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soo.. today.. hmm woke up at 10.30am when i went to bed at 3am which i had no memory of what i was doing till that late but yea.. as usual, 7 and a half hours of sleep is never enough for me.

now i am already feeling sleepy at 10pm. so unlike me.. think i'll be going to be by 11 plus.

so so this morning woke up early just for the sake of laundry. yes yes 10.30 is early to meee... :D then had breakfast, shine my clothes, then left the house by 12pm.

went to highpoint. went there ni first thing was going into this shop that sells cards and everything was like a dollar. damn alot of people inside. so i also went in and grab 6 cards. i think i was in there for like more than half and hour. cause people were like everywhere!


a dollar a card. buy only la. i would have bought more but there really wasn't anything nice left already.

then i went into an accessories shop and it was like 2 for $5...!


and then i went in another accessories shop. ahahaah! and it was like $5...! hence..


and the hairbands which i was looking all around for. the one with feathers on them. first i saw it in a youtube hair tutorial thing which i loved it already. then i saw it on jennifer love hewitt on ghost whisperer... wanted it even more.


and now, i found them! i bought two somemore. :DDD


basically today's day out was fruitful la. i found something which i have been looking for, for a long long time...! the hairbands! *loves*

then i went to moonee ponds' kmart to collect my photos and poster. which i ordered them for free!! damn niceeee!




my darling friends!! every single person in that poster means so much to me. well maybe one person isn't suppose to be in there but i couldn't find another better picture so yea.

i got another free 50 photos and poster again!! this time i gonna do an individual shot ones with my dearest buddies! (:

those photos i printed, i wanted to get a huge frame and have them all in it. i actually saw one in ikea and i didn't buy it the first time. second time i went back it was all gone!! regretting like shit now!! )): and it was only for like $10.... =/

went to dfo awhile before i came home to check out the polo colours for qihong. for the first time i actually went to dfo and only went into ralph lauren the ciao already.. i was there barely like 5 minutes... haha!

got home about 5pm then i was don't know doing what. and julian cooked dinner.


and that was like 6 something? i have no idea what i have been doing and its like 11pm already...

hmm okla.. i think i should go and sleep. i am feeling sleepy already. tomorrow after class i'll be going to smith street's nike factory outlet.


only nike sale can get me so hyped up! (: and should be seeing cherly and jia shen tomorrow. nitee!!

with love,
shereena.

i got no fruitful outings to blog about la. apart from me feeling alright now over what happened and the today's test went crappy... hmm nothing much?

i've just been catching up on season premieres lately. ONE TREE HILL!! Vampire Diaries, 90210 and Gossip Girl too.

and watched Leap Year.


it is a chick flick la. so i like it. i rarely not like a chick flick movie unless the plot is like really stupid. but this, it is like a fairytale la. going on a holiday and falling in love with a stranger. so cute!

tomorrow is my day off. i thought of going out and walk around la. i don't feel like staying at home. but first had to wake up and do laundry then see where i wanna go. maybe go to highpoint. :D

oh damn i am hungry now..... =/

it took me 2 and a half hours just to post this super short thing up. i don't know what i was doing and time just pass like damn fast lo...

i love acapella covers. so unique and cool!


this is guy is just so talented. plus now on facebook everyone is going high on jason chen. but yea i admit he can sing and i have a couple of his songs in my itunes library. hehe.

what am i doing man? it is already 2.30am.... okla should start going to bed and then wake up early for laundry.

and race julian to the piece of chicken snitzel in the fridge cause its really nice and i want it for my breakkie! thats cause he likes it too.. hahaha! i am so hungry right now laaaa!

kthanksbai. (:

LOVES,
NA.

i have a test tomorrow and i am smilling like some weirdo infront of my laptop right now. (((: i am not quite sure what has got into me. really... life has been pretty smiley these two days. :DDD

life is just sweet with musics. (: shhhhwitt!

i am so looking forward to thursday. by then tests would be over and i have a day off and i just wanna go out somewhere and walk around even if it was just to walking on the streets and admiring the sense of style or the cute hot white boys.. :D

and next week will be my week off. BUT i have to most probably go back uni all the time and work on my programming assignment. at least i do have a week off. good enough... ((:

75 days till i am home. oh so nice. 2 months and 14 days. oh so cool! :D

wanna go to hong kong end of this year badly. like badly! i am seeing the green light already just waiting for things to get accelerated. i shall wait and wait patiently... love my mum!

watched the X factor on tv just now. natalie imbruglia is pretty! and those people, some of them could really sing. the girls especially.. from now on, i shall catch up with it like every single of episode.

