ps : i heart you ♥

i slept at 5 am this morning. conversations with you make me get carried away of time. the time passes so fast when i am chatting with you.

i've known you for years. and probably the one and only guy that i tell everything to. talking to you somehow makes me feel comfortable. but we dont do it often. maybe once a week or even once in two weeks.

you said i am like you thats why we could get along. maybe it is. i missed out being the friend in your life. but i wonder when i leave how often i can talk to you. we only talk at weird late hours like 2 am till 5 am.

sighs. i want something from you. i am wondering what it is like walking beside you and go for a normal day out.

as i've said, i am liking a person too much till i want to distract myself purposely to others and get my mind off the person i like.

i am tired of liking and thinking and hoping over something useless and pointless. i guess i rather move to something else that treasures my presence.

but there is this part in me that says eventhough i am tired, i will still hold onto you until the day that i board the plane. but there is something for sure, the feeling is fading away. it isnt so strong anymore that it could take over all my feelings and emotions.

as much as i like you, nothing pays off.