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  1. more of this to come? really...? )):

    Tuesday, March 15, 2011

    love my H&M grey blazer! and my owl necklace from hong kong's street market! ooo and and my high waisted shorts with ties at the sides from bangkok's wholesale mall!! ((((:

    3 hours of uni, neh not too bad. came home lazed around watched Mean Girls 2 then got ready to go out with aunty D and her friends for dinner at docklands.

    the first one is more dramatic than this tho. the girls in this seems more tame.. plus the guy is cuter in the first one too (: hehe

    went to dinner at BlueFire. its like some brazilian grill thing.

    entree, bread with dips. the dips were awesome!

    main, i don't have any pictures of it tho. basically they bring out like large skewers of beef, lamb, chicken, calamari, fish, chorizo and then you tell them how much you want.

    flip to this side if you want somemore.

    or the other side that says no more if you're full. or want a break which i conveniently forgot to take picture of.

    and my chilled chocolate tart for dessert.

    omg i was so full till i can't breathe properly. haven't been eating so full in a long time. dear me.. haha! but the food was just so so tho? its expensive eventho we had this meal paid for.. not like i'll actually go back and crave for somemore.. seriously..

    now that i am so full, i feel so sleepy. but i am refusing to go to bed this early and be like a pig. hehe

    that's it for today i guess? byeeee!

    much love,
    sher xoxo.

    maybe i have over reacted a lil bit over the problem. yes it still bothers me, but it doesnt seem like a huge huge deal as it was on the day itself. more problems like this to ever come along anyways.. right? i am not a positive thinker to think that it'll get better since the start. i sorta think the worse out of everything. which is a big not good =/

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:00 PM | 0 comments |

  2. can just talk. nothing more.

    Monday, March 14, 2011



    uni was boring and late today. by the time i got home it was like close to 8pm. don't like coming home so late from uni. plus today was sorta a sunny day and i was with one layer of clothes but by the end of the day, the wind was chilly and i had nothing to hide underneath with ):

    today's lunch. sushi sushi's bento box. $14

    i know its expensive but i really was craving for some japanese. haven't had anything really really nice for like two days d.. so yea. its not bad tho (:

    just a short update today. nitee!

    with love,
    NA.

    i am still not over the whole thing. everything about that night, that day, that moment just keeps flashing through my mind constantly. the more it does, the more it doesn't feel like what happened was right. simply cause of me.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:06 PM | 0 comments |

  3. it'll never be the same for now on..

    Sunday, March 13, 2011

    today is just about sleeping in till 12pm, heated up a chicken pie for brekkie, skyped and chat a little, watched supernatural and easy A then i had the mood to pick up the frying pan and cook some dinner.

    scrambled eggs with toasted rye bread. and mayonnaise on top. thats 3 egss =D

    ate while watching megamind. megamind is damn nice man (((: totally instantly lighted me up by the end of the movie.

    felt sleepy so crashed on the bed for like half an hour. now up again getting back to my life. chatting online and listening to songs. might watch somemore movie till i feel sleepy again. ahah tomorrow back to uni a.. sien )):

    today seems better than yesterday. it hurts lesser but the thoughts are all still clogged up in my mind. i hope things get better. i really want it to. even if it doesn't go back like before, i would still wanna settle down with a friendship.

    ciao people!

    shereena.

    grecos and fireworks. you suppose to be there too =/

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 10:20 PM | 0 comments |

  4. today changed everything. changed my believes and my trust. today brought me a whole new level of pain that i've never felt before and clarity.

    with only 5 hours of barely getting any deep sleep, i woke up and swamped myself with movies after movies. save the last dance and coach carter which took up my next 5 hours. then left behind looking at the back of someone and have so many thoughts in mind and so much things to say but ended up just feeling too tired and fell asleep on the bed.

    woke up and realised it was time. time for me to lose my everything now. time to go back to feeling nothing simply cause i really just prepared myself for the worst. i sat beside and poured out my feelings and myself right until my core that no one has even seen. said everything eventhough it was with a shaky and scared voice. shown everything eventhough it was so vulnerable to sit there and talk my heart out while tearing in disbelief. then my heart just totally shattered into a million pieces because of a simple yet harsh phrase, don't know. and i asked twice.

