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  1. our last farewell with you my dear~!

    Tuesday, February 17, 2009

    15.02.2009

    was invited to be at jia shen's house for a barbeque farewell party. but i was late cause i had some sessions over at my uncle's.

    then i left my camera battery over at my uncle's cause i was charging it there. so i went to jia shen's house first and picked up a few boys to go with me to ss14 to get my battery. the ones who went with me was tim, qi hong and yew wei.

    finally went back and i was there for the party. (:

    more pictures less words laa okayy? i too lazy want to write too much.

    was talking.

    still talking.

    people started barbequing since a long time. mainly jack who was doing it.

    some other food made by jia shen's mum.

    qi hong and me.

    yao yun~!

    steph~!

    cherly~!

    me, teck wei and khai shien.

    the photographer, chai yew wei.

    adrian yeong.

    and his peace sign.

    tim came up with this idea. the peace sign.

    adding another one to the picture. cherly.

    tim. the tall fella.

    ferns, tim, adrian and half of yao yun. yao yun is always taking half face pictures.

    i didnt know i am that short compared to tim.

    the host. my good friend. jia shen~!

    them gaying.

    our "S9" group.

    and the addition. the girlfriend. of jia shen's and mine. ahaha!

    barry cooking. posing more likely.

    jack.

    chun kit who came late. and my rubik's cube si fu.

    sean. damn long didnt see him already.

    some went for puffs so the whole group of us just went out for a walk.

    nut case stephanie. ahahah!

    tim. the pose and the idea looks familiar? AHAHAHA.

    the group of us.

    tim suddenly played this indian version of "thriller" and started dancing and singing. it was funny! he had been listening to it too much and really loves it.

    jenny, adrian, khai shien and chun kit.

    adrian which is half drunk.

    ferns my arm rest. :D

    we got bored cause got nothing to do already. then loong came and suggested us of playing Mafia. first we were playing outside then we continued inside cause it was getting late and we were getting noisier.

    adrian fully drunk.

    too engrossed.

    discussing.

    the game was fun and soo addictive. one round of the game i was the King and teck wei was the Mafia. suprisingly he didnt kill me. ahahaha! i am really suprised.

    and yew wei is damn blardy good at disguising. but after a while you can really tell whether is he the Mafia or not.

    after that we left. we left around 1 something. i took a long journey home and had tim to go along. and it was not suppose to be known.

    reached home around 2 a.m.

    there are alot more people which i didnt take picture with. which is sheng loong, shelaine, keng yew, hau yang, jack, barry, celine, xindi, kar mun, jia wei, ee jun, jenny, hong jiun, wey liam, mun hoe, jee lian and cheng cheng.

    did i missed out anybody else? i hope not. if i did, sorry! but... i dont think so laa.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Everybody Knows - John Legend


  2. as usual. awww.

    was out to pyramid today with the cousin and my uncle. they were looking for camera's and didnt know much about walking around pyramid.

    as i who always goes there, they needed my help to find some shops. and since i am free so i just tagged along.

    got up at 10 a.m which is pretty rare for me. i mean its not like the alarm woke me up. i just got up by myself. and i slept like 4 in the morning.

    i didnt have a good night sleep. the dreams i had was great but the after effect sucks. why now again?

    alot of things are bugging me. sometimes i just wonder what the hell is wrong.

    anyway, going out with the cousin sort of distracted me. we had sooo much more talks and yeahh. it was fun talking. even promised to drive me around melbourne as much as i want to and also take me to the best coffee in town which is done by his friend. (:

    i am still getting the pictures from yesterday ready for posting. so it should be done by late night. wait laaa.

    my chiang mai pictures will probably be up on wednesday.

    loves,
    shereena.

  3. i really really dont know.

    Monday, February 16, 2009

    the party.

    just came back from jia shen's farewell barbeque party. i had a great time there. was fun. (:

    i wont be able to update till late tonight. i'll be out at my cousin's till night. first to pyramid then staying over for dinner. sooo just wait yeaa people.

    sighs. i really really dont know what to do.

    its damn hard.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Taylor Swift - Love Story

  4. v day. <3

    Sunday, February 15, 2009

    love was everywhere today. (:

    i took this at the Meo village. so happen the leaves are in heart shapes. pretty hor? (:

    4 more minutes till Valentines Day is over. it was basically an ordinary day for me. its not like i had a hot date or had some suprise plan or something. so yeahh.

    but at least i enjoyed my day. i was out at the Curve and ate at Marche for lunch. i basically just enjoyed the company. i really did.

    my god man. how can i live the next four years like that? i cant have my eyes glued onto him so weirdly all day right? omg laaa.

