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  1. a first time experience.

    Thursday, November 20, 2008

    since i am waiting for my hair to dry before i can go to bed, let me just post of short short post. (:

    today was prom~!

    it was fun getting ready for it. (:


    well.. every single tiny detail will be up later. more pictures to come. :D took about a hundred pictures. <3

    reached home about 2 a.m. and i was chauffeur driven back to my front gate. it was a not bad evening.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Run The Show - Kat Deluna

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 6:48 AM | 0 comments |

  2. its all i need.

    Wednesday, November 19, 2008

    its better to let things lose.

    i dont know whether whatever i've said,
    it is understandable or not.
    but i seriously need to say something.

    keeping everything inside is making me worse.
    recently, i dont know what kind of person i have became.

    i became someone i dont like.
    emoer.
    a wonderer.
    a person full of dislikes.

    the first thing in mind.

    i really really want to help you out but it is out of my league. i cant do much because i am not you.

    i know that i have to care about this friend of mine. i am trying my very best to say everything i could to help. if you want to take my advice, take it. if you dont, go ahead with whatever you are going through.

    if you think its best for you then do it. at least i know i cared about a great friend.

    i really want to see you happy than being disturb by all this problems. i envy being treated so nice but its not me.

    sometimes whatever i say may not be right but its what i think it is. its up to you to walk the path of your life.

    i know i havent been helping much but i really tried.

    be happy my dear friend and live your life well. hope that whatever your decisions and instincts are, it brings you far.

    second thing.

    smsing you everyday doesnt make us any closer. i admit that those sms i first sent to you was just to fill myself up with someone to chat with.

    you are so committed in it but i am not sure if she does.

    to make great decisions and a happier life thrust upon yourself, you have to make a matured decision.

    dont go back to a past you hate. be proud of the present and future of yours.

    but first, grow up a little. it helps.

    third.

    you have to realise about what is going on. how are people treating you. sometimes it is not a must that a good friend treats you more than a friend.

    sincerely saying a thank you would be soo good. only these two words pays of all the hard work that is done.

    people dont treat you nice for nothing. people cares alot thats why.

    treating a friend too good is not a something that a person should do. its because they want to and thats why.

    do not think its a should. think its a caring thought.

    try to notice things around you. dont just live your life for the sake of living it. be observant of what is going on.

    it'll bring you a better life.

    fourth stuff.

    i dont know why i still care. i really dont know why i chose this in the first place. you are every part in my life already.

    every single tiny detail really reminds me of you.

    i passed by a building today, and the words you said to me about it just voiced out in my mind. i was staring out the windows of the hotel in genting, i see your face. i see that smile.

    i am trying so hard to really let go.

    the advice i got was to control and forget. i know i should but i cant seem to do it. maybe a new lifestyle is really really needed.

    finally.

    jealousy is the big word. but why? and i have trouble letting go the feelings.

    most of everything i have in mind is all here. i hope this helps me to be better.

    i dont like being disturb by all this. i dont like being someone i dont like whenever i am alone. i dont like being that person that thinks about crap when i am alone.

    i am losing everything.

    hope it'll be fine. starting tomorrow at least.

    tomorrow is prom. had to go and get the hair done and also the make up. just had the nails done just now.

    i am still thinking too much.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Rihanna - Rehab

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:17 AM | 0 comments |

  3. piece of my mind.

    Tuesday, November 18, 2008

    dont make me be someone you dont like me to be.

    i wont say anything anymore.
    because its not worth.

    and.. be a little more wiser.
    you might start to see things you never did.
    and realise how much you had changed someone.
    how much you've made someone suffer.

    dont take things for granted.
    dont be in the times when you were only six.
    grow up.

    its stupid.
    and stupid to me.

    there is no way people treat you nice for no reason.
    there is no way poeple care for no reason.
    and defintely no way that the world only goes around you.

    if it wasnt because i care.
    i'll never say a word.

