aches.

i fell sick already.

will be back when i am better.

ciao guys.

love,
shereena.

blue. crystal angels.

my lovely christmas persent from a mum's friend. my crystal angels. all together 6 of them.

my favourite among all.

my guardian angel.

i now have major obsession with angels. i will go ahhh-ohh-ohmygod when i see angels. especially this one particular one which i saw at some jewellery shop at Asian Avenue.

and also my very-long-time-ago obsession with blue things~! har har.

Happy Boxing Day people~!

yesterday was just like other ordinary day to me. no doubt it was christmas, but wasnt anything special laa.

stayed at home the whole day until i got really bored and hungry, i went out to buy ramly burger. har har.

today another day at home doing nothing. sien lo.

oklaaa.. basically nothing much to write about. ciao first. love ya.

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Just Dance - Lady Gaga

christmas in japan. aww.. i miss it.

talking about christmas, i miss Japan sooooo much!

went there in 2004 during the christmas period. it was soo good. i love the place soo much eventhough i dont even understand a word they say.

but it was fun.

Universal Studio Osaka Japan.

by far the most huge christmas tree i've ever seen. it was seriously wayyyy huge.

Tokyo Disneyland.

where wishes and dreams come true. i felt like a kid when i was there. everything was sooo beautiful.

me and my dearest mum.

thanks to her only my Japan dream came true. i am grateful. (:


a white christmas tree somewhere in a shopping mall in Tokyo.

nothing beats the christmas feeling i had in Japan. it was a blast. and i was only 13 years old. omg time files.

it feels like yesterday.

much love,
shereena.

music addiction : Santa Claus Is Coming To Town

merry merry christmas~!

got a phone call from wey liam yesterday asking me to go to the Curve with them. asked for permission from my mum and i was allowed out.

left at about 5 something and reached the Curve around 7 p.m.

they have some pretty christmas decoration and we took some pictures.

me and cherly.

me, liam and cherly.

me, sean and cherly.

the street.

me and cherly.

the early crowd.

ate pasta and walked around the place. we were trying soo hard to find a place to sit down and drink but everywhere was packed.

seriously packed.

we met up with darryl oh shea in the curve. and he tagged along with us because he had to go back earlier.

then jia shen, keng yew and hong jiun showed up after their work. but there wasnt any place for us to sit down, we decided to go back and go yam cha together.

before we left.

so happen darryl's car was parked exactly beside sean's car.

and because of them, we had to go through two tolls and kena speedtrap. ahahaha! first time see people that dont know the way yet go so fast.

went back to subang area for mamak. talked and laughed alot. left for home at about 1 a.m.

the present wey liam gave me.

he took the trouble to make me not notice he was going to buy a present for me. while we were walking around, he asked me which i like most.

then he said want to go and buy water to drink. mana tau he went back and bought it for me.

lovely earrings.

thanks sooo much my dear. you've made my day. but i feel bad by not buying anything in return.

thank you thank you~!

slept and 5 a.m this morning and woke up at 1.30 p.m. christmas is like other usual days for me. staying at home and blardy bored.

okayy.. i am hungry. (: i want to go and hunt for food.

with love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Simple Plan - Save You

rudolph the red nose reindeer.

christmas is here~ <3

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!

to all that is reading my blog now. may all of you have a blessed christmas.

was out to the Curve just now with cherly, sean, wey liam, jack and jia wei. then darryl tagged along. and then jia shen, keng yew and hong jiun dropped by too.

will update the pictures later in the day.

was the first time i am out on christmas eve and also had a unnotified christmas present from a good friend.

once again, merry christmas people!

love,

shereena.

music addiction : Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You

you are my dancing queen.

the musical.

just got back from the Mamma Mia musical.

it was good. i mean really good. had quite some laughters and i love the ending. where they introduce us the crew.

some guys were hot with hot bodies. but the main guy doesnt attract my eyes.