    today was already embarassing enough. but it was fun. got to know him better though plus had quite some chats.

    yet, i am seriously seriously glued. i cant take my eyes off. okayyy i sound like some pathetic girl who stalks but i am serious. :D

    just came back from some yam cha sessions with jia shen, cherly, hong jiun, jack and xindi. shelaine and keng yew came later to join which i already had to go home.

    ahaah. cherly enjoyed her valentines pretty much. its a really good thing.

    tomorrow i'll be out at the uncle's house so means i will have plenty of time to look again. and to talk. (:

    hot white australians seriously attracts me. ahaha! :D

    at night will be a farewell barbeque for jia shen. so yeahh. i am hoping it will be fun. it should be. all the friends are all gathered.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Boys Like Girls - Thunder

  5. finally realising? after a year?

    Saturday, February 14, 2009

    the colour attracted me.

    the other type of flower which i also love. maybe everything isnt so bad after all. flowers still bloom so well despite how bad the weather is.

    thank god the old friend who came to visit was just saying hi and then left me. the emoness had left me.

    not completely but i know it had left.

    went to pyramid today with cherly and bumped into qi hong when we were visiting ferng lin at machines.

    and got scolded for not telling him that i came back from chiang mai. sorry laa darling. (: he planned to go out together tomorrow with him instead.

    was at pyramid till about 4 something. bought the stuffs i wanted to buy. i know it is too soon but i just want to get over with it.

    i am still in need of the shreaded papers. and i want it in blue! (:

    came back home and found out that the dinner plans with the family tomorrow had been cancelled. there is no v day celebrations with the cousin. how sadd.

    but well later got to find out that they will be going to curve in the morning so i wanted to tag along. and had to for go the outing with qi hong. i am sooo sorry laa my dear.

    i have been downloading alot of movies lately. suddenly in the mood of watching movies that i have not watched before.

    there is street kings, my best friend's girl, twilight, high school musical 3, the women, what happened in vegas.

    3 had finished downloaded. where as the rest is still in the list in my limewire. there are still alot more which i want to download.

    this morning i turned on the tv, it was showing Love and Other Disasters. watched it till 4.45 a.m then only i went to sleep.

    cute show.

    it was the show which made me felt better. i find it fun to watch. and the argentinian guy in the show is kinda sexy. (:

    just now i was watching E! True Hollywood Story which was talking about Heath Ledger. after a year that he died only i realise that he is HOT.

    now i know he is hot.

    and watching it made me tear. it was sad knowing that he left because of of the mixing of medications.

    which most people thought he had an abuse of drugs.

    he is a HOT AUSTRALIAN. a fact which i didnt know. hot white australians attracts me laaa. ahaha!

    now, i want to start downloading his movies. hoping it will be nice. :D brokeback mountain? hot guys smooching? ahaha!

    much love,
    sher xoxo.
    music addiction : Radar - Britney Spears

  6. it hit me back again.

    Friday, February 13, 2009

    will things bloom so well anymore?

    the pretty flowers i took at the Meo village. i just loved it. the flower. the picture.

    i havent got the pictures from chiang mai yet. its still with the others. wait till i have it all then i'll see which to post up. (:

    had been to the hospital today. the cousin fell sick. so went to visit and was together to get him discharged.

    i pity him. what a bad experience back here in malaysia.

    i had fun choosing the stuffs. i really liked it hope the one who wears it loved it too. well.. it was something new. i dont go choosing presents for v days. so yeahh.

    had some chats. well.. i feel what i felt again two months back. i almost forgot how i felt. and i was soo thankful that it went away.

    but now its like an old friend coming back to visit. an old friend which i had bad memories with. why back again?

    do i really like you so much till all this have to happen?

    i am at a point which i dont know how to express my feelings or my emoness anymore. i really dont know.

    at this point, i really feel like leaving to australia. i really do. i felt so good when i was on holiday and when i was away from everything back here.

    maybe leaving is the best way. if i continue being like this, i will one day lose my mind. i am tired.

    shereena.

  7. awesome fun.

    Thursday, February 12, 2009

    i like the tshirt! and its cheap!

    i am back~!

    touched down at about 3 p.m. and suprisingly the flight was earlier by 15 minutes. i only know about delayed air asia flights.

    but honestly the flight wasnt good. it was crampy and the check in time in chiang mai was long. everything was manually done. i dont know why people invent computers but they dont use it.

    i had great fun during the trip. everything was great.

    my back was fine but there were the ups and downs. certain days i had to popped my pain killers. certain days it is perfectly fine.

    but it is defintely getting better. thanks for the thoughts of those who cared.

    there was something else i enjoyed sooo much about the trip. but well... its not healthy! i have to go through with it for the next 4 years. you think i'll survive?

    or will i get bored and get distracted to something better? its hard to find something better when the good one is right infront of me.

    ahhhh.. melted~

    will be back about the trip when i get ALL the pictures. soon i hope. (:

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : My Wish - Rascal Flatts

  8. holidays.

