QV's safeway. shopped for chocolates and biscuits. talking all the craps. stupid jia shen singing stupid songs with his irritating lyrics.

i bought a packet of chocolates as well. Pots. (:

then went to Big W to look around somemore. and then went to Aldi. after all the confectionery hunting, we went back to loong's house and just lazed around.

me and jia shen left around 5.20 pm cause my train was at 5.34 pm at melbourne central.

took a train to essendon to catch my bus. while waiting for the bus, some local white guy suddenly interrupted me with my ipod and ask me for a smoke? erm cigarettes i guess.

honestly i didnt hear what he said. then he sat beside me and ask can we be friends. and mind you, he ask for my number as well. two words. not interested. he then ask, is it because i am too ugly for you?

and then he commented, "you look very brown". what the hell is that? oh and i shall add, "attractive" too. but still, ughhh it had to come from him? he wasnt horrible looking but not anywhere near good looking.

after that short yet felt long conversation, he ask me to shake his hands to say goodbye. the last thing i want is to piss off this sort of people. so i shook it and he left by putting his palms on my hair and in a way mess my hair?

are they too friendly or their being scary? but i felt no where near scared. it was a first time to come across that.

oh and i cooked dinner!


pasta! Penne with tuna and broccoli and tomatoes.

it was okay la. not bad for my first pasta attempt. usually i have a huge appetite for pastas but dont know why today i cant seem to consume much.

and then watched she's the man. yes again. (:

i feel kinda moodless tonight. dont know what does that mean but i cant find an emotion to classify what is it that i am feeling.

a day like this was needed after a hectic week.

tomorrow i'll be going to chadstone with loong and jia shen. i have a feeling i'll sleep early tonight. feeling restless already.

maybe watch abit of one tree hill season 2 then go to bed and get up at 9.30 am.

oh and malaysia's stupid rule or policy or whatever shit you call it for not bringing a "revealing" artist in, is stupid!

this is what ohlalamag said "Beyonce canceled her stop in Malaysia last month following opposition from a conservative Islamic party. Malaysia requires female artists to cover up from the shoulders to the knees and bans any showing of cleavage. "

unlike here, every single time on tv artists are coming in to perform. taylor swift, kelly clarkson and etc.

malaysia's so called conservative people should grow up a little.

night everybody!

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

a routine check.

i am still ought to feel relieved. my exams are coming up. i have to go back to uni and do some of my work to get me marks for my programming.

classes may have been over but i guess its not completely over until exams are over or more like it, when the results comes out on the 12th of december.

dont matter how many thousands and millions of sighs, its not making things any better.

i need a day out. probably if i dont meet up with jia shen and sheng loong tomorrow, i'll go out to the city by myself. walk around and find my exam venue and go window shopping or something.

aunty doris is away for the weekend. i am going to be home alone most of the day as julian is working afternoon shifts which he'll be back at night.

and umm... i dont call this home sick or whatever sick but,

even if i was used to being home alone back in malaysia, it feels different here. you know it isnt my house and i am being paranoid and the days seems to pass so fast and the whole place is just quiet.

i am used to having thunderstorms back home and kids running around outside my house with screams and laughters and some random ambulance or police siren or something. or even loud road bullies with the incredibly loud horns.

here, nothing. complete silence. all i hear now is the aeroplanes that flew above the house, the cars from the freeway (somehow?) and my loudly typing of the keyboard.

its just different.

i guess with me struggling through this programming subject of mine, there are still tonnes of other subjects piling up and waiting for me to face them.

enough with the slightly emo stuff. lets go to the daily routine check. (:

i streamed america's next top model cycle 13 episode 10 on youtube in uni and watched in on my train ride home.

reached home around 3 pm? and watched bones episode 5 season 5.

it will be the only crime solving show that i have sooo much fun watching. i kept laughing to myself infront of the monitor. literally.

then continued with watching Fighting.

its 6/10. a 5 would be more like it but i am giving credit to Channing Tatum.

the movie was a let down from what i expected. the plot was okay at start and the ending was more like a climax and then it just ended?

not a good movie. but a DAMN damn fine actor. seeing Channing Tatum fight made him look hot and sexy. and those abs are oh-so-good.

i've always love him. he is just hot!

okayyy.... and then i slept till 7.30 pm. woke up, made myself the pie from the freezer, and continued my movie marathon. (:

wait more like series. i watched 90210 episode 8 and one tree hill episode 8. (:

i like it more by the day. :D Matt Lanter. ((((:

have been loving it for 7 years and still counting. but Chad and Hilarie isn't in it anymore. )))): but.... i like the new characters. :DDD

i am catching back up from the start of one tree hill. i think from where i left off was season 2 episode 15? its just that series which was with me since high school. and brought me back to those days.

talked with mum on the phone for 25 minutes. and my whole family i going to penang tomorrow morning. how great is that...

well.... i'll continue crashing myself with movies and series for two days? i mean in like continuos sequence. cause not that it'll ever stop me from getting to it once in a day or something. ahah!

have a great night, and a great day ahead. (:

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Together - Michelle Branch

the "phantom" had arrived.

its here! finally its here. coincidently went i was walking into the house, the courier van came and the guy asked "shereena?"

and it was then in my hands! (((:

it cost me $95.35. worth it i would say.

my first owned jersey! and its printed with torres's name. ((((: how cool is that. ohhh i so love it. :DDD

its a wee bit big though. should have bought S size. hmmm.. but it will do.

my day started off pretty well considering i had a text at like 8.30 in the morning saying miss you? and unexpectedly it was from my "stupid chinese" friend. (:

i miss you too. :D

and he is the one that made me feel that it'll be soo long till i am going home when i was certained it will be fast. he said "thats like another 400 days". when you put it like that, it feels like it is going to be long.

his sms was very out of the blue though. and when i replied, he didnt already. but still it was nice having to start my day like that.

then the not so good part came along. i woke up late. i woke up at 9.57 am when the bus i was suppose to catch is the 10.06 am bus.

rushed out of the house by 10.10 am and had to fast walk down to the station. and i nearly missed the train.

uni was fine. maths class was as always good. considering i know how to do and i feel more at place there cause i talk to some of them and they help out when you couldnt figure out a problem and the lecturer is really helpful.

only had one class today. now i am home. (:

and have to do my stupid assignment. god knows what i'll hand in tomorrow morning. okay here comes the hours i dread most.

at least i am having a good day so far.

well.... good luck everybody with whatever you guys are doing. and good luck to me as well!

bye ya'll!

it puts smiles on my face. (:

loves,
shereena.

music addiction : Wait Your Turn - Rihanna

ughhhh! this is so frustrating!

let me dream something nice.
i need those joys and to feel free again.

its getting closer and closer to 8.30 am of the 6th of november. friday morning.

i am dreading so much. i just want to completely skip that moment and never look back at it. i am scared. i lost faith.

my presentation stuff are almost done but my programming assignment? i have a horrible and terrible feeling over it. i am afraid i try too hard and get nothing. i am afraid i try too hard yet i'll go down the drain.

what if i do? the price to pay is too much for me to cope with.

my hands are trembling, my heart is pumping fast, my thoughts are all over the place and the words that i want to say are as though there are glues on my lips that forbid me to utter them out.

i slowly feel coldness on my fingertips and sweat on my palms.

i've never felt like this before over a god damn 15%. never in my life. and i wonder was it really worth putting myself at positions like this over stuff like that.

my days would never be better until friday's uni is over. and then everything will be subsided. i just need that moment so badly.

but yet, i managed to squeeze in some time this morning before i slept to relax for a bit. the one i thing i dont understand about this is that seriously.. when i least expect you, you show up. when i hope and hope and want so badly, you never turn up.

its weird.

but you also brought me some smiles and peace for an hour. and made my next 4 and the half hours of sleep stressless.

i think i'll go to bed early and boost up for tomorrow. i might stay up all night. considering i will be worried and stressed as hell till even i am tired, i will never be able to sleep.

oh god, fast forward the time till friday 1.30 pm. i dont care what happens in between or how i handled it.

good night.

love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Anjulie - Love Songs

no sympathy.

you took something perfect and painted it red.

i kept playing and playing this song.