saw some familiar faces there. as the whole teatre was fully occupied by HSBC customers only. and the seat i got was pretty good.

i guess people pay alot to actuall sit at my seat. but it was free for me. (:

i love the night streets of KL. one night i might just drive down to go for a round. there are reasons towards it that i have no idea how to explain.

was talking to mum about my future studies on the way back just now. i cant wait till i am actually in Melbourne as a student there.

the first thing that comes to mind when i am thinking of something a far is just it. i dont know why but the thoughts had never changed since day one.

much love,

shereena.

music addiction : Abba - Mamma Mia

sacrifice for someone better.

U.S Coast Guards.

currently watching the Guardian on star movies. i have been watching it for sooo many times yet i am still watching it.

its good. i love the morale behind it. he was the guardian of the sea.

and ashton kutcher is hot in the movie. his body is hot. the ideal kinda body size. and i like the number 2 tattoo on his back. it made it look hotter.

was supposed to go to Bangsar Village with cherly today but she couldnt make it. well.. i guess some other day laaa.

tomorrow i have to stay at home cause i had to keep an eye on my grandmother. she's not capable of staying at home alone eventhough she keeps saying that she is fine.

if anything happens, it will be my regret for life.

at night i'll be going for the Mamma Mia musical at istana budaya. i am not really a fan of it but since the tickets are free, might as well just go.

nowadays life seems so much more lively. whether is it that i am at home doing nothing or out at some place, i acted different as before.

maybe because the big burden in my heart is finally removed. i am accepting things in a better way now.

if it really makes my days to come better, i might confirm myself of going to Sarawak next year.

lets just see what other offers is there for me.

love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Goo Goo Dolls - Name

jingle bells.

i am happy.

happy that things got soo much better, happy that i am happy and happy that i shopped happily today.

went out with mum to sunway pyramid today. finding the carpark was driving me nuts. you know laa malaysian drivers.

people simply park at corners and cant wait patiently. took me half an hour or more to find a blardy parking space.

i bought two shorts, one dress, one vest and one blouse. oooh yeahh and a pair of ballet flats.

it was great shopping like that. i havent had any since god knows how long. plus my mood is getting better and my mind is not soo narrowed already.

christmas~

being emo maybe normal to me but i guess its not healthy for taking too long to recover. i am not a 100% fully okay but i am wokring towards it.

its progressing well. :D

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : T.I - Whatever You Like

feliz navida.

christmas is around the corner.

i am happily wishing for the best for myself and the ones i love.

just got back from dickson's house for his christmas party. left the house at 9 p.m to pick up the other guys. which were chun kit, ferng lin and yew wei.

the first thing we did there was christmas carolling. it is something new to me. but it was fun. everybody sang together.

then kah tim and en lin arrived. we talked and ate. the lamb was really good. plus the mint sauce even better.

went out to the roadside and talked somemore. even sat on the road and talked about our trip. and they just couldnt stop insulting me. stupid friends! but i still love them. (: it made me smile at least.

i was the only girl there with the whole bunch of guys. but i had fun. it was a good get together.

we left dicky's house at around 12.40 a.m. then kah tim said want to race at the traffic light. kononnya only laa. i went first. hahah!

then we took the other turn back to subang where as tim took the right turn back to kota kemuning.

with the windows down, i went 120 km/h all the way back to subang. but it was fun for me. havent been driving like that for some time already.

reached home about 1.10 a.m.

went to IDP and Monash today. talked to some people and now one of my options is to study at Sarawak next year at Swinburne University.

most probably i might go for it. i am wanting to go to a new environment.

tomorrow should be out shopping with mum. there is a couple of stuff that i want to get. :D

i am soooo happy to get my wish granted. it was all i was asking and hoping for. it was all i want for a happy christmas. yay to me. its all officially over.

much lovee,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : The Fray - Look After You

a lifetime vow and love.

stayed at home the whole day today. wey liam called at 11 something asking me to go out for lunch. but.. i couldnt make it.

did nothing much at home but sleeping and watching tv.

at night drove to sri hartamas for a wedding dinner with my mum. it was held at Sime Darby Convention Centre.

the bride is my mum's customer's daughter. she is marrying an Austrian.

