ps : i heart you ♥

had long chats with some friends this morning before i slept.

the conversations made me realise some stuff. maybe i just couldnt let the feeling go. maybe i dont really really like him that much.

i usually dont like to get help from anybody unless i really really need it. and someone made me realise i dont help people neither.

maybe thats just me. but.. as he said if you want people to help you when you are down, first, you have to also help people.

i guess i should take more notice into the problems of the people around me and try to do my best to help.

it may not work, but at least i tried.

went to bed around 5.30 a.m but i still couldnt sleep. so i had some time thinking. i guess i found out what i should really do.

it may bring unpleasant future with youu, but it is going to help on how i feel now.

i am tired and sick of being the person i am now. i need a change. a better change. to someone less emo.

now that i am kind of sure of what to do, i am feeling better. alot better in fact.

usually i will be gloomy and emo the whole day dont matter what or when. today seems to be alot better.

i guess it takes time.

went out to catch the movie Bolt 3D today with cherly and jia shen. after movie we came back already.

wei ping dropped by to get one tree hill and gossip girl from me while i was still halfway asleep.

i guess it was due to the late sleeps.

now, all i need is a drive out by myself. but thats not going to happen anytime soon. i feel like roaming around the streets of KL at night.

it feels better. at least it made me feel good.

ciao people! i am off to watching series. The Gem of Life and Devil Beside You or maybe some movies.

i watched Another Cinderella Story this morning before i slept. the show is not bad and the guy is not bad too. and the moves is quite good. (:

see how laa. i am in a mood to let go everything by tonight.

lots of love,

shereena.