No sympathy
When shouting out is all you know
Behind your lies
I can see the secrets you don't show
We don't know how you're spending
All of your days
Knowing that love isn't here
You see the pictures
But you don't know their names
Cause love isn't here

And I can't do this by myself
All of these problems, they're all in your head
And I can't be somebody else
You took something perfect
And painted it red
When, you took something perfect
And painted it red

You take the best things from
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need
Oooh, you take the best things from me
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need
Oohhh

the verse in bold just kept on going through my head. constantly till i started singing it out loud.

music addiction : Daniel Merriweather - Red

you painted it red. ):

i just need an escape.

today wasn't a very good day. it wasn't fun.

it was all depressed and bad. it got me into a state where i've never felt in a very long time. and suddenly every single bad memories i have in mind just hit me that instant.

i felt like i was pushed to my limit where it all rushed to my head. its like i am crying but yet holding back. it was horrible. i felt so horribly bad.

its like i completely gave up on myself. i gave up on trying. i gave up on feeling like this anymore.

sometimes it takes only one friend to talk to so i won't go nuts. eventhough it was very naggy and pushy, it worked somehow. it ended up putting a smile on my face when the stupid racist formula came up.

he never failed to be there. eventhough i dont always ask for help, he somehow talks me through into letting myself out.

and always end the conversation by cracking some lame ass joke. which magically works and end my miseries with a smile.

friends like these are what i cherish most. i am just thankful for friends like him. corny as it may sound, i mean it.

hopefully i do find friends like this here.

i am looking forward to a better year, a better semester and a better me. the changed in me isn't a change that i am very proud of.

i am now hoping for a better week as well.

i want this week to pass fast but yet i am dreading for friday. this is sooooo annoying!

i need a small bit of you in order to keep me in that mood where i dont have to care what everyone thinks and just let it all out. why do you always disappoint me at times where i need you?

sigh.

anyway whatever that is going on, shut up la hypocrite! i never had good impressions on you since i actualy started talking to you. nothing but a damn noisy empty box of crap. just stfu!

lets just hope you will be buried wayyy down till it'll take you years to crawl back up. :D

shereena.

hot twins.

i am currently watching Rove.

its a talk show that interviews celebrities and reports about the weekly news and stuff like that? something ellen degeneres. just that rove is a real guy and i find him really funny.


plus he is really cute. cute in the sense that he is small and petite. and his expressions are superbly funny.

australian idol just finished before rove.

toby was the one that left. he withdrawn himself from the show. as he is a primary school teacher, he thinks that being on idol isnt who he really is. he see himself as a primary school teacher that teach and sings to his kids at school.

the best teacher around. (:

he was just sweet.

since that toby left, its only left with james, stan, hayley and nathan. i shall now root for stan to get to the finale. eventhough james is cuteee i think stan makes a better singer.

he sang Hallelujah beautifully.

he is damn versatile. like DAMN.

anyways, the main highlight tonight on australian idol is....

the madden brothers.

joel is still hot and benji became hotter since the last time that i actually paid attention to them. benji used to be fat wasnt he?

now they are like the two HOT punk rock looking twins. ((((((:

i like their acoustic version of dance floor anthem. it was different than their usual style. it was slow and soft. not the usual shouting and loud.

but somehow i've always like Good Charlotte.

today was a long day. it felt so long with the assignments in my head. i need a relaxed night. i shall stay up and watch whatever show i want, talk to whoever i want and do whatever i want.

and prolly sleep for 5 hours and go to class at 9 am.

have a great night people!

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Daniel Merriweather - Red

the way i lost my heart to you, that day.

its simple.

i dont want the place to be temporarily filled up. you mean nothing so very special in that sense anymore. but a very very tremendously good friend of mine that i would love to treasure the friendship in years to come. thats how much you mean to me. my dear good friend.

sometimes a good friend doesnt need to do anything to have someone else that thinks you are a great friend. its the heart that tells.

the post written yesterday, was focused on the place. that was it.

i just need a new tenant for the place. my need was that simple but no good or nice tenants seem to show up anywhere near me. now, thats the problem.

and i am so sick of programming. so VERY sick of it.

i needed a break so i watched What a Girl Wants. i like that show. i have been watching it for so many times yet it still doesnt bore me.

and how can i resist Oliver James. HAHA.


he is cuteeee! and the british accent made him feel even hotter!

"why are you trying so hard to fit in when you are born to stand out?"

-quoted from the movie.

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much I really need you
did I tell you that I love you tonight

and i absolutely loveeeee this song. i want the guy in my dreams to sing that to me. you know its like a small little wish every girl would hope for. (:

the weather here is so unpredictable. and the weekend is coming to an end. argh! assignment!!! this annoys me so much till i want to burst out and scream on the top of my lungs.

oklaaaa. enough of the rants.

i shall enjoy the song even more and go and hunt for some food in the fridge. i am hungry. (((:

loves,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Oliver James - Greatest Story Ever Told

i am sure of one thing. i will definetely go!

i always wondered. always.

my mind travels through everything. every single thing. sometimes it makes me smile sometimes it makes me feel so weirdly sad.

the more my mind emptied, the more its not doing any good.

if that place is not filled, the old one who filled that spot wont completely go away. its like there are still footprints and dust left from the path it had walk through in my life.

i feel like i couldnt completely sweep all of it off. the dusts and the footprints. the spot cannot be left empty like that. its just weird.

weird enough that when questions is asked, opinions is asked, things that were told makes me think. makes me think so much. which makes me want to get the spot filled even more.

this annoyingly suck so much.

i have to do my assignments which i have no idea how to. its due 8.30 am on friday. then i have a presentation and a report due on friday as well.

argh. suddenly this coming week feels so long but the time isnt enough.

sigh.

i just want it to be filled so much. the spot to be filled. that there will no longer have an empty spot anymore. i want it so much because i want those footprints and dusts to be removed. you know like on a beach when you write something, the ocean will just take it all away?

i just need something new.

i am here for 3 months. time passed so quick but yet it felt long in a way. because i am still dragging myself over the past.

we never get all the things we want dont we?

i just want the past to leave. and that when i am looking back at the past, i am smiling or even tearing over the memories. not living in the past. not feeling sad over the feelings i had when i was in it.

i now really want to travel. it makes me happy.

all over USA!

my main priority. NEW YORK CITY!

atlanta.

los angeles.

beverly hills, california.

washington dc.

still plenty. oklahoma, north carolina, lousiana, new orleans, alabama, mississipi, arizona, salt lake city, colorado, kansas, oregon, idaho, wyoming, south dakota, iowa, michigan, minnesota, chicago, ohio, virginia, new jersey, rhode island and a whole lots more. the whole usa pratically.