"he is my best friend. my soulmate" quoted by the bride.

the wedding was long. there was one guy which look quite good. he should be one of the relative or friend of the bridegroom.

and there was this lady which played soo well in violin. it seems she is someone famous. Joanne Yeoh.

i am in love with her very special blue violin.

then drove all the way back home. and i am tired. i slept so much today yet i am still sleepy.

tomorrow morning i should be out to ss15's IDP. i need to talk to caunsellors. i really have no idea on what to do already.

i thought of joining the guys for futsal tomorrow but i guess something even more important should come first.

and tomorrow night should be out to dickson's party.

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Reamonn - Through The Eyes Of A Child

future?

keeping quiet is the best.

before i annoy anyone with my stupid problems.

talking to no one about it seems better.
anyway no one bothers right?
its life.

what if i end up in sarawak next year?
well... i dont even know what i want to do.

but sarawak?
its just one of the option.

and... UTT IS HOT~!
like really my type of hot guy.
the height, the body and the look plus the style.
ahhh.. close to perfect. (:

ps : today, i mean yesterday we saw the popular hot dude when i was in form 1. he still looks quite good. jun hao. well.. those were the days.

penang day 2.

13.12.2008

woke up around 9.30 a.m and got ready to go out for breakfast. we were going to Pulau Tikus market or something like that.

settled down at this coffee shop.


had claypot chicken rice. it was cheap and nice. so it was a good place to eat. the food were quite good. (:

we discussed and decided to go to Penang Butterfly Park insteas of Kek Lok Si temple.

en lin, steph, chun kit and jia shen.

and off we went to the roads that hits Batu Ferringhi. because the butterfly farm is along the area. went by two cars.

remember i told you about the cockroaches in en lin's car? i sat his car to the butterfly farm. how sad right. along with steph, dickson, chun kit and kah tim.

the rest was in jia shen's car.

and there we are. at the entrance.

tim, dicky and chun kit.

tim, cherly and chun kit.

steph, cherly and me.

payed 10 bucks to enter. some didnt even want to go in. and they were forced to.

pretty butterfly.

a sneak peek of the place.

pretty. (:

it may not be that colourful. but it is simple. me likey.

i dont know what they were talking about. must be some of the guy stuff.

the only one up there.

halfway through walking around.

lovely.

some dead leaf mantis thing.

and another.

imagine if it is not spottable. so creepy man. it looks like a blardy leaf. it gives me vibe.

grasshoppers.

it may not look huge in the picture but it sure does look blardy huge in real. i mean seriously huge!

the whole area gives me vibe. i can feel the creep.

chun kit, me and cherly.

mandarin ducks.

they look fake and plastic. but they are real. for the first time i saw it. never knew it really looks like the sewed on ones.

then we went to some exibition of all the butterfly and bugs and stuff like that.

i am in love with the blue. and its shiny. pretty pretty. most important is i love the colour.

the dots really look like eyes.

and looked like an owl.

another one.

we dropped by at the souvenier site for quite a while before we walked out to the exit.

outside before we really really exit the place. and there is this giant bug statue in the middle.

the yeng kia's.

the ban yeng kia's.

mini waterfall.

they came up with an idea to take pictures with the bug by doing some obscene pose.

tim.

chun kit.

dickson.

cherly.

the girls. vannessa is missing somewhere.

another shot of us.

then en lin came up with ideas to climb up the big beetle and do stupid poses. before he could climb up he already did stupid things.

god knows what he was trying to pose as.

the girly side of him?

the went all the way up and ride the big bug.

happily being up there.

really really happy.

