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  1. my truth.

    Monday, December 15, 2008

    i am worrying so much.
    dreading that we will fall apart as that one thing i treasure most.
    as friends.

    i cannot imagine the day we are not friends anymore.

    if it was because of that mistake i made,
    things fall apart,
    it will be my regrets for life.

    i've never wanted all of this to happen.
    i've never wanted to lose the friendship at all.
    i've never wanted for me to feel like this now.

    i couldnt help but to think.
    thinking so much till i dont know whats right or wrong anymore.

    i am already torturing myself with all these thoughts.

    will we really fall apart?
    what about that deal we made?

    there is no way i can joke around with you like i did before.

    i feel the heartache and i feel the tears.
    and it was because of that 6 texts long confession.

    i was so stupid to think that it will make things better.

    fuck it.
    please leave me alone.

    i feel like crying out loud.
    i feel like screaming out loud.

    the tears are starting to roll down
    and the thoughts are starting to fill up my mind already.

    this is what appears in my mind now,
    "we don't fit together anymore. not even as close friends already."

    ~

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:40 AM | 0 comments |

  2. penang butterfly park.

    just got back from penang. overall the trip was good. i had fun certain parts of the trip. the road trip, the food, the getting lost in penang, the walking alone, the hotel talks and the sleeps.

    i havent been exactly the right person for the trip. i kept quiet alot. i didnt like the person i was. but there isnt any way to stop me from being who i was during the trip.

    my laughters was for the sake of laughing. telling people i am happy. thats all. i have been thinking so much. so much till i cant diffrentiate anymore between the emotions and feelings i am having.

    knowing the reason to it, i felt even worse.

    i had to go on walks alone to clear my mind. sat in front of the beach and thought alot. i guess thats the emo part of me.

    i wasnt entirely happy but i had to. and i cannot get the thoughts out of my mind already. its in it everyday.

    i am sick and tired. unhappy and confused.

    one part of me loves the trip. another part doesnt. there is always two sides to everything. but it was still a great trip.

    friends that i have are friends that i could rely on. and i love you guys. (:

    i'll be back with the proper update tomorrow.

    i have to stop myself from being emo again. but i dont know how anymore. i forgot the feeling of being completely myself and completely happy.

    and if the talk between us happens, i am not expecting anything good. i expect bad. but it still has to happen somehow.

    ciao.

    much love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:10 AM | Labels: | 0 comments |

  3. the annual trip.

    Friday, December 12, 2008

    the first trip last year.

    was out to some salon in Ampang today. went to aunt's house for lunch after the hair do. all i did was wash and blow dry.

    came home and slept. while sleeping, so many phone calls came in. first, the hotel from penang. then ferng lin. twice it was him. then my cousin.

    woke up and was thinking of going to taipan to check out some phones because i am in need of getting a new phone.

    but today is a public holiday for Selangor people. so yeahh.. the shops are closed.

    watched some new show on Astro on Demand and laughed alot. well... it was hilarious. and after that was Gem of Life.

    i am in love with that red Audi TT.

    i saw the new BMW X6 today. it looks kinda nice for a four wheeled drive. and i saw a BMW 6 series at taipan just now. blardy nice.

    people are rich and can afford these nice cars. well... i am having fun just by looking at it. (:

    came online and talked to adrian. i was really in need of advices at that moment. he gave me alot of stuff. things that are so true.

    but yet i cant do it. i am sick and tired of being in all this dilemma.

    i am still that person which has so much to think in mind and in the end, making myself all emo over it.

    even my mum sense the changed person in me. she kept asking whats wrong with me these days.

    at least i am getting back on my sleepy days. i can still sleep. but i still cant help myself for thinking sooo much.

    sighs.

    i'll be going to penang tomorrow with my high school buddies! altogther 11 of us. we will have fun! trust me!

    the 11 people : me, cherly, jia shen, steph, chun kit, ferng lin, en lin, kah tim, dickson, jo ann and her cousin.

    i hope i'll be fine.

    off to some late night chats. ciao people.

    with love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Boys Like Girls - Thunder

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:25 AM | 0 comments |

  4. wanting a new start.

