ps : i heart you ♥

he is leaving in another 3 hours. lets just hope that things will be as you said it will after 5 months. and lets just hope we will have more conversations after 5 months.

woke up damn late today. i was seriously drained out.

was suppose to go out with rui siong for some catching up sessions but suddenly decided not to go. cause he was tired and stuff.

and because of the earlier plans i didnt go with jack to pyramid to find job.

stayed at home the whole day and did nothing. laze around the house and read a few chapters of my unfinish storybook.

even editted my blog completely. i wanted it to be blue. i tell you ahh these days my addiction towards blue colour is getting more and more severe.

as you can see almost everything is blue.

just received a message from jack saying that he got a job at adidas. blardy hell that day i went to ask those people they say they are full for the month.

mana tau jack just go today only then he got the job already.

tomorrow i will be going with jack and cherly to pyramid to look for job. hope that i'll get a job from adidas. hope so laaaa. keeping my fingers crossed.

then tomorrow there will be a small outing with the ex-classmates. the s9s. probably around 5 like that.

so see how la.

everyday something has to remind me of you. without fail an image of you will appear. i somehow enjoy the process of being reminded but yet too much is killing me.

maybe it isnt that i can't let go. maybe its i dont want to let go.

its already deep in me. its too hard to say no now.

much love,

sher xoxo.