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one word. life.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

the mask which i helped steph to do. but ended up it was ruined by herself. sighs.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELAINE! happy 19th. hope you enjoyed your day.

jia shen left for two days already. i think we are starting to get use to not hearing his voice around. but i guess for cherly, she'll take a longer time.

things will get back to normal somehow. dont matter how sad or how much you dont want and cant let go, a person dont matter what still has to leave.

its a matter of leaving to some other place for a better cause or even leaving this world. people still leaves.

today i was doing some chores with my mum. she swept the floor and i mopped. suddenly she said to me that i wont be able to help her and do this together for long already.

leaving her behind alone seems to somehow be the hardest. its getting into march already. july wont be that faraway only. sighs.

every single person in my family and my bestest friend is reminding me about how soon i am leaving. and how i wont be able to do stuff with them.

and i wont be back for 4 years. well.. thats the initial plan laa. i dont know whether i can manage to persuade my mum and get home or not.

one word. Life.

today was pretty much boring. tomorrow will probably be out. we need to go get presents and probably i feel like buying some books.

sorry about the chiang mai trip pictures. there are too many pictures and i am damn lazy to post it up.

see laa whether i am good enough to do it later or not. hahaha! (:

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Angels on the Moon - Thriving Ivory

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my dear.

Friday, February 20, 2009

my good friend. my listener.

dont blame me for this picture. its somehow cute. and fun. (:

sighs. jia shen left already. all of us went to send him at the airport. the moment he said he had to go in already, i felt my tears start to form.

i cried infront of everyone. but i feel sad and hard for cherly. she was soo sad. cried till her eyes were red and she kept stoning and think and cry again.

i cant imagine that i had to put her through all this again when i leave. oh my god.

i still remember i knew jia shen through cherly. it was rather fun knowing him in form 4. and he didnt know that i was a malay till like after a year of knowing him.

then form 5 we were in the same tuition for add maths and chemistry. we got closer. debating about chemistry, talking about god knows what in add maths tuition. scolded him on how anti social he was when he was in a relationship.

all of us had fun during our years in high school. i started to know him better. talked to him alot more. then enrolled into SAM programme together.

ended up in the same class and our student number is only one number apart. talked and shared with him soo much during that one year which was last year. got sooo much closer.

i always scold him, always whack him yet we are good friends. he makes me understand certain stuff better and helped me when i was really down.

fetched me to yum cha and go college sometimes. everywhere i would usually be with him and cherly. even my mum likes him.

and he made everybody start to insult me. annoyed me whenever he feels like it. i still can remember what he did to me at Penang Butterfly Park. it was funny but still annoyed me.

from time to time he will make my day. coming up with those crappy jokes and make me laugh at his looks just to make me happy. insulting him was also another part of something fun. his hair(s). his so called yengness.

now, we are 8 hours away by air. unable to speak to each other like he was really standing infront of me. even chatting in msn, the time difference of 3 hours will affect the duration of chatting.

omg.. writing this makes my tears trickle down already. i cant imagine how hard is it going to be for cherly. sighs.

this is the freaking part i hate about leaving.

jia shen, take care of yourself there okay? keep us updated from time to time. we all will want to know dont matter what. and all the best with uni and everything.

start going to nice food places and bring me there when i go over. i still owe you a meal!

i'll see you in 5 months! loves.

i called qi hong and started crying. not only about jia shen leaving but also about me leaving in future. i cant imagine how hard will things be for me. my one good friend leave i also cry till like that already.

i'll be leaving ALL my friends in july. thats going to be horrible. now, i would declare to all of you which is my friend and claims me as one, i want to see you guys at least once before i leave. dont let me just leave like that and dont say bye.

now i have a feeling this 5 months is going to pass quick. wtf. sighs.

much love,

shereena.

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our last farewell with you my dear~!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

15.02.2009

was invited to be at jia shen's house for a barbeque farewell party. but i was late cause i had some sessions over at my uncle's.

then i left my camera battery over at my uncle's cause i was charging it there. so i went to jia shen's house first and picked up a few boys to go with me to ss14 to get my battery. the ones who went with me was tim, qi hong and yew wei.

finally went back and i was there for the party. (:

more pictures less words laa okayy? i too lazy want to write too much.

was talking.

still talking.

people started barbequing since a long time. mainly jack who was doing it.

some other food made by jia shen's mum.

qi hong and me.

yao yun~!

steph~!

cherly~!

me, teck wei and khai shien.

the photographer, chai yew wei.

adrian yeong.

and his peace sign.

tim came up with this idea. the peace sign.

