i think i used to be a horrible friend or maybe still am. but i still miss him. but thank god, i didn't forget my ride to the airport. and i'll never forget the sound that comes out from his BM.
i just miss my friend.
i was home the whole day. doing work and watching grey's anatomy and streaming american idol.
and i was watching grey's anatomy and private practice on tv just now. eventhough i am only at season 3 episode 18, i am watching season 6 on tv.
i know it is weird.
i am having all sorts of weird caught up thoughts in mind. happy, sad, angry, annoyed thoughts all together.
but i think i meant what i thought about when i said in my mind that you were dead to me. i hope i mean it. i am sick of all your crap and might as well just be dead to me.
i don't hate you anymore. i just want you to get the hell out of my life. i seriously seriously, never ever will need you anymore. since you already left, just leave permanently and don't ever come back.
ugh.....!
okay i need something to put me back on track to be the shereena i've always had been. hmmm....
ok... oh so there is a few hot and sexy guys in grey's anatomy. oh and some hot girls.
so there is patrick dempsey which is sexy! and coupled up with ellen pompeo which i think she is not bad.
eric dane and kate walsh. eric dane is hot! seriously in the show, i so think he is. and i really like kate walsh. i think she is very pretty.
justin chambers which i also think he is hot! and cute together with kate walsh. overall, among all the girls, i like kate walsh. (:
yes, girls pictures in my blog. big deal.
tv shows is keeping me sane at the moment. and i have no idea why am i not feeling sane. i really don't. i am not saying this cause i don't want people to know, but i really don't know why myself.
i guess i don't think i need a reason to it.
okay good bye.
shereena.
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