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omg laa... i am a day late. so sorry cherly gan.

i was too busy with your present and the outings with you. so i didnt have the time to update about it.

i have to make this short and sweet. i am rushing her present. dont want to hold the present from her for too long.

lets see what to say about this girl,
someone which i knew existed in form 1. we were in the same club. dont know what club already. and also derek used to think that she was pretty and they had a name for her "mango face". damn funny that name.

form 2 steph and michelle was in the same class with her. at that time i've heard alot of funny stuff about her already. hopping from the KH Lab right back to the class with only one foot, because her shoes was in someone's hands.

form 3 i was in the same class as her. at that time got to know her better and she is seriously damn funny la. her pinching people skill damn geng one you know? adrian kena the most.

i remember last time we use to take the newspaper for the teachers and distribute them. she will come and sit with us at the stairs and talk until the bell rings. you know the stairs near the bicycle shed? from you entering the gate you can hear her voice already.

oh yeah... and her running all the way to the back of the class and falling on her butt just to say hi to stephanie that was already coming to the class for moral. suddenly you can hear "baaaamm" at the back of the class.

form 4 we were in the same class again. this time we really got alot closer. from all the stupid things we did like eating in class, copying answers during exams, playing cards, her kena caught from cheating, the dare that she did (the one that was suppose to be a monkey in front of the class with her hair messed up and scratching her armpit) and the sex talks we had in class.

and also field trip to proton, laughing and teasings in class was super fun.

form 5 we werent in the same class but it makes not much difference anyway. recessing together, following her to get her fruits from the canteen everyday, going tuition together, experimenting her driving skills which scares me like shit together, going shopping and genting together.

life would never be the same without cherly gan?!!


i hope for the best of everything for you. Love ya always.

oh yeah there is her brithday suprise and birthday lunch post coming up on wednesday. i got too much things to do now.

okayy... this post isnt short. shit?!! i still got alot more to do.

youu, somehow i dont feel much about you these few days. maybe because i havent been seeing you soo much lately also.

love you,
sher xoxo.

omg laa. just came home from taipan Mcd. i was there since 4. was suppose to get things done but its not even half way through.

still got damn banyak more to paste. and i have to do it all by myself?! aiyo..

and.. i am getting sleepy already. how am i going to finish it by sunday? HELP!

currently watching the olympics open ceremony. the chinese are damn good laa. damn coordinative. amazed.

youu, said something and broke my spirit today. i tried to laugh as much as i could to cover the pain. sighs.

bye people,
sher xoxo.

this buddy here has been the greatest ever. here is some chronology about walter in my life :)
i knew that "walter aaron wong" existed in Seri Selangor last time but we just werent close nor even know each other.

it seems that form 1 i was in the same class with him but we dont talk at all. literally. then due to some reasons he left school for quite a while and only came back in mid form 2. i think.

all i knew in form 2 was that he is in 2 pentium. other than that, i dont know much.

then here comes the year where we got close. form 3 in 3 explorer. he was this "good" classmate and seems to have a crush on my dear friend. hahaha!

and form 4 we were in the same class also. 4 browser. everything was so fun. from us being caught with the cards, going to BBI to admit we ate (which he didnt go down), doing the kerja amal and all those talks in class, we became alot closer.

and form 5 was the bomb. classmates again and with a bunch of others which we werent close with and now being soo close.

and from then we claimed ourselves as best friends.

he will be the guy you'll never regret knowing. he'll help out absolutely anybody at all if he has the ability to.

a nice fine young man. hahaha! and damn smart la. he got blardy 10 A's for SPM you know?!

so once again, wishing this guy here the best of luck and may everything in his life turns out right. =D

youu, the gap is getting bigger.

sher xoxo.

me, wei ping and audrey

i didnt manage to eat anything at all during the event. i only had drinks. sadd. the only game i went for was the hunt in the dark thing.

yao yun, me, cherly and jia shen at the back.

selling the whole day and managed to sell 90 roses out. the last 10 was like terrible looking ones already.

overall the charity drive was pretty fun. you should see the part where vincent put ice into jia shen's pants. damn funny la!

thanks soo much for those who bought roses from us! =D my voice and hard work paid off.

i need all the pictures la. i need to get started with the work. if not we wont be able to finish it.

youu, dont know why i sense a distance between us. somehow it felt weird. but dont matter i'll always stand silently beside youu.

much love,
sher xoxo.

i dont think i will be updating on yao yun's birthday already. damn busy la.

i am trying to group up all the pictures and asking for everyone's help. damn headache la. i havent get all the materials for it yet.

and tomorrow is the Charity Drive in Taylors. i guess it will be something fun. everybody is involve. all the programmes are involve.

youu, shereena likes youu.

i am sleepy but i am watching tv. hmm... nevermind la. later only go sleep. hehee

loveyy,
sher xoxo

i lazy want to blog about yesterday la. maybe tomorrow la. hehe.

college was pretty boring today. had my CT3 for Maths today. and i dont have the blardy time to finish! omg la. if i couldnt do then okla but now i could do and i didnt have the freaking time to finish! damn sadd tau.

and today got damn banyak break. sometimes too many breaks are not good. dont know what to do and where to go.

