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i am sooo lazy to update about penang. i shall do that tomorrow laa. i am ina sudden mood where i am lazy to type much bout penang yet.

but well... i passed by places i use to go before when i was there last year with the bunch of them. it made me think about before.

how much i didnt enjoy the trip in the inside. passing by the hotel front. the shell station that chun kit ran over and hi jacked our car. new lane's food stall. gurney plaza's cinema. the midnight mcdonald session. the butterfly park sign board. the loading bay lift at gurney plaza.

lorong selamat. jalan kelawai. jalan mccalister. the rest stop that cherly too over jia shen's car and went all the way up to 140km/h in seconds.

it was a fun trip before this with them. but i just somehow wasnt myself during the trip. sighs.

i wonder when i will have trips with my friends again. all my friends in malaysia that i wont be seeing till next year end or probably longer.

was talking on the phone with jia shen just now for almost an hour and realised how soon it is that i am leaving. and how much i am not catching up with much people because of work.

my dear friends, at least let me say a proper goodbye to all of you here before i leave. dont let me leave without saying goodbye and a goodbye hug.

after not hearing jia shen's voice for 3 months, i dont know how to start the conversation. i miss the presence of him being always around. well... at least he'll be back soon. (:

i am not sure whether the feeling i am having now when i am thinking about australia is excited or dreading to leave. i want to go there and study soo badly but likewise i dont want to leave to a stranger place and leaving everyone behind.

i know i will like it there when i go there and get settled. but first things first, the leaving part is what i hate.