ps : i heart you ♥

just finished watching Taken. the show is not bad. kinda good. when parents watch it, especially those with daughters, they'll get paranoid.

shows makes it so scary. but i know somewhere in the world things happens like that. the world is so huge, once you are gone, you might not be found forever.

traveling in a group would be less scary. as much as i want to travel around the world, i'd rather not by myself. they drug young girl travellers. sell them away for prostitution. drug them again so they wont know whats happening and then give men their pleasure. fucking sick.

btw, the main actor's voice was sooo familiar until i wiki-ed it i found out he was the voice of Azlan in Narnia. and one of the actress acted in supernatural. the hot demon. :D

this shall be a goal to myself. i'll get a good job, earn alot and then go traveling. all over Europe and the States. i will. one day. but not alone. :D

i thought i finally could cheer up. but it seems no. i am still caught up in that own world of mine. the world and the thoughts that i somehow couldnt say bye to yet.

sigh.

i was reading someone's blog. she was blogging over germany. the thought of you instantly appeared. sigh.

i thought this time it would be simple. just by saying goodbye and talk about it and then i could just let go and move on. but apparently its just not that easy. i find it so so hard. its going to take me lots and lots of time to pull this through.

you are almost in every part of my thoughts. whenever i say something or think about something, you'll somehow be remembered.

i hate how much i like you.

i had no one else to talk to this to. i just didnt have that guts to talk about it to anyone close. until a point where i couldnt take it, i told someone. someone distant yet cared in a way. the stupid chinese. ahah!

but yet, it still bothers me.

sigh.

shereena.