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  1. work much? i dont think so.

    Monday, January 19, 2009

    to me, there is always something is between.
    the distance is always in the way.

    its nearing february. where everyone will be leaving for further studies in overseas or something.

    so far, one friend left. another one coming up this saturday. and maybe another one next month.

    them leaving is something great for themselves. but the fact that they are leaving makes the ones that stays feel sad because life back here will be different without them.

    since it for a wayy better cause, us feeling sad is just a small part. them having a bright future is the main thing.

    and for some that is leaving abroad and also leaving their girlfriends or boyfriends behind, i am sure it is hard.

    cause to me long distance relationships takes ALOT to work. when abit of thing goes wrong, the oath may just break off.

    the things that are holding the oath is very very thin only. very vulnerable.

    to me, dont matter how strong a relationship was before leaving will not even tell how it may work out after leaving.

    i've seen how shaky it turned out to be. to get involve with it in the first place, it is already a big risk.

    its not that it never worked before, it did. definitely did. but during that period of time, i can tell you, its hard.

    only those who are really really strong could hold on. and i am really amazed with couples like that.

    a big part of me tells me if its me, it wont work.

    i am that kind of person that has alot of what if questions. like.. what if someone better appeared when i needed you? what if you met someone there?

    you know.. all this insecurities. its definitely hard for people that are going through it. even i who dont have to go through it is feeling the pain.

    i guess challenges like this will either make a couple fall or will make them alot alot stronger. soo.. i would say try your best!

    but if you know from the start that it wont work, dont waste the time of the one you love. maybe its better to let go.

    dont be that selfish one. dont hold people back when you are certain that it already wont work. especially those you love.

    agree or not to agree?

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:32 AM | 0 comments |

  2. train rides alone.

    Saturday, January 17, 2009

    soon there is a life out there that i have to go through all by myself.
    alone in a new environment.

    it took me soo long to get up from bed today. i snoozed my alarm for like an hour. imagine that. had a very late morning sleep.

    jia shen came to fetch me out today around 2 plus. cause i asked him to fetch me to KTM and he was kind enough to say okay. but before going there we went for lunch together first.

    was at apollo usj 4. till about 3 something. then he dropped me off at the KTM station.

    took the KTM all by myself. and seriously that train line sucks. it was soo late from the estimated time for it to reach. like 20 minutes late!

    and i was literally forcing myself into the train. people dont want to move any further in. and it stinks!

    i was soo glad when i reached KL Sentral. and hopped onto the Putra line to get to KLCC.

    was meeting up with my mum there cause there is an Isetan sale. and i bought to blouse. it was that wool type ones for me to bring it to australia.

    KLCC seems quiet today. drove back home at about 7 something nearly 8.

    should be out to en lin's tomorrow for his house warming. i am looking forward to see his new place. ahah!

    and he is leaving next saturday already. people are leaving one by one. and then me. oh crap. i am dreading for that day and yet excited of going to a new place.

    ciao people!

    with love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Plies ft. Neyo - Bust It Baby

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:53 AM | 0 comments |

  3. a last dinner together.

    Friday, January 16, 2009

    had a steamboat dinner for the last time with jo ann before she left.

    jia shen, yao yun, me, jun yip, jo ann and sheng loong.

    teck wei, jo ann, yao yun and jun yip.

    half of cherly, yao yun, teck wei and jo ann.

    cherly, jo ann and yao yun.

    jo ann and stephanie.

    jun yip and jo ann.

    stupid en lin.

    cherly, loong and jia shen.

    loong, yao yun, cherly and jia shen.

    jack, cherly, chun kit and en lin.

    en lin, loong, cherly, ferng lin and jia shen.

    me, cherly and teck wei.

    jo ann and cherly and the stretching yao yun.

    after steamboat we headed over to Oldtaste. and continue our talking somemore over there.



    lastly, jo ann.

    jo ann left. for some its hard to get over. but well.. she's having a great life there. so i am happy for her in absolutely every way.
    i hate that feeling of leaving.

    imagine me leaving. eff man. i really really cant imagine how bad i am gonna feel on that day. imagine saying goodbye to everyone for good. omg!!

    okayy i should quit that and bring it back up in 6 months time.

    was out to wong soon kee for lunch with jia shen, cherly and shelaine. then summit with jia shen, jack and hong jiun. then mamak with cherly, jia shen, jack and hong jiun.

    and wonderful dinner with mum and cousin in Rakuzen. i adore japanese food. hahah!

    tomorrow i should be going down to KL by train by myself. i feel like going for shopping and buying stuff. its sales in isetan.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : In Love With A Girl - Gavin Degraw

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 3:33 AM | 0 comments |

  4. a girlfriend that left.

