ps : i heart you ♥

leaving shortly already. i cant really put my emotions and feelings into words now.

have to leave the house by 7.45 and i will be going with qi hong. i am sitting his car since he also dont know the way to lcct plus my mum also asked me to follow him.

some of my closest friends will all be there.

thankfully i am not flying alone so even if they all come to send me off, i dont feel so damn horrible.

i know i am going to cry. sigh.

bye everybody! please take care people!! i will be back for holidays. just not so sure when yet. lets all hope for the best. (: (: (:

lots of love,
shereena.

i am so damn tired. i was already tired since evening. maybe thats why the eye bag was so obvious.

out to pavilion today. had japanese food at ichiban boshi together with my grandparents. went low yat and saw the cuteee guy! dinner at sentul then came home for less than 5 minutes, changed and left the house.

drove to fetch steph, cherly and yao yun to yum cha with my cousin in the car then waited for ferns at ktm then went to old taste ss15.

ching teck wei came! it was my last time seeing him before i leave. i had a good time whacking him. he insulted me as usual. whack my thighs till red already. hid my slipper. knocking my head non stop. i will really miss him!

the last thing i said to him was "ching teck wei, i dont like you!" but i know he knows i will never not like him. (:

yum cha was with my cousin, teck wei, ferns, steph, yao yun, cherly, jack, jiun, keng yew, hau yang and chun kti.

i am soooooo going to miss yc sessions. oh well... life goes on.

fetched yao yun back to kk. drove 145km/h. had a creepy lamp post that only lights when i pass by.

i am so stressed up now. really stressed up.

i cant find some of my things. my luggage seems to be over weight. my favourite shoe is not in the bag. i keep thinking that i left something behind. my stationeries are not in the bag yet. everything is in a mess. my stupid internet connection couldnt connect just now.

i just felt like shouting at someone or something.

stress ahhh.... emo ahhh... and also tired.

shereena.

just got back from look out point.

and went on a dinner date with qi hong. its not an official one but i went out with him only la. initial plan was to sri hartamas for dinner but it was full so ended up at jaya one at some beer bar.

it was qi hong's treat. (: thanks so much dear!

then went look out point with the rest. cherly, jiun, jack, kit, ferns, steph, yao yun, laine, keng yew, nic phun, jin ee, wei jian, jason, and nick lim. did i miss anyone out?

i am soooo sleepy now.

i realise today how much i am going to miss lim qi hong. i will really really miss him alot. he listens to my everything.

getting out of his car made me feel sad. made me feel that i'll miss him so much. sigh. a day left.

just had this really short voice chat on skype with tim. i miss the tall fella too. i am going to miss everyone. ): ): ):

ooo yea earlier today went lunch with some s9s, brandon, khai shien, teck wei, siew yung, wei xiang and vincent. i'll miss ching teck wei alot too. how can i not miss him? hoping to see him tomorrow la. i hope. dont know whether he wants to come out or not.

now i am getting really emo. sigh.

shereena.

just got back from yum cha with ferns, cherly and yao yun at oldtaste ss15. the group today was really small. i was only there for half an hour. me dont like the emo yy. or more like not used to it.

before that i was at Island Cafe near mentari court yum cha with nick and vanessa. fetched nick from pyramid then went to meet up with vanessa at island cafe.

it was nick's treat! (: (: thanks so much uncle nick!

i will miss them. i really will. they are nice people. seriously. working made me understand alot. dealing with different peoples. they've actually thought me so much.

i even had customers coming back to look for me. :D i guess hearing all this is the satisfaction of working.

i am glad i met mostly fun people at work. i really do.

went lunch with walter earlier today. i am going to miss that boy. really.... he had been a great friend to me all this while.

and thanks for lunch my dear!

then went pyramid lepak with cherly and yao yun. bought yao yun her present. glad she likes it. she bought shorts and a dress!! amazing huh?

HAHA.

the driving from here to kk was fun just now. turning on the music loud and singing loudly and cherly winding down the window and shouting. btw the songs played was Love Story, Somebody Call 911?, If I Ain't Got You.

the swerving, the jerking, the whacked up driving skills. i am so missing all this. 3 days left i suppose.

now i am getting emo again. ): ): ): maybe not so emo already. thanks sifu! and i am not making you not so low profile anymore.

much love,
shereena.

oh boy you make my eyes glued to you. i am practically sank in when i look at you. melted and carried away. the body is oh-so-gorgeous.

celebrity crushes are so typical. i mean come on.... when one doesnt have a boyfriend to look at, what other options are they left with when hot guys these days in malaysia are soo limited.

either they are owned or they are gay.

i am sure aussie will have more. (: (: (:

certify birth certificate, checked.

there is nothing else left to be done. i mean documents wise.

woke up at 9 something then went to pj to get the certify things done then went to one utama for late breakfast early lunch. had NZ grilled lamb at Dave's Deli. (:

came home and slept like a pig. got up only at 6 pm. i can seriously sleep. i know.

lazed around the house. was suppose to do somemore packing but i was just lazy. i am done with the clothes but there are still the small stuffs. accessories. and other things.