    Thursday, December 11, 2008

    my dear friend.

    woke up at 8 a.m this morning because i had to get the hotels in penang done. woke up and called a few hotels.

    then the cousin said he'll get his friend's father to help me book the hotels as he is in penang.

    so i thought things would get better, so i went back to sleep around 9 something a.m. and he called around 12 p.m saying that he cant find the rooms.

    i got a shock and quickly woke up to make somemore phone calls. at last i managed to get the hotel in Gurney Drive.

    i was soo relieved after hearing that my reservations are successful. now, officially the trip is on~! yay!

    around 1 p.m i went back to sleep till 3 p.m. i know i can really sleep. i slept at 4 in the morning thats why i was feeling the sleepiness.

    woke up when mum came back because i had to go out to Monash to further enquire on my application.

    went there and talked till about 5 p.m. and i still havent submit my application. besides being a chemical engineer, i really dont know what i can do.

    if i dont meet TER 85, i am doomed. sighs.

    there is nothing else that i am intrested in studying on.

    came home and did nothing. dont even know what i was doing or thinking. just sat there i flipped through the Cleo magazine.

    i want new clothes. haha!

    i dont like Low En Lin! he made me walk all the way out to my front gate and he slammed the door and drove off! stupid fella. made me stand there and laugh like some crazy woman.

    was watching the Gem of Life. and was staring blankly onto the laptop screen. and was helping some friends with some problems.

    i dont know why i took in as though it is my problem. i dont want to see either one of both sides get into trouble.

    i am already trying my best. but there is a limit to everything.

    i have problems of my own. problems i, myself cant even solve. i dont know what i want or what i am thinking also.

    i made it soo easy for people to think that i am fine but in the inside, everything seems so confusing.

    i never understand this part of myself. one side of me wants you but the other side doesnt. we were friends, still friends and will only be friends.

    i guess that is the phrase i must keep on repeating to myself. i hope it works.

    i cant wait till i leave malaysia. i am dying to go to australia as soon as i can. but i cant. i had to leave all this memories behind me and start a new life.

    i hope the uni life next year is good enough for a new start.

    much love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : 30 Seconds to Mars - Beautiful Lie

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 12:38 AM | 0 comments |

  5. life.

    Wednesday, December 10, 2008


    i hope i dont have to wait till forever to get over you. i cant afford it.

    i am currently having problems. i cant find a blardy hotel for our stay in penang. latest by tomorrow, if i cant get a hotel in the town, it has to be in Batu Feringghi.

    headache ahhh.....

    got up at 9 a.m this morning because we were suppose to go to Monash to check out on the courses.

    took back the application form and maybe going back again tomorrow to submit my papers.

    after that we went to One Utama for a walk. cause cherly was in need of finding present for her sister.

    and of all the things, me and jia shen have to both wear green. we look like those couples that wears same colour tshirts on purpose. hahahaha!

    me and her went looking for present. sean and jia shen went walking by themselves. was there till about 4 p.m.

    then i came home and slept. i was really really tired. waking up at 9 a.m is not my forte. woke up because of a couple of smses.

    and then i had problems with the stupid hotels. and only had my dinner at like 10.30 p.m.

    i really really hope it will be on. i am looking forward for this trip since god knows how long ago. i mean its like our LAST trip already.

    and people are not going! so much for high school trips laa.

    sighs... now i really dont know what i want. i thought it would stop me from being emo, but it never did.

    maybe it made me slightly better but its not making any difference. i made a wrong choice. and i made a wrong move.

    i shouldnt have say anything. this way, things between us friends should be easier. even if it makes me unhappy, at least he'll think i am.

    i know i am not suppose to post all this up here. because it will be read. but... my blog is my only friend i could talk to and release everything.

    if you dont want to know, dont bother reading.

    nights.

    shereena.

    music addiction : Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 12:53 AM | 0 comments |

  6. audi. <3

    Tuesday, December 09, 2008

    just came back from yam cha session at Old Taste in SS15.

    woke up at 11 a.m this morning. because i was suppose to go out with my family to Mont Kiara for lunch.

    was at Solaris Mont Kiara or known to some, Soho KL. some place with only has food, food and food.

    something like taipan. a bunch of shops. but smaller and alot more high class. seriously mean it. ALOT more high class.

    obviously laa. its surrounded by properties of blardy rich peoples.

    settled down at Michaelangelo's. the place was soooo comfortable and the waiter is hot! and also the food is nice!

    a great choice. i like that place.

    i am sure the night life there is chaotic. everything seems to be bars and pubs.

    reached home around 4.30 p.m. then cherly said we were going out at 5 p.m to pyramid for Transporter 3.

    but 5 p.m was abit too early. cause the show is only at 7.40 p.m. so i told her we go around 5.40 p.m laaa. so i can have a short nap.

    i was the driver for the day. went to fetch sean then cherly then wey liam. went to pump petrol too. and i had great friends to do that for me. (:

    went to pyramid and walked around. went for a short period of window shopping.

    jia shen was joining us. but he wanted to suprise cherly soo none of us said anything that he was joining.

    he gaved her a shock when he appeared beside her in the cinema. hahaha!

    watched Transporter 3.