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 7:25 AM | 0 comments |

  4. woke up early on sunday morning cause the message was to be at one utama bus terminal at 7.30 a.m.

    and i drove to one utama.

    since i was the driver, i had to wake up early to go and pick the rest. first, wei ping then teck wei lastly, jia shen.

    reached one utama about time.

    but the bus we are taking is at 10 a.m. and we were like there so early and we were hungry. and most of the shops in one utama are all closed.

    it seems that there is a mamak stall in there which is 24 hours. roamed inside one utama awhile and ken found the mamak.

    sat there and ate until it was time to head back to the terminal.

    the bus ride was only 45 minutes up to the genting skyway. and the bus fare was inclusive of a skyway ticket up to genting.

    so we had to sit that thing.

    it was scary. alot more scarier than what i sat last year. because wei ping and teck wei are the ones making me scared.

    reached First World but we cant go in the rooms yet because the check in time is at 2.00 p.m. so we went to meet up with wei xiang felix they all. because felix drove his car up. reason is he doesnt want to sit the skyway.

    went to find food again. we went to the food court this time.

    i think i ate the same thing as i ate last year. but its was kinda worth it laa. somehow. there isnt anything cheap in genting. so yeahh.

    after food, the guys went rock climbing.


    chee xun was pretty good. these two? HAHA! (: sorry ken and yong shen.

    me audrey and wei ping went walking around to look for earrings for prom. i saw these really pretty one which cost RM79 from bonita. but it was too expensive.

    it was time to go and keep our stuffs in the room already.

    and the room was blardy small! and we have two rooms but had to accomodate 20 people. smart right.

    its the so called VIP room.

    rohit is "gifted".

    i brought a sleeping bag and jia shen was intending to put the whole of himself in it. we helped him to get in but we were having a motive.


    once he was zipped inside, all of us start whacking, tickling and poking him.

    ahaha! and the way he fights with wei ping is soo cute. make me laugh like nobody's business.

    we even slept for like half an hour.

    then we went lepak around genting. walking to the main gate of the themepark then to some garden which has these feet reflexology thing.

    you know all the bulged up stones which were meant to be walk on. all of us walked one round. and it was painful!

    it was already at night before anyone knew it. so we headed to eat dinner at some canteen in front of the main gate to the themepark.

    but there wasnt like any appetizing food so we went to Oldtown which was right nearby to the canteen.

    after food we want to go to the main gate to take group pictures but it was damn cold. seriously damn cold. the wind was freezing. i started shivering.

    vincent even smarter. didnt bring jacket and somemore wearing short pants.

    after a while, it wasnt so cold already. so we took our group shots.

    the so called "jia shen's group".
    L-R : flix, khai shien, audrey, masyitah, jia shen, wei ping, teck wei and me.

    the "michelle's group".
    L-R : siew yung, ken, michelle, masyitah, rohit and vincent.

    all the guys on the trip.
    too hard to list the names. :)

    the girls on the trip.
    L-R : cassandra, masyitah, me, michelle, siew yung, wei ping and audrey.

    everyone.

    before dinner me, ken and jia shen went to the cinema to get tickets for
    Quarantine     at 1.30 a.m for the three of us.

    after dinner, masyitah, audrey, brandon and his girlfriend, cassandra said they wanted to watch also.

    so we had to go to the cinema and get the tickets for them.

    while the rest was at Snow World, we were in the room. we as in those who are watching the movies ones.

    i dont know why i dont like to go in the guys room. something about it makes me not like it. its the room i meant.

    but we didnt have to key to our room so we had to bear with it.

    i like standing at the railing beside the window at the lifts hallway. with the wind blowing at my face and staring out to a world dark place outside.

    it made me thought. and i did some really bad thinking.

    as time passes, the more i stand there the more i am feeling weird. feels emo.

    jia shen came to join me awhile and had some great time talking. it was really quiet though. and was kinda cold.

    then the rest came back and i finally got my bath. it felt great. after that we had some sessions in the guys room.

    talked and joked. it was a first time experience for me but most wasnt.

    after that, i was really in need of a cup of coffee so me, audrey and wei ping went down to starbucks to get a cup of hot mocha.

    jia shen came down too. he felt dizzy and tired so he slept while at starbucks. we were waiting for the time to pass so we can go and catch our movie.

    after the short sleep, he felt better but audrey still wasnt feeling so well. so the three of us went walking to get some fresh air.

    i like that small little park. the lightings, the atmosphere was good. it is a good thinking place too.

    movie time came, so we went to watch the horror movie.

    and it played some other horror movie's trailer called The Unborn. that was even scarier. well.. it looks scary.

