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i am currently having problems. i cant find a blardy hotel for our stay in penang. latest by tomorrow, if i cant get a hotel in the town, it has to be in Batu Feringghi.

headache ahhh.....

got up at 9 a.m this morning because we were suppose to go to Monash to check out on the courses.

took back the application form and maybe going back again tomorrow to submit my papers.

after that we went to One Utama for a walk. cause cherly was in need of finding present for her sister.

and of all the things, me and jia shen have to both wear green. we look like those couples that wears same colour tshirts on purpose. hahahaha!

me and her went looking for present. sean and jia shen went walking by themselves. was there till about 4 p.m.

then i came home and slept. i was really really tired. waking up at 9 a.m is not my forte. woke up because of a couple of smses.

and then i had problems with the stupid hotels. and only had my dinner at like 10.30 p.m.

i really really hope it will be on. i am looking forward for this trip since god knows how long ago. i mean its like our LAST trip already.

and people are not going! so much for high school trips laa.

sighs... now i really dont know what i want. i thought it would stop me from being emo, but it never did.

maybe it made me slightly better but its not making any difference. i made a wrong choice. and i made a wrong move.

i shouldnt have say anything. this way, things between us friends should be easier. even if it makes me unhappy, at least he'll think i am.

i know i am not suppose to post all this up here. because it will be read. but... my blog is my only friend i could talk to and release everything.

if you dont want to know, dont bother reading.

nights.