EUROPE!

venice, italy.

rome, italy.

paris, france.

santorini, greece.

germany.

spain.

milan, holland, ireland, london and whole bunch of other places over europe.

with a bunch of friends. have the best fun ever. with my mum. enjoy the most and have great memories. with the ones i love.

mark my words. i will!

i've always liked you. since 10 years ago?

he is even more fine. (((((:

just got back from a jog. the weather is nice to go out and walk and jog but its not nice staying at home. its hot!

i opened my room windows yet i dont feel anything. my notes are now my temporary fan.

was watching Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 thats why i managed to stay awake and go for a jog. if not, i think i would be still sleeping at this time.

8/10.

i like it. its nice. (((: the first one is nice as well.

oh damn, boy you are so fine.

all guys look good in black huh? especially a white dude with hazel brown eyes and dirty brownish blonde hair that is not gelled or waxed. its as though the hair just got dry from a shower not long ago and wearing a silver chain across his neck with a slight muscled arms. that black polo tee just made him look even better.

when i got home, i was greeted by a wave saying hi.

it was good. damn good. btw,

shereena likes you! :D

as years goes by, feelings grows.

one's life is made up of tiny little details.
every little detail is flashing through my mind.
every tiny bit of details i could ever remember.

but its giving me an unease at heart and mind.

words cant describe the current feeling at this current moment.
i wondered why.

i am questioning every part of it.
its grey, unpleasant, mixed feelings.

i finally jogged.

being the one that stands out.

i did the electronics project presentation slides till about 2 something am. thats because halfway doing, i was distracted by other stuffs. blogs and movies. gossip girl. (:

left the house for uni at about 10 am. went to uni only for a one hour class. thats so sad. had to travel all the way there. ):

by 12.30 pm i was already done with uni. instead of coming back straight, i went to Rebel Sport on bourke street to check out the jerseys. and even went to the one in melbourne central.

just went to have a look cause i cant wait for mine. now i having the dilemma of whether i got the size right or not. )))): hopefully i got it right.

by the time i got home it was 3 pm already. and i was sooo determined to go for a jog today, i forbid myself from my nap.

and.... yes! i left the house 10 minutes to 5 pm and went for a loooong walk. its not technically a jog cause i am walking more than jogging. but... i tried to walk as fast as i could.

the weather was kinda nice also. i was out for 40 minutes. i reached home around 5.30 pm.

i havent been going for a jog or running for like ages. ever since i stopped taekwando, i just stopped running. and thats like 2 years plus ago? nearly 3?

now my thigh muscles are hurting like crap. )): i shall get back to it on friday. :D

had pasta for dinner. spiralli with tuna and zucchini and tomatoes. seeing aunty doris cook, everything seems simple and fast. hmmmm...

watched celebrity masterchef and ncis los angles and the normal ncis.

i am still full over dinner.... but i feel like munching the tim tam which is right next to me now. sei lo..... whats the point of going for a jog la...

oklaaa. skyping with mum later.

see ya'll!

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Use Somebody - Kings of Leon

ohhhhhh yesss!

YESSSSSSS!

i just clicked the word checkout!

in maybe 13 days max, i'll get my first original jersey! ((((((: happiness! plus its with torres's name on it. yay me!

i am saving off my next month's allowance to buy this. its worth it. :DDD i cant wait for it to get here. (((((:

my last wishing list on the football side is the spain jersey. maybe i'll wait till when world cup is around the corner. or when they launch a new one or something. heheee.

okayy lets talk about today.

my day started so sweaty and tired. cause as usual i left the house to wait at the bus stop for the 8.01 am bus. was waiting with another girl till about 8.10 am and was wondering why the bus wasnt here yet.

then the piping maintenance workers stopped by with his car and said "there isnt going to be a bus that will pass by this road cause its closed. you have to go to the other street."

by the time we walked to the next bus stop, i figured we've already missed it. so i had to walk down to the station.

the next train was at 8.25 am. by the time i decided to walk it was already 8.17 am. and i usually take like 15 minutes to walk. imagine how fast i had to walk.

and luckily i did make it on time to the station. the moment i step onto the platform, the train was arriving.

i went in the train panting and sweating and everybody started staring at me while i was fanning myself. ughhhh the day just started off bad.

but... uni was just like normal. my three hours break all i did was my maths assignment and watch antm cycle 13.

i reached home from uni around 4 pm and straight went to bed for a nap hoping that i could get up an hour later to go out for a jog or at least a walk.

and knowing me, i continue sleeping till 7.30 pm. ate dinner, watched ncis and aussie ladette to lady and now i am here, on my bed blogging.

i still feel the happiness over what i just purchased. (((((:

oklaaaa. i need to get going with my electronics project presentation slides.

nights peeps!

*edit*

was reading qi hong's blog. i saw the picture of his watch. in form 5, there are he'll loan me his watch for me to wear for the day. his watch is kinda yeng.

this brings me back to the form 5 days. i used to drag a table and put it in between his table and jia yi's table i think. if i am not mistaken its jia yi.

anyways, no table is suppose to be there. you know the middle walk way kinda thing? the arrangement is suppose to be 2 2. now i added one in the middle so its like a long stretch of 5 tables.

purposely just to talk to him and crap with the boys behind class. and tim will have another table behind me. ahahaha! it was damn fun laaa. puan salasiah will walk right infront of my table and ask me to do my work. ahaha!

damn, i MISS FORM 5. and.... HIGH SCHOOL!

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Kings And Queens - 30 Seconds To Mars

tried something different.

((((:

today was just normal. nothing special happened. it was just a tired boring 20 degrees day.

i dont know if i am skyping with my mum tonight or not. if i am, i will ask her about the jersey. keeping my finger crossed that i'll have an approval.

i think tomorrow i have to do the presentation slides with julian during my three hour break. its due friday.

then i have to my programming assignment due next friday. ahhhhh sien programming....... ))))):

i have nothing much to write about today. hmmm...

i guess i should start emailing julian my telecoms lab pictures.

see laaa what has tomorrow got for me. i'll be back tomorrow. ciao people!

*edit*

SIEN! now i have to wait for a week to get the jersey. ))))): ONE WEEK only i can order it! ))): i had to ask a relative to check it out for me in singapore. ):

loves,
shereena.

music addiction : Robbie Williams - Bodies

~el nino~

fooooootballl!

torres scored for liverpool yesterday.