    Jason Statham is damn blardy yeng. serious soooo yeng. and his voice is oh-my-god-so-sexy.

    and the Audi was superbly nice!!! i tell you i am soo in love with the car and the driver.

    i became a car craze. i saw a Porche today. it was a Cayman. yesterday i saw a Ferrari. the Cayman was damn nice. freakingly sleek.

    after movie, me, cherly, liam, sean and jia shen went to Old Taste for some food. sat there and talked. jia shen left earlier.

    the remaining four sat there and talked about the past. and laughed sooo much. then mun hoe came to join us.

    sat and talked a while more. then saw wei nian there. said hi and bye when we left.

    i fetced cherly home. where as mun hoe fetched liam and sean back. cherly was like some mad woman like that. whenever mun hoe's car was beside mine, she waved like crazy.

    on my way home after fetching cherly back, i saw the three guys again. they were in front of sean's house.

    came back and took my hot bath and rested. and now, i am blogging. (:

    tomorrow will be out to Monash and One Utama with cherly, jia shen and sean. i guess things should go on pretty good tomorrow.

    nights people.

    with love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : David Archuletta - Crush

    ps : if you are jealous, then too bad. accept the blardy fact that its over. if not, i will not like you even more. dont be a whining bitch. if you are not, then good. cause it has nothing to do with you anymore. so dont bother.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:36 AM | 0 comments |

  7. sydney white.

    Sunday, December 07, 2008

    Matt Long is hott!!

    and blardy hell, why does it have to appear so much?
    Audi TT is so much in front of my eyes.

    and it made my mind wander.
    wtf.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:19 AM | 0 comments |

  8. had to get back to my genting trip update. if not i'll delay for god knows how long more.

    left to One Utama that morning pretty early. around 7 something a.m we (me, sheng loong, jia shen, hong jiun and keng yew) were already there.

    then we saw en lin, ferns, jo ann and her cousin at the Rapid KL station. we were wondering why were they standing there. it seems they dont know where is the bus stop.

    then khai shien came. we went to buy the tickets and the next bus available was the 10 a.m bus. so we bought that.

    while waiting for time to pass, we went back to that same mamak under the bridge for some breakfast.

    the rest (cherly, liam, sean, adrian and sean) was lost somewhere in ss2. the got there alot later than us.

    me and ferns ate finish our stuff first so we went to get the lost ones to the mamak cause they didnt know the way.


    while waiting for cherly, sean and mun hoe visiting their toilet.


    after they came out.


    ate and chit chatted. while most of them there cant stop saying Bumi or Malay. board the bus at 10 a.m.


    in the bus.


    jo ann sleeping.

    loong and drian singing.


    me and liam talking.

    sat with jia shen in the bus. and the bus ride was pretty scary. he went so fast plus i am not feeling too good.

    sat the skyway up to genting. there was 12 of us. so 6 people each gondola.

    ours was occupied by me, jia shen, cherly, sean, liam and khai shien.

    took some pictures inside. i was immune with the skyway already. the heights dont seem to scare me that much anymore. i was walking freely in it and talking pictures of the rest.


    i dont know what he was trying to do.

    and jia shen was doing something stupid to liam.

    khai shien, cherly, wey liam and jia shen.

    sean, khai shien, cherly and liam.

    half of sean, khai shien, me, liam and the ban-yeng jia shen.

    the proper one.

    sean, cherly, khai shien, liam and jia shen.


    this was what he gave me when i said "lets take a picture of jia shen". but well... he does look not bad. *ahem*

    cherly with that face.


    cherly and me.

    once we reached First World, we were hungry. but i was still not feeling soo well. so we went up to the food court in First World.

    i drank mineral water where as the rest ate. sat there till it was time to get into the rooms.

