ps : i heart you ♥

we were chatting till 4.30 am this morning. we may not be close but i've known you for 3 years plus. and our chatting schedule seems to be really off at times. we chat then stop chatting for months then chat back again.

i tried my first webcaming session with you. the chat with you got me soo carried away till i even sms you after i went offline. i dont understand why.

i dont know why i sent you those words. words that i have never told anyone and never thought i would say it to you. but i somehow meant it. i wanted it so badly cause i have never had it.

is it because i am so sick and tired over the one i have all this while dream about to be with soo.. i am simply just satisfied by talking to another stranger that actually pays attention to me?

liking a person tooo much till i end up giving up just like that. i am mentally discouraged but physically still attached to you. its a bad move at the start that it was you who i chose to concentrate on for this two years.

there is always a question mark everywhere, everyday in my life.