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  1. maybe i am not as wise.

    Monday, December 06, 2010

    when will be the day that it will never affect you anymore? affecting you, means affecting me too. ): hate how i thought i had at least some things in my hands going alright but then suddenly, one person or one name can just wipe everything i went ecstatic over so much, just like that.

    sometimes i just hate the decisions or choices i tend to make. )):

    i never sit at the right spot where i thought i was doing more than just okay before. never.

    eventhough i loved the past week so much, now i hate last night because last night made my past week felt like crap.

    sigh. =/

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:07 AM | 0 comments |

  2. i am always a day late with my posts. hehe ((:

    yesterday i ended up waking at about 12 ish i think.. and had my favourite chicken rice.

    from taipan's sin kong hawker. have been eating this uncle's chicken rice since i was in primary school. ((:

    then just lazed around the house till about 7pm i left out to bangsar village with mum and cousins and aunty cause aunty needed to get some clothes for my cousin's wedding in december.

    just went walking around after that. well basically, bangsar village, despite 1 or 2, nothing to shop one lo... everything is like so expensive and posh and all that.. makes me not wanna buy or even look at anything.

    but but i bought 3 girl boxer shorts for RM39. hehe at this shop called peacock and its from london apparently. things there are not too bad eh? seems quite alright la the prices.

    about 9pm we walked into chatterbox with the intention for dessert or prolly like a light snacks to munch on. but...

    we ordered like super banyak la. and i already had dinner before i came out one lo. and we makan-ed somemore le...


    beef noodles. *giong chung ngau hor* yummmmeh!

    XO sauce seafood fried rice. YUMMMM!

    claypot brinjal with mince chicken. *yu hiong ke chi pou?* loveeee it!

    chicken ribs with thai sauce. *thai sik kai pa*

    still had like cheese baked seafood rice which i forgot to take picture off.. and desserts..

    *kuai fa kou*

    my pumpkin paste don't know what. there sago, pumpkin and grass jelly in it. (:

    everything was so yummy. definitely will be back to eat again!

    got home also close to 10.30pm already. and i don't know what i was doing and stayed up till like 3am only slept. well... i started watching gilmore girls la. first two episodes only.

    woke up at 11 something today. cause there is this celebration at my place la. cousin's birthday. then went down to kl fetch an aunty then fetch cousin after his exam and only got home at about 2pm cause it was like super jam!!

    there were having some water don't know what protest so most roads are like closed and there were FRU everywhere. stupid one laaaaa...

    had our mini celebration la. some relatives and some of cousin's friends.

    strawberry tart from RT pastry house. not bad la but me love their bread more! (:

    curry chicken, mix vegetables with lotus stem, mutton curry from wong soon kee, mee hoon underneath.

    there was also fried chicken and cousin tapao-ed muk chuk for me. ((:

    this is just portion of the food. aunty cooked everything okay mind you. and prolly doesn't look very appetising here but trust me, i miss all this food so much when i am in australia okay!

    today i am a very good girl, i stayed at home the whole day. basically my weekends la i was home. :DD

    tomorrow will be out for narnia with cousin sis and then lunch with teck wei, khai shien and wei ping then at night going for social network (((:

    i think i deserve a proper day out tomorrow after having quite miserable feeling sorta weekend.

    much love,
    sher xoxo.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:36 AM | 0 comments |

  3. random night out. (:

    Saturday, December 04, 2010

    it's 3am and i just got back from a random night trip with yao yun, loong and en lin. will get back to this later.

    first.. update about yesterday.

    went for movie with teck wei, cherly, steph and yao yun. and we watched rapunzel.. ((:

    its quite nice. (((: and i like this movie poster cause the lanterns were so pretty. i love lights la! plus it was like damn romantic la. :DD

    everything was pretty and cute and all that... but well typical you know fairytale sorta storyline la.. but still a girl can only wish that her life turns out to be like a fairytale because they always end with happily ever after.

    got home about 5 something and stayed home till about 10.45pm ferns came and fetch me then fetched steph and off we went to kk for yumcha. (:

    we were there secretly waiting for yao yun and en lin by the park then tailed them all the way to melur which is where we were suppose to go but it was too quiet. and was at the carpark there talking awhile where en lin had his slipper brush over yao yun's ears and how yao yun was indirectly saying ferns car very char... HAHA

    settled down at pappa rich. which we saw julie who gave us a very funny big hug. haha

    i had soya bean with glutinous rice ball.

