trains and walks and driving.

i woke up at 12 pm today. cause i was suppose to go out with cherly at 1 pm. i had to trouble her to fetch me to ss15's IDP cause i had to hand over one piece of stuff which they claim they dont have.

met yao yun at mac centre though and the lady there was indirctly teasing her about how smart she was in a weird way.

then i had cherly to fetch me over to KTM station cause i had to meet my mum at KL to do some stuff for my work starting on monday.

thanks alot girl! (:

suprisingly today i was there almost the right time. by the time i bought the ticket and walk over the other side and sat down a while only, the train came.

and there was very little people today. after sooo many trips of going to KL Sentral with it, today finally i had a place to sit. two seats all for myself. :D

its nearly empty.

reached KL Sentral and hopped onto the other Putra Line. i had to go over to mum's office which is the Masjid Jamek's station.

KL Sentral.

the train.

there were some hot guai lous. hahaha! somewhere in the picture.

reached mum's office and then went over to the CIMB Bank nearby cause i had to open an account for my work. they'll credit into CIMB Bank account only.

but i tell you, to open an account takes damnnn long. my god man. the people there.. sighs. and i am not 18 years old yet so i am considered as a teenage account and only allowed to withdraw 200 ringgit per day. how saddd.

then walked over to the EPF office to get my EPF number meaning to open an account there too. its also needed for work.

after everything was done, me and mum went for late lunch at Colliseum Cafe. which is pretty rundown already. it used to be damn famous.

the went to Sogo and walk a while and headed back to mum's office by train and tooked off for home. (:

i was tired. but instead of going home we detoured to my uncle's house at ss14. stayed there and had dinner and only reached home around 10 pm.

was practically out the whole day. and mopped the floor when i came back.

now, i am catching up my shows on astro on demand. Ron Ng and Sammul Chan is leng zhai laaaa.

and... yao yun sent me some videos on Jensen Ackles. omg~! hot hot hot!! he is the one full package guy. i am serious. hot laaaa.

much love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : David Tao - Angel

finally its not tiring anymore. cause it has been found.

soon to be work place.

set my alarm at 10 am one. mana tau i really couldnt get up so i set another two hours later. sooo i woke up at 12 pm.

the reason of me wanting to wake up early was because i wanted to wash my sport shoes and fold the clothes stacking on the couch.

and i was suppose to go out at 1 pm so i only managed to wash my nike sport shoes which i love. <3

i have been delaying it since my chiang mai trip. from white it became yellow and now its white again! but the soap i use is making my hand itcy le.

khai shien came to fetch me around 1.15 pm then we went to fetch teck wei and took off to pyramid.

went over to Machines and disturb itu ferng lin and wei jun. then headed over to subway for lunch.

after lunch i went to nike to go for my interview. was interviewed by a guy name nick. he seems like a nice guy laaa. and he is the main fella over there at the pyramid branch.

asked me quite alot of stuff and explained to me quite some stuff too.

and.... i landed myself a job!! (: finally. i am starting next monday at nike in pyramid. sooo from now on people.. start coming there if you want to find nike stuff. got commision punya tau.

when i was done with interview, khai shien and teck wei was already waiting for me outside of nike.

then ferns and wei jun had break so we went looking for them at mcdonalds. i tell you ahhh wei jun is equally bad. all four of them zhat me like nobody's business. even khai shien supported them!

hmph! terrible friends. :D

and cherly was already in pyramid cause there was sales in topshop, miss selfridge and dorothy perkins.

but when i went looking for her she was already in guess. she didnt know got sales and kept complaining she didnt bring enough money and started blaming her sister for saying the sales for guess is tomorrow.

last last she also bought 200 plus ringgit of stuffs. to be specific three pieces of stuffs. (:

then we left for home already.

now i am home sitting blindly in front of the laptop blogging. and the pile of clothes is still stacked on my couch. i am lazy to move laaaa.

oh and i am suppose to go IDP tomorrow cause i left out something for them so cant get my offer letter. i thought i gave everything already? hmmm.. i have to trouble cherly to fetch me there tomorrow. sighs.

k laaaa. ciao people~!

lots of love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : One Sweet Day - Mariah Carey ft. Boyz II Men

work finding is tiring.

woke up at 11 am today. cause i was suppose to go pyramid with jack and cherly to go and see the people at adidas.

left the house at 1230 cause cherly didnt know i woke up already. i know laaaa i wake up very late but still can wake up when i want to one.