    went to look for a friend of my uncle to get the room keys. cause he booked the rooms for us. found him and found our room.

    left our bags in the rooms and then we went down to the theme park hoping that we will be able to get in and have some fun. as some was eager to go in.

    once we got to the entrance, it rained. and the people say we cannot go in cause it is raining. we waited till the rain was alot smaller and went to ask again.

    the lady still say cannot go in. so screw it. we decided to go the next day.

    then we went walking at the park nearby the outdoor theme park. at first it wasnt really raining then when we were there, it started to get heavier.

    took some pictures though.

    jia shen was the one with the camera. the weird gang.

    it started raining even more.

    another shot.

    then we went back to the room to get some rest. some of us are really worn out.

    the girls and two guys' is the 23810. where as the all guys room is the 23809. we settled down in the rooms.

    i went over to the other room to check on the guys. and then they came up with some stupid game.

    adrian was the first victim.

    imagine having loong on top of you also. one word. disastereous.


    second was me.

    i am a girl ok? yet i still kena. imagine all the guys on me. ALL you know. even loong. and somebody tickled me also.

    i tell you it was horrible. i cannot breathe at all. it was hell.

    i was tearing and my eyes were red. and it was not fun. it was damn san fu.

    after a while i was in a mood of going downstairs to starbucks and get a cup of hot mocha. so i went down myself.

    and then i met jia shen downstairs. after buying, we went to the small park nearby to sit down and chill.

    talked a while then i went to sit the other side by myself and stared blankly into the mountains. then it started drizzling. so i left jia shen there cause he ask me to go first.

    i went to sit by myself at starbucks. sat down and thought alot. seeing people of different kinds walk past.

    then i walked to the other end where there is a bus stop for the tour bus. i went right to the end where there is nobody and sat there.

    then i realised that it was too quiet and it was kinda scary. so i walked back up. and it stop raining so i sat at the other side of the park up there and thought alot.

    was smsing while thinking. i had sooo much in mind.

    i was really in need of a bath so i went back up to the room. while walking up i met sean and cherly. then while walking towards the lifts i saw jia shen.

    in front of the rooms i saw khai shien. i told him i wanted to bath and he was so nice to offer to stay in the room while i was in the bathroom bathing.

    instead of me being alone in the room.

    after bathing i walked towards the window in the room and saw a rainbow in middle of the sky. it made me smile widely.

    then i told khai shien i wanted to go somewhere first before meeting up with the rest of them cause he was going to look for them.

    i walked alone to the park and sat on the bench and stare towards the mountains again. hoping to see the rainbow i saw.

    sat there and think. thought hard.

    was smsing jia shen and he said they are at First World Plaza walking around. i went up to talk around also but by myself.

    i went looking for earrings. its the only thing that makes me happy when i choose them.

    then khai shien called and said that they are in front of nike. so i went down to look for them. then cherly bought for me a pair of earrings also from Miss Whatever.

    she was trying to make me feel better.

    then we went to Old Town for dinner. i only ate two herbal eggs for dinner. sat there quite long. had a long chat with cherly and adrian. as we are the ones at the other table.

    went back to the room to find jia shen, sean and liam. cause it wasnt time for our movie yet. we bought tickets for Beast Stalker at 11 p.m.

    then we went for the movie.

    i tell you it was boring. and i was feeling soo not good. the story line was fine but the setting of the show was soooo boring.

    after movie we went back to the room. cause we bought a bottle of Absolut Vodka from parade the other day.

    soo.. we had our drinking moments. even i wasnt feeling so well, i still drank. drank quite a few shots.

    played some game and continue drinking. well... for me that night, i had more than whatever i used to. and maybe because of the empty stomach the effect of the alcohol is worse.

    got drunk. and so did some of them. and one scary one. made me worried like shit eventhough i was half drunk.

    had fun laughing with jo ann and ferns. and en lin too. and did some couple of stupid things.

    slept around 4 something in the morning and woke up around 10 a.m.

    woke up and got ready to check out. had our rooms checked out and had our bags at the bell counter. it is easier because we dont have to carry our luggage around plus it is free.

    then we went to the canteen in front of the outdoor themepark for breakfast. i still wasnt feeling too well because of the hangover the night before.

    after eating, loong was still hungry so we went to Oldtown which is just next door for loong to eat.

    talked and decided not to go to the themepark. and decided to go for bowling.

