ps : i heart you ♥

i am done with gossip girl season 2. as much as i love chace crawford, i dont really like his character in the movie. so fickle minded. i dont know how to say. but.. i like ed westwick's character (Chuck). somehow after watching sooooo many episodes, i am starting to like him in the show.

i cant wait till season 3. but not as much as i am hoping for season 7 for one tree hill.

work was fine. somehow one day then the next day and so on passes kinda fast. i am having nice friendly customer and weird looking customer who makes my time pass kinda quick.

well.. today not much of an update though.

tomorrow i will be working morning shift then will be having dinner with mum at Pasta Zanmai. ahah! i have been craving their food since forever. i mean before the shop opened i have been seeing their posters and stuff and i wanted to eat since then.

dont know what got into me yesterday night. i mean early this morning. i sent a sms to a friend about how i felt at that moment but i couldnt remember what i sent. until i checked my phone again today at work then only i realised.

maybe it got too much into me till i didnt know what i was doing. sighs. see you... you are always the start of this sort of matters. i know you dont want to be apart of it but i cant help but to drag you into all this unhappy problems of mine cause you made me feel this way.

well... i guess its better to have someone else to distract me.

i finally saw him online. and started scolding him for not replying my messages. it seems he is too busy with his stuff. he is the only one that makes me pour my secrets out. talking to him somehow i dont have to care on what i can say and what i cant say.

but i cant talk much with him tonight. i have to wake up early tomorrow. seee thats the thing. i dont like morning shifts.

*EDIT*

but i still managed to talk to him till 3 am. there goes my sleeping time. i am only left with 5 and the half hours. sob sob. ): or maybe it was worth it.

sighs. but will we meet?

much love,

shereena.