reached there and walked around. then met up with ferns since his work only starts at 1 pm which only had another 15 minutes more.

then went with jack to adidas and mana tau i couldnt work there. cause i am a malay. they only hire chinese at the pyramid outlets. how sadd right.

since i couldnt get adidas, jack ask me go nike and check. i went to fill in the form and she asked me some questions.

but the executive wasnt there so cannot interview me. so she said she'll call me and let me know how.

went makan with jack at zanmai then he had to go to class. we sat there till 2.30 pm man. eat and talked.

walked around with cherly till 5 pm then met up with khai shien, teck wei, wei xiang and siew yung.

we talked a while and that cherly i tell you is such a good friend. she also started with the direction crap. sighs.

then vincent came and went to tgi to get his pay. then we all went to buy movie ticket for the Kungfu Chef and then went for dinner at kim gary.

and the nike people called me and ask me go for interview tomorrow at 2.30 pm. lets see how it goes laaa. hope i get it. anyway, i prefer nike more than adidas. i have soo many nike stuff where as only one adidas shirt.

khai shien and wei xiang.

vincent say chong lam.

ching teck wei.

wei ping and siew yung.

had a good chat.

then went for the movie.

at the start it was soo hard to watch. everything was stretched sideways and everything looks sooo fat.

luckily after that it went back to normal.

and... vanness wu is damn hot man. i tell you his body is to die for. i admit last time he was gay looking with his long straight hair but i already like him then. he reminded me of someone back then.


his outfit in the show and the other two pictures which i adore.


my favourite picture of him. his smile is to die for also. :D and the body. ahhh~~

until today i still like him. (: hot hot hot.

the movie is not bad. funny and got hot guy to distract my attentions. ahahaha! ending abit the not satisfying. its short.

after movie we went walking around somemore. then left around 9.30 pm. reached home and settled down.

and now i am hungry. hahaha!

anyway, stay strong my dear. i know you can pull it through. dont matter what i'll always be here for you regardless of whatever you decide. you know i love you. (:

loves,
shereena.

music addiction : Cry - Rihanna

the place i fell in love with when i was eight.

south bank.

he is leaving in another 3 hours. lets just hope that things will be as you said it will after 5 months. and lets just hope we will have more conversations after 5 months.

woke up damn late today. i was seriously drained out.

was suppose to go out with rui siong for some catching up sessions but suddenly decided not to go. cause he was tired and stuff.

and because of the earlier plans i didnt go with jack to pyramid to find job.

stayed at home the whole day and did nothing. laze around the house and read a few chapters of my unfinish storybook.

even editted my blog completely. i wanted it to be blue. i tell you ahh these days my addiction towards blue colour is getting more and more severe.

as you can see almost everything is blue.

just received a message from jack saying that he got a job at adidas. blardy hell that day i went to ask those people they say they are full for the month.

mana tau jack just go today only then he got the job already.

tomorrow i will be going with jack and cherly to pyramid to look for job. hope that i'll get a job from adidas. hope so laaaa. keeping my fingers crossed.

then tomorrow there will be a small outing with the ex-classmates. the s9s. probably around 5 like that.

so see how la.

everyday something has to remind me of you. without fail an image of you will appear. i somehow enjoy the process of being reminded but yet too much is killing me.

maybe it isnt that i can't let go. maybe its i dont want to let go.

its already deep in me. its too hard to say no now.

much love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Avril Lavigne - Anything but Ordinary

see you soon.

amazingly beautiful.

he is leaving tomorrow already.

i'll see you in 5 months also. had a last warm hug and will be welcome with one in another 5 months.

had a great dinner at Crocodile Farm then went over to another cousin's place at USJ One Avenue. which is a condo.

the view was fantastic. and the breeze was good.

i somehow miss jia shen's joke but yet still get entertained and annoyed at the same time when he tells me again.

somehow malaysia seems to be more peaceful without him. just that we havent go used to it. we soon will.

but unfortunately i have way lots of people to annoy me as much as jia shen did. stupid ching teck wei with his pork and azan. stupid vincent with the prayers stuff. sighs. life.

i want april to come faster. and july. somehow i want to leave but yet feel very very not seh dak. sighs.