    Quarantine was shocking and scary. i hold onto jia shen and started leaning on him during those really scary parts.

    he had his jacket to cover his face. me and audrey had him to grab hold on during scary parts.

    movie ended about 3 something in the morning. so we headed back to the room.

    everyone was already asleep. but i seriously couldnt sleep. maybe it was because that bed was really hard.

    and there wasnt much space. and i was feeling hungry.

    and i blardy sprained my ankle.

    then me and jia shen decided to go down to starbucks to have a drink and some food. that was like 4 a.m.

    we thought of sitting there till 8 a.m where the rest get up so went can go up and sleep.

    but sitting at starbucks for 4 hours abit the sad right.

    so we went walking in First World Plaza. we walked every floor with all the shops closed.

    walked and walked and walked. but only like half an hour pass of so. finally settled down at some bridge. sat there for a while and talked and then started walking again.

    we walked down to the place that connect First World to the themepark. a whole flight of stairs downwards. and since i sprained my ankle, it was hard to walk.

    then he came up with an idea to make time pass slower. which is count 10 seconds and then walk up one step.

    it was abit the lifeless. and funny!

    the more we walk, the more tired we were. so we went to the recpetion area a the hotel lobby and slept there for like 20 minutes.

    then we continued walking. jia shen was complaining that he is hungry. but no shop was open. there was one but he didnt want to eat there.

    so we walked back to starbucks and he had a muffin. that was already nearly 7 a.m. the couches in starbucks were taken.

    so we sat there drinking and eating then some people left the couch.

    since he had finished his muffin, we went to the couch and sit there. and we slept! it was comfy. slept till about 7.45 a.m, we walked back to the room.

    finally we wasted 4 hours to keep ourselves partially awake. and i was already drop dead tired.

    went back to the room but all of the were still sleeping. then michelle and siew yung woke up cause they said they had to wake up earlier.

    and they were sleeping on soft beds so that means there is a place for us to sleep. so me and jia shen could finally get our sleep.

    and he took the pillow all to himself. leaving me sleeping on no pillow beside him. luckily he didnt take away the blanket.

    i grabbed another pillow from brandon for myself. and finally slept comfortably.

    and jia shen took most of the space on the bed. thank god it was just 3 hours of sleep.

    we had to check out at 12 p.m so we had to wake up at 11 a.m. so means we only had 3 hours of sleep.

    the rest went off already to the themepark leaving me, jia shen, wei ping, audrey, brandon and his gf.

    i was too tired to even go to the themepark.

    yong shen, felix, chee xun, wei xiang and seng huei went to awana to stay casue wei xiang's grandma got them a room there.

    we woke up and got ready.

    since me, audrey, wei ping and jia shen decided that we wont go to the themepark, we wanted to go home earlier instead on going with the initial plan which was taking the 8.30 p.m bus ride home.

    then teck wei said he wants to join us too. after meeting up with teck wei, we went to eat at kenny's roger.

    after eating, audrey said that she'll go back with felix, seng huei and wei xiang by car. they werent going to the themepark either.

    after food, we left to the skyway.

    only the four of us. me, jia shen, teck wei and wei ping.

    we took a skyway down and as usual we started talking about stupid stuff like "what if this thing fall" and stuff like that.

    and as usual teck wei and wei ping was damn scared.

    reached the station at 1.35 p.m and the 1.30 p.m bus just left. so we had to take the 2.30 p.m bus.

    lazed around and took some pictures.

    damn alot of monkeys man. it all looks so scary.

    just part of it.

    the mist look nice. and the weather was pretty wet.

    me, teck wei and wei ping.

    wei ping, jia shen and teck wei.

    me, jia shen and teck wei.