    Thursday, January 15, 2009

    jo ann and me.

    the sleepover at jo's house was fun. we watched movie and talked till 5 a.m in the morning. it was fun. i mean it was good girl bonding times.

    even the steamboat was fun. we had sooo much fun eating and talking. i'll get to that tomorrow. blogger is being a bitch to me. i can't upload anymore pictures. stupid shit.

    omg laaa. just now we went over to jo ann's house to say goodbye for the last time.

    it got soo emotional. and i really will miss her. eventhough we weren really that close before, we got closer.

    the sms i got back from her made me tear. i didnt expect myself to tear. and it was infront of jia shen. how sadd.

    but well.. i wish her all the best and good luck! there is great future thrust upon her. (: and yeahhh i miss the fun moments with her.

    sighs.. people around me are leaving. and soon i will too. omg!

    i got this call from an old friend. i mean i do get messages from him time to time but a call?! i didnt expect that.

    it was a weird conversation. maybe he was just being nice and wanted to catch up. but... still weird.

    ciao first people. off to watch hot dudes on screen. (:

    loves,

    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Rain On Your Parade - Duffy

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:38 AM | 0 comments |

  5. my addictions.

    Monday, January 12, 2009


    my current addiction.

    he is hott~!
    with sexy blue eyes.
    and great abs.
    ERIC MABIUS.

    remember him? the hot Daniel Meade from ugly betty. i am back on track with that series. cute funny and edgy.

    i will be off the jo ann's house tonight for sleepover. will blog when i get back.

    time for my episode 13 of one tree hill. i have been hunting high and low for this episode. the all time favourite series.

    with love,
    shereena.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 3:30 PM | 0 comments |

  6. is it so hard to find someone to walk hand in hand together with on the sidewalks?
    taking short sweet walks together?

    just got back home from a family gathering at kota kemuning. today basically wasnt that happening cause all i did was sleep till 1 in the afternoon and stayed at home.

    watching supernatural season 1 all over again.

    i never get enough of this two guys. i mean they are seriously everything a girl like me can ask for.

    jensen ackles is hott and also jared padelecki. i will never get bored watching it again.

    i am still not on the right track yet. i got back up running but i am not going the right way yet. at least i got back up on my two feet.

    i havent had anything here that i would call it something good. it all turned out sucky. i had a horrible one.

    i just had fun counting on the days that go by on how long i hung onto it. i never had it at all. not even once.

    tomorrow i will be over at jo ann's for a sleepover. she's leaving to australia already.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Paula Abdul - Dance Like There's No Tomorrow

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:45 AM | 0 comments |

  7. my guy friend.

    Saturday, January 10, 2009


    Happy Birthday Lim Qi Hong~!

    you were the one that i go looking for when i am emo. you are the one i will sms because i am bored. you are the one i will first look for when i need someone to talk to.

    i will randomly receive smses from you early in the morning telling me about your life in malacca. you will always lend me your shoulders and hands to lie on when i need them.

    my darling. my gay friend. my heng dai. my zhi mui. my good friend. always will be.

    see laaa.. i called you at 12 a.m sharp okayy. just that i didnt sing to you like i did last year. well.. my last year to celebrate with you in malaysia.

    i am soooo missing you when i leave to australia. i will miss that voice and the sissyness. har har.

    hope you like the present i got you.

    happy 19th~!!

    just got back from one utama with the rest of them for qi hong's birthday celebration. which was with kah tim, cherly, jia shen, steph, yew wei, chun kit, qi hong, jenn hsen and en lin.

    got a ride from tim to get there cause i was in ss15.

    went to Fish & Co. for lunch and talked and laughed as usual. then went to catch our movie.

    watched Outlander.


    the show is okay only laa. the guys were entertained because of the jokes they made themselves.

    before movie, stupid jia shen dragged me into the boys toilet. i was literally screaming my way in. i was forced.

    and steph said "shereena, where are you?" when i am just walking one or two person in front of her. how sadd.

    after movie we went over to Mong Kok Char Chan Teng.



    qi hong was the birthday boy so he had this free Milk Tea. a huge one. its only for the birthday fella.

    today's outing was fun laa. laughed alot. it was a good day out laa at least.

    i really wonder how. i mean i took steps which i wouldnt last time. but.. it still does bother me in absolutely every possible way.

    just that i am preventing myself soo badly from turning back to who i was.

    much love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : The Fray - You Found Me

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 10:14 PM | 0 comments |

  8. brunch.

