ps : i heart you ♥

woke up at 9 something today. cause i was going out with aunty doris to the flemington racecourse market. left the house around 10 something.

was there till about 12 something. it was not bad. lots of things to see. i saw this really nice sling bag but it was like $40. expensive....

after that, i headed to moonee ponds' chemist warehouse to get some nasal spray and eye drops. first i am having bad perennial allergic rhinitis and second, my eyes always hurts.

came home and just lazed around the house. talked to julian and aunty doris for a while, sewed a button for my pants, ate sweets and sour tapes and thats about it.

then i had to keep up with my programming test tomorrow. i have a soooo bad feeling over it. i even have that feeling of failing. that feeling which i had when i didnt like sejarah in high school, that i didnt like add maths, i didnt like biology.

and.... i practically failed all of it throughout. well.. not in the finals but those tests i have in between. ))))): this is annoying. i dont like programming too. i just want a damn pass! thats all!

aunty doris cooked a satisfying dinner tonight. it was a huge piece of salmon and spaghetti as side dishes. spaghetti with mushrooms and tomatoes and basil leaves. i was sooooo full....

really VERY full. and i am putting on weight. i am feeling happy eating but i guess i eat wayyy too much. ahhaha! yeaaa now i have a new aim, i just want to be the size i was before i got here. thats all i'll ask for. (((((:

after dinner, i watched australian idol.


Kim Cooper is out. )))): my favourite among all. well... its true that her last week's performance wasnt good but overall, i think she is a brilliant singer. her voice is strong.

but well...

some of the ones i like are still in. James Johnston and Toby Moulton is still in. plus i have this new dude that i like. Stan Walker. he is damn versatile. i mean he sings songs that people dont sing for a competition. and he nails it. pretty cool.

this two are the ones i liked from last week.



you know big band week is like those huge trumpets or whatever they are called and the cello and big drums and violin and all that. a big bunch of people sort of orchestra like? yeaa...



i just find him so hot. and he is only eighteen. and i loveeeee his voice and his style. how to not love that cute lil' thing you tell me?

i need to now struggle on my programming. or maybe i might just shut the book and cover my face with the sheets and go to bed and worry about it tomorrow morning. might even wake up early to get it absorbed in.

i am more like an early morning study kind of person. but somehow here in melbourne, i have trouble pulling myself off the bed every morning. ))):

I JUST WANT TOMORROW TO PASS BY AS FAST AS IT COULD!

please...

sigh.

good night people. i aint got much of the mood tonight. i really feel like just covering my face with the sheets and hopefully have a rest.

i really dont like programming!!

shereena.