    went to First World Plaza for bowling. but the rest went for the first game first. i wasnt in a mood for bowling yet. so me and cherly went shopping a while then only met up with the rest at the bowling alley.

    played the second round with the rest. and for the first time i got a score of 109. i was aiming for 100. soo yeahh.. its good. (:

    then we went for some Mirror Maze thing. it was a waste of 10 ringgit. sighs.

    after that we went to collect our bags and headed upwards to the indoor arcades. lingered around there for quite some time.

    as usual i wont play so i was standing there, walking and talking with the rest. and was feeling hungry because for breakfast i only had one quarter if the chicken rice.

    went to Mcdonalds with khai shien and jia shen to get my beef burger.

    they were done with their games so they came to meet up. then we left to the skyway and was off home.

    the trip on the skyway was rather fun and scary.

    there were 6 of us. me, cherly, jia shen, sheng loong, ferng lin and adrian. imagine loong shaking the gondola. it was scary!

    it was shaking you know. like really sway from left to right! scaryy....

    reached the station safe and sound. lingered around at the station there for quite some time because our bus was at 6.30 p.m

    went down to the bus stop. while waiting, we took some pictures.


    the gang. plus jo ann's cousin who is holding the camera.


    now its jia shen's turn with the camera.


    the boys.


    the stupid poses of the boys.


    the girls.

    the pictures of the four girls are super blur. sooo.. i cant post it up. sorry vanessa!

    the bus stopped at KL Sentral and we took a KTM home. even inside the train, we were talking soo much craps.

    came home and knocked out. i was sooo tired. woke up at 12 p.m and continued with the usual thing i do till about 4 a.m.

    thats basically everything about the genting trip. i had fun! but yet... there are the ups and downs.

    love,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:56 AM | 0 comments |

  9. the only place that made me feel good.

    was back from genting yesterday night. i was too tired to come online and blog. came home and slept till 2 a.m.

    got up a while and then went back to sleep again.

    drove out to midvalley today with mum and cousin. walked around and ate good food. it is soo long since i last ate so much.

    in genting i was practically all drained out. was sick. was drunk.

    for the first time i was actually experiencing being drunk. the feeling was half fun and half not fun.

    i did stupid things and the after effect sucks.

    i'll be back with the genting update tomorrow. i am still sleepy. something is sooo wrong with me.

    plus my freaking phone is driving me up the wall. i can hardly be connected with the world outside. i need a new phone!

    i am still thinking too much. youu were alot of reasons to who i was and what i did when i was in genting.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Rebecca Blaylock - Knock On My Door

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:23 AM | 0 comments |

  10. trips.

    Wednesday, December 03, 2008

    genting.

    slept around 4 something 5 this morning. and was awake by 11 something because of cherly's call. wanted to sleep a while more but i was already very much awake.

    went out to Subang Parade around 12 p.m to get our nails done. spent another 15 bucks for it.

    came back home around 3 p.m. laze around the house. i havent had enough sleep yet. until i got a message from cherly saying we will be going over to her house to play mahjong.

    talking about mahjong, it was soo long ago since i last place my fingers on the mahjongs. i am missing it. (:

    but i am currently broke so we cant play with money. sien.

    was there till about 6 p.m then i got home already. slept a while too. i was seriously in need of some sleep. but i only managed to sleep for 45 minutes.

    and now i blogging while watching Gem of Life. i am in love with everything in the show. the Lamborghini(s), the heels, the dresses, the jewelleries, the bags and the styles. plus some of the guys.

    tomorrow i will be going up to genting with Jia shen, Cherly, Wey liam, Ferng lin, Sean, En lin, Adrian, Sheng loong, Khai shien, Jo ann and her cousin.

    i really really hope this time its really really fun! it should be. the guys itself is enough to make me laugh like mad already.

    yay! now i cant wait for it. i need to start packing. i have a feeling i'll sit alone at Starbucks in the middle of the night to drink a cup of hot mocha.

    ciao first people. packing time.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Leave Out All the Rest - Linkin Park

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:50 PM | 0 comments |

  11. someone's birthday today.

    happy 18th mun hoe~! enjoy yourself today. (=

    just got back from kim gary in pyramid. was out for yam cha session with adrian, cherly, sean, jack, jia shen and liam.

    well.. talked about stuff that really made me laugh like no one's business. i havent been laughing like that in ages.

