ps : i heart you ♥

its better to think.

woke up at 10 something because initially it was said that the plan was to go to coffee bean at 11 a.m.

was there the whole day. left for home at 6 something with jia shen because i was in need of a bath. i felt sticky.

i feel that i was studying better out there.

around 8.30 p.m jia shen came to fetch me back to coffee bean. (:

going back out again was like not going back there. i didnt even study. went back and stared at the chemistry book then jia shen said he wants to eat ramlee.

me and ferng lin went with him to go buy. (:

then moment i was back, sat down for less than 15 minutes, cherly said she wanted to go home already.

i had to go back with her cause it was running late already. i had to be home before 11 p.m.

i guess its another day out tomorrow to coffee bean. chemistry is the day after. and chemistry usually sucked badly for me.

i doubting soo much on my decisions. i am staring more and thinking more.

i rather isolate myself to say i am studying, so that i can sit down and try to study while having time to let my mind wonder.

since when all this started? i hate that i am not able to diffrentiate how i feel.

i dont like being in all this. but i like the way i am being called. its feels like i am needed.

love,

sher xoxo.