    bye bye genting. (:

    reached KL sentral about 3.20 p.m and we went to get KTM tickets back to subang.

    sat the super slow and not-so-air-conditioned train.

    once we reached, while waiting for jia shen's mum to come and pick us, we went to carrefour.

    teck wei wants to get his ruffles. i got scolded by him because the last time before genting i went to carrefour and i saw it but i didnt buy for him. :D

    came home and bath.

    then straight way fell on the bed and slept.

    but only slept for one and a half hour cause me and jia shen is suppose to join jo ann and cherly for dinner.

    had a cup of teh o ais limau at kayu while the rest ate.

    tomorrow will be the last paper of SAM exams. which is the last paper for jo ann and cherly. after their exams, they are going dress shopping.

    cherly is coming all the way from taylors to fetch me to go shop with them.

    now, i am contemplating whether to go and sleep or to watch my series. (: there is the taiwan Hotshot, episode 10 of gossip girl and season 4 of the OC.

    should i watch? or sleep?

    arghhhhh... i am jealous. wtf. and i am thinking too much. why is it that everything still reminds me sooo much of him.

    life isnt fair. nothing is.

    ps: too many words already. these are the only genting pictures i have. sorry guys. (:

    with love,
    shereena.
    music addiction : Finally - Fergie

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 12:14 AM | 0 comments |

  5. fashion designers are damn talented.

    Sunday, November 16, 2008

    genting.

    tomorrow we S9(s) will be going up to genting. i guess its our first and last trip out together. (:

    woke up at 10 a.m today. cause i had to go to bill keith's shop to get my dress. i drove all the way down to KL today. not bad huh. :D

    went to get my dress and also he lend me own of his gorgeous dresses for free tau. and i like it plus it is a long one.

    plus bill's shop is near sungei wang and i was really in need of a nice pair of silver heels. and sungei wang has damn alot of shoe shops.


    i got myself a pair of shimmery silver heels for RM80 and its like damn high. i think its 3 inches plus.

    i seriously DONT like to go sugei wang. damn alot of malays plus its damn messy and full of people.

    but.. things there are kinda cheap.

    drove back from Jln Alor till home. well.. KL's road arent so bad plus i actually do know the way. hehe. cause mum is sitting right beside me. (:

    came home and then went out to Carrefour again. cause cousin wants to go get groceries for herself when she goes to work in genting.

    and i saw Mrs Jill. she still looks so cute. had a short talk with her.

    and she keeps asking me "why i didnt take nursing". damn cute laa. and i didnt know she retired. hmmm.. i gave her that shocked face. :D

    after coming home from Carrefour i seriously cannot tahan already. slept like a log. (:

    had to wake up cause we were going dinner at Teluk Gong so had to leave around 8 p.m. i only slept for an hour plus. ):

    went all the way to Teluk Gong for dinner. and the food is not bad. plus i didnt eat much.

    after these whole exam thing, my appetite in eating is worse. maybe its because of my very weird eating hours.

    my stomach is seriously not good. after eating i'll have these cramps. something like gastric pains.

    came home and busy smsing people about tomorrow's plan and packing my stuff.

    i really dont know what to take. my bag seems so empty.

    well... i hope this genting trip will be great. it should be. (: right right?

    i'll be driving tomorrow to one utama. cause we had to take the bus from there. and i'll have to wake up early to pick up the rest.

    cause the worse thing is, we have to be there by 730 a.m.

    oh my god. the jealousy thing is getting out of hand. can you like go away from my life. go without even saying goodbye would be the best.

    i dont like neither one of you for a certain reason.

    with love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Kanye West - Love Lockdown

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:48 AM | 0 comments |

  6. last days of SAM.

