ps : i heart you ♥

work is starting in about 12 hours. its my first job so cant blame me for being excited in a way. but there goes my late night sleeps. i am sure i'll be too tired to stay up anymore.

sighs.

i am sorry. somehow it isnt my problem and i am feeling bad about it. maybe its because of the words i've said.

something made me feel bad. i dont know why whenever i come up with harsh words in the end i am the one who softens up and feel sorry and feel bad.

sighs. off this topic. i am not able to put my feelings that i am feeling into words. i dont know how to phrase it into words that wont bring up anything.

okay okay. off it.

i took the time to read back posts i've posted last time. i guess i was really a sour person back in the end of last year.

i felt it in my posts. at least now the slightest things about you wont make me emo anymore. maybe i saw the feelings that i had for you into something else.

i am happy on how things are now. really happy that things went well and still is going on well.

seeing things simpler helps on opening minds which are soo narrowed. i never hope much anymore. just one. its for you to be happy. (:

and maybe the thoughts are holding me back. holding me back from letting it go. i somehow enjoy the process of not letting go. i am happy so why not hold onto it somemore?

okayy.. its time for my America's Next Top Model. by 3 am i have to go to bed. if not, tomorrow work will be horrible for me.

and Kris Allen has this something that charms me. and he sings well to me too. (:

loves,

sher xoxo.