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comfy jeans.

helloo dears :)

went to college today and didnt do much also. everyone was busy talking and i dont know doing what. lecturers werent teaching already instead they gave us time to revise and ask questions.

going is the same of not going but it was better than staying at home. at least i made the time useful by going to college TRYing to study.

mum told me yesterday that she wanted to klcc today to shop and agreed to come to college and pick me up then go back down to klcc. it seems that my cousin came along too.

did quite alot of shopping. was actually suppose to go to isetan cause they were having some members presale thing. it was only for members. the 3 floors of isetan were close and only open for members except the supermarket was open to all.

going in is like going in a room full of womens. seriously. damn alot of people and mainly are womens. i cannot stand the crowd.

i thought i would at least get something from the pre sales cause thought of getting something from perlin's silver. eventhough there were some nice accesories, i still didnt get them.

it was too crowded already. i was wishing to leave the place as soon as possible.

left isetan and headed to nike. cause i had 20 bucks nike voucher so i thought of getting something. passed by levi's and saw that they are having sales.

Levi's is having sales you know?! its the first time i am hearing this. even when i was in hong kong, everything was on normal price eventhough it was sales season. the point is, Levi's NEVER have sales! maybe they had before but i never knew about it.

and after all they have sales so i bought another pair of levi's jeans and i am loving it. <3

so did my mum and my cousin. mine was only on 20% discount but my cousin's was 50% off. three pair of jeans less than 500 bucks. ok laa for a levi's.

and nike was just next door. hahaha! i bought a tshirt and i love it. i freaking love their logo laa.

after that was vincci. i've been wanting to get a pair of peep toe heels and i got it. and it is on sales. so i bought it! its a jeans material type. and another thing i bought which i love. <3

OMG! trials is next monday and i went shopping at klcc today. sighs. shit laaa... i guess its progressing well. i am still hanging strong on that decision cause i had to. i really had to. hope things would go well.

bye peeps,
sher xoxo.

i love the place.

have i mention how badly i missed hong kong?

the last time i went i didnt have that much fun as i expected i should. there was fun but as in the places they took us, it wasnt so grand. didnt do that much shopping also because it was winter sales. every clothes were just too thick to wear in Malaysia.

the company that went together was good. except for some. but the peoples that were around my age was quite fun to hang out with. especially my oh-so-hot cousin~!

he is blonde and he is good looking. well to me he is. but there is just one flaw. his shoulders arent broad. i mean the outlook he only has one flaw. the inside, i dont know.

talking about it, the peck on my cheek still makes me smile like a crazy girl until today. and his so red yet cute face. =D

wait, this was suppose to be about hong kong right? okayy... maybe i swayed off abit too far.

i cant wait to visit hong kong again. i really really want to go again. i hope my mum takes me there end of this year. i really hope so.

college was fine today. went to pyramid a while cause cherly said there was this student log in thing at topshop. only students with student card could go in.

i am not a topshop fan. seriously. their clothes just somehow dont go along with me and the price isnt cheap.

met a few schoolmates there. one of them is chong chin yau. let me tell u this compliment again chin yau, you looked better. seriously. alot better than before. according to him, its because of the hair "tail" he has. hahaa!

thats all today. :)

ciao,
sher xoxo.

its empty.

i missed all of it.

• the day we had a party and youu look like a lost kid which needed his friends. i knew it that day when youu asked for my help to get rid off her, that was the day i couldnt say no to youu. i would try my best to help dont matter what.

• the stories that youu told me about how your relationship worked out but mainly i was just wanting to talk to youu more.

• the days where i would stand at the walk way on the left side of the gate just to hear youu talk and just to say bye.

• smsed youu practically everyday and everytime it started by "heyy, what r doing?''

• convinced youu to go study together in school.

• waking youu up early in the morning cause youu said youu want to study.

youu've walked together with me through my spm month. i know youu have not noticed how much you've helped but i did.

i had adore youu in every single possible angle that i could. your eyes, your smile, your laughters, your words, and youu yourself.

and also the way youu look so high upon yourself in such a cute way. your goofy cute look and the hot sexy look. your eyes is enough to make me feel like i was sleeping on a water bed.

but i was always just an observer. never been the used of those looks.

all this had always been only about me. i dont expect anything.

and now, i should let it all go. i should stop having the word youu in my blog anymore. it should all stop.

i am tired already. tired of standing beside youu and act as though i dont like youu. i am tired of it.

dont worry about it, i am giving up. i was just another secret admirer of yours and now i wont be anymore.

with lots of love,
shereena.

it could all be just fine.

it had been a rough weekend. well... it started off pretty well by me going back to my hometown for a weekend to celebrate the mooncake festival as i wasnt actually back there since chinese new year i guess. or probably not but i know i havent been back for a while.

going back is equivalent to good food, good rest and also more free times.

had my first driving without my instructor and also a kancil. and i did pretty well. it wasnt an auto but i had fun with a manual. won 4 bucks on mahjong. well.... i havent been winning much for some time.