    Saturday, November 15, 2008

    its over. S9
    credits to michelle.

    today at 10.10 a.m was the last minute of my SAM exams. i've never felt more relieved before in my exams experiences.

    after leaving the exams venues we S9 had to have a small meeting about our genting trip on sunday.

    we will be leaving KL sentral at 8 a.m in the morning on sunday. it is set! (:

    after discussing we left to pyramid for a movie.

    watched madagascar 2 with cherly, teck wei, khai shien, audrey, jo ann, jia shen and ferng lin.


    the show was funny and cute. (: had a good laugh also.

    after show we went shopping around for prom stuff. cherly and audrey had to find their dresses where as me and jo ann and cherly and audrey is also looking for heels.

    the guys went looking for their pants and shirt i think.

    about 2 plus, ferns had to leave. and mana tau he left with teck wei and khai shien leaving jia shen there alone with 4 girls.

    i felt pity for jia shen cause he had to walk with us all over looking for dresses. he had to stay cause we didnt have transport home. :D

    we walked nearly the entire place yet we girls didnt find anything.

    soo... we went looking for whatever-jia shen-is-going-to-wear-for-prom. and we went to parkson.

    we saw this mannequin that look kinda hot in that suit on it.

    we girls decided to make jia shen wear that. the shirt plus the tie and the pants. and he seriously looked quite yeng.

    i am serious. :D

    never seen him wear so smart before. quite hot. (:

    and we burned a hole in his wallet. the shirt plus the pants is RM260. and they gave a free belt which he was in need of one.

    but well... he looked good and thats the main point what right?

    we had fun pushing open his door, kicking his shoes to the other cubicle, making fun of him about how he wears the shirt and helping him out to look good in those pants. (:

    walked around a while more cause they were discussing which facial wash is good and stuff in guardian.

    ferns came back again. so he walked with us a while.

    but around 5 p.m we had to leave already. cause jia shen and jo ann had to be home early.

    ended up we girls who wanted to find the stuffs didnt get anything. jia shen who didnt mind whether he gets it today or not, he got himself something.

    came home and slept.

    i was really in need of sleep. i slept like 12 something this morning and woke up at 3 a.m. i was struggling through to stay awake during the movie.

    we were in pyramid for 7 hours. not bad huh. tried looking for adrian at nike but he's not working today. ):

    saw a number of familiar faces in pyramid too.

    wey liam's call at 8 p.m woke me up. (: asking me whether i could make it out or not. as usual, mum wouldnt let me to.

    well... tomorrow i'll be going to bill keith's (the designer) place. i shall go see what other dress i can fit and look nice in apart from my own one.

    prom is next wednesday. (:

    genting is sunday.

    great. SAM is finally over!

    i'll watch my episode 10 of gossip girl and one tree hill later. and get all emo when i watch one tree hill. ):

    oh please laa... i am having these kind of jealousy crap in me. how come laa? until now this effing problem isnt going away.

    i still HATE it!

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Britney Spears - Womanizer

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 12:24 AM | 0 comments |

  7. my once favourite subject, chemistry.

    Thursday, November 13, 2008

    i hate lying there while having all these craps in my mind.

    what the hell is wrong. my dreams every night are getting weirder and weirder. not even those at night, those during the afternoon naps too.

    every single day, every single dream, he is always in it.

    the more i am trying to get rid of the feeling, the more it glues onto me.

    and i am always a nobody to him so why did i even bother. every single thing, i come in the last. even the way he talks to me and treats me.

    somebody has to come first. we were never close friends but still, its so different. i feel like some idiot treating him nice, while he doesnt care but treat others way better than me.

    i really dont know when all this started. and since when i cared.

    today's chemistry was okla. it was still affordable but yet, not that great. i am no longer what walter calls me a-chemistry-pro.

    i sucked like shit now in chemistry.

    came home after exam and slept till 5 something. after that went to coffee bean till 10 something.

    wey liam dropped by too. he came to study. (: not bad huh.

    good luck for your exams tomorrow liam! you will be able to do it. :D

    had to leave at 10 something like usual because mum wouldnt like me being home later than that.

    so i went off with jia shen. luckily i was home before mum was asleep. she had been complaining that she havent been seeing and talking to me much.

    my episode 8 of supernatural is done downloading. and i am gonna watch it tonight. (:

    spec maths on friday is like nothing to me now. i am seriously feeling that i already finished my exams.

    now, i have to try telling my mum that we'll go to bill keith's place on saturday. so probably FRIDAY can go with teck wei they all to find their prom stuff.

    tomorrow will be out to coffee bean the whole day too. had to just struggle through one more paper then i am free!!

    sighs. i still hate whatever i am thinking now.

    its really disturbing me. until now it still does. and i usually get all emo in the middle of the night. i dont like being alone.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part Right Here

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:11 AM | 0 comments |

  8. chemistry ahhhh!