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : The Fray - Look After You

a normal day lunch.

at prom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECK WEI!!(stupid chinese XD)

happy 19th~!

i am soooo sorry i forgot till you reminded. soo sorry laaaa. somemore when i first entered the car today i whacked you. sorry sorry!

at least we had a birthday lunch celebration with you. eventhough at that point of time we still forgot. (:

slept at 4.30 am this morning and woke up at about 11 am cause of cherly's sms. suprisingly that could wake me up when it was just a doorbell sound for my smses.

went out at about 12 plus i think. cherly drove along with khai shien and teck wei in the car to fetch me out for lunch.

we went to Asia Cafe. it was soo long since i ate there. and met tim there too.

teck wei and khai shien.

teck wei's uncle bob, khai shien's pasta, cherly's subway and my fried tang hoon.

went to buy Subway's sandwiches with cherly and then headed back to AC. sat there and talked for some time then they had to go back Taylor's to get their LAN results certified.

but cherly left hers in the car so she and teck wei went to get it from her car. and before that she was looking all over for the AC parking ticket mana tau she dropped it on the road beside her car and just beside the drain. how smart.

finally they were done with their stuff. and i had to go IDP to check on my offer letter which is taking a long time to reach me.

went to see Penny and she said she'll help me to follow up. hope it will reach soon. i need to book my air tickets and mum has to plan her leaves.

after that we headed home.

and the first thing i did when i came home was to cut pieces and strips of paper to fill in the blue box with blue papers. and its finally done.

i can put that box to rest until it has to be given out. and there is even name on the card's envelope already.

i know its too soon but i still cant help it. once and for all just do it all.

later i will be out to Crocodile Farm for dinner. the last dinner with my cousin cause he is going to Melbourne already.

i shall see him in 5 months! and start drooling all over after that again. (:

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : 男人ktv - Justin 侧田

chiang mai.

my chiang mai trip.

let all the pictures do the talking. i am too lazy to write too much.

day 1

just reached.

first group picture.

first lunch.

elephants are their trademarks. its everywhere.

our first walk out to shop.

my room. 1008.

the hotel.

our first thai dinner.

me and uncle felix.

the night market. and i am in love with those lightings.

day 2

meo village and visits to the king's summer palace and a temple.

the exhibition hall.

the village.

the poppy flowers plantation.

poppy flowers.

you have to scratch from this thing only you can get drugs.

whole lots of other poppy buds.

pretty flower but deadly buds.

mum and aunty.

yours truly.

mum and me.

me, aunty lian, mum and cousin sis.

pretty flowers.

a roof full of orange flowers.

the king's summer palace.

mum.

the flower shot i love most. its blue!

its called angel something.

daisies~!

julian and uncle.

water reservoir.

bhubing palace.

our ride up.

the inside.

omg. i enjoyed this ride sooo much. it was bumpy yet fun and cooling. and its really a great experience.

me with cherry blossoms behind.

me and mum.

so cute right??

cute laaa.

the temple which you have to climb 360 steps up. thank god the was a cable car to go up.

the night market which only open on sundays. and its blardy 1.5 km long.

day 3

on our way up to chiang rai which is 3 to 4 hours away by car. to visit the golden triangle and the long necks.

first stop for the toilet. its the hotspring area.

second stop. the Wat Rong Khun Temple. or better known as the White Temple.

this is it. damn nice right? its like all white. even fishes in the lake in white.

this is creepy! it seems its the hell hands.

all the ladies plus our tour guide, AJ.

us.

all white.

the toilet is different. its gold!

our cruise at the Mekong River overlooking 3 countries. the golden triangle.

first country to visit was thailand. second is Laos!

us.

disgusting looking whiskies. makes me wanna puke.

Laos.

third stop, Myanmar. omg this is the other ride which i enjoyed sooo much! it was fun!

at a temple.

some Pagoda thingy.

us again.

Myanmar's markets.

goodbye Myanmar! and honestly i dont want to visit it again. makes me feel so sad that people are so poor.

on our way back to Chiang Mai we stopped by to visit the tribal people. the long necks.

elephant skull.

a long neck woman.

pityful small girl.

us.

aunty doris and julian. soon to be my families in australia.

two sisters.

one is 13 years old. one is 5 years old.

some other tribe people. because there are 5 tribes there.

its heavy~!

day 4

elephants~!

first was our elephant ride. and thats our elephant and our mahout.

mum and uncle was behind us.

me and julian. and our elephant Poo Nung which is 16 years old.

i enjoyed that ride soo much. the were cute and mischievieous.

big cute creatures.

julz me and aunty lian.

bathing time.

elephant show.

playing football.

painting. they can really paint man.

seeee.. make me feel stupid.

day 5

bye bye chiang mai~! i had a great time.

i am so sorry i took soo long to post this up. i am damn lazy. i think there is 80 pictures here.

hope you enjoy the pictures an probably imagine how great was it there. i was fun and i did sooo much of shopping. it was cheap and i had great companies to walk with.

and today i freakingly bang my stupid neighbours car. well.. its somehow my fault. but they made me bang! agrh. indians. no offence. just that around my house, the indians are getting on my nerves.