    sorry yao yun! ((((: but how could i not post this up right?? :DDDD oh and steph which looks normal.

    just sat there and talk and eat and the usual yc sessions la. (: awesome la... this sorta thing is why i miss being home and miss my friends. in oz, we don't do this. which is sad...

    was there till about 1am i think? home about 1 ish la.

    today which i meant before 12am, tho now its already the next day.. hehe

    woke up at about 11am then went for lunch with teck wei, jia shen and cherly around 12 ish at taipan's nanking hawker. (:

    my curry mee.. sorry a.. picture abit the too blur. (:

    got home about 1 plus then i slept till about 4pm and went out to wait for mum finish work then fetch her home which on the way back, i was caught in the jam for like an hour plus. so not fun.. ):

    only about 7.30pm i reached usj4's ramly stall. somemore right... on the way there i kena point middle finger by some stupid indian guy when he was at fault. stupid idiot! uncivilised people!!

    had my daging special tambah cheese for dinner. :DDD yummmmmayy!!

    then suddenly en lin say he very bored and needed to go out. and yea we went out. about 10 something he came to fetch me and yao yun and loong were already in the car.

    our sudden random trip out. first stop, soho kl.

    which we were there for a while just walking around and then realising like super little people there. i mean its a friday night!!!! where is everybody?????!

    then we went to sri hartamas with the thought that souled out would prolly be crowded so we could be there and eat a little, drink a little and scout people. but.... also like empty one. my god...! don't know whats wrong man..

    so we went to bangsar and we settled down at this place call social cause it seems to be the only place where you can hear alot of people. so yea..

    but no eating a little cause kitchen already close. well... we were there about 12 plus la. and not much of scouting people. so we just drank a little. (:

    sorry for the blur picture cause i took a picture of a picture from yao yun's camera.

    then we left to lorong beside js cybercafe at ss15. i was excited to go cause tim told me that i must eat the maggi goreng with egg and drink the milo shake with banana there.

    the maggi goreng is yummmmmm!!

    and the milo shake and banana is yummmmmmm too!! ((: three of us shared this.

    and we had a plate of beef kai ma to share.

    en lin had his indomie, yao yun had maggi goreng too. loong ate nothing and drank nothing cause according to him, it's too late to eat already.

    sorry for the blur pictures again.

    sat there and talk and laugh and laugh even louder and for me, i was enjoying life. :D

    left about 2 plus and yes home about 3am.

    awesome night out la!

    i am so sleepy already now.. feels as though i am just gonna fall asleep right now. haha.

    *edit*
    i fell asleep without clicking publish post.

    love ya'll,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 6:23 AM | 0 comments |

  4. it's plain mind disturbing.

    Thursday, December 02, 2010

    insecure is the word.

    like seriously.... i am dreading everything right now. i am afraid of this i am afraid of that. tho yes, it may seem promising right now in terms of certain matter, i am still making up questions that self doubts myself. all the crappy what ifs that, i even think myself of being unreasonable.

    tho it seems obvious right now, i still have so much to question. what if only to me this thing is like that? what if nobody agrees with me? what if i just so happen to be available 24/7 to be substituting for someone else? what if i read it wrongly? and then make a fool out of myself?

    i hate feeling like this. i really really hate it. why can't i just be ignorant and just fake through my life and assume that everything is like the way i naively believed it to be?

    i know what i've promised. there is a part of me that wants to reveal everything and just bare myself infront and show you all the way down my core but it isn't that simple. in fact i never had acquaintances with simple ever before.

    as said, i think i am attracted to problems. i may say wanting things to be normal and just be easier but i never once chose anything simple nor easy.

    i would really just wish it be simple right now and that i could just go for it a 100% and know that it's okay. and that it will be alright. but yes, as i said i wish.

    and also permanently have what i had that night. not just freaking interpreting what the hell was that eventhough underneath wanting it to be like that again so badly. everything is driving me nuts.

    and also...

    sometimes i wonder why do i always end up in the middle of nowhere when my intentions were merely just sincerely wanting to offer a helping hand? sincerely hoping both sides to be alright? am i such a busy body that deserves all this? deserves to just be there to suck everything in and then explode inside all by myself?