adding another one to the picture. cherly.

tim. the tall fella.

ferns, tim, adrian and half of yao yun. yao yun is always taking half face pictures.

i didnt know i am that short compared to tim.

the host. my good friend. jia shen~!

them gaying.

our "S9" group.

and the addition. the girlfriend. of jia shen's and mine. ahaha!

barry cooking. posing more likely.

jack.

chun kit who came late. and my rubik's cube si fu.

sean. damn long didnt see him already.

some went for puffs so the whole group of us just went out for a walk.

nut case stephanie. ahahah!

tim. the pose and the idea looks familiar? AHAHAHA.

the group of us.

tim suddenly played this indian version of "thriller" and started dancing and singing. it was funny! he had been listening to it too much and really loves it.

jenny, adrian, khai shien and chun kit.

adrian which is half drunk.

ferns my arm rest. :D

we got bored cause got nothing to do already. then loong came and suggested us of playing Mafia. first we were playing outside then we continued inside cause it was getting late and we were getting noisier.

adrian fully drunk.

too engrossed.

discussing.

the game was fun and soo addictive. one round of the game i was the King and teck wei was the Mafia. suprisingly he didnt kill me. ahahaha! i am really suprised.

and yew wei is damn blardy good at disguising. but after a while you can really tell whether is he the Mafia or not.

after that we left. we left around 1 something. i took a long journey home and had tim to go along. and it was not suppose to be known.

reached home around 2 a.m.

there are alot more people which i didnt take picture with. which is sheng loong, shelaine, keng yew, hau yang, jack, barry, celine, xindi, kar mun, jia wei, ee jun, jenny, hong jiun, wey liam, mun hoe, jee lian and cheng cheng.

did i missed out anybody else? i hope not. if i did, sorry! but... i dont think so laa.

loves,
shereena.

music addiction : Everybody Knows - John Legend

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:22 AM | 0 comments |

topics? its working out.

as usual. awww.

was out to pyramid today with the cousin and my uncle. they were looking for camera's and didnt know much about walking around pyramid.

as i who always goes there, they needed my help to find some shops. and since i am free so i just tagged along.

got up at 10 a.m which is pretty rare for me. i mean its not like the alarm woke me up. i just got up by myself. and i slept like 4 in the morning.

i didnt have a good night sleep. the dreams i had was great but the after effect sucks. why now again?

alot of things are bugging me. sometimes i just wonder what the hell is wrong.

anyway, going out with the cousin sort of distracted me. we had sooo much more talks and yeahh. it was fun talking. even promised to drive me around melbourne as much as i want to and also take me to the best coffee in town which is done by his friend. (:

i am still getting the pictures from yesterday ready for posting. so it should be done by late night. wait laaa.

my chiang mai pictures will probably be up on wednesday.

loves,

shereena.

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:14 AM | 0 comments |

i really really dont know.

Monday, February 16, 2009

the party.

just came back from jia shen's farewell barbeque party. i had a great time there. was fun. (:

i wont be able to update till late tonight. i'll be out at my cousin's till night. first to pyramid then staying over for dinner. sooo just wait yeaa people.

sighs. i really really dont know what to do.

its damn hard.

love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Taylor Swift - Love Story

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 5:03 AM | 0 comments |

v day. <3

Sunday, February 15, 2009

love was everywhere today. (:

i took this at the Meo village. so happen the leaves are in heart shapes. pretty hor? (:

4 more minutes till Valentines Day is over. it was basically an ordinary day for me. its not like i had a hot date or had some suprise plan or something. so yeahh.

but at least i enjoyed my day. i was out at the Curve and ate at Marche for lunch. i basically just enjoyed the company. i really did.

my god man. how can i live the next four years like that? i cant have my eyes glued onto him so weirdly all day right? omg laaa.

today was already embarassing enough. but it was fun. got to know him better though plus had quite some chats.

yet, i am seriously seriously glued. i cant take my eyes off. okayyy i sound like some pathetic girl who stalks but i am serious. :D

just came back from some yam cha sessions with jia shen, cherly, hong jiun, jack and xindi. shelaine and keng yew came later to join which i already had to go home.

ahaah. cherly enjoyed her valentines pretty much. its a really good thing.

tomorrow i'll be out at the uncle's house so means i will have plenty of time to look again. and to talk. (:

hot white australians seriously attracts me. ahaha! :D

at night will be a farewell barbeque for jia shen. so yeahh. i am hoping it will be fun. it should be. all the friends are all gathered.

