i think i am happy on the outside. seriously. i seemed okayy whenever i am with anyone at all. but when i start sitting down by myself i actually dont feel so good.
whenever i lay my eyes on you, it makes me want to look more. and whenever i did, i feel that second of happiness like really big. but... it makes no different. i am a nobody towards you and always will stay as it is. i am not sure whether that day were you really waving towards me. i doubt too much.
and thats not the only problem. the other youu, i am starting to think that youu are getting cuter. i may not have the same feelings for youu like i once did yesteryear, but the feeling is definately there.
can anybody tell me what should i really do?
i feel like pampering myself with something. i just cant stand on by myself for very long. i am thinking on letting all go but i just dont know how. *screams out loud inside*
i hate everything and anything at all!
music addiction : Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time
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