ps : i heart you ♥

tomorrow work is starting. i am suppose to be there at 1.30 pm. and it seems i do not need to take the bus because cherly will be going to pyramid to get her RAM for her laptop.

lets just pray hard work will be fine tomorrow. i have to work till end of june le. sooo pray hard it is fun and i can last that long.

i'll finish at 10 pm tomorrow. sighs.

today went to jaya 33 with cherly to get some accesories. hope she'll like the present we got for her. (:

now i dont know whether what i said was what it really is. i wrote it when i just heard it and just feel like saying something.

but after talking, i wonder whether is my words to bias only on one side.

i am now trying to understand both parts of the story. and it seems both sides has its right and wrong.

who am i to judge anymore.

maybe my words where too harsh earlier. maybe at that particular point i wasnt thinking about you. then i guess i should at least say sorry.

but i've already said and its done. i dont know how am i to help anymore. i dont even know who am i to say anything anymore.

it makes it hard for me to hear words being phrased like that from you. thinking that maybe i am not a good friend that i misjudged or something.

i really dont know what to say anymore. maybe i shouldnt say anything from the start. maybe i shouldnt know at all.

both are my important people. and yet i am feeling as though that if i say something slightly off things will be different.

no one knows how much i care for both but yet i feel as a terrible friend for one for not understanding well and for not being able to help.

i really dont know how words should be phrased by me that things would get slightly back onto its path.

somehow i feel as though i am losing a friend to talk to and as a friend for you to talk to.

maybe all i said before is bullshit now but i meant it. i meant every single word that came out from my mouth.

this is the part where i was dreading for it to happen. my good friend then to be a hi bye friend maybe?

i guess i somehow saw this part of my life coming by.