and omg, i finished four packets of chips in like a week!


when the days gets longer i would start going jogging again. but first need new pair of running shoes. awww... i miss my air max!! )):

*edit*

*and i just found out Nike Factory Outlet on smith street is having a 40% sale this friday till sunday!! i am so going on friday after my classes... ((((: pretty damn sure it would burn a hole in my wallet... :DD*

i think i should resume to my case study analysis rather than going high on blogging and songs on my itunes and moving all the way with the music while sitting on my turnable chair.. (:

bye ya'll!

much love,
sher xoxo.

was just at home the whole day today. studied for my tests.. so not fun having tests back to back one day to another... if it would have carried like 5% or something i wouldn't be this worked up.

yet somehow managed to squeeze in time for Sex and The City 2. it makes me wanna go have a vacation at some unknown country with hot bods and nice view and great shopping and lovely hotel experiences with my already-declared-girlfriends!!

listen up girls, one day we have to go. like seriously! even somewhere nearby. it'll be so cool and so fun lor...!! ((:

and and just so you know.. bitch fights are so awesomely funny after it happens. not during but after when you read it all over again and think about it. HAHA! hell yea i am a bitch if i want to and when i need to. :D


wanna watch. just for the sake of the two boys. (:

today i am utterly happy somehow. i don't know why also. i was so chatty to fei lin and taking everything with positives than negatives. very unlike me tho. but i kinda like this feeling! (:


which i did. see see... i extracted, "wish you were here to talk to me". whatever that had to mean or otherwise, i don't care. i shall be happy and smiley for the reasons i think it is for. even if it is called a self proclaimed lie. ((:

things are alright altho i am a little disappointed in a friend somehow but yet trying to understand the situation of the whole thing and convincing myself that there isn't anything to be slightly disappointed about because of me always saying how much i understand him. complicated much? yes. funny old friend? yes too.

but nonetheless, things are pretty damn well! =D apart from my tests in the coming three days... =/

aww.. okla i shall resume to some fashion blog hopping and then to bed. and somehow hoping i wouldn't be waken up from my sleep with calls from a scared someone from home but yet deep down, i know i am hoping for that call. HAHA! nitey night! ((:

lots of love,
NA.

today was meeting up with group mates for discussion then to victoria garden's shopping centre's kmart to get my drawer like thing.


then went over to highpoint and met up with aunty D. i figured i was already out anyways might as well go meet up with her.

plus i haven't been to highpoint since i got back. (: and also went shopping around. :D

which i happened to buy something as well.. okla i shop more than abit but really... the things i buy it is a bargain. at least in my point of view it is worth it. :D

got home around 5 plus then left for dinner around 6 ish. pacific house with aunty D, ju, dan and pauline. ((: since they are already leaving tonight.

yummmmy dinner! no pictures cause.... er.. i didn't want to look like a typical blogger infront of ju. hahaha! (:

so so... this is what i got today. :DDD


been looking for them and a pair of leather ones. which everywhere had been selling for at least $150 for the leather ones. even not leather, it is like cheapest $50.

and i got this for $45 and its leather!!! cheap cheap. from $170 you know.. bargain.. me love them alot!!

tim is in the UK already. just skyped with him. man, it feels different for me that he is there already. i could tell how excited he is. so happy for him... ((((:

i would go on my own europe trip one day. trip around europe and united states are like the top of my to-do list. ((: seriously...

and its Jo Ann's birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! me love you!! called her and updated her about my life and abit of people's. it was good catching up. and i think i should do it more often lo. i don't talk to her very much. ehe..

okla. ciao first!

nitee..

loves,
shereena.

these nights i really have trouble sleeping well... been waking up every 2 hours. when i am feeling disturbed in my mind, this tends to happen. =/

uni started at 9.30am this morning so had to leave at like 8am. and then bought myself mcd breakkie since i was there early and i had a sudden craving for it. :D

classes ended at 1.30pm and off i went to ikea. took a new route there tho. and it is like so near my uni. i think it only took me 20 minutes to get there with the trams.

i was there till like 4pm. taking my own sweet time walking around then browsing around kmart too.

and i came home with this.


and all my scarves are in it already. i am planning to get another one more tomorrow to stack it on top. :D

at first there was only a pink one and i insisted on the lady to check if there was another colour. didn't want to have a pink thing in my room. (: and i thought of getting a frame, a huge one to make a collage of my photos. maybe getting them tomorrow. :D

continued on with our family wedding after i got home. cause last night i was watching 30 minutes then i decided to go to bed cause i wasn't feeling right..


