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i always wondered. always.

just got back from a jog. the weather is nice to go out and walk and jog but its not nice staying at home. its hot!

i opened my room windows yet i dont feel anything. my notes are now my temporary fan.

was watching Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 thats why i managed to stay awake and go for a jog. if not, i think i would be still sleeping at this time.


i like it. its nice. (((: the first one is nice as well.

oh damn, boy you are so fine.

all guys look good in black huh? especially a white dude with hazel brown eyes and dirty brownish blonde hair that is not gelled or waxed. its as though the hair just got dry from a shower not long ago and wearing a silver chain across his neck with a slight muscled arms. that black polo tee just made him look even better.

when i got home, i was greeted by a wave saying hi.

it was good. damn good. btw,

shereena likes you! :D

one's life is made up of tiny little details.
every little detail is flashing through my mind.
every tiny bit of details i could ever remember.

but its giving me an unease at heart and mind.

words cant describe the current feeling at this current moment.
i wondered why.

i am questioning every part of it.
its grey, unpleasant, mixed feelings.

i did the electronics project presentation slides till about 2 something am. thats because halfway doing, i was distracted by other stuffs. blogs and movies. gossip girl. (:

left the house for uni at about 10 am. went to uni only for a one hour class. thats so sad. had to travel all the way there. ):

by 12.30 pm i was already done with uni. instead of coming back straight, i went to Rebel Sport on bourke street to check out the jerseys. and even went to the one in melbourne central.

just went to have a look cause i cant wait for mine. now i having the dilemma of whether i got the size right or not. )))): hopefully i got it right.

by the time i got home it was 3 pm already. and i was sooo determined to go for a jog today, i forbid myself from my nap.

and.... yes! i left the house 10 minutes to 5 pm and went for a loooong walk. its not technically a jog cause i am walking more than jogging. but... i tried to walk as fast as i could.

the weather was kinda nice also. i was out for 40 minutes. i reached home around 5.30 pm.

i havent been going for a jog or running for like ages. ever since i stopped taekwando, i just stopped running. and thats like 2 years plus ago? nearly 3?

now my thigh muscles are hurting like crap. )): i shall get back to it on friday. :D

had pasta for dinner. spiralli with tuna and zucchini and tomatoes. seeing aunty doris cook, everything seems simple and fast. hmmmm...

watched celebrity masterchef and ncis los angles and the normal ncis.

i am still full over dinner.... but i feel like munching the tim tam which is right next to me now. sei lo..... whats the point of going for a jog la...

oklaaa. skyping with mum later.

see ya'll!

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

i just clicked the word checkout!

in maybe 13 days max, i'll get my first original jersey! ((((((: happiness! plus its with torres's name on it. yay me!

i am saving off my next month's allowance to buy this. its worth it. :DDD i cant wait for it to get here. (((((:

my last wishing list on the football side is the spain jersey. maybe i'll wait till when world cup is around the corner. or when they launch a new one or something. heheee.

okayy lets talk about today.

my day started so sweaty and tired. cause as usual i left the house to wait at the bus stop for the 8.01 am bus. was waiting with another girl till about 8.10 am and was wondering why the bus wasnt here yet.

then the piping maintenance workers stopped by with his car and said "there isnt going to be a bus that will pass by this road cause its closed. you have to go to the other street."

by the time we walked to the next bus stop, i figured we've already missed it. so i had to walk down to the station.

the next train was at 8.25 am. by the time i decided to walk it was already 8.17 am. and i usually take like 15 minutes to walk. imagine how fast i had to walk.

and luckily i did make it on time to the station. the moment i step onto the platform, the train was arriving.

i went in the train panting and sweating and everybody started staring at me while i was fanning myself. ughhhh the day just started off bad.

but... uni was just like normal. my three hours break all i did was my maths assignment and watch antm cycle 13.

i reached home from uni around 4 pm and straight went to bed for a nap hoping that i could get up an hour later to go out for a jog or at least a walk.

and knowing me, i continue sleeping till 7.30 pm. ate dinner, watched ncis and aussie ladette to lady and now i am here, on my bed blogging.

i still feel the happiness over what i just purchased. (((((:

oklaaaa. i need to get going with my electronics project presentation slides.

nights peeps!