oh-m-gee~! the ktim emoticon is disgusting, disturbing, and funny at the same time! and ferns had passionate sex with photoshop. HAHA!

went out to oldtown yam cha with ferns, cherly, chun kit, hong jiun, jack, shelaine, keng yew and wei jun.

we were webcaming with jia shen and chatting with him at oldtown with wei jun's laptop. said all the stupid things. saw a stupid thing. laughed over something stupid. aiya, this is sooo us. we laughed over nothing and does random weird plus stupid things at the weirdest moments.

got back around 11 something cause ferns has the 12 oclock curfew today cause he is working later.

i lied to tim on the 4th day before i leave. and i called him a cheat on the 3rd day i leave. how cool is that? aiya we good friend ma. must leave great memories. i miss that tall fag. (:

was talking to nick. my ex-supervisor, uncle nick~! i miss them. work was fun actually. other than the two annoying girls. aiya cut them off. people like nick, vanessa, jia chen, ee von, bryan, issac, jun are people that i miss working with and hanging out together with.

should schedule a steamboat supper with them tomorrow. i hope they'll make it. all my other nights are occupied.

later lunch with walter. lepak at pyramid with cherly and yao yun. dinner with nike colleagues? not sure yet. friday with SAM friends? dinner date with qi hong. late night visit to look out point.

saturday day out with families to pavilion. yum cha at night. sunday pack pack pack. 11 pm fly.

wow. sounds so damn blardy soon.

off to some channing tatum. he is hot. :D very hot.

much love,
shereena.

passport size photos, checked.

tomorrow have to go and certify my translated birth certificate.

all i did today was getting up early to get some things done, went out makan with cherly, ferns and yao yun and sunway rock cafe, went pyramid walk around, bought my high waist belt, went to taylors, came home and packed, then slept till 9 pm, ate dinner, pack again, online, going to go pack now.

i have soooo much to pack. i am afraid i would miss out on certain things. i got alot of people i havent meet. alot of things to do but so little time left. ):

wanted to meet up with the SAM classmates. but i am not free on friday. morning what can we do? lunch with vanessa and may wong, ex colleagues. dinner date with mr lim qi hong. (:

saturday whole day out to KL. maybe yum cha at night. sunday, not planned yet then 11 pm fly off.

sooo soon. 4 days left.

loves,
sher xoxo.

came back from hometown around 1 pm then went for lunch at Maju Palace then went to uncle's house.

reached home around 4 something 5 and i slept off for about an hour. as i only slept for 4 hours cause i was staying up watching one tree hill in a complete dark living room at hometown.

ferns call and woke me up saying he'll come around 6 something after fetching yao yun cause apparently we are going dinner first before fetching jia shen to the airport.

fetched jia shen then went steph's house for a while then left to lcct. went with him to the check in counters and chit chatted there then hong jiun and keng yew came.

went to sit down at marry brown to get a drink and thats when he realised he lost the letter yao yun gave him. he went all over looking for it and finally the lady in marry brown picked it up. he was all sweaty.

sent him off. and i'll be seeing him a week! (:

went melur yam cha then came home lo. that was pretty much my day. my weekend was ok ok la. met some relatives before i left to melbourne.

talking about melbourne, 7 days left. hmmmm... so fast. really damn fast.

k laaa~! nights people!

ps : ferns, ask kah tim to show you the "fernlin" emoticon. super funny!! and then you can go kill him after that. :D

its 3.35 am. a new record that tim is actually still awake and i was chatting with him. now he went to sleep already. not bad huh.

love,
sher xoxo.

woke up around 11 am today. thats because my grandparents were coming over from seremban. so yeaaa. i had to force myself out of bed.

they were here till 2 something. chee xun came over to with jimmy to my house to get the MU training passes from me. its been quite some time since i saw them.

anyway, i had it for free soo i gave it all to him.

was suppose to go out with jia shen, cherly, ferns they all for makan or something. i actually changed and prepared everything but suddenly i just didnt feel like going out.

changed back to the normal clothes and went to sleep from 3 something up to 7 pm. i was tired also la. waking up at 11 am is early for me. (:

around 7 something went out to pyramid with mum to go for dinner with my god mother. she treated us dinner as i am leaving soon already. and i got a RM 100 angpau! :D

as usual, ate at Sushi Zanmai. i loveeeeee japanese food laa.

after that i received a message from chun kit asking me to go to murni at ss2 for yam cha. anyway, mum had to fetch my god mother back to taman megah so mum dropped me at ss2.

on the way there, the planned changed to oldtaste ss15. jia shen and cherly was at curve so they came to pick me up from ss2 and mum went to yam cha with my god mother.

left oldtaste around 12.45 am. and followed ferns to kk to fetch yao yun home.

thats pretty much it for today. leaving back to hometown in 5 hours plus. the plan is leaving at 8 pm. god knows what time i'll wake up and i actually want to drive back since i dont have much chance to anymore.

sighs.

i feel angry instead of sad. i really feel very angry. maybe because i am still expecting something from you. i really hate you.

am i sooo not important to you? i have been living through all this problems for 11 years but this time i feel angry that you dont care anymore.