2 - 0 (!!!!) against manchester united.

beat that MU. mu sucks thanks to christiano ronaldo. HAHA! i dont know why people can like that face? i mean girls.

and.... his stupid act during the world cup 3 years ago was shit la okay. the portugal against england match. he is just another stuck up bastard.

sorry la huh i dont judge footballers based on skills. i judge them from how ethical they are and how hot they are!

and that concludes why i dont like mu even when ronaldo is no longer there.

oh-so-hot!! (((:

now, he is more like it. talented hot footballer! torres. <3

liverpool 09/10 away kit.

i sooooo want this liverpool jersey right now. i just need another approval from my mum and i'll get it! woo-hoo!

spain jersey.

and hopefully this as well. this is in my wishing list for two years already. ))))):

somebody... help me to find laaa. i cant find it!

thats how i react when i don't like YOU.

strangers.

i have nothing much to blog today though. well.. i'll crap something. (:

nothing interesting. all i did was watch aunty doris do her gardening while i was chit chatting with her. went to airport west for some shopping with aunty doris. which landed myself a $10 black cardigan.

came home, did the usual stuff. online and continued I Love You Man, ate dinner, watched australian idol and rove and now i am sitting on my bed writing this post. (: hehee.

yesterday morning.. i mean this morning i fell asleep halfway watching a movie. by the time i woke up it was already 11 am.

when i unlocked my laptop, there were so many conversations windows on my msn. and most importantly, one of it had to be you. the timing we had never seem to be right.

ahhh enough of that.

while i was watching idol, one of the dude nathan brake sang this song that adam lambert sang on american idol. and made me thought back of how weirdly off pitch and painful to hear when adam lambert sang.

and his stupid picture of him kissing his "boyfriend" just popped into my mind. OMG man its disgusting. ughhh.. in short, i just dont like him.

when i dont like someone, i'll be like that. considering yesterday when jia shen brought up this dude that i dont like i went all cranked up when i was talking about him.

whats up with that dude man? a dude that is sooooooo not lengzhai and lands soooo many girls. just maybe cause he is rich, he rules the girls? oh please. the girls are blinded by a dude which is rich, spoilt, MAYBE smart, have a SLIGHT surfer dude style and drives a blardy swift.

its my favourite car. and made me feel on par with that guy when it comes to taste on cars. and thats a disgrace for me.

sometimes i really do pity those girls. oh-i-am-SO-sorry ladies. (((((: too bad for ya'll. :DD

that is what i'll give when i dont like someone.

and.... i want a spain and liverpool jersey with torres's name on it! i am looking all through the internet already but i cant find the spain one. i mean the womens spain jersey with torres's name.

but i found the liverpool one though. including shipment to here, its 52 pounds. which is how much ah? and is that an okay price? hmmmm...

i really want them!! it has been on my wishing list for like a year for the liverpool and two whole years for the spain one. ))))))):

okayy laaaa... skype with mum first. nights night!

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Before The Worse - The Script

i ached, i ached, i ached inside.

woke up at 10 something today. cause i had to catch the 11.36 am bus in order to meet them at 12.30 pm in melbourne central.

when i was at southern cross station, jia shen texted me and said he just woke up. that was like 12.15 pm maybe?

when i reached melbourne central i thought of just walking around while waiting for him to reach. then he called and ask me and loong to take the train to camberwell and he'll hop on the train at richmond station.

as celine was suppose to go to camberwell straight cause box hill station is on the same line.

all three of us were already on the same train and we reached camberwell! called celine and ask her where is she. she said she is still in box hill.

she mixed things up. as you see, we go to camberwell from the city and she goes to camberwell from box hill. cause camberwell is in between city and box hill. she thought we were meeting her at box hill station. huge huge mistake she made.

since she already told us what she wants to eat, we proceeded to Sofia first without her. ordered everything then called her again. she said she is at glenferrie. she somehow passed the camberwell station and had to take another train to get to camberwell.

dont know what has got into her today. when she arrived, we were already almost full. ate so much already. all that we left untouched or i would almost untouched is her chicken and mushroom risotto.

here is all the food.

first, the NOT NICE soup that jia shen ordered. mussel soup.

pasta mista for two.

which is actually combination of three pasta of our choice. it was mainly seafood-ish. ((((: me likey.

chicken and mushroom risotto. niceee!

and lastly, chicken hawaian pizza.

for your information there well all LARGE! and there was only four of us you know. damn banyak food. the table next to us had six people and they had one variety lesser than us.

loong with the large pizza.

this was all our food.

i was soooo full i tell you. really VERY full. but but, we still had room for this...

gelati! colourful. (((:

ehhh nice le. the only flavour that i didnt like was the pistachio. whatever ice cream of whatever brand, pistachio flavour is a no no.

only loong ate that green pistachio mint thing.


sooo we packed back the food. since loong didnt want any, i tooked the pizza, celine took the risotto and jia shen took the pastas.

today's lunch cost me $18. not bad laaa. i was very very full. full till i could hardly eat much dinner. haha.

after lunch, we just went walking around the street then decided to leave for home. celine went back the other way to box hill and the three of us left the other way towards the city.

jia shen went off at richmond station then loong and me went off at melbourne central station. i had to switch to craigieburn line so loong teman-ed me till my train came.

and we went our separate ways.

got home, and watched half of I Love You Man. still paused at 37 minutes. i shall continue later.

went downstairs for dinner and after dinner i watched ella enchanted.

its not bad.

but there are soooo many shows on cinderella story plot already. but somehow i always loved them. how could a girl not love fairy tales? i mean its like an excuse to dream and imagine something beautiful.

ahah!

oklaaa i shall continue the movie and prolly skype with my cousin and mum or something.

outfit of the day. ((:

nights everybody!

ps : i miss my friends. ALOT!

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Wheels - Foo Fighters

its called She Wolf.

today i took the bus instead of walking down to the station. cause today's first class was telecoms tutorial which my lecturer is superbly nice.

i was late for class for about 10 minutes. if i would have walked down to the station, i will be like 20 minutes earlier sitting in the class all alone with my mac.

uni finished at 1.30 pm. but i my downloads still had like half an hour for it to finish. so i went to the food shop on campus to grab a foccacia for lunch.

since it was still on campus, that means there is still internet connection. so means my downloads are still downloading.

i only have gossip girl episode 6 which havent finish. 90210, supernatural and one tree hill was done and i am also done with watching them already. ((((:

i came home and watched bones episode 4 and supernatural episode 6. then slept for like 2 hours and then cooked my own dinner as aunty doris is out dinner with her friends.

my own cooked fried rice.

it was edible la. in my opinion, still got room for improvement. a wee bit salty. one day i should try cooking pasta. (((:

then i sat in the living room onlining and watched 90210 episode 7 and one tree hill episode 6. by the time i was done with those two, it was already 10.30 pm.

ooooo and Robert Buckley is soo hot! he is in one tree hill! been noticing him since fashion house then lipstick jungle and now one tree hill!


see that body! hot hot hot! and i have a half naked dude in my blog which my mum reads. ahaha! but its okay la. once in a while a hottie like that is needed to spice things up in my blog. :P

uggghh and i hate it when i typed robert buckley, robert pattinson comes up. i soooo dont like that drug addict looking dude. eww.

i sooo love one tree hill. :DDD

and qi hong suddenly msn with me asking me to go station one and dont be late.

i assume they are all there now. i miss it. i miss yam cha sessions. now i am always home watching movies off my mac. sometimes even alone at home. ))):

but well, at least i do have my once a week lunch with jia shen and celine and sheng loong too for tomorrow!

hehee. we are going to Sofia at Camberwell. yay! italian~

but but celine and sheng loong going back to malaysia soon already. celine is next week. loong is next month. soooo soon!

oklaaaa. i shall continue doing my stuff. and waiting to skype with my mum. cause apparently the whole bunch of them are in my house. my aunt, my grandma, my cousin and uncle felix too!

good night ya'll.

you always do that! you popped out of no where and say hi and how are you and all that, then you just suddenly leave like that. ALWAYS.