the first day started off real well. staying up till 3 with the companion of my laptop and my movies. it was my only partner at 1 in the morning. everyone was too busy in their dreams. and also i had some other person to sms with but... after like 4 messages, he fell asleep. i dont know why, i just love talking to him. makes me feel not me.

unfortunately, i had a rough night. i couldnt sleep well and my nose failed me. terrible flu the whole night and also means terrible breathing problems that night also.

took abit too much of my inhaler and over dosed myself. yeah.... you know, all the trembling and fast heartbeats. that sort of thing.

mum had been trying to get my butt of the chair to get me to a doctor but i told i was fine which i know i wasnt but you know... the keep her of worrying about me.

i really thought i didnt have to visit a doctor because i havent blacked out yet. i was still surviving. but it was to the extend that i would really pass out on myself.

the breathing was bad. i could hardly feel myself anymore. i thought i was going to have my first pass out in my life. even a simple walk from the hall to the kitchen made me feel like i was floating on the floor.

not to say, up the stairs and to the room to get my stuff, my heart was about the beat out of my chest and air just dont seem to get in.

but after while of cooling myself down, i felt better. could at least still walk myself out to the car to come back home. in the car, i still had the time to sms lim qi hong to check out on him.

got home, and i knew i wasnt able to make it to college the next morning. college means stairs. stairs means a near black out. i better not take the risk.

so i was home the whole day after a visit to the doctor.

and now, i happily blogging without feeling a single problem. asthma had always followed me throughout my life. and i am sure i will make i through dont matter what.

after all, there are plenty of stuff that i wouldnt let myself leave behind. and alot other things that i didnt have a chance planting my fingers on. so yeah... i am fine and will be fine.

i dont need another person to get involve in my life anymore. she left you a sms to tell you that i wasnt feeling well and all you said was "i didnt receive the sms".

well... let me tell you this, pal?!, these are all plain bullshits. if you think you deserve my respect towards you, give me some respect as well. dont expect me to acknowledge who you are when you walk in my front door and act as though you were this noble fella that done nothing wrong.

and fyi, you dont earn my respect towards you. you are just equivalent to a nobody in my life. so live with it... pal?!

i know its just words but it is a piece of my mind.

youu, maybe it is time to just let go. but i still can bear letting youu go just yet. the feeling of youu in my sight, brought me twiching in my heart.

yours truly,
sher.

my dearest.

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spoiler alert. i watched finish both of the episode 1 already.

gossip girl.

Chace Crawford aka Nate is still so hot. and he is sleeping with a married woman. i thought at the start she was Serena.

Chuck suddenly gave me that feeling that he is a passionate fella. he really likes Blair.

Serena is back with Dan. yay! by far, the only couple i like.

one tree hill.

i forgotten the ending of season 5 already. luckily they had some flashbacks.

Lucas is back with Peyton. i prefer her than Lindsay. Chad Michael Murray aka Lucas's hair is nearly bald. he has that sexy look but i prefer when he had more hair.

Jamie reminds me so much of julian. he is the younger version of jules.

i pity Dan. and i hate that nanny Carrie. she is psychotic now. she is torturing Dan like shit. for once, i actually pity him.

currently downloading some movies. i am in the mood of watching shows again. The Lake House is only 4 % away till it finish downloading. i am soo in love with that show.

i know it is a wrong timing to start watching shows now.

youu, i missed the chance of seeing youu the other day. it was seriously a waste.

much lovee,
sher xoxo.

qihong and cherly.

qi hong and walter.

another shot of the both of us.

me and limqihong.

qi hong and cherly. but dont know where she looking at.

cherly and walter.

cherly, walter and dickson.

me and qi hong again.

cherly, ee jun and me. another guy which will leave together with qi hong.

ee jun and the three girls.

these are the only pictures i have. i am still waiting for those from en lin and jo ann.

qi hong fetched me home. first time trying his driving. actually he is not bad. =D thanks anyway!

this dinner cost me 40 ringgit le. damn pain laa. nevermind laa. give face to them so we must go. i hope qi hong likes the present. eventhough it is not the red he likes.

anway, it was a good gathering though.

youu, are still very much in my mind. ♥

my first owned titus. its blardy sleek. ♥

went out to midvalley today. supposingly was only with my mum and cherly but we managed to make jia shen follow to. it seems to him, going with us was weird. but yeahh.. he followed.

parked in gardens because midvalley was seriously packed with humans. walked around gardens and the first thing i bought was this sleek accessory!

thank you soo much mummy! she also got herself another one from titus.

practically the whole time we were just walking around seeing stuff. trying to get stuff too. but it is either things are too messy or my mum simply wouldnt get it for me.

and mum treated us sushi for lunch. again thank you.

only cherly and my mum got clothes for themselves. me and jia shen was just looking around. and seriously.. damn banyak people in midvalley.

it was a good day out. jia shen, i am sure you dont feel cheated already right? it wasnt so badd.

will be out for facial tomorrow and also going to pyramid with mum and cousin. so MAYBE i'll get something. i hope at least.

and also the qihong and eejun's farewell tomorrow at taipan. hope it'll be fun. HOPING.

youu, hoping to see youu soon my dear. i know i will. <3>

lovie,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You