    for the first time in my life, i walked out on someone. someone who genuinely and truly made me happy and became almost my everything. i turned my back and left. it hurt so bad opening the door and then walking out and never looking back. the hardest thing i forced myself to do ever and it hurt so bad. so so bad. and the worse thing is, i was having those moments that you see in shows where i secretly wanted to be chased after. and it failed me. not even a call, a text or a word.

    i blame myself for what happened. i led myself on to go through such pain. i never said no at the beginning and now i put the blame on me.

    i don't regret for what i've done with you and for what we've been through honestly.. i really had the best time ever in my life. so now, i only blame myself for everything. for how things turned out to be. him who i especially don't blame at all.

    i would just hope that you felt what i felt when i am with you (:

    but this is the right thing to do. because if things are never gonna get exclusive, it never will. especially knowing that it wasn't only me who've been told about it. why bother holding on to something that in the end means nothing actually?

    i was so scared of the idea of losing everything that i wanted to back out and never make the right move and never to make a stand for myself or for us. because all of this was really just too good to be true for me to just wanna give it all up.

    i've never cried so hard and so easily in such a long time. every time i think of the look i got from you and how things were today, tears just trickles down my cheek. when i think about us, about everything that has ever happened since july last year till today, especially these three months, i really miss it. i miss all of it. i miss you. i want it back. i want to turn back time and to feel again. to feel how i was being swept off my feet again. but for now, reality, it'll never be like before. i can never turn back time. all i have now, is memories. and that's it. memories which now seem so distant and vague.

    i hope you see what i see and want what i want. really.. i am not giving up on the idea of us. just the idea of how things are when i thought there would be an us. until now, i would still really want it to work. i sincerely really do want it to work. but somehow i think the chances are pretty slim? and maybe never ever will be an us after all.

    but i really wanna ask i really wanna know, do i not matter as much as you matter to me for you to change your mind? to willingly want to give it a go? to wanna overcome your fear with? you just never answered me all this questions. never at all. which makes things feel 10 times as bad. i know deep down, you care, you feel what i feel. but just somehow, you never let me in. and i've never heard the answers that i was hoping to hear. was i not being enough for you?

    i am seeing a friendship and something more than that slipping through my fingers right now. it feels like after this thing about today, we will never even be friends anymore and that its just gonna be left like that. no one makes the move to talk and in the end it became unclaimed and never mentioned anymore.

    as much i wanna believe it won't reach that stage, i think it will. it's not that i don't believe or don't trust anymore. it is that i took a step back and looked and realised that what i believed and trusted seem to be different than what it used to be.

    in a hundred photos jumbled together, its you who i see straight to. and it will stay like that most probably for quite a while i think. i don't forget and let go that easily. especially not from something like this. and especially not when it meant so much to me. i've said i won't give up. i won't now, but along the way will i? i would say don't know too.

    i just wanna know how you are feeling. how you are doing. how much it affected you. but my ego stands in the way that i don't think i should be the one who asks questions first. i dare say i know you well to know exactly the answers to all of that. and also because that i think i know you, i think i know how this will end.

    there you go, story of my life.

    p/s don't ask what is it about or what happened. i don't owe anybody any explanation. thank you, but don't. writing it down simply makes me feel calmer and slightly better.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 9:25 PM | 0 comments |

  5. it smells sweet.

    Thursday, March 10, 2011

    woke up at 1120am this morning and then suddenly i wanted to eat indomie. haha! i was leaving home at 12pm so i quickly cooked and ate it up in less than 5 minutes.

    awesome stuff!

    i haven't had it in quite a while. so totally missed it. now i miss maggi goreng even more. the one from maju maju, from lorong and the occasionally nice ones at melur plus ayam goreng. yumss!

    uni today was pretty normal.

    i just came out from the toilet doing something i've never done. i dropped my pendant in the sink so i had to open the pipes and all that to get my pendant back. plus it was stinky water... ))): so not fun!

    thank god i got my cross and idontrememberhowmanyzeropointzerosomethingcaratofdiamond is on it which i bought from japan (:

    tomorrow will be staying out at MA right till monday. but should be back to blog cause i am bringing my baby with me. so yea..

    i now officially love red rock deli chips! the sea salt and balsamic vinegar is good (((: i wanna try the other flavours too!

    one downside, it's bad and fattening to eat so much chips. nouu... )): i don't want to catch up on someone's weight )):

    hehe but for tonight, i'll finish up the remaining packet first. worry bout the rest later.

    byeeeee!

    with love,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:26 PM | 0 comments |

  6. lime and pepper.