*edit*

was reading qi hong's blog. i saw the picture of his watch. in form 5, there are he'll loan me his watch for me to wear for the day. his watch is kinda yeng.

this brings me back to the form 5 days. i used to drag a table and put it in between his table and jia yi's table i think. if i am not mistaken its jia yi.

anyways, no table is suppose to be there. you know the middle walk way kinda thing? the arrangement is suppose to be 2 2. now i added one in the middle so its like a long stretch of 5 tables.

purposely just to talk to him and crap with the boys behind class. and tim will have another table behind me. ahahaha! it was damn fun laaa. puan salasiah will walk right infront of my table and ask me to do my work. ahaha!

damn, i MISS FORM 5. and.... HIGH SCHOOL!

with love,
shereena.

today was just normal. nothing special happened. it was just a tired boring 20 degrees day.

i dont know if i am skyping with my mum tonight or not. if i am, i will ask her about the jersey. keeping my finger crossed that i'll have an approval.

i think tomorrow i have to do the presentation slides with julian during my three hour break. its due friday.

then i have to my programming assignment due next friday. ahhhhh sien programming....... ))))):

i have nothing much to write about today. hmmm...

i guess i should start emailing julian my telecoms lab pictures.

see laaa what has tomorrow got for me. i'll be back tomorrow. ciao people!

*edit*

SIEN! now i have to wait for a week to get the jersey. ))))): ONE WEEK only i can order it! ))): i had to ask a relative to check it out for me in singapore. ):

loves,
shereena.

torres scored for liverpool yesterday.


beat that MU. mu sucks thanks to christiano ronaldo. HAHA! i dont know why people can like that face? i mean girls.

and.... his stupid act during the world cup 3 years ago was shit la okay. the portugal against england match. he is just another stuck up bastard.

sorry la huh i dont judge footballers based on skills. i judge them from how ethical they are and how hot they are!

and that concludes why i dont like mu even when ronaldo is no longer there.


now, he is more like it. talented hot footballer! torres. <3



i sooooo want this liverpool jersey right now. i just need another approval from my mum and i'll get it! woo-hoo!


and hopefully this as well. this is in my wishing list for two years already. ))))):

somebody... help me to find laaa. i cant find it!

i have nothing much to blog today though. well.. i'll crap something. (:

nothing interesting. all i did was watch aunty doris do her gardening while i was chit chatting with her. went to airport west for some shopping with aunty doris. which landed myself a $10 black cardigan.

came home, did the usual stuff. online and continued I Love You Man, ate dinner, watched australian idol and rove and now i am sitting on my bed writing this post. (: hehee.

yesterday morning.. i mean this morning i fell asleep halfway watching a movie. by the time i woke up it was already 11 am.

when i unlocked my laptop, there were so many conversations windows on my msn. and most importantly, one of it had to be you. the timing we had never seem to be right.

ahhh enough of that.

while i was watching idol, one of the dude nathan brake sang this song that adam lambert sang on american idol. and made me thought back of how weirdly off pitch and painful to hear when adam lambert sang.

and his stupid picture of him kissing his "boyfriend" just popped into my mind. OMG man its disgusting. ughhh.. in short, i just dont like him.

when i dont like someone, i'll be like that. considering yesterday when jia shen brought up this dude that i dont like i went all cranked up when i was talking about him.

whats up with that dude man? a dude that is sooooooo not lengzhai and lands soooo many girls. just maybe cause he is rich, he rules the girls? oh please. the girls are blinded by a dude which is rich, spoilt, MAYBE smart, have a SLIGHT surfer dude style and drives a blardy swift.

its my favourite car. and made me feel on par with that guy when it comes to taste on cars. and thats a disgrace for me.

sometimes i really do pity those girls. oh-i-am-SO-sorry ladies. (((((: too bad for ya'll. :DD

that is what i'll give when i dont like someone.

and.... i want a spain and liverpool jersey with torres's name on it! i am looking all through the internet already but i cant find the spain one. i mean the womens spain jersey with torres's name.

but i found the liverpool one though. including shipment to here, its 52 pounds. which is how much ah? and is that an okay price? hmmmm...

i really want them!! it has been on my wishing list for like a year for the liverpool and two whole years for the spain one. ))))))):

okayy laaaa... skype with mum first. nights night!

much love,
sher xoxo.

woke up at 10 something today. cause i had to catch the 11.36 am bus in order to meet them at 12.30 pm in melbourne central.

when i was at southern cross station, jia shen texted me and said he just woke up. that was like 12.15 pm maybe?

when i reached melbourne central i thought of just walking around while waiting for him to reach. then he called and ask me and loong to take the train to camberwell and he'll hop on the train at richmond station.

as celine was suppose to go to camberwell straight cause box hill station is on the same line.

all three of us were already on the same train and we reached camberwell! called celine and ask her where is she. she said she is still in box hill.

she mixed things up. as you see, we go to camberwell from the city and she goes to camberwell from box hill. cause camberwell is in between city and box hill. she thought we were meeting her at box hill station. huge huge mistake she made.

