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  1. my day.

    Sunday, July 13, 2008

    happy birthday shereena!

    hahaha. had a bad morning. the moment i woke up i was greeted by throwing up in the toilet. eventually slept the whole day.

    thank god i felt better at night. i HAVE to feel better.

    thanks everyone that came and thanks for everything. i blardy love all of you!

    i love you guys to the very max.

    thank you.

    i'll get back with the picture tomorrow. <3 my loves.

    music addiction : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel


  2. a everything that matters.

    Friday, July 11, 2008

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN LIN!

    the weirdo birthday guy*

    my favourites. the lim qi hong and the birthday boy*

    i wasnt close to him before. i wouldnt say i am VERY close now but he is a good friend of mine. he is the one that will sms me early in the morning and ask us where are we and then come look for us. then he would walk to us blindly without his contact lens and come to look for us.

    he would even sms me when he sees this preety girl which i know and tell me how pretty she is today. and he would annoy me by telling me about this girl he claims that she is pretty when i dont think so and i blardy dont like her!

    he is a good friend, good photographer, great chelsea fan i guess, and very noisy fella. har har.

    july is my month. i love tomorrow and i'll love it more after 8 tomorrow night.

    i saw you twice. my last day to see you till tomorrow. and i was happy enough just to brush shoulders with you even you didnt know how happy i was seeing you.

    music adddiction : Kate Voegele - No Good


    ich liebe dich and tomorrow <3


  3. you left me all alone with no you.

    i dont like love stories la. it makes thoughts worst.

    why is it everyday you are in my mind? i dont know why i care so much whether i see you or not when you dont even know me. yes, it makes me feel better seeing you but somehow something is left out. you dont know me but i care too much.

    you are the reason to all that i've drawn on my desk.

    RAWR. spec maths was disasterous. college had been better. and i've not seen you. GREAT. perfect.

    2 days to go. too bad jia shen, dicky and loong couldnt make it.

    music addiction : Christina Aguilera - Infatuation


    ich liebe dich <3

  4. its you who i liebst.

    Wednesday, July 09, 2008

    i love this phrase. its written by me.

    yesterday i didnt see you in college. but i had great dreams about you. so its balance. i dont know why i am so eager just to have a glance of you.

    the moment i see you, even its the back view of you it gives me this satisfying feeling.

    i wouldnt say my feeling for you is big but its enough to plant a small smile on the corner of my mouth. and don't matter how moody or how bad i am feeling, it all seems to be swept away by you.

    i miss chatting with you.

    3 more days. i wonder how things would actually turn out. all this years i always had someone there that i would say a family member. but somehow i dont look forward for his existence this year.

    argh.. there is CT3 for spec maths tomorrow. die!

    music addiction : Sheryl Crow - First Cut Is The Deepest




  5. i feel like seeing you again.

    Tuesday, July 08, 2008

    this morning rained damn heavy. i was late to college because of the massive jam. college is always boring and emoish in the morning.

    had great lunch break today. laugh till my stomach cramp like shit la. with friends i have and the cuckooness, you can release stress yet die alot of brain cells.=D

    ping*

    drey*

    the two girls that enlighten college days. i tried to get the blurrest picture.

    its 4 days from now. those who were called are going except one. i am looking forward to it in a way. it SHOULD be a happy thing.

    saya tak nampak you hari ini.
    i tried to look but there were no traces of you.

    music addiction : Paris Hilton - Screwed



  6. my favourite ones.

    Monday, July 07, 2008

    weekends are like nothing to me la. tried to do some work. and most of the time doing nothing at all. sleeping at 3.30 in the morning, eat, watch supernatural, watch tv. thats basically what i have been doing.

    its my favourite cousins birthday. life would never be the same without them.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR (s) !

    the fei lou*

    and another fei lou. i dont have his picture la.

    but with sincere wishes, all the best in everything and i love you guys too much! happy birthday!!

    its only 5 days away. loves.

    music addiction : Hilary Duff - Jericho


  7. lunch breaks.

    Saturday, July 05, 2008

    had spec maths tuition this morning. luckily i went. i wasnt really in the mood to go early in the morning. at least i've learned something. i hope it will help me with my CT3.

    after tuition me, jia shen, audrey and ernest went to subang parade for lunch. they were complaining hungry. jia shen drove us there. =D

    audrey*

    jia shen*

    ernest how peng ern*

    i still owe ernest 20 bucks. haha.

    stayed at home and rot the whole day. i dont even know what am i doing. watching show and listening to songs and sleeping the whole afternoon.

    music addiction : Hilary Duff - Someone's Watching Over Me


  8. goals that i'll try my very BEST.

    Friday, July 04, 2008

    i blardy love the photography skills*

    i've seen a pier with buildings like this. i miss australia so so much! i am making myself a goal that i will be in australia. i will be there as a student in a university i like. stay in a place i favour and walk on the streets without the shadow of a parent.

    there all by myself. i am gonna try my best to strive in my goal!

    aaa... why is it that when i am not in college he appears infront of my friends? why is it that i went today i see no trace nor shadow of him??

    not fair!!

    music addiction : Maroon 5 ft Rihanna - If I Never See Your Face Again

  9. short of breath.