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Shakira - She Wolf

i want to know the title of the shakira song.

this is me today.

new white headband from supre. earrings from flemington flea market. yellow plain top from dorothy perkins. black skirt from mng. necklace from diva. and i was wearing flip flops. (((:

woke up around 8.45 am. wash some clothes. ate my breakfast. watched the morning show for a bit then i left the house to catch the bus.

reached uni around 11 pm. the maths class is at 11.30 am. everybody was studying outside the class. i felt prepared but i was afraid that when i enter the class, i'll jumble up my thoughts.

but well.. it wasnt too bad. i think out of the 30 marks i cant do like 6 marks? thats like maximum. hopefully i'll get good marks. its like 15% out of my final marks.

then i happily left uni to go and do some window shopping. i went to supre again. bought a dress for $5. and another dress for my cousin also $5. early birthday present and its cheap. aha!

the $5 dress. not too bad eh?

then i came home and watched Ice Princess. i downloaded it a couple of days back in uni.

i've watched it. but i like it. ((: its nice. typical chick flick la. plus michelle trachtenberg is pretty. but in gossip girl she is soooo bitchy. i felt like slapping her from right to left. well... her character is the issue.

then aunty doris went out for meeting so i was home alone watching Glee and Amazing Race and Beauty and the geek.

now i am up in my room waiting for mum to come online for skype. and currently chatting with tang kah tim. it just feels like it had been a long time since we had a proper conversation.

couple of nights back, i watched My Bloody Valentine and Friday The 13th.


jensen ackles was the stupid killer in my bloody valentine. a hot and sexy killer. ((((: *drools*


and this, its not bad. very predictable plot though. but i never expected the ending. i thought that psychotic fella would already been dead.

well... this pretty much sums up my whole day.

lets see what tomorrow has to come. hopefully a nice weather again. today was not bad. not too hot and not too cold. nice!

love,
shereena.

music addiction : Michael Jackson - Black or White

the sense of fashion is changing.

my two new headbands that i bought today from supre. $3 each.

white and brown.

i was late again today. i woke up at 7.50 am when i had to catch the 8.01 am bus. i got all ready and walked downstairs and realized i forgot my house keys so i had to run back up to take and by the time i got down, and walking towards to house door, the bus passed by.

i missed it.

so in the end i had to walk all the way down to the station with a fast pace. cause the train i had to catch was 8.19 am. as it normally takes me 15 minutes to walk.

i guess i got too carried away over my sleep and my dream.

i dreamt of you. i mean not technically dreaming of him but in the dreams, having my best friend telling me that you asked about me. as though as you cared about how i felt for you.

well... when i think back of it, its not really of a big deal. so i guess i really completely moved on from you. like completely. i am happy i did.

because when i was home last few months, i told myself that i wouldnt bring this feeling with me to australia. people kept telling me its hard. you'll miss him even more. even i started to doubt if i could really give myself that excuse that leaving malaysia means my feelings would leave as well.

apparently it really did. i am glad i did. i mean it wasnt like going anywhere also. the feelings were getting all ugly and sad but still there was abit of joy.

((((:

did telecoms lab today. something to do with modulating the signal waves. since our group was done with the lab, next week we dont have to come for lab. cause this lab work was suppose to be done in two weeks but we finished it today already.

yay! means next wednesday i dont have to wake up at 7.30 am. instead i only have to wake up at 9.30 am. woohoo!

after our lab, the other group came in. which all of them are in my telecoms lecture. this guy suddenly came up and said "it smells like munt". oh and for the record, my telecoms lecture has two hot guys. one is the dude that looks like Matt Lanter and the other is this dude.

his expressions were so funny when he said that. apparently "munt" is puke in aussie clubbing language. i dont even know if the spelling is right. other than munt, "chander" is also puke is OLD aussie slang.

i was giving them the total blur face. i never knew such words. ahaha!

i have a maths test tomorrow. i hope it will be fine. its covering whole of differentiation and those stationary points shit which i am not very good at AND NO CALCULATORS allowed. thats sooo sad.

dickson just told me that he'll be coming over to australia to study! he'll be going to gold coast. eventhough not melbourne, at least he is australia.

and congrats to him that he got the air asia loan thingy to come over to further his piloting dreams. i am happy for him!!

i got to go and catch some sleep. and hopefully try ot wake up early to flip through my maths book.

nights~!

love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Garth Brooks - Butterfly Kisses

oh japanese FOOD is so love.

my blue decorated favourite japanese restaurant on Chulan Square.
Rakuzen.

just got off the phone with mum.

they are going to Rakuzen for dinner. ))): my another favourite japanese restaurant. the other one is Sushi Zanmai.

i want to eat japanese food. i want my bento set. yakiniku beef set. )))): my sushi. salmon sashimi and salmon belly. my zaru soba. ))):

mum promise she'll take me to eat puas puas when i get home.

oh and she said yes to hong kong trip next year! woohoooo!! i need to get a job and do fairly well for my exams and i'll be flying off to hong kong for a nice on-our-own-cantonese-speaking vacation! yay!

heehee.

did i mention that today was so warm? today is the first day since i got here that i experienced air conditioned trains and bus.

it was warm air everywhere.

tomorrow is suppose to be slightly better. 20 degrees. but still i am guessing it would be abit warm as well.

okayyy... i am off to friday the 13th. :DDDD jared padelecki. and i also downloaded my bloody valentine. jensen ackles. (((((:

and as usual my weekly dosage of gossip girl, 90210 and one tree hill. the supernatural is still in downloading process.

i've already watched gossip girl and 90210. left my one tree hill for tomorrow. (((:

adios~!

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Michael Buble - Fever

i'll be there at the back of your mind.

i fell asleep so early last night. i was actually watching flash forward on 7 then i fell asleep on the couch. aunty doris woke me up around 9.45 pm.

i went up to my room, lied on the bed and slept like that the whole night. i wasnt dressed for bed. and i woke up at 7.35 am.

had a very long sleep.

first, i shall briefly talk about yesterday.

i didnt wake up early to study for my programming test. i woke up at 6.30 am, switched on my computer while i was still lying on the bed and then just suddenly gave up. i shut my laptop and continue sleeping till 8.50 am.

i was late! i was suppose to leave the house at 9.05 am. so in the end aunty doris fetched me to the station.

programming test was not bad. i could do half. anyway its just a 5% test.

i was relieved that the test was over! on my way home, i went window shopping a while. i bought two pens.

to be precise two recycled pens.

its tagged one for $2.95 but the lady charged me $1.50. at first i only picked one. since she charged me cheaper, i bought two.

and paid $1 for charity.

and i got this wristband like thing that says, "follow your heart".

reached home around 6 pm. helped aunty doris to cook the curry chicken. well.. i helped a wee bit only. but i think i can cook it. who wants to be my guinea pig??? ahaha!

the rest of the night is sleep sleep and sleep.

now, i am having three hours break. well its only 2 and a half hours left. i am smart enough to bring my laptop charger today so i could stay on for how long i like.

oh and i am downloading lots of stuff. heehee.

i still need to do the maths assignment and then continue onlining. ahaha! (((:

today its reported to be 27 degrees. thats like so hot! even yesterday 21 degrees was like hot already. i mean you cant stand still or you'll feel that burn from the sun.

ciao dulu!

i suddenly feel like going to hong kong. if i get a job here sometime from now till before i get home next year end, i'll drag my mum to go with me. and thats if she lets.

i have been looking at cheap hotels in hong kong. yeaaa i know its still a long wayyy to go. ahahah!

and um..

thinking of watching ANTM cycle 13 on youtube. well.. if its already on youtube.

