ps : i heart you ♥

the pretty flowers i took at the Meo village. i just loved it. the flower. the picture.

i havent got the pictures from chiang mai yet. its still with the others. wait till i have it all then i'll see which to post up. (:

had been to the hospital today. the cousin fell sick. so went to visit and was together to get him discharged.

i pity him. what a bad experience back here in malaysia.

i had fun choosing the stuffs. i really liked it hope the one who wears it loved it too. well.. it was something new. i dont go choosing presents for v days. so yeahh.

had some chats. well.. i feel what i felt again two months back. i almost forgot how i felt. and i was soo thankful that it went away.

but now its like an old friend coming back to visit. an old friend which i had bad memories with. why back again?

do i really like you so much till all this have to happen?

i am at a point which i dont know how to express my feelings or my emoness anymore. i really dont know.

at this point, i really feel like leaving to australia. i really do. i felt so good when i was on holiday and when i was away from everything back here.

maybe leaving is the best way. if i continue being like this, i will one day lose my mind. i am tired.