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Wednesday, 9 September 2009.


uni was as usual today. among all my classes, i still like my maths class. its a small class and people talk to each other. its good. (:

went to safeway at moonee ponds today to get some chicken thigh fillets and two packets of potato chips. the chicken was for tonight's dinner and the potato chips are for my late night munching. :DD

i cooked dinner tonight! fried rice. and it tasted good. well... not bad for a first timer. i've never cooked anything from scratch before.

my cousin and uncle was my guinea pig. and cousin had two plates. so i guess its good enough? ahahaha!

tomorrow i am starting at 11.30 am so i only have to leave at 10 am. that means, tonight can sleep later and tomorrow can wake up later. ((((:

i shall skype with mum, watch bones and hope to have a chat with you. (:

you've seen it all. you always give me hope. and every single time, you make me feel comfortable with you. to me, thats enough. you said we'll try tonight. i hope so.

but somehow, i have a feeling you'll let me down again.

loves,
shereena.

Tuesday, 8 September 2009.

just got home from dinner at north essendon? keilor rd. had indian food for dinner. well.. i dont fancy it back home and i really dont fancy spicy food. but tonight's dinner was not bad.

and it was my cousin's treat. had that usual on and off conversations with him. but it became better when we were talking about alcohol. funny somehow.

just that we dont talk much. end of story.

i didnt manage to stream tvb series to watch. the wanted i wanted to watch had some problem. sooo in the end i was watching 鬥牛。要不要 again.


i've watched it but i absolutely loveeeee the main actor. damn hot sexy cool dude. and looks good in suits. hot hot hot. Mike 賀軍翔. :DDDD

when i was in the train on my way home this afternoon, i overhead some aussie teenage people talking about some chinese dude in their school.

they were saying "kan nin na" and translated it in english. it sounded so funny. i wanted to laugh out loud but it will be so weird. imagine saying that with a full aussie accent. it sounds horrible.

HAHA.

tonight, i mean later, i'll do my maths and then watch somemore episodes of bones. i am like hooked to it. i am almost at the end of season 3.

season 2 of 90210 premieres tonight in the US. i soooo want to watch it. and new season 5 of supernatural premieres on thursday. ((((: lets wait till next tuesday or monday when i bring my laptop to uni, i'll download it. :D

oklaaa.. off to some work, maybe mum will call in an hour, then watch some episodes of bones, then go to bed.

tomorrow have to leave the house at 8 am. class starts at 9.30 and finishes at 12.30. i may need to cook dinner tomorrow night. fried rice? lets hope it will turn out good. ahah!

bye peeps!

much love,
sher xoxo.

was going around facebook just now before lecture. and looking at this someone's profile and pictures.

it brought me back to the good old days where i was a naive little kid, having a huge major crush on a senior of mine. managed to get his phone number, even talked to him on the phone for a couple of times.

and one day i told a stranger which is now my best friend that i have this huge major crush on this boy. which turns out to be her friend. and she told him!

try pick a guess who she is. ahahaa! its so predictable. :DD

he was being a usual teenage boy, a 14 year old, avoided me. how sadd huh.

but from time to time we would say hi to each other, talked very very few words. but that awkwardness lasted all the way until he left school. it was weird and somehow funny when i thought back.

and... i still find him cute though. ahah!

despite of all the stuff i heard about him, somehow or rather, he is nice laaaa.

i am now eating sushi rolls and prolly streaming some tvb videos to watch. i have three hours to spare. hmm...

after maths class i'll be going home and later tonight going to go eat dinner with my cousin and uncle. cause the chef of the house, my aunty, is on vacation for a week.

so yesterday's dinner was maggi noodle for me. but its nice. (:

oklaaa. i'll maybe have an update later tonight or may not. ciao people!

loves,
shereena.