since she already told us what she wants to eat, we proceeded to Sofia first without her. ordered everything then called her again. she said she is at glenferrie. she somehow passed the camberwell station and had to take another train to get to camberwell.

dont know what has got into her today. when she arrived, we were already almost full. ate so much already. all that we left untouched or i would almost untouched is her chicken and mushroom risotto.

here is all the food.




which is actually combination of three pasta of our choice. it was mainly seafood-ish. ((((: me likey.




for your information there well all LARGE! and there was only four of us you know. damn banyak food. the table next to us had six people and they had one variety lesser than us.




i was soooo full i tell you. really VERY full. but but, we still had room for this...


ehhh nice le. the only flavour that i didnt like was the pistachio. whatever ice cream of whatever brand, pistachio flavour is a no no.

only loong ate that green pistachio mint thing.


sooo we packed back the food. since loong didnt want any, i tooked the pizza, celine took the risotto and jia shen took the pastas.

today's lunch cost me $18. not bad laaa. i was very very full. full till i could hardly eat much dinner. haha.

after lunch, we just went walking around the street then decided to leave for home. celine went back the other way to box hill and the three of us left the other way towards the city.

jia shen went off at richmond station then loong and me went off at melbourne central station. i had to switch to craigieburn line so loong teman-ed me till my train came.

and we went our separate ways.

got home, and watched half of I Love You Man. still paused at 37 minutes. i shall continue later.

went downstairs for dinner and after dinner i watched ella enchanted.


but there are soooo many shows on cinderella story plot already. but somehow i always loved them. how could a girl not love fairy tales? i mean its like an excuse to dream and imagine something beautiful.

ahah!

oklaaa i shall continue the movie and prolly skype with my cousin and mum or something.


nights everybody!

ps : i miss my friends. ALOT!

with love,
shereena.

today i took the bus instead of walking down to the station. cause today's first class was telecoms tutorial which my lecturer is superbly nice.

i was late for class for about 10 minutes. if i would have walked down to the station, i will be like 20 minutes earlier sitting in the class all alone with my mac.

uni finished at 1.30 pm. but i my downloads still had like half an hour for it to finish. so i went to the food shop on campus to grab a foccacia for lunch.

since it was still on campus, that means there is still internet connection. so means my downloads are still downloading.

i only have gossip girl episode 6 which havent finish. 90210, supernatural and one tree hill was done and i am also done with watching them already. ((((:

i came home and watched bones episode 4 and supernatural episode 6. then slept for like 2 hours and then cooked my own dinner as aunty doris is out dinner with her friends.


it was edible la. in my opinion, still got room for improvement. a wee bit salty. one day i should try cooking pasta. (((:

then i sat in the living room onlining and watched 90210 episode 7 and one tree hill episode 6. by the time i was done with those two, it was already 10.30 pm.

ooooo and Robert Buckley is soo hot! he is in one tree hill! been noticing him since fashion house then lipstick jungle and now one tree hill!


see that body! hot hot hot! and i have a half naked dude in my blog which my mum reads. ahaha! but its okay la. once in a while a hottie like that is needed to spice things up in my blog. :P

uggghh and i hate it when i typed robert buckley, robert pattinson comes up. i soooo dont like that drug addict looking dude. eww.

i sooo love one tree hill. :DDD

and qi hong suddenly msn with me asking me to go station one and dont be late.

i assume they are all there now. i miss it. i miss yam cha sessions. now i am always home watching movies off my mac. sometimes even alone at home. ))):

but well, at least i do have my once a week lunch with jia shen and celine and sheng loong too for tomorrow!

hehee. we are going to Sofia at Camberwell. yay! italian~

but but celine and sheng loong going back to malaysia soon already. celine is next week. loong is next month. soooo soon!

oklaaaa. i shall continue doing my stuff. and waiting to skype with my mum. cause apparently the whole bunch of them are in my house. my aunt, my grandma, my cousin and uncle felix too!

good night ya'll.

you always do that! you popped out of no where and say hi and how are you and all that, then you just suddenly leave like that. ALWAYS.

much love,
sher xoxo.

new white headband from supre. earrings from flemington flea market. yellow plain top from dorothy perkins. black skirt from mng. necklace from diva. and i was wearing flip flops. (((:

woke up around 8.45 am. wash some clothes. ate my breakfast. watched the morning show for a bit then i left the house to catch the bus.

reached uni around 11 pm. the maths class is at 11.30 am. everybody was studying outside the class. i felt prepared but i was afraid that when i enter the class, i'll jumble up my thoughts.

