ps : i heart you ♥

its already 3.12 a.m. last saturday en lin left to overseas. first stop was to australia for holidays then straight to new zealand for his studies.

he knows that i'll miss him. eventhough words about me that comes out from his mouth doesnt sound that good but well i know it was for the sake of the laughters.

the noise he makes and the girly of him.

soo many are leaving. i think there are a couple from S9 but well its the close friends who leaves that matters the most.

jo ann left, en lin left. another one leaving in less than a month. someone i would definetely miss sooo much.

and when its july, its my turn.

ironically all this years i have been dying to leave the country and study in melbourne. now that i finally have it, i dont feel like leaving.

i'll miss here soo badly. the family, the close friends, the food.

i am someone who cares about friendship. its hard to find friends which offers you their hands to hold just for the sake of me not having a boyfriend and me envying another couple that is lovey.

its hard to find friends which put up to you through your emo days.

its hard to find friends which you know you will want to have them in your life till god knows how long it could be.

i am thankful with friends like that. you should know who you are.

i only have one wish towards my friends when i leave. its that we stay in touch. thats all. i will want to know about the little details of you guys eventhough i am far away.

there maybe a barrier of location but there isnt for me.

yes, i'll make new friends there but its different. the things you do and the stuff you talk about will be different.

the circle of friends i have now, its an achievement i made in my life.

i just hate the feeling of leaving. sighs.

now, i am just looking forward for one particular day. hopefully things would turn out right.

there was a barbeque party just now at shelaine's. i guess i was the only one with the pictures. the update should probably come up tomorrow. (:

nights! i had to go to bed. my eyes hurts so badly.

much love,
sher xoxo.