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Kelly Pickler - The Best Days Of My Life

it gives me a fever.

woke up at 9 something today. cause i was going out with aunty doris to the flemington racecourse market. left the house around 10 something.

was there till about 12 something. it was not bad. lots of things to see. i saw this really nice sling bag but it was like $40. expensive....

after that, i headed to moonee ponds' chemist warehouse to get some nasal spray and eye drops. first i am having bad perennial allergic rhinitis and second, my eyes always hurts.

came home and just lazed around the house. talked to julian and aunty doris for a while, sewed a button for my pants, ate sweets and sour tapes and thats about it.

then i had to keep up with my programming test tomorrow. i have a soooo bad feeling over it. i even have that feeling of failing. that feeling which i had when i didnt like sejarah in high school, that i didnt like add maths, i didnt like biology.

and.... i practically failed all of it throughout. well.. not in the finals but those tests i have in between. ))))): this is annoying. i dont like programming too. i just want a damn pass! thats all!

aunty doris cooked a satisfying dinner tonight. it was a huge piece of salmon and spaghetti as side dishes. spaghetti with mushrooms and tomatoes and basil leaves. i was sooooo full....

really VERY full. and i am putting on weight. i am feeling happy eating but i guess i eat wayyy too much. ahhaha! yeaaa now i have a new aim, i just want to be the size i was before i got here. thats all i'll ask for. (((((:

after dinner, i watched australian idol.


Kim Cooper is out. )))): my favourite among all. well... its true that her last week's performance wasnt good but overall, i think she is a brilliant singer. her voice is strong.

but well...

some of the ones i like are still in. James Johnston and Toby Moulton is still in. plus i have this new dude that i like. Stan Walker. he is damn versatile. i mean he sings songs that people dont sing for a competition. and he nails it. pretty cool.

this two are the ones i liked from last week.

stan walker's single ladies for big band week.

you know big band week is like those huge trumpets or whatever they are called and the cello and big drums and violin and all that. a big bunch of people sort of orchestra like? yeaa...

james johnston's fever.

i just find him so hot. and he is only eighteen. and i loveeeee his voice and his style. how to not love that cute lil' thing you tell me?

i need to now struggle on my programming. or maybe i might just shut the book and cover my face with the sheets and go to bed and worry about it tomorrow morning. might even wake up early to get it absorbed in.

i am more like an early morning study kind of person. but somehow here in melbourne, i have trouble pulling myself off the bed every morning. ))):

I JUST WANT TOMORROW TO PASS BY AS FAST AS IT COULD!

please...

sigh.

good night people. i aint got much of the mood tonight. i really feel like just covering my face with the sheets and hopefully have a rest.

i really dont like programming!!

shereena.

music addiction : Landslide - Dixie Chicks

shopping craze.

today's outing was not bad. (((: first i met up with celine at melbourne central then we went to rubi shoes at bourke street to walk around while waiting for jia shen to come. the we moved onto supre. that place, has soooo much of things! i feel so lost in there.

after meeting up with jia shen, we went for pancake at pancake parlour on bourke street. cause there is this girl standing on the street that gives out free voucher for a buy one free one short stack.

so thats like 4 pieces of pancakes. jia shen had two cause he didnt have lunch and one each for me and celine. it was not bad. i was never actually a pancake person. $3.10 per person.

then we were off to dfo. in the tram on our way there, there is this weird aussie dude that talked to celine. he asked, "do you want to know something nice? the world is ending." or was it "its the end of the world?"

something to that effect la. it was weird man i tell you. something is wrong with them and sitting public tranportations. ahaha!

anyway, our main purpose was to just walk around at the new dfo. oh ya remember the bag i was mentioning earlier, the $20 one? i bought it already!

my new bag.

and its actually $10. to be precise, its $9.95. they tagged it wrongly and it was from $49.95. cheap cheap. and i like it. reminds me of my old bag.

i am happy that i got what i wanted. my casual bag. ((((:

after dfo we went to degraves street for a drink. i had mocha. and i was never a coffee person as well. but that street, seems like got quite a few nice looking cafes.

by the time we were done at degraves street, it was almost 6 pm already. so we headed off for our early dinner.

since there is only going to be the 3 of us for dinner, we settled down with thai food. cause if more people were joining, we could go for greek.

but... thai was not too bad. suprisingly i could eat. i mean it wasnt too spicy for me. i am also not a spicy food eater. i am practically hopeless with it.

our 3 dish dinner.

one seafood tom yam, one chicken green curry and one stir-fried vege with beef. comes to about $14.90 per person. oklaaa..

but i was damn full i tell you. celine even went for freddo's ice cream after dinner. then we thought of going to crowns to see the fire thingy but we were already over the hour so we decided to go home.

waited with celine for her bus and me and jia shen left. i was going to follow him back to murrumbeena cause aunty doris is also at murrumbeena for a house warming.

walked with jia shen to the house he stayed at when he just got here to meet up with his brother. then we drove back to their house. and i called aunty doris saying that i am already reaching the station.

I THOUGHT that she'll come and pick me and we'll go home but... instead she came and pick me to go back to the house warming cause she didnt say goodbye yet. i was there from like 9.45 pm right up till 11 pm.

talked to a few of the people. in particular, grace and mervin. i hope i got their names right. ahaha! their both malaysians. mervin did SAM wayyyy back in 2003. so we were just like talking.

it aint so bad.

by the time we left there and going through all the road works and traffic lights and stuff, we got home around 11.45 pm.

i was just talking on the phone with mum, cousin, cousin's girlfriend, uncle felix, aunty yong. they were all eating dinner at teluk gong. then i called my aunty in raub and managed to talk with my cousin sister, my aunt, my grandma and my other aunt.

i had tooo much money left to use. plus everybody sounded happy hearing from me. its a good thing though.

it was a long day today. plus we did sooo much of walking. and, i loveeee my ballet flats!!! like seriously. it comfy, light and i loveeeee it!!! ahaha! good buy good buy.

oh ya, yesterday i also went to the South Melbourne Market. i just went to walk around. and i bought some leather straps necklace sort of thing for my pendants and i bought this ring like thing.

i came home and played with it for a while and mix matched some of my pendants and this is what i got.

my new long necklace for me to go with my tshirts.

the blue heart pendant in the middle is from my grandfather from wayyyy back. i also cant remember how long ago. thats the ring like thingy which i bought for $0.30. and the leather straps was 2 metres for $3.

and i loveee the end results i produced. i figured i wont wear much of the pendant anyway.

i am getting sleepy. tomorrow morning i think i am following aunty doris to the flemington racecourse for the flea market.

oklaaa night night everybody!