after the butterfly farm and en lin's pokai driving, we settled down at Lorong Selamat for lunch. well.. very late lunch.

while waiting for the one hour long Penang Char Koey Teow.

jia shen and cherly taking some pictures. and this is the candid.

the four boys.

lala pose picture?

after Lorong Selamat, some went back to the hotel, some went to buy tickets for our midnight movie.

i went back to the hotel wanting to sleep. and i heard noises. people smsing noises when there were no one in the room.

even if there was people, there wasnt anyone smsing.

i only slept for 10 minutes. great right? so i woke up and went down to have a clear mind in front of the beach.

some were sleeping and some were in the pool. and two went to look for their grandmother at the other side of the island.

i was downstairs alone by myself for an hour and the half.

went back up to bath and then went down for our dinner. we were suppose to go to New Lane for dinner but there wasnt enough cars.

the two girls took one of the car already. so.. we had to eat at Gurney Drive again.

after food we went back to the hotel. only 3 were along the drive flying kites. which were en lin, ferng lin and kah tim.

i went back and sat at the steps there again by myself. i wasnt really in a mood at that hour.

suddenly the guy that guards the valet parking came and ask me, "you want lighter?" do i look like someone that smokes ah??

and then he asked, "you ok ah?". i guess he was too bored. but i had better things to do. my eyes were pretty much glued onto the SLK 200.

it was time for the movie cause our movie was at 12.30 a.m at Gurney Plaza. so we drove over there.

the day the earth stood still was the movie of choice.

the show sucks. seriously.

the only thing that kept me watching on was Keanu Reeves. he is blardy hot and yeng! my perfect sort of guy.

and he reminds me of something else.

after movie we headed back to the hotel. and i was over at the boy's room.

sat there for sooo long and kept talking. talking about all the old memories and all the laughters. talked till 3 something and decided to sleepover at that room.

the boys posing.

went to sleep at around 5 a.m. in my miserable sleeping bag.

day 3 will be up sometime soon laaa. i lazy continue already. (: day 2 was really really fun. literally.

tomorrow i'll be back to Taylors to get consultations. i need to know what courses i can take and which university i can get into with my results.

wish me luck. (:

ciao people~!

love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Kelis - Milkshake

so much for being happy.

results like fuck.

not even near to what people call good.

i should stop crying and sobbing.

its already done.

i will be fine in a few hours.

i have some other things to settle also.

life.

shereena.

happy thoughtss.

i am happier. something like before.

i've made up my mind.
somebody knocked some senses into me.

bye very emo days. hello happier moments.

things would work out.

trust me.

i have been smiling soo much in this hour.

one hour makes up the smile i didnt have in 3 days.

thanks to jia shen.

good morning people~!

say hello to SAM results later.
it will be out in 2 hours and 40 minutes. as now is 3.50 a.m.

~

you are someone important.

best of friends.

best of pals.

all i am asking for is for us to be friends.

friends like we used to.

is it really that hard?
i am really really afraid of losing you as the heng dai in my life.

i would do anything to get us back to who we were before.

i'll need a talk soon.
still friends is all i want.

~

penang day 1.

12.12.2008

those by car : me, cherly, jia shen, chun kit, ferng lin, kah tim, steph and en lin.
those by bus : dickson, jo ann and her cousin.

woke up at 4.50 a.m cause ferng lin ask me to wake him up so he could wake jia shen up. as he is sleeping over at jia shen's.

jia shen came to fetch at about 5.40 a.m. cause the plan was to meet at SMK USJ 12 front gate at 5.5.0 a.m.

but en lin ran late. we only left the place at about 6.10 a.m. then off we went on our journey up to penang.

stopped by some rest area along the way before we could make it to Ipoh for breakfast. and ferng lin was lot in Ipoh. somemore say Ipoh is his hometown.

the reason to it is "he cant decide where to eat."

settled down at some coffee shop. ate and talked for about an hour or so. then we continued our journey to penang.

