ps : i heart you ♥

what is it that i really want about you? i am doubting and questioning myself too much.

i dont even know what i want anymore.
what i meant is ideal person la.

but...
i want chace crawford!
i want the blue sony t2.
i want k660i.
i want to eat marble cheese cake!
i want a red volkswagen beetle.
i want a pair billabong jeans.
i want the blouse i saw in dorothy perkins.
i want to go hong kong AGAIN!
i want to own a suzuki swift.
i want he jun xiang and wu chun . not as much as chace crawford.
i want chad michael murray! but not as much as chace crawford.
i want a Guess? watch.
i want those perfect guys in shows appearing in real life.
i want that Guess? handbag.
i want you biatch out of my sight.
i want to go Monash next year.
i want you, hottie to appear infront of me more often.
i want to eat lamb chop suddenly.
i want blue eye guys appearing more in malaysia. well at least good looking ones.
i want to drive as soon as possible.

i want to go Monash in Clayton on my 21st birthday year.
i want more sleepovers.
i want to go on trips with friends.
i want to go to Europe and New York.
i want to get a night out. i dont get them.

i want to stay in Melbourne. for good.
i want to be able to go shopping without looking at price tags.
i want to be a better person. i hope so.
i want the downloads for gossip girls to move faster. and so does my one tree hill.

i want back my high school moments.

i want back the bonds that i had with my good good friends.

i want those days back again.
i want alot more....

come to think about it i want alot more than this. just that i suddenly can't remember the full list.

at least there are things i actually want badly and craving for. partially good partially not good.