    i guess it is a good thing. plus mum allows me to go out so late and i drove somemore. i guess things are really getting better.

    but.. i really dont know whats wrong with me these days. my back hurts, my head hurts plus my appetite is getting weirder.

    i use to be an eater. now, i can barely eat. i guess its because of the days where i just dont eat and got my system going abit weird.

    now, the feeling of wanting to throw up is hitting me. and my head starts to hurt again. maybe its because of the running under the rain.

    something is wrong somewhere. i hope it leaves me.

    and my phone had gone nuts. i dropped it pretty hard just now, and my reception for getting the line is sooo bad. i have to be in certain angles and positions of the house only i could get the line.

    sien.

    my tummy is not feeling too good. ciao people. maybe off to watch Con Air. i heard it is good. or maybe Sydney White. (:

    bye people.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Lil' Wayne - Lollipop

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 3:53 AM | 0 comments |

  12. early morning sleeps.

    Tuesday, December 02, 2008

    my headache is killing me.

    my headache was terrible this morning. i had to sleep on the couch because it was difficult for me to walk up the stairs.

    and i only slept at 7 a.m. the pain was killing me and i could barely sleep.

    i guess today its going to be a stay in for me. i have no where to go. plus i am not feeling too well.

    had a small talk with adrian. the advices he always give seems to sound so right. i guess as he says, i should really really try my best to finish the race.

    now, i am not going to bother him so much already. he needs time. but i still hope for the best for youu.

    youu deserve better things than being caught up in all this. i am so sorry. take care of yourself alright? (=

    much love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Lifehouse - Make Me Over

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 3:49 PM | 0 comments |

  13. oh great i still cant sleep.
    i am just lying on the couch and watching Legacy by Haylie Duff.

    i am getting sick already.
    my head is heavy.
    it hurts badly as though somebody knocked on my head.
    and i could barely even stand.

    plus the running nose is killing me.
    i feel so weak.

    it hurts. it really does.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:12 AM | 0 comments |

  14. i guess i am alot alot better. feeling free-er.

    watched House Bunny this morning till 4 a.m. but only slept at 5 something. dont know why the days where i cant sleep are back on me.

    wey liam's phone call at 1 p.m woke me up. cause they were going out for lunch and asked me to along.

    wey liam came to fetch along with sean and cherly. we went to summit to eat KFC. but there was food for me at home so i didnt eat.

    mun hoe came to join a while and we walked around. then mun hoe had to go back for his classes and we left for home.

    fetched cherly back and liam asked me to drive his car. i guess it was okayy gua. (= driving whatever cars, seems to give me the same feeling,

    came home and slept a while. then was kinda shock to receive a message on my phone. i guess things are better now.

    i gave up hope when nothing came back two days ago. i guess i was just thinking too much.

    plus it didnt really really turn out the way i expected it to be. it seems to be better. i guess it is a good thing.

    and.. i love how the words were said. it made me feel alot better. felt more secure.

    i hope from now things that i think about are good stuff. i hope. lets see how tonight turns out. if i still cant sleep means something is really wrong.

    my mum had been complaining saying that i look horrid. my eyebags are terrible.

    now, all i am hoping for is things turn out well for youu also. i sense a different person through the messages.

    i really really hope youu are okay.

    i guess. the friendship isnt sacrificed after all.

    with love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Britney Spears - Womanizer

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:39 AM | 0 comments |

  15. decisions.

    Monday, December 01, 2008

    i always had this problem. hope it wont hit me back again.

    just came back from cousin's condo for a house warming. and basically i was home the whole day today.

    where as yesterday was jo ann's party.

    met some people i havent been seeing for soo long. it was a real good get together. (= and some great chefs were known.

    i am just here for the sake of updating my blog cause i am so not used to not updating at least once every two days.

    cut things short. i already did what i had to. thats the only thing i could do.

    things just turned out to the way i expected it to be. exactly how i was afraid of it happening. but well.. thats life.

    i couldnt always get things the way i want it to.

    and i had to sacrifice certain things to get myself to be a better person. this time, i chose to sacrifice the friendship.

    its to make me less emo and not to be the person i and everyone else dont like.

    but yet... i still wonder.. i was sitting alone beside the pool at my cousin's condo and was thinking whether what i decided and did was right or wrong.

    sighs.

    i'll just hope for the best for the both of us.

    love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : One Republic - Stop and Stare

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:41 AM | 0 comments |