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Kate Voegele - Manhattan From The Sky

honestly and seriously, death seems so near.

i was so lazy to blog yesterday. suddenly i lost the mood to blog.

by the time i came up to my room, it was already 11.16 pm. then i went to shower and it was already 11.32 pm.

was drying my hair and switched on the computer, i skyped with mum till 12.05 am.

after that, i just got lazy. ((((: was chatting with jia shen and celine over our plans today. we were undecisive over whether to go for lunch or dinner or both.

finally we settled down with early dinner. before that we'll go to the new dfo in south wharf. :DD

i went yesterday. its not bad. very quite though cause it just opened. plus not all the shops are open yet. there is even armani outlet in there. somehow from the outside, everything still looks expensive.

$10. cheap eh?

and... i bought a pair of ballet flats. ((((: finally.

today we are going again so i shall go and relook and things i eyed on. i saw a bag for only $20. my handbag that i brought here is toooo dressy. not so casual. i want a casual one for summmmerr.

we are meeting up at 1.40 pm at melbourne central. i am taking the 12.21 pm bus. so i got like 25 minutes to spare before meeting them. i thought of going over to bourke street and have a look at rubi.

see la macam mana.

tonight's dinner we have so many choices. greek, thai, vietnamese or japanese. i suggested the japanese. we had three weeks of italian already. a change is needed.

aunty doris went out. i cant tell her the plans of her fetching me tonight. if i am having early dinner means i will finish early. if i finish early, she cant fetch me from the station cause she'll be at murrumbeena for a house warming.

hmmm... maybe i should stay somewhere in the city so she could pick me up from the city. let see how it goes.

its deepavali today. i am missing the food. cause usually on every year's deepavali, i'll be at mum's customer's house for open house. got putu mayam, MUTTON CURRY and some other stuff that i couldnt remember.

plus there is this indian cake kinda thing that i loveeee! it looks like a mini donut and its sweet. i was telling my grandfather i miss that, he said, "next time if there is anyone going over, tell me so that i could buy and ask them to bring it over for you."

as much as i want to, it'll have to go through the hassle of declaration to get that in here. so when i get back, i shall eat puas puas. ahah! and my grandfather is such a love. whenever i speak to him on the phone, he sounds soooo happy. but i could tell that he is aging already. ):

sighs.

i guess whenever i go back to malaysia, my first priority is to see my grandparents. time flies so fast and that means they age very fast as well... ))):

oklaaa. got to get ready to go out. but first, eat breakfast! my stomach is making the growling noises already. i am hungry.... :DDDD

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Leighton Meester - Somebody To Love

one, two, THREE!

in the end, there is nothing at all.

i only had one class at uni today. from 11.30 am to 12.30 pm. maths test coming up next thursday already. but before that is programming test on monday!

shit man... how??????? programming!! )))):

i had two sushi rolls for early lunch. fresh salmon and fresh tuna. i loveeee the sushi rolls. i can never get sick of it. plus i am starting to like avocado. i know.... but i can never eat it just like that. it has to go with something.

then i took the train to flinders and i just randomly walked on swanston street. going in and out of boutiques. the weather was so depressing. rain and cold.

but i still took a tram to smith street and took a look at Nike. no sales at all. and the stuff that i already bought, its more expensive now.

took the tram back to the city and left melbourne central with the 3.41 pm train. and at essendon, i had to wait 15 minutes for the 4.05 pm bus.

got home and ate a plate of fried rice, fed sparky some food and went online. talked to jo ann for a while. its been sooo long since i kept in touch with her. hoping to see her soon when she gets over here! ((:

oh and i was reading ohlalamag to get myself on track on the celebrity stuff. the only site which i actually read on celebrity news. plus there are toooooo many hot guys featured there! :DDD

i didnt have my evening nap today. i was downstairs talking to aunty doris and watching tv. i watched ghost whisperer, csi and the amazing race.

came up to my room and skyped with mum for 50 minutes. even over a screen and a microphone, i still tease my cousins as usual. ahaha! its like a daily thing for me last time. now, once in a while. :DD

suddenly i am having a bad flu. and i am getting sleepy already. should be sleeping early tonight.

and umm... prolly saturday night i'll be out with jia shen and celine for dinner. and maybe with sheng loong. fooooddd.... damn i am putting on weight already! but i cant resist. )):

oh and tomorrow i should be going to check out the new DFO at south wharf. it just opened. heheee..

sighs.

you never meant all the things you told me. i felt it shattered. the hopes. but yet i cant put myself in that position to hate you and shut you off.

lots of loveee,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : 3 - Britney Spears

britney's latest single sounds cool! i've always loved her songs despite whether it is meaningful or not.

world with strangers.

parallel lines will never intersect.
for me, i just hope it will be bended a bit so it will meet.

i slept for 4 and a half hours only this morning. always at times where i least expect you, there you are. always.

this morning was like yesterday morning. it was drizzling, gloomy, cold and emoish. made me feel so restless. and my first class was at 9.30 am. earlyyy..

i had telecoms lab this morning. it was suppose to be a 2 hour lab but it only took one and a half hours. so me, julian and pablo went for breakfast.

my breakfast today wasnt as expensive as last week. it was only $5. ((: and pablo is damn funny. he eats and eats and eats. he loves his breakfast. we were asking him how much he wants to weigh, he said 115kg.

thats heavy! but this dude is not fat. and sometimes it will take me a long time to catch what is he talking cause his spanish accent is very strong.

after maths, i left for home. the weather is making me emo and sleepy. i was watching final destination 1 on my way back in the train cause i downloaded it during lab.

reached home around 2 something and continued the rest of the movie. the movie is not bad la. apparently this has survivors. but the whole setting of the show seems kinda old already.

after that i slept till 7.30 pm. aunty doris cooked fried rice before she went out. i woke up and no one is home.

i have always loved fried rice. ((((:

was watching Celebrity Masterchef. the australian olympic swimmer contestant, Eamon Sullivan is cuteeee! ahaaha!

washed up all the plates and watched gossip girl on my laptop. hilary duff and tyra banks is in this episode. i think hilary duff will be in it for a few episodes.

julian just got home. he got his hair cut. so short compared to before. maybe it was that sudden change, i am not used to it. made his head look smaller. ahaah!

aunty doris isnt home yet. i should be going up to my room shortly.

suppose to skype with mum and cousin later. he is going to brag to me about his graduation. after that, i'll watch my remaining 90210 and then wait.

while waiting maybe read some of my programming stuff. i have another test next monday! )))):

i really hope the promise is kept. and i hope it wont be too late. i havent had enough of it since this morning.

and.. on the other note,

hey you... everything will be alright okay. receiving that text out of the blue makes me worried. now, hear me out, you are NEVER alone. i maybe thousands of miles away but it doesnt change anything. you still can tell me anything.

always always remember that i'll be there. xoxos.

