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  1. 21 days.

    Friday, February 15, 2008

    stoopid lahh. supposed to go online yesterday to blog about valentines but my connection got problem. damn annoying. when i was about to go to sleep only can connect. what the heck right? nevermind at least now i can go online. woo-hoo 21 days to go!

    i dont know why but i think i have a really strong crush on him. =) everyday i will try my best to at least have a glance of him. ahhh... the last time i really had this major crush thing was really long ago. =D



    you look hot in that white shirt you wore* in fact it is very hot.

    seeing you walking right past me puts a smile on my face. and yesterday it gave me an even wider smile. it was valentines and it was the first time this had ever happened. it wasnt like any other days. <3

    now when i have the time, i always thought about you in mind. hehee. i dont even care what others say, to me he looks great! the look of u seems to be in my mind like everytime. =)

    is it always that, when you want to get over someone means you must have another person in mind? to get over of youu that happened. it took me damn long to actually got over everything. but its a good thing. me and youu will only be great great friends.

    yesterday's valentines was different. cause you know lahh last time school where can people just give flowers, teddy bears, holding hands and stuff. seeing couples so sweet and mushy. soo cute.

    all of us ( one bunch of us old friends) are single. so we had fun too. the funniest is jia shen lahh. renting himself hor? rent means should promote right? mana tau he wear damn casual. of all thing yesterday. what lahh... they went pyramid but i got stupid LAN classes so have stay back. annoying.


    love notes*

    floating everywhere yesterday just to find the right one.

    tomorrow i going out with cherly and michelle to kl. cherly is gonna drive us and i'll lead the way. i hope i get the right way to pavillion or klcc. and return home safely. keep my fingers cross. xoxo.

    oh god. i just saw him just now when i went out for dinner. he looks sexy with that attire. he actually stays somewhere near? i wonder where. if not he wouldnt have appeared here. =D lucky me. ahhh.

    i like those eyes of yours.


  2. 26 days

    Sunday, February 10, 2008

    i am finally home from raub. Chinese New Year was very normal apart from gambling and getting angpau's. i didnt really enjoy myself cause i fell sick. annoying-nya. every single time without fail, i'll get sick when i go back to raub. maybe i am too used to polluted air.

    the holidays past really fast. i am not done with my homework yet. common test is coming around the corner. argh lots of things. i just cant wait till march 7th. 26 days more to go before i am off to the place i fell in love when i was a kid.


    i am left alone to walk through everything* waiting for you my dear.

    why do you say to taking chances? i wish i could make up my mind. pictures of you. pictures of me. in my mind.

    qi hong, chun kit and yew wei went back to their ns camp already. another month till i see them again. i know they'll have lots of fun. =) was really good seeing them that day. at least we had fun chit-chatting about ns, i had fun pouring salt into jenn hsen's mcflurry and stealing jia shen's fries. the laughters*


  3. Tuesday, February 05, 2008

    okayy. they are home! tonight we'll have a gathering for them at starbucks. we were there the day before they left to ns. =) we talked and saw them for the last time before they went bald. haha.

    my high school friends are those that i will never forget about. especially that group of them. you know who you are! my favourites.

    i miss form 5 the most. the year where i had most fun, met some new friends which i got really close to, struggled through exams, and had a fun trip.

    to me now friends are practically part of my everything. =D



    the friendship that we had*

    part of my hidden treasures. even we seldom meet nor talk, i know you will still be a part of me. i hope i'll keep to my promises.

    after the gathering tonight, i'll be leaving to raub, my hometown for chinese new year. somehow i dont know why i m not really looking forward to it already. sighs* i'll only be back on sunday.

    anyway Happy Chinese New Year peoples!