made me laugh which is what i needed. nice. (:

had leftover carbonara for dinner. aunt is going back to malaysia soon for 3 weeks and i really need to brush up those cooking skills. if not, i think i'll have trouble surviving 3 weeks by my own.

i guess pasta would be most of my dinner in that 3 weeks. it is easy to make! (:

just finish watching the vampire diaries season premiere. love it!! i am so typical girl la when it comes to series and hot guys. :DDD

tomorrow will be going back to uni to meet up with some group mates to prepare for our presentation and 4000 words report in the coming weeks. then go to ikea. and then maybe come home then dinner at pacific house with aunt, ju and relatives that came to visit from malaysia who is going back tomorrow night.

pacific house... yum!!

maybe i should sleep early tonight. hmm hmm... sign off first! nitee.

oh and tim is leaving to the UK already in like two hours!! finally hit me today that i won't be seeing him when i am back end of this year. tho i've been away for like a year plus now, but the idea of going back and not seeing him feels different. i know i'll miss him alot..

good luck man over there! all the best. (:


much love,
NA.

i really do think it is time for me to pull myself back from this. there isn't a point anyways. you'll always be caught up in it and i don't think that would be changing anytime soon. so whats the point of me holding on right?

haven't been properly updating my blog these days. didn't seem like it was the right mood to write something normal. (:

woke up at 10.30am this morning. for the first time in a long time that i woke up without an alarm when i had a specific time to wake up.

slept at 1 something this morning yet i woke up at 6 something and then 8 something, 9 something and lastly 10.30am i was awake. don't usually happen very much tho.

those who knows me well enough, i love my sleep. i can sleep till like super late.

things just doesn't seem right huh these days.

watched an episode of ghost whisperer then had breakfast and then left the house around 12pm to get to DFO Essendon. had to go and check out ralph lauren. (:


but it was like $49 each. except the green one with the 3 at the back which was $69..))): the most expensive one happens to be the one i like the most.. aww how sadd.. ):

i ended up taking the red one. i now have a big pony ralph lauren polo teeeeee... i have one small pony but yeaa.. :D

just went walking around the place which wasn't anything much tho. left about 4pm and was home by 4.30pm.

wrapped up the whole ghost whisperer series that i have. apparently they stopped producing it already or something.

and yea i am done till the very last episode of season 5 already.

now have to like really really focus on my tests next week. maths test and CCNA1 final test. i have to pass the CCNA1 if not i'll fail the entire subject... =/ but it is quite alright la. i have the base of it already cause i did network admin during summer term.

tomorrow classes ends at 1.30pm. and i thought of dropping by ikea awhile cause i wanted to check some drawer storage thing. lets see if i could find something cheap and usable.. (:

shall go off now. maybe even sleep early. tomorrow have to be out at 8am. nitee!

sigh =/

don't feel like putting those text up on public anymore. found a way to encrypt it somehow. everything just doesn't seem very right at this moment. every god damn thing.

uni with assignments and tests and now this.

not quite sure how much i can take in anymore. i don't want things to repeat itself as it was before.

i'd really wonder when it would be better. or if it ever would be better.

shereena.

been staring blankly at this page for so long. nothing much interesting happened and things had been pretty messed up and familiar. karma is a damn bitch. =/

i can't differentiate whats the right thing and what isn't now. i don't know what i want and certainly unable to grasp what is it from you.

enough said.

i just vomitted out an 800 hundred word business proposal. god bless that 10%..

am not going to have anything good to write about tonight. when i do, i'll be back. good night (:

when the talking gets lesser, so does everything else. except one from me.

shereena.

woke up at 10am this morning and slept like 3am this morning. ughh so tired lo but was going out with aunty D and the visitors, daniel and pauline.

around 11 plus, got in the car and went down to vic market.


then just went walking around aisle by aisle which i was having my eyes on some stuffs. (: and lunch was at rose garden.


then the sun came up for a bit so we went over docklands. and was just plain walking around. went into levi's and i was so close to get myself a pair of jeans for $40 but i didn't la. figured i shouldn't get the same coloured jeans which i already had just that it wasn't levis.


walked around the whole place then left for home. and took away two large pizza from la porchetta for dinner. and had like 3 glasses of moscato wine and a glas of port. i was all red up! like red red!

looked so awful... infront of ju somemore.. :S HAHAH!


i like the military-ish style. the buttons! tho i am not a big fan of gold but i had no choice. maybe one day i'll go button shopping and get myself some silver ones and change them. :D

i hate hate hate this. one day without any talks i feel so different. i am checking my phone every half and hour. why do this to me? i already tired of making initiatives. maybe i'll just let it go just like that.