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Kris Allen - Man In The Mirror

i felt for you. *snaps*

we are.

i woke up late today! luckily i was still on time to leave the house by 8 am. this morning was cold though. i felt the chill somehow.

and... it was sooo gloomy this morning. made me feel emo cause of the dark cloudy sky and chilly weather.

i had three hours break today. all i did was my maths assignment and i watched ANTM Cycle 12 on youtube. uni's bandwidth is free so why not use it to the max right? not technically free considering i paid for the fees but still free in a way.

and i was downloading my shows as usual. (:

i came home after maths class. the 3.30 pm bus i took was noisy. girls gossiping, boys talking and laughters. made me thought of my high school days.

those who knows me, knows that i used to go home by school bus when i was in high school. the bus would always be filled with friends and we will talk and laugh and gossip. those were the days.

reached home around 4 pm and i slept. the rain is making me not meet my target to go for a jog and instead it gave me another excuse to sleep longer. ahaha!

slept till 7 something. aunty doris woke up for dinner. after dinner i was watching NCIS then Spiderman 3. james franco is kinda sexy somehow... ahahaha! :DDD

oh and i finished reading the five people you meet in heaven already. and also wrote a note behind the book on how i got my hands to it.

its a rather meaningful book. not that it made an impact on me. well.. maybe not yet but somehow everything was just so real. it was different from books i usually read.

i guess thats all for today! maybe i'll watch the downloaded supernatural and one tree hill. lets see how la. (((:

and.... why does that someone insignificant always appear in the mind? hmmm...?

much love,
shereena.

music addiction : Snow Patrol - Signal Fire

now it is filled with evil clowns.

uni was as usual today. i walked down to the train station to catch the 9.23 am train and my first class was maths. it was not bad. understandable. (:

and i had two sushi rolls for lunch at sushi sushi on glenferrie road then i took a train to get back home. stopped at moonee ponds cause i wanted to go and check out some stuff at safeway.

i bought two pairs of crew cut socks to wear with my boots which cost me $5 for two pair, some rubber bands and a bubblegum tape.

i love it!

i use to make my mum drive me to midvalley's toys r' us to buy it cause i loveeeee it. it was like RM9 or something like that.

and now this will always be in my bag. (((((: it was only $2. hehee...

then i caught the 1.45 pm bus and got home.

now i can stuff my jeans into the new socks i bought already. so the jeans would look better cause it will be nicely stuffed inside my boots.

and my very long pair of guess jeans that i just bought for $40 can be used with my boots already! yay...


seriously the pair of jeans is damn comfy man. :DDDD

i set my alarm to 5 pm cause i wanted to go for a jog around the area. i am feeling abit guilty over the food consumption i am consuming. i woke up and it was raining. ))): there goes my plan of going for a jog.

ended up i slept from like 3 something till 7 something. so much for wanting to get healthy. when i woke up, i could already smell food.

aunty doris cooked pasta. penne meatballs. omg its damn good la. i will never get sick to eating pastas at home cause somehow it feels less filling than the ones outside.

i had two plates! imagine that. she just cooks good pasta sauce. they are like from scratch and she does the meatballs all by herself. its just niceeeee. ((((:

then i watched tv with her. was watching Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader aussie version then Flash Forward then Mercy then a little bit of Embarassing Illnesses.

now, i just finished skyping with mum. everyone is already back from the graduation at sabah. i know.. time flies damn fast. one moment they were packing to go over, the next moment they are already back.

since i slept so much this afternoon, i guess i wont sleep early tonight. i am having too much of sleep.

oh and tomorrow i'll bring my laptop to uni to download shows! i need my weekly 90210, one tree hill, supernatural and gossip girl and bones.

but bones will be showing this sunday on tv already. soooo i might not need to download it anymore.

oh and happy birthday dicky boy!

sigh.

monday nights used to be the time where you'll be orange and we will be chatting. but well... i guess not for anytime soon.

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Pink - Funhouse

we look pretty happy. we look pretty normal.

i woke up at 12.30 pm again today. i left my laptop on the whole night. i was actually watching five poeple you meet in heaven and i fell asleep. the moment i woke up and realise i was asleep, it was already 9 in the morning.

i walked to the switch and switched off the lights and went back to bed. ahaha!

had instant noodles for brunch today. then continued watching five people you meet in heaven on tv while onlining.

julian came home from work and was telling me about a bird that dropped it egg on the porch while taking it out of its nest. ahaha! i know... it was random.

then aunty doris came home and she wanted to go to the Honda showroom at essendon fields to clarify something to do with tinting the glasses.

went with her and sat there while she was talking to the lady. after they were done, the lady offered us drinks and cakes. she's friendly and very approachable. aunty doris had latte and i had hot chocolate.

the mud cake was niceee. i wanted to take another piece but i didnt dare. seriously i was so tempted to. but in the end i didnt. )):


aunty doris bought a new honda civic. the sparkle grey colour. means.... i'll get to drive it too. not often but i am sure i will have the chance to. ((((((:

after the showroom, i followed aunty doris to her friend's house. went and did some grocery shopping together with her friend cause she fractured her wrist so its abit hard to get around. then went back to her place and aunty doris was helping her to cut some veggies and marinate some chicken wings.

a friendly lady though. a malaysian.

then we came home. i continued watching five people you meet in heaven cause i had it pause cause i was going out with aunty doris.

the show is meaningful.

i have to finish reading the book in order to get myself more clear of it. ahahaha! yess... i havent finish it. :DDDD

had dinner after that. lamb chops!! aunty doris just bought it from safeway just now. ooooo and with mint jelly! yummy~~~

then i watched australian idol. i am like hook to idols man. ahahah!

he is cuteeee! he has abit of the channing tatum look. :DD

scott newnham went out. )): but well... he really didnt sing so well last week. so yeaaa.. its sorta like predicted.

anyway, these are my two favourite last week.

kim cooper! i so love her.

hayley warner. her last week's performance was good.

my these week's favourite isnt out on youtube yet.

after australian idol, i watched rove for a bit and now i am up in my room.

just now i was chatting with qi hong and i really miss him! how can i not miss my zhi mui. (((: i use to bug him and get him out of the house to see him every week. but now no more already. ))):

*)Qî Ĥöñğ★ says: (9:11:05 PM)
shit la
(*)Qî Ĥöñğ★ says: (9:11:08 PM)
damm miss u wooi
(*)Qî Ĥöñğ★ says: (9:11:09 PM)
hahah
(*)Qî Ĥöñğ★ says: (9:11:16 PM)
boring without ur voice

HEHEE. :DDD and he just texted me saying "i going back malacca dy. report to you". i used to get this text every week and now i hardly get it already. and everytime he tells me he is going back to malacca, i'll always tell him to drive safely.

damn i miss my friends. )):

its okayy.... 14 months and i'll be home!! time flies these days. i am sure before i could know it, i'll get there already. ((((:

HAHA.

maybe i'll watch the Lake House AGAIN tonight. i am still having hangover of keanu reeves!! plus the movie is just my favourite. (((((:

sigh.

i hate it when people just come and go. they get what they want then they leave. but yet, i am not strong enough to shut the person off. sigh.

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Kim Cooper - Family Potrait