    Saturday, February 07, 2009

    later around 8 something in the morning i'll be flying off to chiang mai, thailand. will only be back next wednesday.

    and will have great companies during the trip. (:

    ciao people~!

  9. cny barbeque party.

    Friday, February 06, 2009

    30.01.2009

    exactly a week ago post. was at shelaine's house for a barbeque party. along with jia shen, cherly, jack, hong jiun, chun kit, keng yew, wey liam, hau yang, kar mun and xindi.

    kar mun.

    jack.

    and again.

    chun kit and me.

    my sifu cause he thought me how to play the rubik's cube.

    the chef of the day. keng yew.

    jack.

    shelaine, xindi and kar mun.

    chun kit.

    jack.

    hau yang.


    awww.. how sweet~ the gift from the boyfriend. since when jia shen was that nice and sweet huh? ahaha!

    that pretty much sumed up what happen that night.

    loves,
    sher xoxo.
    music addiction : 因为爱所以爱 - Nicholas 谢霆锋


  10. people do care.

    Thursday, February 05, 2009

    thankful that i have alot of people who cares.

    its getting better. but the pain is still there. i hoped it will be fully recoverd by saturday. the pain is making me moody and i dont want it to ruin my holiday.

    i had good friends nagging at me to rest and eat. i had good friends that asked me to exercise more and stretch my back muscles.

    i had good friends who wants to come and visit me and bring me something nice. and i also had good friends that wants to come and visit me but didnt have the car to come over.

    i thank all of you! (:

    my mum is getting worried because of my back. she kept asking me to make sure i am fine. uncle and cousin have been calling and asking about my back.

    i am fine. its just the pain which is bothering me. i am still capable of walking.

    i came across something today which cheered me up. i never expected but it did happen. thank youuuu. (:

    even the thought of it is making me smile like a little girl looking at candies.

    i feel the sudden pain again. its time for food then medications. i dont know what to have for dinner. i think its gonna be maggi for me.

    ciao people~!

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Justin Timberlake - Magic

  11. unspeakable screams of nerve twichings.

    went to see the doctor this morning because i couldnt stand the pain of my back. and according to the doctor i sprain my back till the disc between my backbones inflamed already.

    and if the pain gets worse till it hurts my leg also, i had to go for an x ray to check whether the disc is out of place or not.

    the worse thing is i am going to chiang mai this saturday for a holiday till next wednesday. how am i going to do all the walking? and shopping?

    no doubt the pain killer the doctor gave works but only for a period of time. after some time it hurts again. sighs.

    ohh and fyi, chiang mai is in thailand. i've been told from some that it is in vietnam and even better ones, it is in china. ahaha!

    i had been lying down the whole day. walking around the house feeling old cause when i cough it hurts, when i sit it hurts, when i walk it hurts. the only time it doesnt is when i am lying down.

    and i feel old because of the pain!

    i am getting more moody by the second. all because of the stupid sprained back. mum forbid me from going out cause i had to rest.

    how great is that. all i could do for a long time and the ease the boredom is by lying down and smsing peoples.

    which was qi hong. at least i had him to chat with for a bit. because even i am online, i cant sit for long. soo all i do is leave the computer on to download my shows.

    finally i heard from en lin today. he is safe and sound in new zealand. and it seems there isnt internet at his place yet so he couldnt email us.

    okayy.. the pain is coming back. annoyingly disturbing. sighs.

    this is the time where you need people beside you. but you just cant find the right one to share with you. cause those that are with you are just different. i need someone else.

    much love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever

  12. back pain.

    Wednesday, February 04, 2009

    was out to Lot 10 yesterday. the reason for going was because my cousin wanted to get a pair of Birkenstock but ended up me and my mum bought it as well.

    the difference is that the part where is black, mine is white.

    i love it~! its blue! and its a blardy RM223. ahaha. but damn comfy. (:

    but mum's was out of size and there was one pair at Bangsar Village 2 so went drove over just to get the shoes and went for a tea break at Delicious.

    i love their Quiche! damn nice. even their wedges is nice with reasonable price. and the atmosphere just beats it all.

    plus bangsar has rich people with damn blardy hot cars with nice number plates. i saw a Ferrari and the sexy Soarer. but no hot guys. sadly.

    at night we went over to another cousin's place at Wangsa Maju and dinner at Sentul. came home and thought the cousin's friend who stayed over at my place, the rubik's cube.