had some wrong turning here and there. especially the one that we missed the Penang bridge. jia shen was too focused with cherly handling my ipod while he missed the turn.

had to make some pokai U-turn and get back to the turning. en lin then leaded the way because they had tim's phone which has some GPS thing.

halfway on the way to our hotel, en lin stopped his car at the petrol station. but we didnt see them stopping. suddenly chun kit appeared beside our door and knocked on it hard.

it was in the middle of a jam you know! scared us. he hopped in the car with tim's phone and left the other car with no directions.

with the help of chun kit and ferng lin, we found our hotel. where as the other car got directions from the lady at the petrol station. it seems laa.

Evergreen Laurel Hotel

i went to the reception desk hoping to check us in but mana tau government came up with a rule that BELOW 21 CANT CHECK IN FOR THEMSELVES. i thought it was below 18.

so i had to make some phone calls to my cousin to get their penang friends to come and help me with the check in.

finally we got into our rooms. one was 1016 and the other was 1022. the girls one was the 1022. it was nearer to the lift. we dont have to walk so far. hahah!

and the girls room is bigger than the boys. haha! some say the want to have some rest so we girls went shopping at Gurney Plaza.

which is about 10 minutes walk from the hotel. it was along the coastline. and the three who are suppose to come by bus, didnt make it yet.

me, cherly and steph went walking at Gurney Plaza. cause it seems MNG was having some sales. but ended up didnt even buy anything from MNG.

the boys called and said that there are coming over to the plaza to find us. which were jia shen, chun kit, dickson and kah tim.

lingered around the place for a while. then we took off back to the hotel.

went back at got ready to go out for dinner. and also waiting for en lin and ferng lin to get back from visiting pei yen.

then all of us headed to Gurney Drive for dinner. where as en lin, ferng lin and pei yen went to Gurney Plaza.

i had fried oysters for the first time. had alot of talking to a few people. especially jia shen.

then we all walked back to our hotel. some were stuck somewhere. some were in the room. and i went downstairs in front of the hotel to have a sit.

sat there for nearly 2 hours all by myself. saw alot of nice cars which brought up my mood. especially that BMW 323. was superbly hot.

damn alot of RX-8. and a BMW Z4 right infront of my eyes.

sat there till the off the lights at the fountain. and the lobby. it got kinda dark. so i went back up to the room finding out that cherly was already asleep.

went to bath and change then i went over to the guy's room. they were watching Zorro. and i complained hungry.

ferns said after the movie they will go makan with me. jia shen who was asleep also woke up and went makan together.

me, en lin, ferng lin, dickson and jia shen was suppose to walk out and find food but it was late and shops are mostly closed. it was 1 something in the morning.

so we decided to drive to the 24 hours Mcdonalds. and en lin's car has cockroaches!! small little ones. not one not two but three!! or more.

ate beefburger at Mcd.

came back about 2 something but only fell asleep at 3 something.

will be back with day 2 soon. sorry about the no pictures. i only have pictures for day 2.

i am sooo tired and sick. i feel so hopeless. now that our SAM results will be out tomorrow, i am even worse.

i am so tempted to start the conversation. but.. i dont know how you would take it.

with love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

moodless.

i have no mood to blog about penang yet.

i'll be back with the update when i am ready to write something happy.
i am struggling hard already.

~

my truth.

i am worrying so much.
dreading that we will fall apart as that one thing i treasure most.
as friends.

i cannot imagine the day we are not friends anymore.

if it was because of that mistake i made,
things fall apart,
it will be my regrets for life.

i've never wanted all of this to happen.
i've never wanted to lose the friendship at all.
i've never wanted for me to feel like this now.

i couldnt help but to think.
thinking so much till i dont know whats right or wrong anymore.

i am already torturing myself with all these thoughts.

will we really fall apart?
what about that deal we made?

there is no way i can joke around with you like i did before.

i feel the heartache and i feel the tears.
and it was because of that 6 texts long confession.

i was so stupid to think that it will make things better.

fuck it.
please leave me alone.

i feel like crying out loud.
i feel like screaming out loud.

the tears are starting to roll down
and the thoughts are starting to fill up my mind already.

this is what appears in my mind now,
"we don't fit together anymore. not even as close friends already."