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : All American Rejects - Gives You Hell

one word. life.

the mask which i helped steph to do. but ended up it was ruined by herself. sighs.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELAINE! happy 19th. hope you enjoyed your day.

jia shen left for two days already. i think we are starting to get use to not hearing his voice around. but i guess for cherly, she'll take a longer time.

things will get back to normal somehow. dont matter how sad or how much you dont want and cant let go, a person dont matter what still has to leave.

its a matter of leaving to some other place for a better cause or even leaving this world. people still leaves.

today i was doing some chores with my mum. she swept the floor and i mopped. suddenly she said to me that i wont be able to help her and do this together for long already.

leaving her behind alone seems to somehow be the hardest. its getting into march already. july wont be that faraway only. sighs.

every single person in my family and my bestest friend is reminding me about how soon i am leaving. and how i wont be able to do stuff with them.

and i wont be back for 4 years. well.. thats the initial plan laa. i dont know whether i can manage to persuade my mum and get home or not.

one word. Life.

today was pretty much boring. tomorrow will probably be out. we need to go get presents and probably i feel like buying some books.

sorry about the chiang mai trip pictures. there are too many pictures and i am damn lazy to post it up.

see laa whether i am good enough to do it later or not. hahaha! (:

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Angels on the Moon - Thriving Ivory

my dear.

my good friend. my listener.

dont blame me for this picture. its somehow cute. and fun. (:

sighs. jia shen left already. all of us went to send him at the airport. the moment he said he had to go in already, i felt my tears start to form.

i cried infront of everyone. but i feel sad and hard for cherly. she was soo sad. cried till her eyes were red and she kept stoning and think and cry again.

i cant imagine that i had to put her through all this again when i leave. oh my god.

i still remember i knew jia shen through cherly. it was rather fun knowing him in form 4. and he didnt know that i was a malay till like after a year of knowing him.

then form 5 we were in the same tuition for add maths and chemistry. we got closer. debating about chemistry, talking about god knows what in add maths tuition. scolded him on how anti social he was when he was in a relationship.

all of us had fun during our years in high school. i started to know him better. talked to him alot more. then enrolled into SAM programme together.

ended up in the same class and our student number is only one number apart. talked and shared with him soo much during that one year which was last year. got sooo much closer.

i always scold him, always whack him yet we are good friends. he makes me understand certain stuff better and helped me when i was really down.

fetched me to yum cha and go college sometimes. everywhere i would usually be with him and cherly. even my mum likes him.

and he made everybody start to insult me. annoyed me whenever he feels like it. i still can remember what he did to me at Penang Butterfly Park. it was funny but still annoyed me.

from time to time he will make my day. coming up with those crappy jokes and make me laugh at his looks just to make me happy. insulting him was also another part of something fun. his hair(s). his so called yengness.

now, we are 8 hours away by air. unable to speak to each other like he was really standing infront of me. even chatting in msn, the time difference of 3 hours will affect the duration of chatting.

omg.. writing this makes my tears trickle down already. i cant imagine how hard is it going to be for cherly. sighs.

this is the freaking part i hate about leaving.

jia shen, take care of yourself there okay? keep us updated from time to time. we all will want to know dont matter what. and all the best with uni and everything.

start going to nice food places and bring me there when i go over. i still owe you a meal!

i'll see you in 5 months! loves.

i called qi hong and started crying. not only about jia shen leaving but also about me leaving in future. i cant imagine how hard will things be for me. my one good friend leave i also cry till like that already.

i'll be leaving ALL my friends in july. thats going to be horrible. now, i would declare to all of you which is my friend and claims me as one, i want to see you guys at least once before i leave. dont let me just leave like that and dont say bye.

now i have a feeling this 5 months is going to pass quick. wtf. sighs.

much love,

shereena.

our last farewell with you my dear~!