    being in the middle sucks max! why can't i just be at the side? why do i have to sacrifice my own happy feelings and then somebody else who claims to say appreciating my help just gets his/her very own happy ending and i am just like there at this state where i am neither here nor there?

    the more i feel like this, the more i really just feel like leaving all my observant side and all that and just screw everyone and don't care anymore.

    it seems easier to not even bothering to solve anything out. rather than sitting there feeling like crap just cause you wanna help to solve the problem by cracking your head and somehow affecting you emotionally so much.

    my emotions may have been better if i am not this nosy. but yet it would be a lonely sad life cause i will be this emotionless friend that doesn't care about anything anymore.

    BUT ALSO now, i think a sad lonely life maybe better than always being caught up in the middle of nowhere good and always end up taking other people's problem as if it was my own and then get so fucking emotionally disturbed by it.

    sometimes i just hate everything and just feel like leaving everything for good and start things from scratch again.

    every damn thing right now is driving me nuts.

    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 10:06 PM | 0 comments |

  5. woke up at 10.45am this morning then went to pick cherly and jia shen for breakkie at maju maju.

    finally had my maggi goreng. (((:

    plus, maju maju's maggi goreng is like the nicest one around here already.

    then got home lazed around watch my new episode of 90210 then about 3 plus yao yun came to fetch me out to pyramid along with en lin in the car. after that went to pick steph up.

    yao yun nearly killed us on the flyover! HAHAHAH! okay.... maybe not so funny at that time. :D

    went zanmai for like super late lunch.

    only had sushi but not all mine la. just two of it.

    after that just went walking around. shopping... which i saw this denim shirt from topshop that i feel like buying.. but RM83 le... somebody buy for me? ehehee.. :D

    then bought tickets for unstoppable.

    not bad la the movie. but just all action la.

    quite chi gik one lo. i can even scream cause if they were gonna collide it'll be like so sad and scary. ahaha!

    movie finished about 8 plus then took soooooo long to decide where to have dinner. ended up settling down at ichiban ramen.

    my spicy chicken ramen.

    and my companies today. ((((:

    got home close to 11pm. came in the house and sat down awhile suddenly cherly, jia shen and ferng lin appeared infront of my house. cause before that cherly texted me ask me yumcha but i was like nola just got home and was out since noon.

    but yea since they came in talk to mum and all and ask my mum whether i can go out or not for me. so yea just went out to old town for like less than an hour just for some catching up with ferns.

    just got home only.

    now i am sleepy but i wanna watch that newly downloaded episode of gossip girl then only decide whether wanna sleep or watch another series la.

    kk... nites!

    much love,
    NA.

    i like the word. i like the sound of it (:
    but worrying about the effect that comes after it. =/

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:58 AM | 0 comments |

  6. it felt different somehow.

    Wednesday, December 01, 2010

    its 2.30am and i just got home not long. plus just had ramly burger. super full now...

    my daging special tambah cheese. =D awesome!

    usj 14's ramly is actually quite nice. (((: i just forgot one thing, is to ask the abang to wrap it is the paper instead of giving me the box. anyways this place is open till like late. (:

    went for 11.15pm harry potter at pyramid with teck wei just now. he came to fetch me about 10pm and got there 15 minutes later. cause i booked the tickets and thought it was gonna be quite some people so yea.

    mana tau not much people one. so yea we had like an hour and nothing to do. so walked around pyramid awhile with all the shops already closed, then decided to go to the mamak outside and have a drink first.

    movie was not bad la.

    pretty boring at the start and i have no clue what was it talking about. but i guess it would be a good last part. hopefully. :D i have my hopes up for that.

    cinema so little people somemore and it was cold and i was just with tshirt and shorts. ):

    finally went to the movies after like almost 4 months not going. i missed out on damn many shows already lo. including my favourite step up 3d. sob sob =/ but nevermind, ching teck wei downloaded for meee... =DDD hehe

    then after movie, he drove me to tapao burger come back eat cause he wasn't eating also. and tapao-ed for cousin too. according to her, its nice also. haha

    anyways, today was nothing interesting other than me going out for movie. so yea.

    now i shall go watch an episode of series then go sleep. and then wake for breakkie with cherly and jia shen at 11am.

    nitey nights!!

    lots of loves,
    sher xoxo.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:45 AM | 0 comments |

  7. tempted to tell.