    Wednesday, March 09, 2011


    i bought it! finally.. i bought chips!

    but..... i regretted buying that pack of grain waves. my first time trying and i don't like it at all. just that it was the packet that i opened when i got out of safeway and thought that if i continue eating it might get better, but no. now there is a half pack sitting there with me never wanting to eat it up already.

    but the packet of smiths is in my tummy already tho ((: hehehe! the red rock deli, leave it to later.

    and and.. i totally pimped my iphone till everything turned blue.

    blue sms bubbles. and if look at the top, blue battery bar. and also changed the font (((:

    and blue battery when you plug in.

    awesome awesome! now, that's what i am doing with my jaibroken iphone. other than downloading cut the rope for free today and kept on playing during my train to uni and home and wanting to complete each level with 3 stars =P

    blue blue blue =DDD

    i shall continue with you're hired. i've gotta finish that series sooner or later. it was hanging halfway from more than a month. hehe

    bye peeps!

    loves,
    sher xoxo.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:39 PM | 0 comments |

  7. omaigod yummy looking FOOD!

    Tuesday, March 08, 2011

    this post is purely about food. i stumbled on some food blogs on tumblr and i just went constantly on next page next page till i got so hungry. i am so hungry now!

    tonight is totally about indulging myself in food pictures and salivating to myself.

    first up, my brekkie this morning. i missed it! toasted raisin toast with a slice of cold cheese on the top =D

    cinnamon rolls! ooo chocolate flavoured ones are awesome!

    bacon and asparagus roll. haven't tried before but i want to. =P

    ooooooooh! MAC AND CHEESEEEEEEE! haven't had an awesome one is ages!!

    baked egg and bacon roll like thingy. looks super yummy!!

    grilled cheese!! yumssssss!

    craving for some instant noodles right now. hehe

    aglio oilo seafood pasta! YUMSSSSS!

    super awesome yummy looking steak sandwich, with all that cheese and bacon and egg and spinach! my god...!

    i wouldn't mind a good hot dog =DD

    cheese friesssss! so unhealthy but looks so yummy.

    this is even better! fried cheese!! omaigod....!!

    a plain mushroom pasta would be nice too. and some grated cheese on the top. yumss!

    still love my pan fried salmon medium rare. yumsss!

    craving for some jap food!! nouuuu.. melbourne very hard to find. affordable ones i meant. ):

    okay. i should put to a stop on the food. hmmm.. i still haven't gotten my chips yet. tomorrow tomorrow =DD

    i can't believe every night i am getting all hungry and am having all these weird cravings out of the blue. kinda fun too but no fun when my tummy is all growling and i have nothing to feed it with but just a glass of plain water sitting on my table ):

    should head to bed. i can't stay up with all this hunger. haha!

    nitey nite!

    lots of love,
    NA.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:37 PM | 0 comments |

  8. the tickles (((:

    Monday, March 07, 2011


    today is such a hot day. i am having my fan on right up till now. ughhh.. hate the 30 degrees weather today. but apparently we will be having rain tomorrow. don't like the rain either especially that i have to head out to uni but i like the temperature during the rain (:

    tomorrow 4 hours class. not too bad (: should be heading off to bed soon actually.

    neh nothing much today. just thought of having an update. i am so hungry right now.. have to head to bed soon before i start thinking so much about food. hehe

    tho i am right now. i am thinking of buying a tub of sara lee ultra chocolate ice cream and bring it over to MA this weekend. provided if someone has a freezer. and and i am looking forward to going to grecos this weekend too! ooooo mud cake! and marz bar cheesecake! YUMS!!

    oh nou nou.. )): i am getting all excited and hungry and without anything to munch on with right now.. i am so getting smiths salt and vinegar tomorrow after class. so getting it! hehe

    hmmm i should really head to bed. i am thinking of food too much already. hehe =P

    goodnight my dears!