15.02.2009

was invited to be at jia shen's house for a barbeque farewell party. but i was late cause i had some sessions over at my uncle's.

then i left my camera battery over at my uncle's cause i was charging it there. so i went to jia shen's house first and picked up a few boys to go with me to ss14 to get my battery. the ones who went with me was tim, qi hong and yew wei.

finally went back and i was there for the party. (:

more pictures less words laa okayy? i too lazy want to write too much.

was talking.

still talking.

people started barbequing since a long time. mainly jack who was doing it.

some other food made by jia shen's mum.

qi hong and me.

yao yun~!

steph~!

cherly~!

me, teck wei and khai shien.

the photographer, chai yew wei.

adrian yeong.

and his peace sign.

tim came up with this idea. the peace sign.

adding another one to the picture. cherly.

tim. the tall fella.

ferns, tim, adrian and half of yao yun. yao yun is always taking half face pictures.

i didnt know i am that short compared to tim.

the host. my good friend. jia shen~!

them gaying.

our "S9" group.

and the addition. the girlfriend. of jia shen's and mine. ahaha!

barry cooking. posing more likely.

jack.

chun kit who came late. and my rubik's cube si fu.

sean. damn long didnt see him already.

some went for puffs so the whole group of us just went out for a walk.

nut case stephanie. ahahah!

tim. the pose and the idea looks familiar? AHAHAHA.

the group of us.

tim suddenly played this indian version of "thriller" and started dancing and singing. it was funny! he had been listening to it too much and really loves it.

jenny, adrian, khai shien and chun kit.

adrian which is half drunk.

ferns my arm rest. :D

we got bored cause got nothing to do already. then loong came and suggested us of playing Mafia. first we were playing outside then we continued inside cause it was getting late and we were getting noisier.

adrian fully drunk.

too engrossed.

discussing.

the game was fun and soo addictive. one round of the game i was the King and teck wei was the Mafia. suprisingly he didnt kill me. ahahaha! i am really suprised.

and yew wei is damn blardy good at disguising. but after a while you can really tell whether is he the Mafia or not.

after that we left. we left around 1 something. i took a long journey home and had tim to go along. and it was not suppose to be known.

reached home around 2 a.m.

there are alot more people which i didnt take picture with. which is sheng loong, shelaine, keng yew, hau yang, jack, barry, celine, xindi, kar mun, jia wei, ee jun, jenny, hong jiun, wey liam, mun hoe, jee lian and cheng cheng.

did i missed out anybody else? i hope not. if i did, sorry! but... i dont think so laa.

loves,
shereena.

music addiction : Everybody Knows - John Legend

topics? its working out.

as usual. awww.

was out to pyramid today with the cousin and my uncle. they were looking for camera's and didnt know much about walking around pyramid.

as i who always goes there, they needed my help to find some shops. and since i am free so i just tagged along.

got up at 10 a.m which is pretty rare for me. i mean its not like the alarm woke me up. i just got up by myself. and i slept like 4 in the morning.

i didnt have a good night sleep. the dreams i had was great but the after effect sucks. why now again?

alot of things are bugging me. sometimes i just wonder what the hell is wrong.

anyway, going out with the cousin sort of distracted me. we had sooo much more talks and yeahh. it was fun talking. even promised to drive me around melbourne as much as i want to and also take me to the best coffee in town which is done by his friend. (:

i am still getting the pictures from yesterday ready for posting. so it should be done by late night. wait laaa.

my chiang mai pictures will probably be up on wednesday.

loves,

shereena.

i really really dont know.

the party.

just came back from jia shen's farewell barbeque party. i had a great time there. was fun. (:

i wont be able to update till late tonight. i'll be out at my cousin's till night. first to pyramid then staying over for dinner. sooo just wait yeaa people.

sighs. i really really dont know what to do.

its damn hard.

love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Taylor Swift - Love Story

v day. <3

love was everywhere today. (:

i took this at the Meo village. so happen the leaves are in heart shapes. pretty hor? (:

4 more minutes till Valentines Day is over. it was basically an ordinary day for me. its not like i had a hot date or had some suprise plan or something. so yeahh.

but at least i enjoyed my day. i was out at the Curve and ate at Marche for lunch. i basically just enjoyed the company. i really did.

my god man. how can i live the next four years like that? i cant have my eyes glued onto him so weirdly all day right? omg laaa.