~

PENANG!

penang butterfly park.

just got back from penang. overall the trip was good. i had fun certain parts of the trip. the road trip, the food, the getting lost in penang, the walking alone, the hotel talks and the sleeps.

i havent been exactly the right person for the trip. i kept quiet alot. i didnt like the person i was. but there isnt any way to stop me from being who i was during the trip.

my laughters was for the sake of laughing. telling people i am happy. thats all. i have been thinking so much. so much till i cant diffrentiate anymore between the emotions and feelings i am having.

knowing the reason to it, i felt even worse.

i had to go on walks alone to clear my mind. sat in front of the beach and thought alot. i guess thats the emo part of me.

i wasnt entirely happy but i had to. and i cannot get the thoughts out of my mind already. its in it everyday.

i am sick and tired. unhappy and confused.

one part of me loves the trip. another part doesnt. there is always two sides to everything. but it was still a great trip.

friends that i have are friends that i could rely on. and i love you guys. (:

i'll be back with the proper update tomorrow.

i have to stop myself from being emo again. but i dont know how anymore. i forgot the feeling of being completely myself and completely happy.

and if the talk between us happens, i am not expecting anything good. i expect bad. but it still has to happen somehow.

ciao.

much love,

shereena.

music addiction : Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

the annual trip.

the first trip last year.

was out to some salon in Ampang today. went to aunt's house for lunch after the hair do. all i did was wash and blow dry.

came home and slept. while sleeping, so many phone calls came in. first, the hotel from penang. then ferng lin. twice it was him. then my cousin.

woke up and was thinking of going to taipan to check out some phones because i am in need of getting a new phone.

but today is a public holiday for Selangor people. so yeahh.. the shops are closed.

watched some new show on Astro on Demand and laughed alot. well... it was hilarious. and after that was Gem of Life.

i am in love with that red Audi TT.

i saw the new BMW X6 today. it looks kinda nice for a four wheeled drive. and i saw a BMW 6 series at taipan just now. blardy nice.

people are rich and can afford these nice cars. well... i am having fun just by looking at it. (:

came online and talked to adrian. i was really in need of advices at that moment. he gave me alot of stuff. things that are so true.

but yet i cant do it. i am sick and tired of being in all this dilemma.

i am still that person which has so much to think in mind and in the end, making myself all emo over it.

even my mum sense the changed person in me. she kept asking whats wrong with me these days.

at least i am getting back on my sleepy days. i can still sleep. but i still cant help myself for thinking sooo much.

sighs.

i'll be going to penang tomorrow with my high school buddies! altogther 11 of us. we will have fun! trust me!

the 11 people : me, cherly, jia shen, steph, chun kit, ferng lin, en lin, kah tim, dickson, jo ann and her cousin.

i hope i'll be fine.

off to some late night chats. ciao people.

with love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Boys Like Girls - Thunder

wanting a new start.

my dear friend.

woke up at 8 a.m this morning because i had to get the hotels in penang done. woke up and called a few hotels.

then the cousin said he'll get his friend's father to help me book the hotels as he is in penang.

so i thought things would get better, so i went back to sleep around 9 something a.m. and he called around 12 p.m saying that he cant find the rooms.

i got a shock and quickly woke up to make somemore phone calls. at last i managed to get the hotel in Gurney Drive.

i was soo relieved after hearing that my reservations are successful. now, officially the trip is on~! yay!

around 1 p.m i went back to sleep till 3 p.m. i know i can really sleep. i slept at 4 in the morning thats why i was feeling the sleepiness.