Monday, 7 September 2009.

in programming lecture now. the lecturer just shouted "oi! shut up!" to the whole class. and instantly everyone kept quiet. not bad eh?

remember i was saying that i would wake up early to study. the alarm did wake me up but i just wouldnt want to get off the bed.

replied cherly's sms and she was still awake. dont know what she doing laa. heard my cousin getting ready and going out to work.

then i set my alarm another one hour later and continue sleeping. oooo ya that was 4.30 am. soo 5 something it rang again and i did the same old thing again right up to 8.30 am.

that was when i got up. i sort of gave up on it already. but somehow something is bothering in my mind which makes me not sleep like a dead log but somehow awake. i am not sure whether was it about the test.

got ready, ate breakfast then left the house. had to walk down to the station today cause the bus timing is abit off for me. cause if i would have took the bus, i wont reach uni on time.

read my programing textbook all the way from pascoe vale station to flinders street. walked over to platform 7 waiting for the riversdale train. i was too engrossed with my book till i missed the train. it was right in front of me. when i realised and wanted to press the button, it started moving already.

then walked back to platform 2 for the lilydale train and it was delayed by 5 mins.

went for maths class. borrowed a pen from julian cause i forgot to bring my pencil case. talked to him for a bit about programming cause he took this already. he is taking the higher programming one now.

according to him, its easy if you do all the lab work. i did all except last week. ahaha!

had a pat on the back and got wished good luck and i went to the library to charge my laptop. did the programming homework then went for lab.

to my suprise, it wasnt that hard! well.... i could do it. so means its actually quite easy. a 50 mins test and i completed in half an hour? hmm.... not bad eh?

went to a cafe on campus to have lunch with my partner. my blueeee macbook. (:

and now, sitting here blogging in programming lecture. ahaha! i know. study~ focus~ aiya knowing me, say only laa.


i may not be your nicest friend. or at least i never like showing myself to be too nice.

i think that being here alone, make me become more like this. i know i was like this before. even some noticed. but i think now it became worse.

when you are so use to being alone, you tend to care less, you tend to not bother, and you tend to just let go.

or at least thats what is shown on the outside and thats what people see about you. whatever is in the inside, dont matter.

whenever people say "oh dont judge a book by its cover." its just bullshit. everyone does. the cover is the first thing you see. the moment you see something, you'll already judge it. so? what the hell.

sher.

Sunday, 6 September 2009.

woke up around 10 something today. fried eggs with bread for breakfast. then dont know what i did till it was 1 something.

came online, picked up my programming stuff and read but nothing went in. i still dont understand a thing. how am i to survive tomorrow's test? i gave up. watched a few episodes of bones. and it was already 4 something.

had a short video call with en lin. cause he wanted to show me the sunset off his windows. after that it was video call with ferng lin cause he was at yao yun's house. god knows why he is there also.


as usual laaa.. he is being ferng lin. being annoying and couldnt stop insulting me.

i was hungry....talked to him till almost 6 pm while yao yun was stressing over her assignment on the other end.

went downstairs and munched some cookies and waited for australian idol. watching halfway i had to go and cook the spaghetti. you know just boiled it up. cause aunty pre made the bolognese sauce yesterday night cause she will be away for a few days and that was for tonight's dinner.

well... it was good. (:

i dont know what i was doing also until now. its already 10 something. i havent been studying much. been procastinating alot. i shall go to bed now and wake up early in the morning to study.

lets hope it works?

seriously... i dont like programming. not only for it being hard to understand but somehow during labs, i am working with myself. and thats not fun.

on the other note,

I HATE THIS! i really do. its not about the test tomorrow. i just hate this! maybe i am just being the worse friend you could find. i am not as nice or friendly as it may seem like.

just leave me alone. please and thank you. i dont need anybody or anything right now. and certainly dont need to be taught at this moment. just go away.

maybe its a part of me that will never change.

shereena.

you always make me dream.

slept early the night before. i was acually watching so you think you can dance till 12 something and then came upstairs on my laptop and the moment i lie on the bed i fell asleep.

my laptop was on till morning and the room lights were on till morning. uncle woke me up at 9 something only i realise i fell asleep just like that.

so in the end, there were no chats and no movies. sien...

went to some market today with uncle and aunty. then went for italian lunch. yum yum~ the pasta portion was quite big and only cost $15. (:

and then followed then to some nursery and bought a pot of roses. back home, you drag me go i also wont go. hmmm....

came home and played sim city (just downloaded :D) on my phone and slept from 3 something to 7 pm.

watched shall we dance after dinner. jennifer lopez is seriously damn hot and sexy. i guess latinos are like that huh.

just got my windows live messenger fixed. i messed up with the proxy settings i guess. now it is okay already! (((((:

and i shall pray hard i'll see you tonight. <3

much love,
sher xoxo.