    Wednesday, November 12, 2008


    but i am facing sudden speechless.

    i really really have a lot to say. but i cant put it out to a complete sentence to even let anybody know.

    i am perfectly fine in front of people or friends. but i dont think i am fine alone. when i am alone i seem to think abit off track and get myself all emo.

    i really dont know what i am thinking so much about. i am mainly thinking about okay-fine-only-something-i-know.

    and other stuff too. other stuff like whats going on right now. but well... this is more like an on and off thing.

    the real main problem seems to get more into the way.

    was out the whole day at taipan. from 11 a.m till 10 something p.m. studied for my freaking chemistry paper tomorrow.

    i dont know how am i going to do for it. shit.

    while waiting for cherly to buy her KFC stuff which took damn long, left me and teck wei in the car.

    i freaked him out.

    about moving the car in front abit. i was horrible. and he was good. hahahaa!

    we have the same opinion on the same person. anyway, no one likes her. so whats the difference. wait wait, her boyfriend does.

    ahh whatever. none of my business.

    tomorrow is chemistry!! i really hope that i'll do fine.

    wish me luck people. (:

    with love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Emmy Rossum - Slow Me Down

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:03 AM | 0 comments |

  9. friends or more than friends?

    Tuesday, November 11, 2008

    i somehow liked being alone.
    its better to think.

    woke up at 10 something because initially it was said that the plan was to go to coffee bean at 11 a.m.

    was there the whole day. left for home at 6 something with jia shen because i was in need of a bath. i felt sticky.

    i feel that i was studying better out there.

    around 8.30 p.m jia shen came to fetch me back to coffee bean. (:

    going back out again was like not going back there. i didnt even study. went back and stared at the chemistry book then jia shen said he wants to eat ramlee.

    me and ferng lin went with him to go buy. (:

    then moment i was back, sat down for less than 15 minutes, cherly said she wanted to go home already.

    i had to go back with her cause it was running late already. i had to be home before 11 p.m.

    i guess its another day out tomorrow to coffee bean. chemistry is the day after. and chemistry usually sucked badly for me.

    i doubting soo much on my decisions. i am staring more and thinking more.

    i rather isolate myself to say i am studying, so that i can sit down and try to study while having time to let my mind wonder.

    since when all this started? i hate that i am not able to diffrentiate how i feel.

    i dont like being in all this. but i like the way i am being called. its feels like i am needed.

    love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : James Blunt - You're Beautiful

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:44 AM | 0 comments |

  10. i am bumped. i cant differentiate anymore.

    Monday, November 10, 2008

    never even had the chance to write on the flowers because i never dare to even think about it.

    got up at 9 plus this morning. because cherly said breakfast was at 10 a.m. went to some mamak at usj 9.

    went to cherly's place after that till about 4 something in the evening.

    came home with jia shen. and slept till 7.30 p.m because the plan was to go to coffee bean at 8 p.m.

    remember i said i was suppose to go and catch Quantum of Solace? mum didnt want to go out soo.. i had to for go the show.

    probably this saturday la.

    went out to coffee bean and came home at 10 something.

    watched Game Plan. i like the show. its cute, funny and nice. (: and some other reasons.

    shit man. this diffrentiating between friends and feeling more than a friend thing is getting more and more into my head.

    every single time i am asleep something has to appear about him.

    there is soo much i want to say but i just cant. i cant put all the feelings i am having into words.

    my heart feels weird and my mind is like clogged up with flashes of images or everything that happened in between.

    i am trying so hard to avoid. the more i am, the more i take into count of every single detail that is happening.

    i cant get rid of it. i hate you.
    shereena.

    music addiction : Rihanna ft. Ne Yo - Hate That I Love You

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:03 AM | 0 comments |

  11. pretty lil' fairies and roses.

