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  1. Wednesday, November 28, 2007

    went to pyramid today with jia shen, en lin, qi hong, tim, chun kit, and cherly. supposingly was lagoon but because of the rain this morning, we cancelled it. it was a pretty regretful decision. its so sunny! and the best part is there is not much people in lagoon. ahaha.

    but we had fun in pyramid too! we watched a horror movie. scare the heck out of me. "The Last Breath". sssCccaRRyy....



    everyone freaked out after the show except chun kit. ahaha. especially tim lah. he is soooo scared. ahahahaha.

    today was a good get together. bowling, movie, eating, talking was real good. all the laughing and everything. bowling was funny. ahah. deciding where to go, look lost, dont even know where each other are, arcade, was all funny. as though everything is going hair wire but yet fun. ahahaha.

    off to bali tomorrow! and only be back on saturday. ahaha. its shopping time. this trip is going to be when i let evrything out, have lots and lots of fun and to seriously think of stuff i should be thinking about. i m having massive confusion of feelings. ahh great?!

    youu are already in the stage where i think damn alot about everything, worrying, and confusing myself off. sigh.

    okay now. i m not going to think bout it and go for a holidayy. owh shit! i have not pack. ahaha. leaving tomorrow morning somemore. nights! xoxo.
    i'll miss you.
    maybe it should come to an end.
    al
    l good things come to an end??

  2. Monday, November 26, 2007

    yes lahh. i m done and over with SPM!!!

    i've been looking forward for today since like dont know when. but biology was abit hard and the reason of it being hard is because the reading wasnt enough. finally everything is over before a whole new life, college life starts. finally!!

    it is actually quite sad though that i wont be seeing some of my friends anytime soon. except some lah. bye everyone! and good luck in everything.

    going to subang parade tonite and get my little pony... whee. ahaha. its adorable and i like it. eventhough abit too childish but there is always a kid in everyone ryte? its very pretty. =D


    i like it.*
    now its all about having fun after SPM already. supposingly tomorrow we are going to lagoon but under certain reasons i dont think we are going already. maybe we'll make it up to catch a movie together or something.
    i m thinking of cutting my hair short soon. but i m not sure when. i still like my hair but i've been with long hair for like what? since primary school. think should i cut it short? slightly shorter than shoulder length. ahaha. =) give me some suggestions. okay?
    youu are all that i think about now. since SPM is over. ahaha. <3 data-blogger-escaped-align="center" data-blogger-escaped-loves.="" data-blogger-escaped-p="">darlingg. <3 data-blogger-escaped-em="">

    You're my every,
    everything that I could ev
    er dream of.
    You are my baby love.
    Butterfiles everytime you come around.
    You're special,
    boy it's your, your style.

  3. youu.

    Friday, November 23, 2007

    ONE MORE DAY to go. one more day of exam. one more day i m gonna be in school as a twealvean. one more day in school uniforms. 26-11-2007, the last day of my high school years. i'll miss evrything about it.
    2 weeks of exam is finally coming to an end. and after that is fun time. before evryone starts going to college, national service, leaving the country and everything. this year was one heck of a year. 2007 is the year i cherish most <3 data-blogger-escaped-.="" data-blogger-escaped-align="left" data-blogger-escaped-faves.="" data-blogger-escaped-p="">woo-hoo bali here i come! 5 more days till i leave to bali. i just cant wait that i can go shopping crazy. ahaha. =) genting is also coming around the corner. i cant wait for it too. we'll have loads of fun in a group. 17-12-2007.
    when i look at you as someone i admire most, you think i m just looking at a friend. my mind is filled with thoughts of you but you wont figure it out. *sigh* well, we are great friends so i guess i wont want to break the friendship by letting you know the truth.
    your heart is a mystery to me.
    you're on my heart just like a tattoo,i'll always have youu.
    i hope you'll be my tattoo. <3 data-blogger-escaped-span="">

  4. a month.

