had to fetch tim from kk and mana tau this fella havent ready. call his phone no one picked up, rang the doorbell no one answered. so ferns tried to pull the gate and it opened the went in, the doors can be opened to.
went all the way up to his room and found out his was bathing and knocked on his toilet door. this fella ah home alone also so selamba with all the locks.
lingered around the house for a bit. then talked to sue yee a bit. it seems she'll be going over to melbourne and she said she'll go find me. soo see how la.
then left to pyramid. went back nike a while and realise how much i miss nick. i dont miss working i just miss working there. the environment and staffs. sigh
ate japanese food and tim belanja-ed me. there goes his 50 ringgit. thanks weih!
then went old taste ss15 for yam cha and talked soooo much. was there from 9 something till 12 am. not bad huh.
talked almost about the most random things. horror stories, horror games, sick pre-war german human experiment thing, matrix, naked keanu reeves, SM, mum's friend's daughter.
had to leave already cause it was getting late and i still had to fetch tim back to his apartment to get his guitar bag and then only left back to kk.
sent yao yun home and then it was tim. i felt the hit already when i was turning into the area.
that was it. my goodbyes. a goodbye hug and the tears. i couldnt drive so ferns drove back and i drove back from ferns place.
sigh.
tang kah tim, i will miss you so much. i am already missing you. it was hard seeing you for the last time. the final goodbye hug just hit me. the feeling of it sucks so badly.
although, we dont see each other often nor communicate thaaaat much but you've been a great friend to me. i remember i used to be the only girl that you were close to from USJ 12 school till today. but i am leaving... leaving for good or at least long enough to not meet for a damn long time. and you are leaving later in 6 hours. sigh. ):
although, we dont see each other often nor communicate thaaaat much but you've been a great friend to me. i remember i used to be the only girl that you were close to from USJ 12 school till today. but i am leaving... leaving for good or at least long enough to not meet for a damn long time. and you are leaving later in 6 hours. sigh. ):
you've been in my most enjoyable days yet you've been in my deepest and unenjoyable and sad moments. but we've made it through. we are still friends. good friends i suppose. you wont be there letting me laugh at your lame jokes and your looks and whatever about you. suddenly saying that you've got fatter.
i wont see that look on your face when i give you a look. i wont see that face when you give me while saying "sai mm sai ah?". i wont hear that laugh. i wont hear that sarcastic laugh that comes after zhaing me over something.
i wont see you doing that innocent look with the two big eyes of yours. i wont see that "whatever" or the selamba look of yours and asking me "ssup?". i wont be here to fetch you from ss15 to wherever for some yam cha session. you just wont sit on the passenger seat beside or behind me anymore.
i will never get to whack you anymore when you join the rest on the joke of me being dark. i wont be there to scold and whack at the same time. sighs.
remember the trips we had. genting the water polo game where we worked together and shot in a goal? penang that stupid chlorine thing ferns said. memories.
remember the trips we had. genting the water polo game where we worked together and shot in a goal? penang that stupid chlorine thing ferns said. memories.
you will never show up infront of my house suddenly after calling me 5 minutes ago asking me to go out. i wont seat in your car anymore. directing you to the destinations as your directions sucks. (: wont have you suddenly whacking me and telling me that there isnt a uni that wants to take you in. sigh.
you've been an awesome friend. i enjoyed every single moments of the friendship that we had together. but... i wont be seeing you much already. i guess this is it huh. the TT was the last present i could ever give you straight from my hands. i mean birthday present.
maybe seeing a TT in australia would just remind me so much of you. i will really really miss you!
i just dont know how to imagine anymore for not seeing you thaaaaaaat long. its going to be so long and hard. you'll always be that one friend i will always remember. somehow. the memories i had. ): but i guess people moves on. i will. but still some things are always there and will only be remembered always.
HAHA. the lamia dance. sigh the last stupid thing i'll see from you till anytime soon.
as written on the keychain, always will be the best of friends. honestly and sincerely meant it. i really do.
have a safe journey later. writing all this brought back so much memories. making me cry so much and my eyes hurts so badly. i feel a sudden numb.
i dont know anymore. there isnt anything to be sorry about or to feel bad about. so yeaa.
just good luck and take care! will be missing you.
loads of love,
shereena.
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