    ♥; in fact never give up on anything at all.

    this quote should really keep me going ((:

    despite all that has been said of things progressing abit too much ahead than normal, i shouldn't be convinced by it. as i am very much happy (: there is just occasional insecurities that pops up at you know one of "those days" kinda moments. other than that, i've never been happier =DD

    MWAHS,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:31 PM | 0 comments |

  9. being greedy a little bit =P

    Sunday, March 06, 2011

    i just finished up my photo frame which i bought from ikea last year. bought it before i went back to malaysia for holidays and which i printed like almost a hundred pictures to fit into the big frame. anyways i printed the pictures for free ((: ahah!

    love it! my memories of anything significant bout my life and my friends right till 2010.

    i now have like this wall that i have all the pictures of my friends and its like this little memory corner that i have and feels like i am not that far away from home and from them and the memories which i cherish till today (:

    yet to put up one section on the family part. i have the pictures printed and ready already. still thinking of how to put them up =D

    okayy.. i shall start with yesterday's update first.

    saturday,

    went down to the city for lunch. me, jia shen, teck wei, khai shien and yao yun. lunch at rose garden.

    had my spicy chicken ribs (: $8.80 i missed this quite abit when i was in malaysia. yumsssss!!

    hahah! inside joke. created by jia shen (: but try picturing what does it more or less look like to you. ahah! and take into count that IT WAS CREATED BY JIA SHEN and abit of help from yao yun. HAHA!=DD

    then celine joined us. she was suppose to join for lunch but she overslept so we went ahead with lunch without her. after lunch was bubble tea on bourke street at easy cafe.

    after bubble tea, jia shen left to docklands to find cherly and some other friends who are there doing some shopping.

    the first of us then headed over to target to buy monopoly deal cards for $8 and then went over to yao yun's and had our deal session. celine left about 5pm. leaving the 4 of us continuing on with deal till about 7pm.

    audrey called and said she was downstairs of where yao yun stays so we packed up and went down to meet up with her. actually yesterday's main purpose was lunch with audrey but suddenly she couldn't make it so it was pushed to dinner.

    jia shen was suppose to join but he had to go back to get something done. so yea dinner was just the 5 of us. me, teck wei, khai shien, yao yun and audrey.

    and dinner was at papa gino's on lygon.

    medium meat lover pizza.

    medium super special pizza.

    main sized fettuccine marinara.

    main sized carbonara risotto.

    all of that shared among the 5 of us. which we ended up only paying $12.20 per person. super damn cheap lo. plus we were like so so full! ahah! and sorry for the dark pictures. we were sitting in a dark corner which taking pictures with my 3gs seems to make things worse. hehe

    me, teck wei, khai shien and yao yun.

    me and teck wei.

    yao yun and audrey.

    these pictures credits to audrey's iphone 4. i want the iphone 4's camera to trade with my 3gs ))): sien sien..

    after dinner we headed over to freddo and bought ice cream!

    roche, frutti something and green tea flavoured. $8. roche FTW! damn nice ((:

    we took the ice cream and headed over to the park nearby and sat there to eat. simply cause they were having this huge projector screen with the cartoon Up showing on it for free for anybody to just sit there and watch.

    i like the experience of sitting in the park at night with cold nice breeze and a clear sky with the stars and just enjoy the movie which is hugely projected at the front. awesome!

    by the time we went our separate ways it was like 1015pm or something. i was actually suppose to follow aunty D home but she wasn't gonna be done yet and khai shien and teck wei was gonna head home already. which means that'll leave me in the city alone doing nothing and gotta wait for like another 2 hours.

    so instead i followed the both of them back to MA and stayed over. hehe which ended up sleeping close to 2am.

    today, sunday,

    woke up about 1130am but finally only out of the bed for real around close to 2pm? haha! i know right.. haha

    then walked over to kotaraya with teck wei for lunch.

    had their mee siam. $9.50

    not too bad la. portion is like huge tho. i ate almost three quarter and gave the other quarter to teck wei. haha! and omg la today so damn hot!!

    yesterday was already hot and today was even hotter. plus i was in my yesterday's outfit which i had long pants on, omg torture to walk under the sun man.. )):

    about 420pm i left MA and came home. reached home about 625pm.

    aunty D cooked carbonara for dinner. yumms! and after dinner i just been hiding up in my room. first was painting my nails.

    nice?

    hmmm... anyhow i took it off already. didn't feel like having it on after painting one hand. eheh

    then was finishing up the rippling blossom with the last two episodes i downloaded. then arranging the pictures to fit in the frame which means cutting and pasting and also skyped with mum.

    ahhh... tomorrow back to uni =/ so so not fun )))): luckily i start at 130pm. at least i don't have to wake up like super duper early or something. one good thing at least. hehe

    klaaa.. gonna be off to bed soon. nitey night!

    much love,
    sher xx.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:32 PM | 0 comments |

  10. afraid of when the day has to come.