    Friday, November 16, 2007

    wow. exactly a month off blogging. i m sorry i totally lost track. wasnt having to0 much time to go online. =)

    SPM is going on right now. but well. 6 more days to go!!! woo-hoo. i just cant wait after that. we have loads of plans already. prom? and some other things.

    on the 3rd was our graduation day. i didnt even have the time to upload the pictures. nearly cried that day when the played the video. was pretty sad leaving school. some cant wait to but definitely not me. i love high school! =)

    sad things is i m leaving high school already. i had the most fun this year over the past few. made friends with a few new ones this year that brought me loads of joy. *wink*
    dickson - sorry i always scolded you, kah tim - thanks for the fun and laughter and everything. =) and the ones before the bond is closer. alot closer. cherly & stef - the bestest friend i could ever find, qi hong - breastzz. good luck, yao yun - i'll miss you girlfriend, jia shen - you are the man. =), chun kit - cherlyy~~, walter - nicest ever, okay it'll go on and on. =) thank you soo much! its u all that made my year. i m gonna miss you guys so much!

    writing this is enough to bring me watery eyes. sobs. as people usually say, we should keep in touch. but the question is how many does? is definitely not guaranteed. but we MUST! it is a must people.

    well thats life. we have to move on with it. wish all of you out there. twealveans Class of 2007 the best of luck!

    as for you. i hope things work out well. nothing is impossible. =) i m gonna miss your laughter the most. =) iheartyouu.

    youu.*
    i miss youu loads. xoxo.

  5. Monday, October 15, 2007

    its been sometime since the last post. i damn lazy want to blog. ahaha. well... where to start? i've been seeing a few shows during this period of time. and there is one i love sooo much.

    the lake house.


    the lake house*

    this show is soo nice. omg i love it. all girls loves romance story right? its kinda like a proven fact.

    i just love the show. maybe one part of the reason is because the lead actor is hot..keanu reeves. and other than that the show is just super nice.

    the wont be anything like whats in the show ever happen in real world. if it does how nice?
    keanu reeves*


    omg he is hot hot! very yeng lerr. especially in constantine. super yeng! my name is john...john constantine quoted by him in constantine.
    well my list of hot guys will never end lahh. every month there is definite post about a guy and a hot one. hint hint* if your pic ever appears.. u know lahh. you are hot! ahaha. =)

    watching the lake house hits me that true love can wait. but well is just a show. =) but finding your true love and exchanging vowes to each other is a very magical thing as people say love is the thing we have closest to magic.

    true love? hmm...



    i m sorry my dear.
    i just cant be who you think i am.
    we can never be.
    we could only be friends or best friends.
    nothing more than that has ever crossed my mind.
    the one you are finding is not me.
    the thing you are looking for is not from me.
    i m truly very sorry.


    only you can brighten up my day. one and only. youu.

  6. stef's bday

    Tuesday, October 02, 2007

    this is gonna be one long post.

    sorry stef i didnt post about your birthday on the exact day itself. but.. nevermind lahh ryte?? =D

    on september 28th, it was stephanie's birthday! my bestest friend ever. actually i've know her since kindergarden but you know kids mix around with anybody and then forget them. ahaha.

    she is always there for me without fail. i love her soo much! we can share practically evrything and anything. from very minor things to major ones that no one knows. i wonder how my high school life would be without her. see steph.. u are important u know.. ahahahaha.

    this girl had finally turn 16!

    HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN STEPHANIE!!!
    love ya loads. xoxo. (thats actually what was written on the cake)



    yours truly and the birthday girl. love her to bits.*


    we were all invited to stephanie's birthday dinner at

    strawberry fields.
    7 pm onwards.

    as usual malaysian people are not punctual.. we started at 8 something i guess. it was her treat so evryone ordered side orders and main course thats for sure. =)

    but.. 3 people couldnt make it. yao yun dear, cherly darling and tim. thats the sad part. cherly forgot that it was her dad's birthday. ahaha.

    i bought her a cake. oh no its "we". evryone shared. went to booked it the day before in secret recipe. stef didnt even know that the cake existed at first. she got a shocked when the cake appeared. and as usual we sang her a birthday song like damn loud. i hope we werent distracting people. but they shuld be happy for her right? ahahaha.


    blueberry cheesecake*



    feeling happy while we sang for her*



    they stuck the candle deep in the cake and want her to get it out with her mouth. aiya you know lah what was our real intension. then nicholson just push her head right into the cake. damn sad lahh.