Friday, 4 September 2009.


i had the whole carriage to myself today. i was the only one in it. well.... luckily the ones before and after had people. so at least it wasnt scary. ahah!

once i reached uni's station, i bumped into julian. then went to the cafe to get some coffee and muffin before class started.

class finished at 1.30 pm so i went to flinders and waited for jia shen. then went to eat at target on bourke street.

after food we went walking around city. just randomly walking aimlessly on the street. talked, laughed, kena zhat by him as usual, and i'll whack him back. this is how our friendship are. funny as it seems, its been keeping quite well. (:

then it rained and we had no where to go plus jia shen had to wait in the city till 6 pm for his bro to finish work so we went to find loong.

that fella ahh... play basketball until injured his lips till need stitches. but he is fine. just some stitches on his lips.

dont know what we doing there also. me and loong ended up whacking jia shen. seeing loong sit on jia shen. seeing jia shen reading a magazine like thingy on why be a vegetarian. suddenly kena zhat by loong and as usual kena whack by me. ahaha!

was there till about 4.30 pm and i left. left the two of them together. they sent me downstairs when i was leaving.


loong has this pair of big size pink slippers for female visitors to his house.

took a bus home. have i ever mentioned that there is this house i absolutely love? every single time i will stare at it whenever the bus passed by.

i dont know why but i have this very strange feeling towards this house. not the creepy feeling but the feeling that i absolutely have no idea how to describe.

i think there is this one guy only that stays in that house. i think la. but its this big, grey modernized house. and a bmw 3 series parked at the parking lot. dont know laaa.. something about it catches my eye every single time.

for the first time i have such a feeling towards a house. hmm...?

came home and lazed around then had dinner. now i watching some random show on tv. got nothing interesting to watch laaa.

was reading some comments and browsing through some pictures. i wonder why i have this sort of weird feeling when i saw it. i thought i let go already. or maybe i really did but you know somehow sometimes somethings dont leave you so fast. it will stay for quite abit until a person completely moved on.

i sure hope it is like that. i dont want to make things complicated. the simpler i keep things to be, the simpler the feelings is for me.

ahhh enough of that. thats ancient history.

now, or maybe later, i hope to see you online to have a chat with you. but you were always busy and so hard to catch hold. the only time i could catch hold of you is during very very late nights. hmm...

well... keeping my fingers crossed. if not, i'll watch bones season 3. ahaha! cause during the weekends i must study for programming instead of watching show.

oklaaa~ uncle just turn the channel and they are showing their australian footy. since i dont know how it works, i shall do what i am always good at, look for hot guys! ahahaha!

yay! i am excited. next week, all the new season for the series i lovee watching is starting. 90210, Supernatural, Bones, Gossip Girl and ONE TREE HILL~! cant wait. ((((((: then i can go download from uni. :D

good night everybody~

lots of love,
shereena.

Thursday, 3 September 2009.


you always make me dream, make me think of you after the slightest thing you said to keep me companied.

ended up sleeping at 4 am this morning. i think it by far the latest i've stayed awake ever since i got here. i miss it. ahaha! i used to sleep damn late when i was back in malaysia. i mean very early in the morning. ((:

maybe today also? since i slept so much in the afternoon. and if there are interesting people to chat with. if not maybe i can watch bones.

uni was as usual today. woke up at 9.30 am this morning. got ready and took the 10 am bus. went to uni for only an hour class then came back already.

read some blogs then slept for 4 hours. ahaha!

i got electronic projects assignment havent do. i damn lazy laaaa. have to find out the behaviour of the electronic components. sien..

but should be very fast one la. i think.

oklaaaa. i should be off to some homework. after that maybe i can watch my show and maybe some late night chats? aha!

ciao~

loves,
sher xoxo.

Thursday, 3 September 2009.

as i've said. whenever i thought i could depend on you, you let me down. but everytime you never fail to keep making me depend on you.

until now, you still sweep me off my feet. i just wonder why.

i was too free this afternoon after i came back. did my own manicure. now my nail tip's are blueeee! just bought the colour today at moonee ponds. 2 for $4. cheap cheap.

today was just like any other days. went for electronic projects' lab and there were only 3 people. including me. thats like so sad you know.

then went for engineering maths class. i think my only friend in uni is julian. i always see him in the train. almost everyday we finish the same time and take the same time out of uni so i will end up talking to him until he reaches richmond.

sometimes one friend is all you need.

tomorrow i have only one class. 1130 to 1230. then maybe after that i go moonee ponds walk walk abit. stay at home always quite sien.

every other days i come home i go up to my room either watch some show on my laptop or go to sleep until dinner. siennn...