i mean you've never cared but i am leaving for 4 years yet it still doesnt matter to you?

i really really hate you. i feel like giving you a piece of my mind. but i dont want to have anything to do with you anymore. i've talk to friends about this. and what they say actually made sense.

sighs.

no ones life is perfect. in fact nothing is perfect.

nothing much happened today though. went out lunch came home and then prepared to go out for movie.

watched harry potter and the half the blood prince.


it was just so so only la. i would prefer the first few chapters of it. but it is still not bad la. abit boring here and there but still bearable.

i hate the feeling i am feeling now. i feel like crap. i am not exactly good friend material la. it just never hit me so bad before.

fuck it la.

its none of my effing business and i dont want to care anymore. maybe all this while i have a problem of caring over someone. not someone, everybody to be exact.

and maybe i am too used being in my comfort zone. sometimes not caring at all saves you a whole lot of troubles.

shereena.

eating Lays' Salt and Vinegar and a 1000ml of cold water plus one tree hill season 1 at 4.34 am is a good combination.

its rather enjoyable.

yet, lifeless.

and and, chad looks damn hot in one tree hill season 1. DAMN hot!

woke up around 1 pm today again. seriously lo i am always instantly awake around 1 pm dont matter what time i slept. hmmm..

got up and skype with en lin regarding our lunch outing then added yao yun and discussed more. initially we were suppose to go to one utama but plan changed. pyramid instead.

thanks to en lin laaaaa. supposed to come at 2pm ended coming around 3 something. and i was damn hungry already. he fetched yao yun, cherly and me.

went pyramid and settled down at Pommes Frites for lunch. jack, chun kit and hong jiun joined us as well.

the first thing chun kit said to cherly was that cherly's mum is 10 times hotter than her. what a good friend right??? and they were checking out aunties. hmmm..

after lunch, we went looking for hand sanitizer cause en lin needs one small bottle to bring over to new zealand. like a girl lo he.

finally found it in jusco. bought a packet of Lays chips with the favourite flavour Salt and Vinegar. i loveeee it!

and also tried abit of cherly's cereal that she just bought. oh-my-god. its soooooooo not nice. seriously man. maybe thats why i never liked cereal. i have been properly eating it for at least 5 years.

after jusco we went to sit in front of of speedy where jack and hong jiun was watching the michael jackson concert and started immitating his walk. funny man.

ferns and jia shen was suppose to come and fetch us cause lin is suppose to stay in pyramid for redbox with his ex classmates.

so they came to fetch us around 5.45 pm. fetched yao yun to parade and cherly back home, the two fella came to my house. dont know doing what also. reading the scary posts on live journal and talking craps.

they were hungry already so i tagged along with them to go out for dinner thinking that i will be back in one hour and eat dinner with my mum and then go yam cha. but.... the time was abit off.

so decided from dinner, straight to yam cha.

went pizza uno for dinner. it was damn random laaaa. me, jia shen and ferns. and we were soooo cheapskate. we didnt want to order drinks but lastly couldnt tahan and ordered.

i had mushroom soup, they both had carbonara.

fetched ferns back to get his car and pack his stuff after dinner as there are going to en lin's house for sleepover? sounds gay for guys.

and i followed jia shen back to his house which we suddenly bumped into jack, chun kit, hong jiun they all.

while we were infront of jia shen's house, i found out from either yao yun or en lin that yao yun is keeping the en lin's parking ticket and she's back at kk.

so i followed jack and hong jiun to go kk fetch her and get the ticket to en lin at pyramid as we were already going for yam cha.

on the way from pyramid to old taste ss15, we saw a jia shen look-a-like on the bus. it was damn funny.

was at old taste with julie, cherly, yao yun, chun kit, jack, hong jiun, jia shen, ferns, wei jun and en lin till about 12.30 am.

in between we went to buy ramly and bumped into chin yau and joel.


sigh.... lin leaving tomorrow afternoon already. i am not quite sure when will be the next time i'll see him? its too soon to tell whether i am coming back end of the year or not.

if not, i will only see him next year. ):

and you, i dont know anymore. it seems to be going away already. but i still miss you. so is it good or bad?

with love,
sher xoxo.

woke up around 1 pm and went out to pyramid with cherly and jia shen around 2 pm for lunch. settled down at kim gary.

talked and then walked, went back to nike and talked to my colleagues and the General Manager, Mr Chim was there too. apparently my pay is already banked into my account. hmmmm...

went to buy movie ticket for thursday night's Harry Potter.

then talked to julie outside of nike for sometime and left to the bookstores to find some books. came home around 5 something and continue watching my A Cinderella Story.

i love the show. i love the guy. Chad Michael Murray is the first actor that i actually love sooooo much. he is darn hot laa!

somewhere in my dreams everynight, you are there. this morning's dream was you wearing a spain jersey with the number 44. for the first glance, you looked sooo like the player.

its sooo random but just felt real in my dreams.


much love,
shereena.

mum's going to kill me if she finds out i am still awake at this hour.

skype makes chatting easier. i dont have to type yet can talk soo much. hahahaha! and no conversation history. good eh?

ciao people! its 5.48 am.