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Boys Like Girls - Thunder

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:56 AM | 0 comments |

finally realising? after a year?

Saturday, February 14, 2009

the colour attracted me.

the other type of flower which i also love. maybe everything isnt so bad after all. flowers still bloom so well despite how bad the weather is.

thank god the old friend who came to visit was just saying hi and then left me. the emoness had left me.

not completely but i know it had left.

went to pyramid today with cherly and bumped into qi hong when we were visiting ferng lin at machines.

and got scolded for not telling him that i came back from chiang mai. sorry laa darling. (: he planned to go out together tomorrow with him instead.

was at pyramid till about 4 something. bought the stuffs i wanted to buy. i know it is too soon but i just want to get over with it.

i am still in need of the shreaded papers. and i want it in blue! (:

came back home and found out that the dinner plans with the family tomorrow had been cancelled. there is no v day celebrations with the cousin. how sadd.

but well later got to find out that they will be going to curve in the morning so i wanted to tag along. and had to for go the outing with qi hong. i am sooo sorry laa my dear.

i have been downloading alot of movies lately. suddenly in the mood of watching movies that i have not watched before.

there is street kings, my best friend's girl, twilight, high school musical 3, the women, what happened in vegas.

3 had finished downloaded. where as the rest is still in the list in my limewire. there are still alot more which i want to download.

this morning i turned on the tv, it was showing Love and Other Disasters. watched it till 4.45 a.m then only i went to sleep.

cute show.

it was the show which made me felt better. i find it fun to watch. and the argentinian guy in the show is kinda sexy. (:

just now i was watching E! True Hollywood Story which was talking about Heath Ledger. after a year that he died only i realise that he is HOT.

now i know he is hot.

and watching it made me tear. it was sad knowing that he left because of of the mixing of medications.

which most people thought he had an abuse of drugs.

he is a HOT AUSTRALIAN. a fact which i didnt know. hot white australians attracts me laaa. ahaha!

now, i want to start downloading his movies. hoping it will be nice. :D brokeback mountain? hot guys smooching? ahaha!

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Radar - Britney Spears

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:31 AM | 0 comments |

it hit me back again.

Friday, February 13, 2009

will things bloom so well anymore?

the pretty flowers i took at the Meo village. i just loved it. the flower. the picture.

i havent got the pictures from chiang mai yet. its still with the others. wait till i have it all then i'll see which to post up. (:

had been to the hospital today. the cousin fell sick. so went to visit and was together to get him discharged.

i pity him. what a bad experience back here in malaysia.

i had fun choosing the stuffs. i really liked it hope the one who wears it loved it too. well.. it was something new. i dont go choosing presents for v days. so yeahh.

had some chats. well.. i feel what i felt again two months back. i almost forgot how i felt. and i was soo thankful that it went away.

but now its like an old friend coming back to visit. an old friend which i had bad memories with. why back again?

do i really like you so much till all this have to happen?

i am at a point which i dont know how to express my feelings or my emoness anymore. i really dont know.

at this point, i really feel like leaving to australia. i really do. i felt so good when i was on holiday and when i was away from everything back here.

maybe leaving is the best way. if i continue being like this, i will one day lose my mind. i am tired.

shereena.

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:47 AM | 0 comments |

awesome fun.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

i like the tshirt! and its cheap!

i am back~!

touched down at about 3 p.m. and suprisingly the flight was earlier by 15 minutes. i only know about delayed air asia flights.

but honestly the flight wasnt good. it was crampy and the check in time in chiang mai was long. everything was manually done. i dont know why people invent computers but they dont use it.

i had great fun during the trip. everything was great.

my back was fine but there were the ups and downs. certain days i had to popped my pain killers. certain days it is perfectly fine.

but it is defintely getting better. thanks for the thoughts of those who cared.

there was something else i enjoyed sooo much about the trip. but well... its not healthy! i have to go through with it for the next 4 years. you think i'll survive?

or will i get bored and get distracted to something better? its hard to find something better when the good one is right infront of me.

ahhhh.. melted~

will be back about the trip when i get ALL the pictures. soon i hope. (:

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : My Wish - Rascal Flatts

Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:42 AM | 0 comments |

holidays.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

later around 8 something in the morning i'll be flying off to chiang mai, thailand. will only be back next wednesday.

and will have great companies during the trip. (:

ciao people~!

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cny barbeque party.

Friday, February 06, 2009

30.01.2009

exactly a week ago post. was at shelaine's house for a barbeque party. along with jia shen, cherly, jack, hong jiun, chun kit, keng yew, wey liam, hau yang, kar mun and xindi.