ps : i heart you ♥

i am not done with the pictures i took at shelaine's yet. i guess it will be up by the end of the day. when i actually get it done.

was at jia shen's this afternoon for some gambling and some talking. no pictures for that cause cherly was the one that took the pictures with her camera.

and went for steamboat for dinner.

i just dont feel so right. i mean all this while it was never there. i was as though i didnt exist or something.

but now, we are talking? its just very normal talks but the weird thing is we talked? i am soooo not used to it. its just different.

after all these years, from time to time i do take notice of stuff about you but i never expected this. never at all.

especially what i heard when i was in penang. it just made me feel as though i was never in your past. i still dont understand.

until today i cant figure out what happened last time till things ended up like this. but yet until today you are still in a small part of my mind.

maybe because what i had from you was something i called a period where there were happiness.

i just wonder why does everything have to go the wrong way from the start. first us, then it was ugly, then it became alright for me, then you showing back in it by talking where you havent been in years?

its just not right.

all you did was leaving me in a state where i dont know what went wrong and that state, haunted me. it still does and it changed how i saw things.

and its weird. very weird. i still dont get it. and its funny. but well you were once someone to me. now, i would say almost a nobody. almost.

with love,

shereena.