    Friday, January 09, 2009

    woke up around 10 something this morning and got ready to go out cause there is a S9 gathering for breakfast at station one in ss15.

    then i got a phone call from qi hong saying he is outside my house. instead of jia shen fetching me to ss15, qi hong offered to fetch me there.

    i was suprised having him to fetch me. he angry already that everytime he wants to go out with me, i not free. ahaha.

    went over to station one and sat there for quite long. chit chatted and played cards and also uno stacko.

    the highest we got.

    it was pretty fun and thrilling. screamed also when it tumbled.

    suddenly jia shen said he wants to come over to my house cause he didnt want to go home. so after fetched cherly home, he followed me back.

    i also dont know what he is doing in my house.

    then cherly dropped by also. claiming that she wants to help me to sweep the floor. she was fighting the broom with me.

    jia shen left earlier and cherly left around 5 something.

    i had headaches, so i took a nap. which was only 20 minutes. didnt know why i couldnt sleep any longer.

    tomorrow should be out to one utama for qi hong's birthday outing. it should be fun. (:

    loves,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Kanye West - Love Lockdown

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:38 PM | 0 comments |

  9. bad imaginations.

    Thursday, January 08, 2009

    its all just plain imagination. which is not good.
    all fake hopes.

    yesterday i went out for late night yam cha sessions with jo ann, ferng lin, jia shen, cherly, yao yun and en lin. then wey liam, jack and michael came to join for a while.

    tang kah tim was suppose to come and join but he ffk-ed us.

    reached home around 12.15 a.m. i am soo not use to going out that late but it felt good sitting with friends and talking about absolutely everything and laugh like mad peoples.

    planned to go over to jo ann's house at 11 a.m this morning but they cut off her power supply for some maintenance stuff so en lin came to pick me up. then along with yao yun in the car we went to get jo ann.

    jia shen and cherly was with mun hoe for breakfast.

    and we ended up going back to school. as in SMK USJ 12. for fun. just walking around looking for teachers and saying hi.

    the one i went so excited seeing was Puan Salasiah. she had been this really really nice BM teacher. funny plus nice.

    even saw puan teo and had a shock thinking that she was going to scold us cause of the clothes we were wearing. but well.. she was being nice.

    then we left to pyramid for our lunch. we were craving for food.

    settled in Sushi Zanmai again and talked and laughed and played footsie. had great time talking about everything and kept laughing.

    and there were also sudden silence in between of no where.

    we girls got en lin a fedora also. it is for his farewell gift. hope he really likes it laa. well it suits him.

    hope you like it laa en lin. its from us. (:

    jia shen had to leave earlier soo we still continue walking a while. and as usual i bought earrings again. i am addicted to it.

    then we left for home.

    and now, just lazing around after dinner and blogging. and also waiting for my gossip girl and one tree hill to finish downloading.

    i miss it soo much. they stop showing for about 2 or 3 weeks already.

    i still dont know how. its not really bothering me that much but there is just something there. sighs.

    with love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : James Morrison - Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 9:32 PM | 0 comments |

  10. there are so many why(s).

    Wednesday, January 07, 2009

    a big question mark in everything i see. sometimes i really wonder.

    just got back from midvalley with jia shen and cherly.

    woke up around 10.30 a.m cause had to leave at 11.30 a.m. got ready and left. reached there and basically did nothing much.

    since there were plenty of time, we watched a movie.

    watched Ip Man.


    the movie was fine. the moves was pretty yeng. and the guy seems abit too polite in some way. i prefer the bad boy side of him.

    i guess we were only there for the movie and also just go window shopping on something that i have been looking for.

    but it is sold out. maybe i'll ask qihong to get for me from malacca.

    after movie, went to get qi hong's birthday present and then we left already. didnt know where to walk around especially with me just smsing people with my phone. and walking either alone behind or infront.

    something is still bothering me but somehow i just dont know how to describe it. i am doubting myself and not knowing what am i actually doing.

    just.. feel soo.. sighs i also dont know laa.

    uncertainty.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : James Blunt - You're Beautiful

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 8:19 PM | 0 comments |

  11. i am sadd.
    since the talk i had with ferns just now.

    its really sad laaa.
    really sadd.

    plus tomorrow i will be the "lamp post". its just weird.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:52 AM | 0 comments |

  12. sometimes i wonder.

