ps : i heart you ♥

i fear i'll lose youu someday.

youu, it is so hard for me to actually talk to youu and act as though there is nothing. as much as i want to tell youu, but i cant. words dont seem to come out of my mouth to tell youu the truth.

i've been hearing the song over and over again. it speaks how i feel at this exact moment.

sang by eric 林健辉.

i find him damn cute la. he became that new guy that songs i like to hear from.

he is a good singer and a malaysian!

love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : 原来我最爱的人是你不是他 - 林健辉

my only partner during the talk.

the stupid class*

the only stuff i brought*

i hate it that i was there alone. the fella even said that i didnt pay attention to him but paying attenttion to my handphone. i was there for the sake that it was a procedure only. thats all!

damn alot of malay there la. me dont likey.

tomorrow i'll be out for shopping to get my clothes from dorothy perkins. i wonder whether i'll get all four or not.

i want new clothes. hehe.

youu, were the only one i was wandering about during the lectures today. youu've made me draw one whole page about youu in that notebook and also some lines that i wrote about youu. i was so tempted to message youu but it was just too hard to even press the word HI.

youu make me too scared. thats because i dont want to lose youu at any time.

i am looking for this song and the lyrics. 原來我最愛的人是你不是他. the song somehow tells me things about youu.

and eric 林健輝 is damn blardy cute la. and his singing is soo good.

i'll reach up for youu. i'll try my best.

maybe youu were a good choice of me. i dont know why when i had my eyes on youu, i cant let my eyes off youu. every single day, she tend to like youu more.

went to pyramid today! yay! i finally found a way to go out. actually wanted to go with qi hong, but he had futsal match and steph was available so i dragged her with me.

and her mum was so kind to fetch me from taylors to pyramid. thank you puan evelyn!

we went to watch hellboy today. i find it nice ler. dont know why people say not nice. but i like it. the prince nuada is kinda yeng when he is with his spear. only the back view is yeng. when it shows his face, yerr... scary!

and i also like the part where hellboy killed the tree like thing. i dont know what it is called. its fluid turn into greeneries. very preetty ler.

my outing today was fruitful. i bought a pair of three quarter jeans from nichii. it took me damn blardy long to decide whether should i buy or not. it was 60 bucks. a hole in my wallet.

actually, the trip to pyramid today was to get that pair of flat sandals from vincci. but stupid la.. no more size already. everywhere also no size. i like that sandals la!!

but.. i still want all this.

• four tops from dorothy perkins. now i want four. haha!
• still that pair of nike sport shoes. the white with blue colour.
• a tshirt from catch up.
• a watch from vincci accessories.
• a long heart locket necklace.
• stuffs from la senza. maybe.
• still that top from mng. maybe.
• still a pair of wedges heels. maybe.

i cant have the flat sandals from vincci and the flat pumps from everlast nowadays dont attract me. it is sales thats why i have to buy stuff. if not i wont go so desperate to buy stuff.

college today was funny. especially with jia shen and wei ping. and today was actually quite good. i dont know why but i felt great today. maybe it is that feeling of being able to go out today. =D

with love,
sher xoxo

music addiction : Rihanna - Cry

• two tops from dorothy perkins
• a pair nike shoe. its white with BLUE colour
• a pair of wedges heels
• a pair of flat pumps from everlast
• a pair of flat sandals from vincci
• and... one top from mng

i want i want. who so kind can buy for me? haha. kidding. i NEED to save money!

and there are three birthdays next month. how to save? how to save you tell me? eating less might work but... hungry la!

with love,
sher xoxo

music addiction : Innuendo - Belaian Jiwa

bought half of yao yun's present in parkson and then went to diva to get the other half. we really hope you use it and love it. and i bought myself a necklace also. ahah!

i love those flowers smell in pyramid la. the ones right infront of diva. and it is sooo colourful.

watched she's the man on star movies. i blardy love channing tatum! a freaking hot fella. sizzling hot body and hot face. and nice moves. i love love love channing tatum.

youu, it is true that i am into youu once again. i hope youu know how i feel about youu but another part of me doesnt. its because i dont want to ruin the great friendship.

you, i have made up my mind. you are just a random fella who i think that you are hot. nothing more. maybe it was because i had no one particular in mind, thats why i had those urge to see you everyday. it just made me feel that i had someone in mind.

i guess now i only have to worry about one. its youu!

but that is enough to bring migrain to me and also big time emoness.

the show brought back all my mood. omg man, its damn yeng la!

the joker is very the scary la. he looks so creepy. omg la. kids see will get nightmares man.

i love the show man. the lamborghini was damn nice la. but bang like that then no more already. its damn blardy yeng. plus christian bale, it looks even more yeng. the show is nice! and shereena likes it.

the show made me feel alot better.

jia shen was going to fetch yao yun back to kota kemuning. and i was actually suppose to follow loong home but i wanted to visit yao yun's house. so i followed them to kk. the driving was funny la. it made me laughed well.

yao yun's house is nice and big. hahaha! seriously. we were at this row full of nice houses. i think it is a semi D or something. yao yun said simply pick one house and that is my house.

i tell you yao yun, we will definately come over for sleepovers. and visit you and your mum and your sister. yay! and the way you greet you guards are so funny la my dear. =D

ferng lin said he wanted to go tim's house to get some dvds from him. mana tau that fella not at home but ferng lin still went and get it from his sister. finally i am actually visiting some friends houses in kk.

the trip there was good. eventhough it is rather short, i still felt good somehow. maybe because it was jia shen's driving. i love you la js. but you keep on zhat-ing me. thats not what i love about you. hmph!