    Sunday, November 09, 2008

    was out to whole day today. got up at 9 a.m. slept quite late yesterday too. it was quite hard to wake up.

    drove to cheras to look for a mum's friend. along with aunty jaime we went to another mum's friend's place in jalan ipoh to get their stuff from hong kong.

    stayed over for lunch then headed down to jalan alor in KL. i had to go and alter my dress at the designer's place.

    anyone heard about bill keith? he is like super talented. his dresses are so blardy great. he designed for the miss india one you know.. and that gown was damn pretty!

    it looks way better than those at the bridal houses.

    i am even allowed to go and borrow the dresses for my prom for free. provided i can fit in. i tried two and i can fit. but... its kinda low.

    everything seems to show out. (:

    after jalan alor, we went to parade. cause mum had to meet a customer there. went to visit steph too cause she asked me to buy her a strip of panadol actifast.

    walked around parade a while and went for shoe hunting.

    after parade we left to amcorp mall. as usual i only go there to get one kinda of things. my beloved accessories.

    its soooo damn pretty.

    this is how much i bought today. (:

    two necklace, two pairs of earrings, one handphone strap and one sitting fairy.

    its really damn nice. i can just stand there and look through everything and then persuade my mum to get for me.

    actually i only wanted one item. then as time passes it gets more. thats how all those came out.

    this is the one i bought the last time. <3

    one necklace and one pair of earring.

    its damn good i tell you. and the lady is such a nice person and a talented one too.

    had dinner in amcorp then fetched my mum's friend, aunty jaime back to cheras. and then went over to my aunt's house.

    around 10 p.m only we reached home.

    currently watching invasion.

    tomorrow i'll be out with the rest for study at coffee bean i guess. breakfast first at 10 a.m. i feel like driving out tomorrow. doubt mum will let.

    most probably i'll be out with mum and cousin to watch james bond tomorrow evening.

    i've been wanting to watch that show for god knows how long. daniel craig is hott. (:

    omg laaa... cant i be like a normal friend to him? it makes me doubt so much and eventually having him to invade my mind.

    i can even diffrentiate anymore between a friend and someone i like.

    its annoying and frustrating.

    love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Estrella - Stay

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  12. ahhh.. i wonder how.

    Saturday, November 08, 2008

    so much for just being friends.

    woke up at 10 plus today. mainly because of the message cherly sent me. slept about 1 plus in the morning the night before.

    got up and watched some show on tv. i cant remember what already.

    watched episode 9 of one tree hill and episode 7 of supernatural. i am sooo into both of the shows. but more on One Tree Hill of course.

    then went out to lunch nearly 1.30 p.m to Mcd. cherly came to fetch. (: met walter there too. like damn ngam right.

    i just chatted with him yesterday night cause he is in desperate state to stay awake so he asked me to talk to him. (:

    ate at Mcd with jia shen, cherly, ferns, and teck wei. around 2 something we left to jo ann's house.

    khai shien and en lin came to join later.

    was there till like 9 plus. had dinner there too. i tell you, jo ann can cook man. like seriously can. the pasta and the mushroom soup tasted good. (:

    it wasnt productive. seriously. imagine having some people singing horny songs, doing stupid stuff and figuring out a blardy spec maths question which got all of us so depressed!

    had quite alot of laughters.

    came home and did nothing but onlining while staring at the chinese drama that is showing on tv. (:

    yay.. gossip girl episode 9 is done. (:

    sien laaa.. nowadays i am not so emo already. but seriously lorr.. i have issues man. i cant even tell what i am feeling as this weird kinda feeling is creeping more than abit into my mind each day.

    these weird feelings was already there when the word youu always appeared. but its not about youu. somebody else seems to bother me in many ways.

    and it just exploited my dream this morning. and a few ones before.

    its confusion. its freaking whole lots of feelings getting mixed up. its damn annoying and making me emo.

    but exams seems to be getting more and more into my mind as days pass. chemistry is coming up on wednesday and spec maths in on friday.

    much love,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Bethany Dillon - Dreamer

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  13. meteor shower?