  4. Monday, February 04, 2008

    now no need to end with an emo speech already. all the emoness is over. now is the happy parts. i've sort of know things about him already. even its that tiny little thing about him i m happy. he is hot*

    everything seemed to have came to an end. i wonder what will happen tomorrow. seeing all this things happening is creeping me out. i dont want to lose anyone at all. but i know its impossible.

    to some love is everything. to some friends and family is everything. to lose any of it will be really terrible. but thats the way of life. you cant cling onto anything forever right?


    eternity?*

    tomorrow should be meeting the guys in taipan. but not sure where yet. its been a months plus since they left to ns. seeing them would be good. i miss them. qi hong will be back in 24 hours. woot*

    omg. seriously lahh i cant get him off my eyes. been staring at it for some time already. this kinda feeling had been gone for some time. and its back! <3 a stranger i never knew.


  5. Saturday, February 02, 2008

    yay! i finally know his name already. i m in the happy mood already. woo-hoo* seriously very happy. =) saw him today. hottie.

    i m looking forward for tuesday. they are coming back from NS! we should be meeting up on tuesday. then wednesday going back to hometown.

    chinese new year. looking forward for it. angpau(s), new clothes, red colour, food, gambling, wondering around, staying up late, visitings. woot* i got angpau already. =D

    over youu*


  6. Monday, January 28, 2008

    woo hoo i love one tree hill soo much. i just couldnt get bored of it. chad michael murray is hot!! i've only watched episode 1 of season 5. just finish downloading the 2nd episode. woot*

    college was pretty normal today. time passed kinda fast also. had lunch today with tim. luckily got him teman me if not i sure alone at mcdonalds or something. thanks tim!

    went yamcha after college with jia shen, cherly and sheng loong. i tell u ahh, with this bunch of people like jia shen and cherly, eating and drinking is always a problem. they will make you laugh non stop.

    today was just like normal. nothing much. and i didnt see that hottie today. so sadd. two days already =( . but instead i saw youu. you look hot! really goodd.

    youu*


  7. Sunday, January 27, 2008

    i stayed up till 1 something yesterday to watch stormbreaker. the show not bad. steph told me that the guy in the show is hot. so how could i not watch.. =)

    omg. he is seriously very hot. and he is 18 this year. o0o. his body damn nice. hot hot hot. scouting for hot guys is part of a girl's life. =D


    alex pettyfer*


    hottie*

    my eyes were glued to the tv eventhough i was very very sleepy. =D my new favourite guy. woot* blondes are hot!


    hot body*

    went to pavilion today. i love shopping there. not soo many people. maybe cause the place is big. bought some new year clothes. spent about 100 plus. hehe.

    i m so sorry. i didnt do it on purpose. well everyone have to move on. i have to and so do you. i know you can soo prove everyone wrong that u can. cheer up and accept the fact that it is over. if not you'll be the one who suffers at the end. be strong.

    stay strong. *


  8. Saturday, January 26, 2008

    i didnt see him today. for 2 weeks in a row i've been seeing him in college. mana tau today didnt. sob sob. nevermind. maybe monday?

    so far my classmates are not bad. been going out for break with them. sometimes cherly will join us. they think that cherly is jia shen's girlfriend. haha. opposite attracts. cute lah the two of them. wait. i'll be weird. funny.

    went to taipan with cherly and jia shen today. laughed like mad women lah. with them life was never boring. can laugh and laugh and laugh. i love them lah. jia shen should consider being a comedian. cherly? aim to marry a rich guy? and name the first kid durian, pineapple or papaya. hahaha. =)

    and when cherly is driving please dont tell jokes. its badd. can cause severe problems. like fatal problems. she'll laugh non stop while driving. thats bad. =D


    dont be jealous. its over.


  9. Friday, January 25, 2008

    went to pyramid with my new classmates yesterday. quite a fun group. we watched gabriel. the guy in the show is HOT. the tatto so yeng. eventhough it is a fake one. he looks like J.P Calderon. the model. the only reason that i continue watching the show. but overall its okayy.


    andy whitfield.*

    bought 2 new year clothes from padini concept store. and got my pyjamas pants from f.o.s. it was a good thing that i dont have to go shopping by myself cause i have cherly gan with me. haha. full time shopaholic lah she.



    always inside. fear that it would fly away*

    i hate it. i am always scared of this kinda stuff. eventhough i see youu almost everyday, the feeling youu give me is not the same anymore. dont have the heart pumping fast and adrenaline rushing to your head kind of feeling already. faded away.

    woo hoo. i've been seeing my so called hottie everyday in college. but always from far. a distance away. when will i get to know your name? =) you wore red today.. hehe.