but well.. it wasnt too bad. i think out of the 30 marks i cant do like 6 marks? thats like maximum. hopefully i'll get good marks. its like 15% out of my final marks.

then i happily left uni to go and do some window shopping. i went to supre again. bought a dress for $5. and another dress for my cousin also $5. early birthday present and its cheap. aha!


then i came home and watched Ice Princess. i downloaded it a couple of days back in uni.

i've watched it. but i like it. ((: its nice. typical chick flick la. plus michelle trachtenberg is pretty. but in gossip girl she is soooo bitchy. i felt like slapping her from right to left. well... her character is the issue.

then aunty doris went out for meeting so i was home alone watching Glee and Amazing Race and Beauty and the geek.

now i am up in my room waiting for mum to come online for skype. and currently chatting with tang kah tim. it just feels like it had been a long time since we had a proper conversation.

couple of nights back, i watched My Bloody Valentine and Friday The 13th.


jensen ackles was the stupid killer in my bloody valentine. a hot and sexy killer. ((((: *drools*


and this, its not bad. very predictable plot though. but i never expected the ending. i thought that psychotic fella would already been dead.

well... this pretty much sums up my whole day.

lets see what tomorrow has to come. hopefully a nice weather again. today was not bad. not too hot and not too cold. nice!

love,
shereena.

i was late again today. i woke up at 7.50 am when i had to catch the 8.01 am bus. i got all ready and walked downstairs and realized i forgot my house keys so i had to run back up to take and by the time i got down, and walking towards to house door, the bus passed by.

i missed it.

so in the end i had to walk all the way down to the station with a fast pace. cause the train i had to catch was 8.19 am. as it normally takes me 15 minutes to walk.

i guess i got too carried away over my sleep and my dream.

i dreamt of you. i mean not technically dreaming of him but in the dreams, having my best friend telling me that you asked about me. as though as you cared about how i felt for you.

well... when i think back of it, its not really of a big deal. so i guess i really completely moved on from you. like completely. i am happy i did.

because when i was home last few months, i told myself that i wouldnt bring this feeling with me to australia. people kept telling me its hard. you'll miss him even more. even i started to doubt if i could really give myself that excuse that leaving malaysia means my feelings would leave as well.

apparently it really did. i am glad i did. i mean it wasnt like going anywhere also. the feelings were getting all ugly and sad but still there was abit of joy.

((((:

did telecoms lab today. something to do with modulating the signal waves. since our group was done with the lab, next week we dont have to come for lab. cause this lab work was suppose to be done in two weeks but we finished it today already.

yay! means next wednesday i dont have to wake up at 7.30 am. instead i only have to wake up at 9.30 am. woohoo!

after our lab, the other group came in. which all of them are in my telecoms lecture. this guy suddenly came up and said "it smells like munt". oh and for the record, my telecoms lecture has two hot guys. one is the dude that looks like Matt Lanter and the other is this dude.

his expressions were so funny when he said that. apparently "munt" is puke in aussie clubbing language. i dont even know if the spelling is right. other than munt, "chander" is also puke is OLD aussie slang.

i was giving them the total blur face. i never knew such words. ahaha!

i have a maths test tomorrow. i hope it will be fine. its covering whole of differentiation and those stationary points shit which i am not very good at AND NO CALCULATORS allowed. thats sooo sad.

dickson just told me that he'll be coming over to australia to study! he'll be going to gold coast. eventhough not melbourne, at least he is australia.

and congrats to him that he got the air asia loan thingy to come over to further his piloting dreams. i am happy for him!!

i got to go and catch some sleep. and hopefully try ot wake up early to flip through my maths book.

nights~!

love,
sher xoxo.

just got off the phone with mum.

they are going to Rakuzen for dinner. ))): my another favourite japanese restaurant. the other one is Sushi Zanmai.

i want to eat japanese food. i want my bento set. yakiniku beef set. )))): my sushi. salmon sashimi and salmon belly. my zaru soba. ))):

mum promise she'll take me to eat puas puas when i get home.

oh and she said yes to hong kong trip next year! woohoooo!! i need to get a job and do fairly well for my exams and i'll be flying off to hong kong for a nice on-our-own-cantonese-speaking vacation! yay!

heehee.

did i mention that today was so warm? today is the first day since i got here that i experienced air conditioned trains and bus.

it was warm air everywhere.

tomorrow is suppose to be slightly better. 20 degrees. but still i am guessing it would be abit warm as well.

okayyy... i am off to friday the 13th. :DDDD jared padelecki. and i also downloaded my bloody valentine. jensen ackles. (((((:

and as usual my weekly dosage of gossip girl, 90210 and one tree hill. the supernatural is still in downloading process.