but i always talk talk and say say but never seem to do it one. say let go.. but deep down pretty sure i couldn't.. screw this stupid unwanted annoying feeling i have. and all because of just one thing. ))):

shereena.

could barely sleep last night. i think i slept close to 3am and woke up like 7.30 in the morning. and then realise how horrible my eye bags looked when i was in the train..

wasn't able to sleep very well. and as usual, i let little things that probably shouldn't matter that much now affect me. )):

so after 4 and a half hours of sleep and then having programming lecture as the first lecture in the morning is sooo not right..


after that was two hours of maths. and i going to have a test coming up the week after next. the pace is picking up..uni is getting hectic soon.. no... )):

went to airport west with aunty D after i got home from classes cause she wanted to change some rack which she just bought today and somehow broke when she was fixing it up.

and i bought...


i know i already have one table and all that but now i feel that it is so small. i wasted my $25.... ))): to make myself feel better over that $25, at least the table lasted me a semester and the exams..


there goes my $117 this month.... but it is at good use. so okay la i guess?

my current room structure..


i think the table is big enough now. not going to change my mind anymore. it can now fit my laptop and my books at the side which is what i'll need. :DD

but i think i wanna get like a high drawer kinda cabinet like thing or chest drawers or something to put my scarves and other stuff. because the stuffs behind my door are my scarves.. it is piling up now.. looks like a mess.. ):




apple is cool la. i admit i am a craze for apple stuff too. how could anyone not like them? seriously... the technology.. its superb. well at least to me it is. i love my mac, my iphone and my ipod tho it wasn't the colour i wanted. (:


i have my iphone already. no excuse for stuff like that anymore. how sadddd... ))):

now i need to stay up till like 2 something. just cause there is like some relative coming and i am following aunty D to pick them up from the airport. it is too late for her to go out herself.. so yeaa..

i am actually dozing off on my new chair already... ):

i hate time. i know all about giving some time but it is a bitch la now. my mood hasn't been revived yet. still in that crappy status. and i don't know what the hell i am doing now.. you tell me.

shereena.

ended up i stayed home. i regret not going out... the weather was not too bad lor...

and i didn't sleep the whole day also. i was wide awake by 1pm. so much for sleeping in the whole day if i am not going out huh.

did some work and then watched ghost whisperer. started season 5 today. (:


ate a whole box of shapes' vintage cheddar and chives and when i was towards the last few ones, i realised it was way over the expiry date... HAHA!



aunt went out and i slept from 7pm till like 9.30pm. i feel so restless today laaa.. don't know why also.

think i'll be going to bed soon also. dreams are unreal but at least i don't recall having crappy feelings and thoughts when i am out of them. when i have the good ones, it would keep me smiling even if i was already awake.

i am still talking myself through what happened last night. i really don't know. i am coming up with all sorts of funny and weird explanations. just cause of one word. insecure.

was talking to cherly last night and reminding myself of how horrible i used to be. i mean all the emo period last time. i used to be like that everyday before, and yesterday one night i also wanna cry already.

seriously.. how did i survive through months of those pain before.. i am amazed right now.

i call this an episode of my life.

once in a while i would get days like yesterday. unhealthy i know but i don't seem to be able to run away from it somehow?

maybe it meant abit too much than it is suppose to. you scare me now. this feeling i have towards this, scares me. alot. feeling very unlike myself..

i have to quit saying what i'll do and don't do anymore. because one day, i feel like not doing this and doing that and be very sure and certain about it but the next day, i don't feel like it anymore. it is like i am going round the stupid bush.

shereena.

it's close to 12am now.. time passes so fast huh. a week and a week and a week has been flying by so quick. going into week 5 in uni next week already. almost halfway through the semester..

and that's when all my stuffs start piling in. especially programming.. oh crap!

today had been normal. rain and rain and rain so much here in melbourne. i hate the rain. seriously. don't like it when i am out. when i am under a roof, by all means rain is great but when i am out.. crappy.. makes me moody too.

you know... i am going up and down like a roller coaster ride. one minute i am at the top of the happiness, one minute i am at the lowest it could possibly be.

and reason to that is only one thing. ughh i hate this.

why can't i be less of a thinker. i don't like my mind sometimes. it drives me up the wall with all this thoughts that seriously could tear me down.

i guess i will be going on with ghost whisperer till i am sleepy. jim is back with melinda now.. (: this show makes me tear so much. so sad and sometimes so touching..

tomorrow i don't feel like being home. it is one of those days that i don't think i'll enjoy being home unless i really don't wanna wake up from bed then i'll sleep the whole day.

we'll see. i am having highpoint in my mind. see how it goes.

shereena.