ps : i heart you ♥

you didnt turn back. you didnt wait. when i passed by again you werent there.

i should already know that all this will be coming towards me. i just refused to face the truth and always think that whatever i hoped for might just happen or something like a miracle might occur.

now, its more than just pointless.

i cant even explain why in the first place that i made the point so obvious, so deep and so hard to erase it away.

its soon going to be the last that i'll have of you. very very soon. even sooner than the day i leave. i thought about how i was going to feel that day and flashes of old memories kept running through my mind.

i know that i will tear soo much for not seeing each other for at least a year. i guess i am just not like you. living a simple life and see things come and go just like that.