    Thursday, July 03, 2008

    yesterday night i had problem in breathing. i could hardly breathe properly. its the asthma. woke up this morning trying to get myself prepared for college but i just couldnt get any better. ended up i am home today and skipped college.

    went to see the doctor this morning and inhaled some awfully taste medication. but.. it did make me feel better.

    its only the chemistry periods that made me feel like going to college. my chemistry is getting alot worst compared to high school. last time it was my strongest and now it is one of my weakest.

    did some drawing the other day in english class and had it presented yesterday.

    first time we had fun in english and the time passed soo fast. our group name was "kindergarden". hahaha! we felt like kids drawing that.

    we also had some sex education talk yesterday. all of us were trying to get away but we couldnt. and the talk was gross and disgusting. the pictures scares people.


    i didnt know saliva is possible to spread AIDS. all this while i thought it wouldnt. or maybe the speaker is wrong. who knows..

    i saw that guy again. the one i said that looks like the old him. seriously la from certain angle he really does.

    music addiction : Colby Odonis ft. Akon - What You Got



  10. i changed my blogskin. since its a new month i shall start with something new.

    July is the month i love. my birthday month~

    today is supposingly somebody's birthday. and i dont think i should wish. another hour plus its over. all the bad stuff should end today. and all the good stuff should arrive tomorrow.

    music addiction : Danity Kane - Damaged




  11. spanish dudes are hawt!

    Tuesday, July 01, 2008

    yes la... Spain WON!

    my favourites in the team.

    david villa*

    fernando torres*

    xabi alonso on the left*

    david silva*

    xabi alonso and cesc fabregas*

    iker casillas*

    thats the end of my watching football season. i shall wait for the next world cup! =D and also i shall call it an off for myself to look at lengzhai footballers. *wink wink*

    music addiction : Usher feat. Alicia Keys - My boo


  12. victory.

    Monday, June 30, 2008

    SPAIN won!!

    it was worth staying up the whole night.
    they freaking won the UEFA Euro 2008.
    it was torres who scored. and it was blardy nice!

    music addiction : Queen - We are the Champions

  13. Spain vs germany later..

    i guess i will be staying up the whole night.

    music addiction : Enrique Iglesias - Can you hear me

  14. what if i was really gone?

    Sunday, June 29, 2008

    was supposed to go to walter's sis (esther's) birthday party yesterday. tim said he wanted to folow my car there but he had some problem with his driving instructor so he didnt follow me. ended up i went with my mum and cousin. i mean they are just fetching me there.

    on the way some stupid vios driver (the old model) suddenly cut to the other lane without giving us any alarm that there was a pile of rubbish in the middle of the road. ended up we ran over it. it was stuck under the car so my cousin had to go down and get it out.

    that was the first bad luck.

    i was like right opposite of walter's condo traffic light already. waiting for the light to turn green so we could u-turn. mana tau some stupid idiotic sleepy blardy useless Japanese dude come and bang our car. so called a director that came by to play golf. screw him man!

    it is not a small bang okayy. we were nicely talking in the car mana tau that idiot go bang us. luckily everyone was fine. the glass broke and the car was badly smashed. i could have injured bad then. i was blardy shocked!



    luckily i sat behind the driver. if i were to sit behind my mum i just couldnt imagine what would happen.



    screw Japanese idiots. want to die go further away. dont get people into trouble also. and... both are vios (the old model). soo.. stupid idiotic brainless drivers! he didnt even dare to get down the car. blardy coward!

    thats the second bad luck.

    my cousin's friend fetched me and my mum home first. since i was right opposite of walter's condo, i think i should drop by to give him his sister's present. right after that i left. sorry walter, i didnt stay on with the party.

    reached home and rest awhile then i went to zafirah's party. i had to go. she is leaving next saturday already. i had to see her for the last time before she leaves. i am gonna miss her. i went with cherly.

    met nasir and michelle loke there. then adrian came by too.


    talked awhile then we left.

    went back and my cousin was home already. made all the police report and stuff. and my car is all the way in cheras in the workshop. all the fella that bang us said was "i am sorry". go die la!

    about 7 plus i had to go to my niece's birthday. ate and looked around the place. i like the condo man. its damn nice. i just like it!

    came home and asked my cousin's girlfriend to straightened my hair for me. had it finished at like 2 something in the morning. damn long la..

    while doing i watched the holiday.


    i like the show la. its nice and i find it very lovey. haha! and.. jude law is hawt! and sexy.. haha! =D cameron diaz had been that actress that i love to watch since a very long time ago. she's weird yet cute and very edgy.

    my head hurts. thanks to that idiot!

    music addiction : One Republic - Say


  15. suddenly a football craze.

    Friday, June 27, 2008

    yay! Spain is in the finals!! i woke up this morning at 2.45 to watch the match. i cant believe i could actually wake up. germany vs Spain monday morning. just as what me and qi hong were saying. "see them both in the finals"

    i like the emblem*

    college was just like usual. had fun drawing on tables again.. hahaha!

    drawn by felix*

    after college i had to go to pyramid to get presents. at least i manage to get something for zafirah and esther.

    i'll have 3 parties straight tomorrow. tired~ hoping for more pictures.

    music addiction : Holly McNarland - Beautiful Blue