today was already embarassing enough. but it was fun. got to know him better though plus had quite some chats.

yet, i am seriously seriously glued. i cant take my eyes off. okayyy i sound like some pathetic girl who stalks but i am serious. :D

just came back from some yam cha sessions with jia shen, cherly, hong jiun, jack and xindi. shelaine and keng yew came later to join which i already had to go home.

ahaah. cherly enjoyed her valentines pretty much. its a really good thing.

tomorrow i'll be out at the uncle's house so means i will have plenty of time to look again. and to talk. (:

hot white australians seriously attracts me. ahaha! :D

at night will be a farewell barbeque for jia shen. so yeahh. i am hoping it will be fun. it should be. all the friends are all gathered.

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Boys Like Girls - Thunder

finally realising? after a year?

the colour attracted me.

the other type of flower which i also love. maybe everything isnt so bad after all. flowers still bloom so well despite how bad the weather is.

thank god the old friend who came to visit was just saying hi and then left me. the emoness had left me.

not completely but i know it had left.

went to pyramid today with cherly and bumped into qi hong when we were visiting ferng lin at machines.

and got scolded for not telling him that i came back from chiang mai. sorry laa darling. (: he planned to go out together tomorrow with him instead.

was at pyramid till about 4 something. bought the stuffs i wanted to buy. i know it is too soon but i just want to get over with it.

i am still in need of the shreaded papers. and i want it in blue! (:

came back home and found out that the dinner plans with the family tomorrow had been cancelled. there is no v day celebrations with the cousin. how sadd.

but well later got to find out that they will be going to curve in the morning so i wanted to tag along. and had to for go the outing with qi hong. i am sooo sorry laa my dear.

i have been downloading alot of movies lately. suddenly in the mood of watching movies that i have not watched before.

there is street kings, my best friend's girl, twilight, high school musical 3, the women, what happened in vegas.

3 had finished downloaded. where as the rest is still in the list in my limewire. there are still alot more which i want to download.

this morning i turned on the tv, it was showing Love and Other Disasters. watched it till 4.45 a.m then only i went to sleep.

cute show.

it was the show which made me felt better. i find it fun to watch. and the argentinian guy in the show is kinda sexy. (:

just now i was watching E! True Hollywood Story which was talking about Heath Ledger. after a year that he died only i realise that he is HOT.

now i know he is hot.

and watching it made me tear. it was sad knowing that he left because of of the mixing of medications.

which most people thought he had an abuse of drugs.

he is a HOT AUSTRALIAN. a fact which i didnt know. hot white australians attracts me laaa. ahaha!

now, i want to start downloading his movies. hoping it will be nice. :D brokeback mountain? hot guys smooching? ahaha!

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Radar - Britney Spears

it hit me back again.

will things bloom so well anymore?

the pretty flowers i took at the Meo village. i just loved it. the flower. the picture.

i havent got the pictures from chiang mai yet. its still with the others. wait till i have it all then i'll see which to post up. (:

had been to the hospital today. the cousin fell sick. so went to visit and was together to get him discharged.

i pity him. what a bad experience back here in malaysia.

i had fun choosing the stuffs. i really liked it hope the one who wears it loved it too. well.. it was something new. i dont go choosing presents for v days. so yeahh.

had some chats. well.. i feel what i felt again two months back. i almost forgot how i felt. and i was soo thankful that it went away.

but now its like an old friend coming back to visit. an old friend which i had bad memories with. why back again?

do i really like you so much till all this have to happen?

i am at a point which i dont know how to express my feelings or my emoness anymore. i really dont know.

at this point, i really feel like leaving to australia. i really do. i felt so good when i was on holiday and when i was away from everything back here.

maybe leaving is the best way. if i continue being like this, i will one day lose my mind. i am tired.

shereena.

awesome fun.

i like the tshirt! and its cheap!

i am back~!

touched down at about 3 p.m. and suprisingly the flight was earlier by 15 minutes. i only know about delayed air asia flights.

but honestly the flight wasnt good. it was crampy and the check in time in chiang mai was long. everything was manually done. i dont know why people invent computers but they dont use it.

i had great fun during the trip. everything was great.

my back was fine but there were the ups and downs. certain days i had to popped my pain killers. certain days it is perfectly fine.

but it is defintely getting better. thanks for the thoughts of those who cared.

there was something else i enjoyed sooo much about the trip. but well... its not healthy! i have to go through with it for the next 4 years. you think i'll survive?

or will i get bored and get distracted to something better? its hard to find something better when the good one is right infront of me.

ahhhh.. melted~

will be back about the trip when i get ALL the pictures. soon i hope. (:

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : My Wish - Rascal Flatts

holidays.

later around 8 something in the morning i'll be flying off to chiang mai, thailand. will only be back next wednesday.

and will have great companies during the trip. (:

ciao people~!

cny barbeque party.

