ps : i heart you ♥

on the outlook you seem perfectly fine. but i really can sense that things are so wrong for you. i dont know how to help cause i suck at it. but seeing things going like this for you is not any better too. you've always stick with me through my down moments and was always there to help.

this time, i dont know what to do to help. i tried to. but it doesnt seem to be working and i dare not ask much cause i am afraid i am bad at the words i use. sighs.

just be strong my dear. i can only hope things to turn out better for you.

now my part, eventhough i've made that decision to let go to change to forget, you were still "the person" for so long. even the memories may not entirely sweet, you were still apart of my soo many things.

i am soon not going to see you for a long long time and will only hear stuff bout you from people or maybe yourself and thats if i start talking to you first. thinking about it, its sad.

whatever it is, i'll still miss you la friend.

the days are getting nearer. i am leaving in less than one month. its sooo soon. i called qihong a couple of months ago right after jia shen left and started crying cause of leaving. and the day is reaching soon.

i wonder how much i dread the moment of leaving to come.

life.

much love,
sher xoxo.