    everybody was like...i dont feel like eating the cake already. lol.

    all of us had loads of fun and everybody having their own sweet time taking pictures. including me of course.


    me and qi hong*



    yyling and me*


    after strawberry fields, we all headed to baskin robbins. the walk there was noisy and everyone just stared at us. *jakoons

    in baskin robbins itself also we making soo much of noise already. luckily there wasnt alot of people.

    aiya we did the usual thing lahh. taking pictures like nobody's business.


    me, stephanie (the birthday girl), and yyling*


    chun kit and me*


    mr justin low and mua*


    chai yew wei*


    su ann dear*



    one big happy family.*

    and lastly... group picture. but 3 people are not in it.. no its 4.
    jia shen, qi hong, yy ling and ferng lin.

    thanks steph for the lovely night! and thank you puan evelyn... ahaha

    had a lot a fun yesterday night! =)


  7. fucking bitch

    Saturday, September 29, 2007

    wat the hell is your problem lah?
    read already then fine lahh. why must go tell my mum?
    youu too free already is it?
    go find something meaningful to do lahh.
    well.. i cant blame you. no life people does stupid things.
    what to do right? ass(s) like youu. aihz.. tsk tsk.
    people like youu do not earn my respect!
    get a life lahh.

  8. Wednesday, September 26, 2007

    *smiles*
    havent been updating for a week plus already. a week seems to past soo fast. and that means is gonna be nearer to november 12th. aihz. shittyy shit...
    i like the song big girls dont cry by fergie. i just dont know why. ahaha. and 1973 by james blunt. i mean i like lots of songs now. but these are the ones that are highlighted.
    watched the VMA last saturday. was quite boring lah. and they cut alot!!! why lah.... adam levine was hot! and mr. JT.. a.k.a justin timberlake.

    school was fine.
    bored with the stupid exams.
    got latih tubi somemore.
    one thing is good that...we are on holiday next week!
    oooo-yeah!

    you.. hmm.. nevermind nothing.


    [you]

  9. Monday, September 17, 2007

    was suppose to be in tuition now. but.. we skipped! because we din have the transport. stef couldnt make it. anyway i was lazy to go. i'd rather stay at home then go there. 2 hours there just pass soo slow.. tick-tock*

    i miss you.
    why is it soo hard to reach you huh?

    talking to you brightens my day.
    but i havent been doing it for some time already. =(
    its you sabah boy. ahaha.

    yeah! finally exams are nearly over. except bio 3. argh...i dislike bio. eventhough its pretty intresting. * woo-hoo*** 1-more-to-go
    i want my new room.
    but the problem is i don't have the guts to ask my mum.
    i want it badly.
    thinking of already owning it puts a wide smile on my face. =)
    please.

    ps:iheartyou. darling.

  10. Friday, September 14, 2007

    i m feeling soo empty now.

    i hate it.

    and sleepy too.

  11. oh my god. eww!!!

    what the heck was on my mind?? *shaking from head to toe*

    damn gross man. argh!! why you??!! of all the person around me..
    ___________________________________________________________________

    one hectic week had just passed.. relieved* i dont have to drink those coffee(s) anymore to keep me awake. cafein is just not my thing. =)

    a list i just made. no not just. but recently. yup thats the word. *vocab is getting worst*:

    *i need a new room. i meant customizing. (but.. mummy please..it wouldnt
    cost that much.preeetty please?)

    *i miss derek yong alot! you better be back soon my dear.. =)

    *do my spm well. i m starting to feel "it" (itu pressure) coming already. shitty.

    thats all that i remember what i made. the paper just went somewhere. missing. i just forgot where i kept it. =D

    gosh.. i hope things go on well. i've been having massive screw ups lately. aihz.. *thinking positive is the start to everything right??*

    =) smile.

  12. promise.