30.01.2009

exactly a week ago post. was at shelaine's house for a barbeque party. along with jia shen, cherly, jack, hong jiun, chun kit, keng yew, wey liam, hau yang, kar mun and xindi.

kar mun.

jack.

and again.

chun kit and me.

my sifu cause he thought me how to play the rubik's cube.

the chef of the day. keng yew.

jack.

shelaine, xindi and kar mun.

chun kit.

jack.

hau yang.

awww.. how sweet~ the gift from the boyfriend. since when jia shen was that nice and sweet huh? ahaha!

that pretty much sumed up what happen that night.

loves,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : 因为爱所以爱 - Nicholas 谢霆锋

people do care.

thankful that i have alot of people who cares.

its getting better. but the pain is still there. i hoped it will be fully recoverd by saturday. the pain is making me moody and i dont want it to ruin my holiday.

i had good friends nagging at me to rest and eat. i had good friends that asked me to exercise more and stretch my back muscles.

i had good friends who wants to come and visit me and bring me something nice. and i also had good friends that wants to come and visit me but didnt have the car to come over.

i thank all of you! (:

my mum is getting worried because of my back. she kept asking me to make sure i am fine. uncle and cousin have been calling and asking about my back.

i am fine. its just the pain which is bothering me. i am still capable of walking.

i came across something today which cheered me up. i never expected but it did happen. thank youuuu. (:

even the thought of it is making me smile like a little girl looking at candies.

i feel the sudden pain again. its time for food then medications. i dont know what to have for dinner. i think its gonna be maggi for me.

ciao people~!

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Justin Timberlake - Magic

the pain wont go away.

unspeakable screams of nerve twichings.

went to see the doctor this morning because i couldnt stand the pain of my back. and according to the doctor i sprain my back till the disc between my backbones inflamed already.

and if the pain gets worse till it hurts my leg also, i had to go for an x ray to check whether the disc is out of place or not.

the worse thing is i am going to chiang mai this saturday for a holiday till next wednesday. how am i going to do all the walking? and shopping?

no doubt the pain killer the doctor gave works but only for a period of time. after some time it hurts again. sighs.

ohh and fyi, chiang mai is in thailand. i've been told from some that it is in vietnam and even better ones, it is in china. ahaha!

i had been lying down the whole day. walking around the house feeling old cause when i cough it hurts, when i sit it hurts, when i walk it hurts. the only time it doesnt is when i am lying down.

and i feel old because of the pain!

i am getting more moody by the second. all because of the stupid sprained back. mum forbid me from going out cause i had to rest.

how great is that. all i could do for a long time and the ease the boredom is by lying down and smsing peoples.

which was qi hong. at least i had him to chat with for a bit. because even i am online, i cant sit for long. soo all i do is leave the computer on to download my shows.

finally i heard from en lin today. he is safe and sound in new zealand. and it seems there isnt internet at his place yet so he couldnt email us.

okayy.. the pain is coming back. annoyingly disturbing. sighs.

this is the time where you need people beside you. but you just cant find the right one to share with you. cause those that are with you are just different. i need someone else.

much love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever

back pain.

was out to Lot 10 yesterday. the reason for going was because my cousin wanted to get a pair of Birkenstock but ended up me and my mum bought it as well.

the difference is that the part where is black, mine is white.

i love it~! its blue! and its a blardy RM223. ahaha. but damn comfy. (:

but mum's was out of size and there was one pair at Bangsar Village 2 so went drove over just to get the shoes and went for a tea break at Delicious.

i love their Quiche! damn nice. even their wedges is nice with reasonable price. and the atmosphere just beats it all.

plus bangsar has rich people with damn blardy hot cars with nice number plates. i saw a Ferrari and the sexy Soarer. but no hot guys. sadly.

at night we went over to another cousin's place at Wangsa Maju and dinner at Sentul. came home and thought the cousin's friend who stayed over at my place, the rubik's cube.

ahaha. everyone seems to be learning it already.