youu, suprisingly i dont see anyone in his life. its not that he doesnt have the looks but why ah?

i am seriously holding onto him very lose. but the feelings for youu had grown by the day.

i watched Made of Honor the other day. omg la. i love that show. its a chick flick so i'll love it of course.

it seems falling in love with your best friend actually works. haha! i thought among the circle of friends are better off as friends.

the show is damn blardy nice. best friends? hmm.

me love you people,
sher xoxo.

just got back home from pyramid. watched the Mummy. i find it nice cause i had been that Mummy show fan. and i seriously think it is above average. it wasnt as good as the old ones but it was okayy.

went with cherly, yao yun, adrian, jia shen, khai shien, sheng loong, en lin and ferng lin. =D but loong left earlier. he didnt joing us for dinner. and we deliciously had japanese food for dinner!

had a great time actually. laughed and talked like usual. i neede to be out of the house with peoples. if not the freaking emoness will get in me.

jia shen fetched yao yun home and i volunteered to follow. hahah! the trip home was funny. especially the hitting steering part. the bumps. the screaming in the car. hahaha!

and i am going to admit this with a heavy heart. i am becoming more like jia shen. shit!

sometimes i really need friends like him to cheer me up. thats why i cant be that emo girl when i am with him.

the stupidest was today when my classmate was trying to describe me, the first thing he said was "Shereena!" when they were saying something stupid. am i giving a such impression to you S9 people?! stupid jia shen!

i guessed i took adrian's advice. i really had to let go of those emoness. but i'll try to go slow. at least i wasnt so emo today. =D

youu, choices had to be done. but i really cant make that damn decision.

love,
sher xoxo

music addiction : Rascal Flatts - My Wish

i wish i dont have to wake up from that dream. dream were always perfect and it seemed happy.

i just dreamt about youu. i didnt want to wake up on youu. omg la. the feelings is definately more than the one i had before. much more than what i can tell.

how i wish i could just scream out loud to youu about how i felt so it would make me feel better. this is suffering, its torture! as much as i wish, i dont have the guts the even say anything to youu.

college was normal. only normal.

my mum wants to read my blog. i might take all this off a while. i know she wouldnt mind but i dont want to create stuff.

sher.

music addiction : Zetta Bytes - When the Rain Falls

college was fine. its vincent's birthday today soo happy birthday vincent! we classmates had a small gathering at pizza hut for lunch but we were so late for physics. 20 minutes late so teacher marked us absent.

then early in the morning, 2 periods of english was cancelled. we should have came at 10 instead. so me jia shen and khai shien had mcdonalds for breakfast. i thought i lost my wallet. damn blardy scary la!

what the hell la? i dont want to see you la. argh! annoying.

is friends always with benefits? do you always make friends just to have those benefits? benefits like making them apart of your problem then once things are solved you just leave them there?

instead when they need some help none were there. eff it la. friends my ass! might as well just live in a world of yourself rather than having those freaking leaches on you.

had a small talk with dickson yesterday. he made me emo-er. sometimes youu are everything to me but sometimes i felt like i wasnt even a small part of youu.

i can feel that there is nothing in between me and youu but the term friends and nothing more. i just wanted youu to at least make the effort to care. just that little thing i am asking for.

no one is there at all. the only thing that kept me going is the thoughts of youu. none cared, none bothers. so be it.

sher xoxo.

college was not bad. because i hardly felt like i was studying due to lecturers that let us out early for all most every class.

and it was miss geetha's last day because she's going for her maternity leave. we had this small celebration for her in class.

the conversation we had in class was funny. you should really hear what our classmates talk about jia shen. hahaha! dont blame me. it is amusing!

i thought i didnt had the chance for what i wanted. because instead of it, i am seeing you for like too many times than before and too near than before. and thats not what i wanted. at the moment i thought i might lose it...

and i got it. youu, there are too many words for me to say about youu. but i dont know who or what should i say them to. no one seems to bother at all.

why do i even bother telling in the first place? i thought people would care at least. but i guess i was wrong. maybe it didnt matter to any of you. i felt as though it was just a very cold response to keep me from telling anything to any of you.

i might as well just keep it in me. all i want is youu to talk to. now, youu are the only one that kept me strong.

youu make me wake up everyday with a smile and thoughts that i know wont be real but yet it is enough to lie to myself and make me happy.

with love,
sher xoxo.

yesterdays night out to pyramid was great. thats because i managed to buy stuffs. remember the list of stuffs i want to get? i can strike off one already.

so this is what is left.

• still that pair of nike sport shoes. the white with blue colour.
• a tshirt from catch up.
• a watch from vincci accessories.
• a long heart locket necklace.
• stuffs from la senza. maybe.
• still that top from mng. maybe.
• still a pair of wedges heels. maybe.

but too bad i only bought 3 from dorothy perkins. the one i wanted the most sudah tak ada size! left all the damn big size only.

still... i got 3 tshirts. and i am happy cause i love the colours! and its comfortable.

isetan having sales. i want to go klcc la...

youu, to me you are worth my time waiting. maybe i did take it too seriously. but precaution is always better than cure. i want to let youu know the truth but i cant. dont matter how much i've thought about us, nothing paid off.

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Hilary Duff - Someone's Watching Over Me