    Wednesday, September 12, 2007

    today chemistry paper was not soo good. i expected to be able to do it well but aihz... was just bad... argh!

    tomorrow physics!! one of my weak subject. how lah???? another day of waking up at 4 again tomorrow. after this week trials i'll sleep all i want. ahaha. *sleepy*

    everyone definitely made a promise but somehow certain people just don't keep it. i'm soo fed up of having those fake hopes. hopes that would make me feel soo happy and then take it away from me. if you can't do it then don't promise please. i m sick and tired of it!!!

    just grow up lah okay? don't bullshit. i hate you for it*

    feeling damn emo now. just don't feel like talking to anybody. for once do something for me...get the hell out of my life.


    a promise you've once made. remember?*



  13. Monday, September 10, 2007

    yesterday was boring! suppose to be studying but ended up sleeping and watching shows. damn smart ryte?? ahahaha.

    watched high school musical 2. the show was okay.. very lively.. finally i have a new perception on zac efron. he is kinda hot.. omg did u see his eyes?? damn blue damn nice....

    after HSM2 i was going through the channels and they were showing you me and dupree..


    you,me and dupree*

    watching this show remind me of youu. i kept the ticket for the movie but now i lost it. i guess both of us just weren't meant to be.
    it was our first show together after we knew each other. i missed those times.
    well its history.
    crap!!! today add maths paper 2 very hard... *sob sob* i am soo gonna die for my add maths.. shit!!!! how lah??? aihz.
    today is the first day of "the program". hope it will work out. see how it goes. *keeping my fingers cross* =)
    adios.

  14. hott guys.

    Sunday, September 09, 2007

    after two mornings waking up at 430 is killing me. very tiring!! even during exam i feel like sleeping. *yawns*

    woke up at 730 this morning to go to school for maths extra classes. well it helped. so i don't mind waking up early. *semangat man!* thats the way lah...

    steph bought the new seventeen magazine and i was distracted by the magazine than studying... the things in the mag are soo nice! i want it... =(


    me reading seventeen.. woo-hoo*

    watched janice dickenson modelling agency yesterday.. omg.. i tell u ar the guys are superbly hot!! i meant the body.. incompeteable. but as for looks only a few of them.

    especially this dude. brian kehoe. first time see him also my eyes were glued onto him.. the packs and the lines and everything.. eff-ing hott!!

    brian kehoe*hottie alert

    but i heard he is gay. why lah the hott guys are almost all gays?? too hot till don't like girls already ka? mike he, wentworth miller, brian kehoe.. wat lah... brian is gaying with this guy.. a new model in the 3rd season..


    grant whitney*
    hot ryte?? the body also damn nice. this is the only picture i can find from him. well guy models are most of the time topless. aiyo.. why be gay lah??
    his body not bad ryte?? maybe the packs are not that obvious but still nice. ahaha. i find guys with those two lines from the siide are sexy. and don't ask me why. i have no idea...
    now i m the mood of posting about dudes i find them eff-ing hott.. well girls wat ryte?? definitely bout guys lah. *wink =)*
    my company to chat bout hott guys is stef! we can go on and on just talking bout them. its like an endless topic. =D

    enrique* post for the 2nd time*
    enrique will be soon on my wall. poster! he is hott too. a current male singer that i m drooling about.
    and we talked about vj's today.. well the hottest is utt. the best among all the vj's! (too me) *woo-hoo* he is a thai you know? he is on my wall too. utt..utt..

    utt*
    thats all for the post bout hott dudes. ahaha. i'll keep the rest for next. maybe later. *winks* the list is just too long.
    its one boring day today. and next week is one hectic week.. shit man. argh!! tomorrow i m gonna spend lots of time with me "beloved" books. (lets just see what happen. i don't think i'll stick to it for long)
    i miss youu. hope youu are doing fine. *smile more my friend*

  15. back.

    Friday, September 07, 2007

    finally i m back after a week plus off-blogging. *whee*

    have been darn busy with trials and soo sleepy... *yawns* got up at 4 in the morning for today and yesterday STUDYING.. can u believe it?? shereena is studying weih.... a shocking news. 2 and the half weeks of trials... one down one and the half more to go..

    just got back home from tuition and someone in tuition had this small "thing"..furry thing named chloe i guess.. its a.... um.. owh ya. Sugar glider. whatever that is. its small and ugly and it JUMPS and with a looong tail. there is something with furry things and me. NO WAY....

    basically i dont have anything in particular to talk about =D just for the sake of keeping the blog alive..... =)

    i guess thats just it. one boring post.

    (i had this weird dream about you last night. well... nevermind)