    Friday, March 04, 2011

    today.. hmm after uni i headed over to MA lingered around for a little while then about 2 ish we as in me, cherly, teck wei and khai shien left to the city. met up with jia shen in the train.

    went to dessert house for late lunch.

    my lemongrass chicken with fried egg. $9.30

    eating only took us like 20 minutes. then headed over to hoyts in melbourne central and caught the 4pm, I am Number Four. cause i bought the $7 tickets which is like super duper cheap! haha ((:

    its not too bad actually.

    not like great great but watchable. even more watchable since alex pettyfer is in it ((: oooo i find him cute and hot. ahahah! ever since stormbreaker and then wildchild even hotter. now this. sooo looking forward to beastly right now. haha!

    somehow randomly met celine outside of the cinema when the show was over. haha!

    i left for home about 615pm. got home and had aunty D's salmon for dinner. yummms! plus salad and wedges. yum yum! =DD

    i just finished like 3 episodes of grey's anatomy. feeling so sleepy now. shall head to bed in awhile. meeting up the rest in the city tomorrow. (:

    omg it feels like a cold night. i am sneezing non stop.. =/ no fun.

    good night!

    loves,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:25 PM | 0 comments |

  11. hottt? =P

    Thursday, March 03, 2011

    i am so bored right now.. got nothing to do. maybe after posting this up i'll continue on with my series. i still have private practice and grey's anatomy to catch up with.

    hmm so today uni was pretty boring. ooo i did something miraculously fast today. i ate mee hoon before i left home in like 2 minutes. just cause the bus was gonna arrive at the bus stop at 1206pm, i was only done heating up my mee hoon at 1202pm.

    ate and dumped it in the sink and just quickly left the house. but i still manage to get on the bus. haha i was too hungry to resist it when i opened the fridge which was a mistake. haha

    came home munched on somemore food. i was so hungry. like seriouslyy.. i've been getting hungry alot lately. not good..

    then dinner was pretty light. just meat and salad which i absolutely love aunty D's salad dressing and some sweet potato chips. hehe

    before dinner i was like busy tidying up my room cause it was in a mess since i got back from malaysia with all my stuffs on the bed. finally it is all cleared up. and and i put up those lights i bought from bangkok.

    its just so preeeeettyy! i love it so much!! like seriously very much!

    now i am sitting here blogging with just those lights on and everything else is off. i really love it. me and my lights have this obsession thingy going on. ahaha!

    i remembered i saw them in chiang mai the last time i went and i already loved it but didn't buy it. this time seeing it in bangkok, i knew i had to buy it! and it was like so cheap. RM15 and RM19 only. my most loved RM34 ever spent during the trip. HAHA!

    awesome awesome! now i have my own little lighting space in my room. *loves*

    tomorrow uni one hour then off to MA and prolly lunch plus movie. we shall see (: good night ya'll.

    with love,
    NA.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:10 PM | 0 comments |

  12. i said i know twice.

    Tuesday, March 01, 2011

    finally had a taste of Rose Garden today.
    eggplant with minced chicken on rice! yummmmms! one of my favourite on the menu. $8.80 awesome stuff!!

    lunch was with jia shen after class. class today? so so.

    tomorrow long long day ahead. gotta leave home at 7am. soooo.. off to bed now. omg and its so early. its only nearing 1030pm.. so early.. no fun ))):

    much love,
    shereena.

    you know.. i am doubting certain things right now. and prolly have no one to talk to about or more like don't even know should i bring up the topic. sometimes.. i just have my doubts and want my answers =/ it's you whom i have to talk to.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 10:25 PM | 0 comments |