reached home safely. ahaha.

i am seriously craving for more breaks for myself. i am think i am in between two people. but one is fading and one is getting stronger.

i cant help to think about the both of you.

watched the wade robson project today. after sooo long i am finally watching it again. aiya you know me la, once hot guys are on tv i sure will blog about it one la. i love his dance moves.

dancers are another hit on my list. but not all dancers are good looking and with good moves. but still dancers which are good looking are just too hot!

one, makes me think about every second in college. two, makes me feel differently when i am with him. two different hims.

i feel so into you sometimes. you make me want to look more and there is always this instant effect of me turning into your direction when i hear your name.

i've always wanted this photo frame. seriously. i love it alot!

and.. i am still waiting for this spain jersey from my cousins. i think this is only available in places other than malaysia. here only got the red. which alot of people in taylors are wearing. so its not special anymore.

and also i am looking forward to a new phone. hmm.. i wonder when?

i havent been seeing you my dearest. the photoframe pictured a day which was rather happy to me cause it was about you!

music addiction : Carrie Underwood - Ever Ever After

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ich liebe dich <3

the five of us that were there the earliest*

thats because we were all in one car. chun kit got us there with his avanza.

chun kit, walter and yew wei*

michelle likes the fish*

the other table*

our table*

my favourite guys*

tim with the girls.* he is the model.

wei ping was the photographer for a while*

me, qi hong, chun kit and adrian*

the high school sweethearts*

our S9. except that jia shen isnt here.

my weirdest funniest good friends*

my girls that i LOVE* yao yun, michelle, me, steph and cherly.

the guys of my favourites.*

cherly with us s9 (s)*

the two fella who likes to zha each other*

lim qi hong, me and en lin.*

discussing about something which i wasnt suppose to know*

the darlings*

my sweethearts and the darling*

tim. my all time favourite brother*

me and the guy with a brother called chai yew yew. yew wei*

and they were a number of people missing to i dont know where.

i was in chun kit's car with en lin, jenn hsen and tim. where qi hong, cherly and yao yun was in yew wei's car and steph together with michelle was in adrian's car.

finally infront of cherly's house at nearly 11 at night.

in the middle of the road.

steph and her baby* ahem ahem

me and michelle*

the three musketeers*

talking about i dont know what*

the gang*

cherly just running into the picture*

my loves.*

our once upon a time pose*

the wonderers*

us again*

tim had to leave. i gave him a hug and thanked him for everything. i tell you, that fella is blardy tall. i was like on cherly's house pavement, a quite high one, and i was just like on the same height as him.

i know i am short. thank you.

they were all so facinated with the baby shark in cherly's pond.

we were actually waiting for jack, liam, sean and my cousin to come. but en lin and qi hong had to go home. so they went back along with yew wei and jenn hsen.

after that it seems jack they all were here already. and they came in with a lighted cake.

and there it was, a birthday song for me! for me tau. hahhaha.

the wish i made.*

the blowing candle*

the candles were all so short. i guess it was on the cake for quite a while*

cutting cakes for the rest of them*

i was soo damn happy. they suprised me with the cake. eventhough i did know there was a cake coming, but i was still damn blardy happy.

and i thought khai shien went back. but he was actually with them to go and get the cake.

it seems that the cake was from fridays and i know it wasnt cheap. soo... THANK YOU ALL OF YOU! I LOVE YOU GUYS!! i heard about how steady jack drove just to make sure that the cake was alright. thanks alot!!

the cake was good. but my tummy wasnt feeling so well so i had just a small slice of it. but i still have it in my fridge.

adrian yeong aka kai kai*

sean siew*

from someone who i wasnt even close with, to someone i joke around with and zhat-ing each other.

liam and me*

he had been a great friend since form 2. and i love him too much.

i had to leave cause my mum was waiting for me to get home because i didnt have my keys with me.

i left along with steph, yao yun and michelle in chun kit's car. adrian left at the same time too.

and... adrian's driving is damn blardy scary. he was all the while in front of chun kit's car but he just stopped the car out of no where. adrian yeong, you are SCARY!

the moment i got home i opened my presents. and I BLARDY

LOVE ALL OF THEM!

its from qihong, jenn hsen, en lin, tim and walter.*

i love it alot! as qihong said, even its not the blue i love but i still LOVE this bag alot. first, because it is from you guys and second, it is really pretty!

carlo rino bracelet from my bestie, cherly gan*

it is very sweet. thanks girl! i LOVE it~!

the card from my loves*

and the present from my other besties, steph michelle and yao yun*

i told steph that i like a belt and they really got me one. and it is sooo pretty! thank you thank you my dearests!

the card from chun kit and adrian*

the lovely earrings from the both of them*

since when you guys got good taste on earrings? thanks alot anyway!

its from walter and his family. thanks aunty and uncle. and... walter*

the MNG tshirt from sean, wey liam and jack*

this is going to be my first stuff owned from MNG. and i love it! i know about the trouble to get the right size but thanks sooo so much!

the card from yew wei and karyn*

and the present from the both of them*

i know yew wei was having a trouble to get me the present. and it seems this was helped by karyn to get it for me. thanks alot the both of you! its CUTE.

from audrey, wei ping, teck wei, khai shien and felix*

thanks alot you guys! its from the brand i love and i like the bag. thank you~!

THANKS EVERYONE! thanks for making my seventeenth birthday perfect! i am happy and touched. thanks sooo sooo much!! i hope you guys liked the food. =D

music addiction : Gabrielle - Sunshine