  10. Sunday, January 20, 2008

    college is tiring. but yet fun. sometimes. at least my class isnt that bad. my lecturers are good except one temporary lecturer. everyday also got homework. must get up so early. even earlier than i normally go to school last time.

    friday was the first time i laughed soo much in english class. the funniest is Xenopause. quoted to be men's menopause. =D

    remember i said about a class outing? now it is said to be next wednesday. on thaipusam. i need to go and shop for stuff. i couldnt find it yesterday in midvalley eventhough i practically looked everywhere.

    i found a hottie in taylors. well to me lah. have been saying that he is since day one i saw him. eventhough i dont know who he is, at least the good part is i bump into him almost everyday. somehow somewhere at random i'll see him. =)



    hot + cute =)

    three times means i really mean it. cute!

    everything is turning out good i guess. except the fact that i think i m over youu. nothing is going to happen anyway. seeing youu everyday doesnt make me feel any better. well.. almost everyday. its been 6 months since i see you differently. none of those times paid off.


  11. NYC

    Monday, January 14, 2008

    another day of college had just passed. the same old usual thing. met dickson today after like what? ever since college started i've not seen him eventhough he is just next door.

    there is a class outing this saturday. said to be this saturday. i want to go and watch game plan. haha. hope it'll be fun.



    brooklyn bridge, manhattan*

    have you ever wish to be somewhere ever since you were a kid? mine had always been New York City and i dont know why. =) but i love it.


  12. Sunday, January 13, 2008

    one week of college had just passed. everything seems fine. except for stoopid LAN subject. whenever they have moral studies i'll be alone for one hour ler. luckily i found peoples to teman me. monday is steph, adrian and willie. thursday still dont have. friday tim i guess. but i wont bug him all the time lah.

    hoping to see derek soon. if he ever comes to taylors and visit. havent really had a chat with him for some time.


    ily.*

    will youu see me the way i see youu? i dont even know whats in my mind now about youu. everything seems so blurred. i really miss those laughters of yours around me. <3


  13. Thursday, January 10, 2008

    today my heng dai birthday! Mr. Lim Qi Hong. a.k.a qiqi. finally turning 18. legal for everything and he is soo happy about it.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI HONG!

    me and qiqi*

    have been smsing him since 8 p.m until now. and still going on. it seems he became famous at his ns camp. its good hearing that he is having fun.


  14. Tuesday, January 08, 2008

    college life is not bad.
    so far so good.
    havent really been mixing around yet.
    still sticking to the old friends.
    met a hot teacher though. a white guy.
    according to my first and only a second of glance, he is hot.
    but who knows? a look that lasted for a second couldnt be really trusted.
    so i shall see soon.

    gosh i hate islamic studies class.
    class is so dead. no mood. nothing.
    people around are soo not friendly.
    even dividing ourselves to groups was said to be a hard task.
    no one wants to to get to know the other. too bad.
    never felt so alone in a class before.
    had never happened. it destroy all my mood for the day.
    it is scientifically proven by me that people like me dont fit in with people like them.
    hate it.
    i couldnt wait till the day i m out of that "lecture theater" and never have to walk in again.


    sitting alone. with no one around.*


  15. Friday, January 04, 2008

    started my college orientation today. =) wasnt that bad. my class mentor seem nice. Ms Christine. at least she pronounced my name right. =D

    having my South Australian Matriculation in Taylors. so far so good for the first day. hope to have more suprises soon. =) good ones? even bad ones?

    tomorrow got class till 3 o'clock man. from 8'oclock ler. aihz. hope for the best. =)

    just had a chat with qi hong. after like one week not hearing from him. best wishes for him.

    he wants me to quote this for everyone he knows : qi hong misses us all. =)