ps : i heart you ♥

finished work at 8 pm. supposingly was 6 pm but the new stocks came so i had another 2 hours overtime. but mainly during the overtime period, i was just lingering around and talking to the rest of them and laughing over their condo's condition.

even the new guy bryan we are fun people. but too bad he'll only be working till next sunday. and he only knew me for like few days, he said i was "very friendly". not bad hor.

and it seems fellest yan was in pyramid today tooo! and i didnt see him. even guys says he is hot. imagine that.

now i have all my colleagues msn. even the new dude, bryan. sooo... its easier to communicate. (:

i am trying so hard to write something right. write something happy. make myself think that things are fine.

but it isnt.

whats love? how do you know that you are loving a person?

to me it is simple. i would do anything for that one i love. i would make it as simple as possible. complications makes things worse.

if it is within my reach, i would do it. because i can so i will. but if i cant i wouldnt say i will.

missing them 24/7 isnt entirely love. claiming that you love them maybe not be entirely love either. you have to feel that you really love the person and the person has to also feel it back. thats relationship.

unless situations like what i have been through, i wouldnt use to term love. i've never loved a guy. i dont dare to claim i did. i dont want to get committed because i have not found someone i would be committed to.

so its not love.

but if you claim yo love a person, do as you claim. show them that you love them. dont just say, action always.. always speaks louder than words. dont just say.

i've only liked two person with all my heart. one made a scar in me. it became a fear.

sooo if you say you love a person, please really love them like you mean it. and dont say forever if you dont mean it. words are only nice to hear if their sincere.