    Friday, November 07, 2008

    hoping for the stars shower from heaven.

    this morning at 7 a.m was the maths paper. and guess what for like the first time i got up late for an exam.

    i remember i did set my alarm at 4.15 a.m but it didnt ring. or maybe i teroff it. luckily i had a reminder for exam at 6 a.m and khai shien messaged me saying that he was already coming.

    and my phone was in silent mode and i somehow felt the vibration.

    i had like nearly 15 minutes only to get ready. for the freaking first time this happened.

    today's maths paper seemed okay to me. just that i really really didnt have the time to finish. the time was horrible.

    went for breakfast at the shop behind melur till about 12 something then we came back.

    came home and watched the ending of charlotte's web and the starting of stomp the yard. then i fell asleep till like 5 p.m.

    around 6 p.m only went out to coffee bean. was there till about 9 p.m then went out to buy ramlee with jia shen.

    i was craving for ramlee so the both of us went to the ramlee stall near his place. not bad le the burger.

    then he let me drive his car. to be honest wasnt really ready for it. dont know laa. maybe i am just not to driving yet.

    and i drove back to taipan to meet up with the rest of them. seems that HE IS ACTUALLY A GOOD FRIEND to sit beside me and teach me the right stuff. (:

    went kfc cause the rest wants to eat. then about 10 plus i left with jia shen. cause its not too good for me to actually be home late.

    tomorrow i'll be out again for lunch with the rest and then to jo ann's house to study. not bad huh. (:

    ohh yeahh.. ferng lin helped me out with my laptop. something is still wrong with it but yet, thanks so much computer freak. hahahaha!

    i still have to take it over to jo ann's place tomorrow to let him check it.

    loves,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Sarah Mclaughlan - Ordinary Miracle

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 2:22 AM | 0 comments |

  14. stupid physics.

    Wednesday, November 05, 2008

    TRYING to smile.

    sorry people. i said that i would at least update everyday but i was really really too busy studying.

    too busy studying in coffee bean and by the time i am home, its late already. then i need to get my sleep so i was too lazy to on my laptop.

    yesterday's english paper was actually not too bad. the listening part was actually quite good. because the speaker was a lady, her aussie accent seems to be quite understandable.

    around 5 p.m yesterday, i went out to coffee bean to study studied physics like crap. seriously studied and discussed so much.

    came home around 10.30 p.m and rest and the got up at 3.30 a.m this morning.

    studied one whole textbook of physics. and reached college around 6.20 a.m. the physics paper was supposed to start at 7 a.m.

    physics paper was like crap! seriously like shit.

    everything we studied at coffee bean, nothing came out. nothing!

    after exam, we went melur and eat. came home and slept till about 4 something. then we went out to coffee bean again.

    got back at about 10 p.m.

    tomorrow no exam. so i should be somewhere out studying.

    maybe i'll blog the day after my maths exam. which is on friday. cause the exam is on thursday at 7 a.m.

    loves,
    sher xoxo.

    music addiction : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

    Posted by SHEREENA. written at 1:56 AM | 0 comments |

  15. moodless and senseless.

    Monday, November 03, 2008

    i am moodless.
    and i cant think still.

    okayy... now i am scared of the coming two weeks of exams. i am really really scared!

    whole load of anxiety is rushing through me now. its not tomorrow's paper that i am really afraid of, but its the day after tomorrow's paper.

    physics is like crap. like shit. i cant do it.

    the whole exam thing that starts tomorrow is making me moodless.

    i will have no time to take a nap after exam tomorrow. i need to concentrate on my physics dont matter how long it takes.

    eventhough its only going to make me have 3 or 4 hours of sleep. or maybe lesser. then i can sleep all i want the next day.

    but now i need sleep for my revision for the day after tomorrow's physics.

    goodnight people and wish me luck! (:

    plus i just saw a movie that has this hot fella. well... its makes me feel better now. :D chris evans*hot*

    with love,
    shereena.

    music addiction : Jesse Mccartney - Because You Live

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