    Tuesday, January 06, 2009

    will i ever really just sit there alone and yet still have a smile on my face?
    i doubt it.

    went back to college yesterday to sell my books. i tell you it was a major failure. i didnt sell one of my books. damn sad laa.

    and i applied for Swinburne University in Melbourne already. it is sort of accepted already. soo.. my classes starts on the 10th of august.

    i'll be officially leaving malaysia on the last week of july.

    its sad yet looking forward to leaving. and i'll celebrate my 18th before i leave. i guess it will be the last gathering i'll have with people around me that i love. (:

    ahhh.. leaving.. sighs..

    after the failed book selling session, me, yao yun and cherly left to pyramid. since i drove there, yao yun followed me cause she never try my driving skills before. har har.

    then jia shen came to join us in pyramid. while we were eating in Sushi Zanmai.

    watched the four christmases by Reese Witherspoon and Vince Vaughn.


    it was funny laa but there is something bothering me till i wasnt really enjoying the show. but i definetely dont want a guy like that.

    today, i had to wake up early again. cause had to fetch mum to the KWSP building in pj. ate breakfast at the famous chicken rice shop along jalan gasing.

    came home and rested a while till i had to go out to fetch jia shen out to parade. and also drove all the way to kota kemuning to fetch tim.

    i was in the mood of driving somewhere far but wasnt in the mood of the jam. and also the noisy annoying jia shen sitting beside me, it was fun yet disturbing. hahaah! (:

    reached parade and met up with jo ann, teck wei, yao yun and cherly. went over to Swensen's for lunch.

    all i had was the lime sorbet. while others ate proper lunch.

    then en lin came to join us. i tell you ahh that fella got that small kid in him one. damn funny. "my tartar sauce! i want my tartar sauce!" ahaha.

    after food he had to leave already so tim and him went back first while we were still walking around.

    i was sleepy so i left also after a while. got home before the rain poured. and tim's house keys are in my car. but he has spare so.. he doesnt need it that quick.

    came home and slept.

    and now, blogging cause i didnt yesterday.

    should be out to midvalley tomorrow. i am in need of finding something and cherly wants to go shopping.

    luckily yao yun said she is going if not i will be the "lightbulb" of the two. which i am sooo not comfortable with.

    i dont want walking behind by myself. hehe. (:

    something is still bothering me. but i dont seem to be able to put it into words. it is undescribable. sighs.

    much love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Britney Spears - Circus

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 11:57 PM | 0 comments |

  13. missing you.

    Sunday, January 04, 2009

    where kids imagination of how the story goes on, comes to life.

    went out with mum yesterday to watch movie. watched Bedtime Stories by Adam Sandler. the show was cute and funny.

    but my mind wasnt really there. it was wondering off to somewhere else.

    because i was up early to catch the boys' football match at the field. then we went for breakfast together.

    some said something to me. something that made me think twice. cause i have been denied it to prevent myself for getting emo for nothing again.

    the more hope i have, the worse things will be. the more i look forward to it, the worse it turns out.

    sooo.. i am seriously preventing and holding myself back. its no point.

    and.. i am confirmed leaving to australia for 4 years if i get accepted into Swinburne University. mum already stamped the approval.

    it means, i am leaving. leaving everyone behind. hopefully after my birthday. i hope. its my 18th. i want it to be celebrated here than anywhere else.

    leaving my family and friends behind is the worse. and you. its life. and its for the best. i cant imagine my feelings when i am in the airport preparing for departure.

    i'll miss all of you. my darling friends and family.

    just got back from parade with my mum. and now catching up the America's Next Top Model marathon.

    feeling like this. its crap.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Love Lockdown - Kanye West

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 8:44 PM | 0 comments |

  14. a hot vampire.

    Friday, January 02, 2009

    my another hottie alert that appeared in here a few times.
    Cam Gigandet~!

    was just seeing the behind the scene of Twilight on E!. robert pattinson is sooo not hot laaa. i mean everyone is saying the character edward cullen is to die for but... the fella that acts for him character is so.. not attractive.

    not even in the show nor in the person.

    where as Cam Gigandet is hot! i mean he looks good. the body the tattoo the smile and the style. thats to die for. ahahaha!

    but he isnt hot in the movie. at least he is hot in person. hot hot hot!

    tonight will be out with some friends for dinner. and i have to go hunting for one particular thing that i want to give away.

    everything sounded cute yet weird. now, it wont leave me at all. and if i really leave in july to australia, other than family and best friends, i'll miss that the most.

    sighs. this feeling sucks but still filling. it fills my day.

    tomorrow will be out with mum for a movie and probably some shopping plus great lunch. i had lost my appetite lately. i need good food. har har.

    with love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Taylor Swift - Love Story

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  15. the fireworks.

    was at Curve yesterday for the countdown. with cherly, jia shen, qi hong, en lin, ee jun, yew wei, jo ann, jack, jia wei, barry.

    had fun and reached home around 3 a.m. plus there are happy moments for some people. (:

    anyway...

    HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY~!!

    i am lazy to blog. sooo... ciao.

    love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Bethany Joy Lenz - Halo

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