ps : i heart you ♥

i saw you smiling widely in a picture. maybe it is because of the person standing beside you is the girl you like all this while. the one that matters to you.

i dont know whether i should feel thankful that i saw it and make the hold onto you less tighter. or should i feel heartache and sad.

whenever i talk to anyone else about you i somehow feel some happiness in me but always ended with a sigh. i myself dont even know why i cared, feel sad, and somehow sometimes feel happy because of you.

sighs.

work was like usual. i guess somehow i will feel the heavy heart not working there anymore. i dont know.

tomorrow i am working from 10 to 10 and there is a shop briefing so means it comes with breakfast so i have to be there at 8 am. earlyyyy.. and also lunch with may wong. long time havent see her already. i somehow miss her. (:

until now, i cant process the informations i got. 7 months pregnant? ohh fuck it. i cant believe that it is actually happening. i am sad that it had to happen on her. and she walked with me through my childhood. sighs... why chose a path like this??

oh yess... i told my cousin to ask his friend to get me a liverpool jersey from UK. i hope i get it. :D

much love,

shereena.