    Tuesday, November 30, 2010

    didn't blog yesterday cause by the time i got back from asia cafe was already like 2am. and just straight went to bed.

    so now my posts are all like a day late.

    okay okay lets start with yesterday, after breakkie with teck wei, i slept for like half and hour and was just lazing around the house and onlining.

    and aunty made one of my favourite food.

    fried wanton and fuchuk. (((:

    then went with cousin brother to get his wedding photos and stuffs done at jalan ipoh. after that dinner was at wangsa maju.

    the food was all good. :DD

    after dinner, got home then drove my altis for the first time out even without license. HAHA! but only to cherly's house only la then went over to murni in enlin's car together with cherly to meet up with qihong and eejun. then yew wei joined us too.

    the boys were there to watch their newcastle and chelsea match.

    my ribena special.

    during half time we left to station one to continue the other half of the match one geh but then somehow they weren't playing it so we just went to the hawker opposite mcd in taipan.

    was there till it finished then jia shen came by.

    me and cherly and jia shen left for another yumcha session along with teck wei. was at asia cafe.

    my ice lemon tea and indomie.

    left about 1 plus in the morning, came home and slept already cause we had breakfast plans this morning.

    suppose to wake up at 8am cause breakkie plan is at 8.30am. but couldn't wake up. the night before i made sure teck wei to be my alarm clock so his phone call woke me up which i am pretty sure i still sounded so dead asleep on the phone. haha

    which he then came and fetch me about 15 minutes later and then went to get jia shen then cherly and went over to usj23 for dim sum.

    got home not long then went out to jpj at pj to get my license done.

    home about 11 something then about 1 plus drove the altis officially with license out to pyramid with my cousin.

    and met up with qihong there. we just went walking around ni.

    had jumbo mango mix at ice monster.

    cousin and mr lim. (:

    qihong left to look for his mum and bro and i had to go to jusco to get new pillow and bolster.

    was home by 5pm. loveeee driving my new car lo. :DDD

    slept for like an hour then dinner then just stayed at home lo. no plans tonight. just watching house bunny on tv lo. well... more like hearing.

    tomorrow going for harry potter. (:

    okla niteeeee!

    love,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:51 AM | 0 comments |

  8. 多想永遠擁抱你..

    Sunday, November 28, 2010

    its 9 something in the morning now. just got back from melur for breakkie with teck wei. somehow his text managed to wake me up and yea cause i am not free during the day and he so smart haven't sleep yet the whole night and thought i would be free in the morning so yea.. breakfast it is. (:

    hmmm.. so so start with yesterday.. was so busy till when i came back i have no time to blog also.

    breakfast yesterday was at usj 14's hawker.

    had my favourite vegetarian food.

    been looking everywhere for this lady cause she use to be at the hawker at taipan which is now pappa rich? or is it even still pappa rich? but yea that corner shop. finally i found her. :DD

    then went to uncle's after that went to see my grandparents at wangsa maju and brought them to old town minum teh for like an hour which i had hazelnut white ice coffee and my cheese and ham polo bun. (:

    should have just stick to my usual fresh lemon ice tea. haha

    then later fetched cousin from UM after his exams and he dropped us off at ISKL in ampang which is the International School of Kuala Lumpur cause mum's customer comes friend invited us to watch her son's high school musical production play.

    all the casts.

    it was Footloose the musical.

    and its really really good!!! lead actor is the guy with the black cardigan (:

    way way above my expectations. Chris which is mum's customer comes friend's son is the lead actor, Ren McCormack.

    its about this boy Ren McCormack leaving Chicago and moving into this small town called Bomont. and dancing is against the law in this town. so its basically about how he changed their perceptions and about his life.

    really goooood ((: enjoyed my so much last night.

    by the time i got home also like 11pm already and then dinner and uncle was here till the MU match was over and i slept at about 1.30am.

    which means in total i only slept for 6 hours till teck wei's text woke me up. now i am feeling sleepy already..... haha maybe nap awhile. (:

    tonight out for dinner. :D

    ciao!

    much much love,
    NA.

    music addiction : 张智成 - 末日之恋
    (on my repeat for like 30 times already) thanks to teck wei. haha (:

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 12:42 PM | 0 comments |