    ahaha. everyone seems to be learning it already.

    went out yam cha with my cousin's friends and my cousin at Pappa Rich. sat there till about 12 something then we went back cause my cousin had to pack his bags.

    he went back to sabah already. sent him to the airport this morning at like 2 something. came home around 3 something and slept at 4.

    but i promised the classmates to go over to Klang to join them for bak kut teh. so i has to wake up at 8.45 a.m. i was damn tired.

    khai shien came to fetch me to jia shen's house then we all went with one car along with teck wei.

    well it was fun laa today at Klang. i had teck wei to make me laugh and made me whacked him all the time. and jia shen who just couldnt stop insulting in a funny way and got whacked by me also.

    lastly was vincent. he sat beside me and started talking about all the weird things and got whacked by me too. ahahah. (:

    left Klang and went over for Inkheart at pyramid. before going to pyramid we went to fetch cherly first.

    but teck wei had to go movie with his girlfriend at summit so he couldnt join us. ended up me, jia shen, cherly and khai shien went for the movie.

    it was a good movie.
    fantasy and adventure movies are my kinda thing also.

    Dustfinger aka Paul Bettany caught my eyes after i commented that his body is nice. i mean seriously. not too muscular yet fit.

    and i didnt know that he is with Jennifer Connely. which was his wife in the movie.

    bad boy look. hot laa. (:

    my back hurts soo badly. sort of destroyed my mood today. i can hardly walk right. even sitting down it hurts.

    blardy hell. even coughing it hurts.

    i had to go and see the doctor tomorrow. i really cant stand the pain for any longer. its making me go moody.

    sitting here and blog also i kenot tahan that much. sighs.

    by the way, he looked hot. like really good. i guess all this while. just better now.

    loves,
    shereena.

  13. liverpool? nahh. torres.

    Monday, February 02, 2009

    my favourite football player.
    lets hope there is football for me in australia.

    had a chat with tim just now cause he wanted to know about the liverpool and chelsea match. which i am still watching and his already asleep.

    basically, torres is the only one which is keeping me to continue watching the match.

    my day was great!

    got up and went over to pyramid for lunch and walked around for a bit. looked at some pretty jewelleries which i love but price was abit off for me.

    soo.. ended up i walked away from the angel i love.

    after pyramid me, mum and cousin went over to parade. because my mum wanted to get a pair of pants which was some chinese taboo saying that between the first day till the eighth day of chinese new year, you should buy a pair of LONG pants for prosperity.

    yay! TORRES SCORED!!

    okayy back to this. and i bought a dress from fos. which i was already longing for it for quite some time but needed my mum's credit card for the 10% discount.

    went to toys r' us to get the rubik's cube and another item.

    headed back home to bath and stuff cause there is a relative's chinese new year open house at kepong. brought the rubik's cube over.

    finally for the first time i managed to solve it all by myself. without chun kit beside me teaching me and telling me whether what i done was right or wrong.

    after solving the first time, there was the second and third time.

    had a couple shots of drink and gambled a little. my luck seems not so good. i havent been winning much.

    came back and was suppose to get the pictures at laine's done, but i was too lazy and too fascinated with the new toy i bought for a present.

    i love it! i may consider getting another for myself.

    yay! TORRES SCORED AGAIN!!

    much love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Taylors Swift - White Horse

  14. what really happened?

    Sunday, February 01, 2009

    i just wonder.
    sitting there thinking about what happened.

    i am not done with the pictures i took at shelaine's yet. i guess it will be up by the end of the day. when i actually get it done.

    was at jia shen's this afternoon for some gambling and some talking. no pictures for that cause cherly was the one that took the pictures with her camera.

    and went for steamboat for dinner.

    i just dont feel so right. i mean all this while it was never there. i was as though i didnt exist or something.

    but now, we are talking? its just very normal talks but the weird thing is we talked? i am soooo not used to it. its just different.

    after all these years, from time to time i do take notice of stuff about you but i never expected this. never at all.

    especially what i heard when i was in penang. it just made me feel as though i was never in your past. i still dont understand.

    until today i cant figure out what happened last time till things ended up like this. but yet until today you are still in a small part of my mind.

    maybe because what i had from you was something i called a period where there were happiness.

    i just wonder why does everything have to go the wrong way from the start. first us, then it was ugly, then it became alright for me, then you showing back in it by talking where you havent been in years?

    its just not right.

    all you did was leaving me in a state where i dont know what went wrong and that state, haunted me. it still does and it changed how i saw things.

    and its weird. very weird. i still dont get it. and its funny. but well you were once someone to me. now, i would say almost a nobody. almost.

    with love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Ne Yo - Mad