i've already watched gossip girl and 90210. left my one tree hill for tomorrow. (((:

adios~!

with love,
shereena.

i fell asleep so early last night. i was actually watching flash forward on 7 then i fell asleep on the couch. aunty doris woke me up around 9.45 pm.

i went up to my room, lied on the bed and slept like that the whole night. i wasnt dressed for bed. and i woke up at 7.35 am.

had a very long sleep.

first, i shall briefly talk about yesterday.

i didnt wake up early to study for my programming test. i woke up at 6.30 am, switched on my computer while i was still lying on the bed and then just suddenly gave up. i shut my laptop and continue sleeping till 8.50 am.

i was late! i was suppose to leave the house at 9.05 am. so in the end aunty doris fetched me to the station.

programming test was not bad. i could do half. anyway its just a 5% test.

i was relieved that the test was over! on my way home, i went window shopping a while. i bought two pens.


its tagged one for $2.95 but the lady charged me $1.50. at first i only picked one. since she charged me cheaper, i bought two.

and paid $1 for charity.


reached home around 6 pm. helped aunty doris to cook the curry chicken. well.. i helped a wee bit only. but i think i can cook it. who wants to be my guinea pig??? ahaha!

the rest of the night is sleep sleep and sleep.

now, i am having three hours break. well its only 2 and a half hours left. i am smart enough to bring my laptop charger today so i could stay on for how long i like.

oh and i am downloading lots of stuff. heehee.

i still need to do the maths assignment and then continue onlining. ahaha! (((:

today its reported to be 27 degrees. thats like so hot! even yesterday 21 degrees was like hot already. i mean you cant stand still or you'll feel that burn from the sun.

ciao dulu!

i suddenly feel like going to hong kong. if i get a job here sometime from now till before i get home next year end, i'll drag my mum to go with me. and thats if she lets.

i have been looking at cheap hotels in hong kong. yeaaa i know its still a long wayyy to go. ahahah!

and um..

thinking of watching ANTM cycle 13 on youtube. well.. if its already on youtube.

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

woke up at 9 something today. cause i was going out with aunty doris to the flemington racecourse market. left the house around 10 something.

was there till about 12 something. it was not bad. lots of things to see. i saw this really nice sling bag but it was like $40. expensive....

after that, i headed to moonee ponds' chemist warehouse to get some nasal spray and eye drops. first i am having bad perennial allergic rhinitis and second, my eyes always hurts.

came home and just lazed around the house. talked to julian and aunty doris for a while, sewed a button for my pants, ate sweets and sour tapes and thats about it.

then i had to keep up with my programming test tomorrow. i have a soooo bad feeling over it. i even have that feeling of failing. that feeling which i had when i didnt like sejarah in high school, that i didnt like add maths, i didnt like biology.

and.... i practically failed all of it throughout. well.. not in the finals but those tests i have in between. ))))): this is annoying. i dont like programming too. i just want a damn pass! thats all!

aunty doris cooked a satisfying dinner tonight. it was a huge piece of salmon and spaghetti as side dishes. spaghetti with mushrooms and tomatoes and basil leaves. i was sooooo full....

really VERY full. and i am putting on weight. i am feeling happy eating but i guess i eat wayyy too much. ahhaha! yeaaa now i have a new aim, i just want to be the size i was before i got here. thats all i'll ask for. (((((:

after dinner, i watched australian idol.


Kim Cooper is out. )))): my favourite among all. well... its true that her last week's performance wasnt good but overall, i think she is a brilliant singer. her voice is strong.

but well...

some of the ones i like are still in. James Johnston and Toby Moulton is still in. plus i have this new dude that i like. Stan Walker. he is damn versatile. i mean he sings songs that people dont sing for a competition. and he nails it. pretty cool.

this two are the ones i liked from last week.



you know big band week is like those huge trumpets or whatever they are called and the cello and big drums and violin and all that. a big bunch of people sort of orchestra like? yeaa...



i just find him so hot. and he is only eighteen. and i loveeeee his voice and his style. how to not love that cute lil' thing you tell me?

i need to now struggle on my programming. or maybe i might just shut the book and cover my face with the sheets and go to bed and worry about it tomorrow morning. might even wake up early to get it absorbed in.

i am more like an early morning study kind of person. but somehow here in melbourne, i have trouble pulling myself off the bed every morning. ))):

I JUST WANT TOMORROW TO PASS BY AS FAST AS IT COULD!

please...

sigh.

good night people. i aint got much of the mood tonight. i really feel like just covering my face with the sheets and hopefully have a rest.

i really dont like programming!!

shereena.