maybe friday going for badminton with jia shen. talking about sports, i havent been playing in ages. the last time? hmmm....?? form 5? HAHA.

then maybe catch dinner before coming home. see la how.

tang kah tim told me he is going ireland to study. seriously? anyways, i am happy for him though. but if it is, he is going to leave soon. ):

well.. lets just hope when i go back next year end, i'll see him. whatever it is, study hard la friend. :D

now, i shall not care, not ask and dont bother. its too dramatic for me to keep up. i shall mind my own business. i am too tired.

its never my problem. never is and never was.

since i am starting late tomorrow, i shall sleep late tonight. maybe watch some episodes of bones. (:

much love,
shereena.

new skin. new start. i shall only use this for a month. this new thingy is driving me nuts. one month no blog count...? ):

i still prefer the old skin format.

yay! my internet is back to normal. fills up my time at night. and so that i wouldnt sleep too early. i feel useless sleeping so early.

if you guys know me well enough, i dont sleep early. regardless of what time i have to wake up the next morning.

without the internet i sleep at 1030. boring shit.

i dropped my phone just now. ): my blueee w595. now the corner got a little crack. sien. my phone....

HAHAAHAHA! classic chat log moment. there goes his so called man-ness. and i am good enough to promote for him. (: HAHA! i am the greatest friend he could ever find. ahah!

now i am turning perasan. :D

luckily i bought the belt back home. i mean here isnt expensive but i paid RM24 and here is around $19 or $29. see the difference? ahah! and... i've been seeing alot of people around wearing like that.

and i am in need of a pair of flats. i've been seeing alot but its like $29. should i buy? or is it too expensive? hmm...?

wore leggings today. when i dont wear, the weather is hot sometimes. when i wear, its cold today. not very cold la. but the leggings is damn thin.

now i want boots, flats and a black wool cardigan, and maybe some polo tee? HAHAH.

at the AGSE building now. just finished telecommunication lecture. i prefer sitting in this building cause they provide comfy chairs and table rather than the library area which are metal chairs and table. and its cold out there. one thing about here is that there isnt a plug.

dont know the internet connection back home when only can go online. i got my stupid electronic projects assignment to do. the last time was about the water alarm, this time its an electronic cricket. great....

next monday got programming test. how laaaaa? i am damn lost in programming. the codes are pretty hard to get. have to practice but practice how? nobody to ask also when i dont know. hmmm...?

now i am having 3 hours break. one hour online one hour do electronics project assignment one hour makan.

then after that one hour engineering maths class then go home.

a little bit about last week, saturday went makan chinese food with jia shen and loong. and we went groceries shopping. went to the asian market. oh ya and went shopping. shopping with two guys. imagine that. and.... i wasnt the one who wanted to shop. it was jia shen cause he wants to look for a jacket.

ended up he bought two tshirts. the plain coloured ones 2 for $25. okay what.

then sunday went out to meet up with the S9s for ernest's belated birthday celebration. ate at lygon street. had risotto, pasta and pizza. oh ya and chocolate cake. i like that cake. rich and yummy~

michelle, i want the pictures. (:

only 6 of us went cause ken and yong shen couldnt make it. after lunch we went our separate ways. audrey and daniel went home. ernest and michelle went for some meeting thingy at michelle friend's house. me and jia shen went shopping for jacket at melbourne central.

he ended up buying the jacket from Industrie. i find the guy clothes from that brand are pretty good looking. price wise, okayy laaa not the very expensive kind.

actually he saw this damn hot leather jacket. but its damn expensive. i think $700 or $600. but got 50% discount. but still? still expensive.

after that, we went home. it was a sunday so no bus service for me. had to walk up but really it is good exercise. i dont exercise often. so yeaa.

if the internet is still not working when i get back later, i'll watch bones season 2. (: eventhough i watched the last episode of season 4 on tv already, its still nice to watch on. and omg seriously david boreanaz is damn hot. seriously. :D

i guess now, it feels better. apart from still feeling curious, it feels better. i guess what tim and qihong told me was right.

i have to learn to take things less seriously. and it always takes a friend to remind me that.

i miss people whom i worked with. nick, vanessa, issac, jun, bryan and the rest. well not all but most of them. was chatting with nick for abit just now. i still remember the way he laughed. damn funny. uncle nick~

work was work but we also had lots of fun. :D

much love,
sher xoxo.