went out yam cha with my cousin's friends and my cousin at Pappa Rich. sat there till about 12 something then we went back cause my cousin had to pack his bags.

he went back to sabah already. sent him to the airport this morning at like 2 something. came home around 3 something and slept at 4.

but i promised the classmates to go over to Klang to join them for bak kut teh. so i has to wake up at 8.45 a.m. i was damn tired.

khai shien came to fetch me to jia shen's house then we all went with one car along with teck wei.

well it was fun laa today at Klang. i had teck wei to make me laugh and made me whacked him all the time. and jia shen who just couldnt stop insulting in a funny way and got whacked by me also.

lastly was vincent. he sat beside me and started talking about all the weird things and got whacked by me too. ahahah. (:

left Klang and went over for Inkheart at pyramid. before going to pyramid we went to fetch cherly first.

but teck wei had to go movie with his girlfriend at summit so he couldnt join us. ended up me, jia shen, cherly and khai shien went for the movie.

it was a good movie.

fantasy and adventure movies are my kinda thing also.

Dustfinger aka Paul Bettany caught my eyes after i commented that his body is nice. i mean seriously. not too muscular yet fit.

and i didnt know that he is with Jennifer Connely. which was his wife in the movie.

bad boy look. hot laa. (:

my back hurts soo badly. sort of destroyed my mood today. i can hardly walk right. even sitting down it hurts.

blardy hell. even coughing it hurts.

i had to go and see the doctor tomorrow. i really cant stand the pain for any longer. its making me go moody.

sitting here and blog also i kenot tahan that much. sighs.

by the way, he looked hot. like really good. i guess all this while. just better now.

loves,

shereena.

liverpool? nahh. torres.

my favourite football player.

lets hope there is football for me in australia.

had a chat with tim just now cause he wanted to know about the liverpool and chelsea match. which i am still watching and his already asleep.

basically, torres is the only one which is keeping me to continue watching the match.

my day was great!

got up and went over to pyramid for lunch and walked around for a bit. looked at some pretty jewelleries which i love but price was abit off for me.

soo.. ended up i walked away from the angel i love.

after pyramid me, mum and cousin went over to parade. because my mum wanted to get a pair of pants which was some chinese taboo saying that between the first day till the eighth day of chinese new year, you should buy a pair of LONG pants for prosperity.

yay! TORRES SCORED!!

okayy back to this. and i bought a dress from fos. which i was already longing for it for quite some time but needed my mum's credit card for the 10% discount.

went to toys r' us to get the rubik's cube and another item.

headed back home to bath and stuff cause there is a relative's chinese new year open house at kepong. brought the rubik's cube over.

finally for the first time i managed to solve it all by myself. without chun kit beside me teaching me and telling me whether what i done was right or wrong.

after solving the first time, there was the second and third time.

had a couple shots of drink and gambled a little. my luck seems not so good. i havent been winning much.

came back and was suppose to get the pictures at laine's done, but i was too lazy and too fascinated with the new toy i bought for a present.

i love it! i may consider getting another for myself.

yay! TORRES SCORED AGAIN!!

much love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Taylors Swift - White Horse

what really happened?

i just wonder.

sitting there thinking about what happened.

i am not done with the pictures i took at shelaine's yet. i guess it will be up by the end of the day. when i actually get it done.

was at jia shen's this afternoon for some gambling and some talking. no pictures for that cause cherly was the one that took the pictures with her camera.

and went for steamboat for dinner.

i just dont feel so right. i mean all this while it was never there. i was as though i didnt exist or something.

but now, we are talking? its just very normal talks but the weird thing is we talked? i am soooo not used to it. its just different.

after all these years, from time to time i do take notice of stuff about you but i never expected this. never at all.

especially what i heard when i was in penang. it just made me feel as though i was never in your past. i still dont understand.

until today i cant figure out what happened last time till things ended up like this. but yet until today you are still in a small part of my mind.

maybe because what i had from you was something i called a period where there were happiness.

i just wonder why does everything have to go the wrong way from the start. first us, then it was ugly, then it became alright for me, then you showing back in it by talking where you havent been in years?

its just not right.

all you did was leaving me in a state where i dont know what went wrong and that state, haunted me. it still does and it changed how i saw things.

and its weird. very weird. i still dont get it. and its funny. but well you were once someone to me. now, i would say almost a nobody. almost.

with love,

shereena.

music addiction : Ne Yo - Mad