woke up when mum came back because i had to go out to Monash to further enquire on my application.

went there and talked till about 5 p.m. and i still havent submit my application. besides being a chemical engineer, i really dont know what i can do.

if i dont meet TER 85, i am doomed. sighs.

there is nothing else that i am intrested in studying on.

came home and did nothing. dont even know what i was doing or thinking. just sat there i flipped through the Cleo magazine.

i want new clothes. haha!

i dont like Low En Lin! he made me walk all the way out to my front gate and he slammed the door and drove off! stupid fella. made me stand there and laugh like some crazy woman.

was watching the Gem of Life. and was staring blankly onto the laptop screen. and was helping some friends with some problems.

i dont know why i took in as though it is my problem. i dont want to see either one of both sides get into trouble.

i am already trying my best. but there is a limit to everything.

i have problems of my own. problems i, myself cant even solve. i dont know what i want or what i am thinking also.

i made it soo easy for people to think that i am fine but in the inside, everything seems so confusing.

i never understand this part of myself. one side of me wants you but the other side doesnt. we were friends, still friends and will only be friends.

i guess that is the phrase i must keep on repeating to myself. i hope it works.

i cant wait till i leave malaysia. i am dying to go to australia as soon as i can. but i cant. i had to leave all this memories behind me and start a new life.

i hope the uni life next year is good enough for a new start.

much love,

shereena.

music addiction : 30 Seconds to Mars - Beautiful Lie

life.

i hope i dont have to wait till forever to get over you. i cant afford it.

i am currently having problems. i cant find a blardy hotel for our stay in penang. latest by tomorrow, if i cant get a hotel in the town, it has to be in Batu Feringghi.

headache ahhh.....

got up at 9 a.m this morning because we were suppose to go to Monash to check out on the courses.

took back the application form and maybe going back again tomorrow to submit my papers.

after that we went to One Utama for a walk. cause cherly was in need of finding present for her sister.

and of all the things, me and jia shen have to both wear green. we look like those couples that wears same colour tshirts on purpose. hahahaha!

me and her went looking for present. sean and jia shen went walking by themselves. was there till about 4 p.m.

then i came home and slept. i was really really tired. waking up at 9 a.m is not my forte. woke up because of a couple of smses.

and then i had problems with the stupid hotels. and only had my dinner at like 10.30 p.m.

i really really hope it will be on. i am looking forward for this trip since god knows how long ago. i mean its like our LAST trip already.

and people are not going! so much for high school trips laa.

sighs... now i really dont know what i want. i thought it would stop me from being emo, but it never did.

maybe it made me slightly better but its not making any difference. i made a wrong choice. and i made a wrong move.

i shouldnt have say anything. this way, things between us friends should be easier. even if it makes me unhappy, at least he'll think i am.

i know i am not suppose to post all this up here. because it will be read. but... my blog is my only friend i could talk to and release everything.

if you dont want to know, dont bother reading.

nights.

shereena.

music addiction : Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

audi. <3

just came back from yam cha session at Old Taste in SS15.

woke up at 11 a.m this morning. because i was suppose to go out with my family to Mont Kiara for lunch.

was at Solaris Mont Kiara or known to some, Soho KL. some place with only has food, food and food.

something like taipan. a bunch of shops. but smaller and alot more high class. seriously mean it. ALOT more high class.

obviously laa. its surrounded by properties of blardy rich peoples.

settled down at Michaelangelo's. the place was soooo comfortable and the waiter is hot! and also the food is nice!

a great choice. i like that place.

i am sure the night life there is chaotic. everything seems to be bars and pubs.

reached home around 4.30 p.m. then cherly said we were going out at 5 p.m to pyramid for Transporter 3.

but 5 p.m was abit too early. cause the show is only at 7.40 p.m. so i told her we go around 5.40 p.m laaa. so i can have a short nap.

i was the driver for the day. went to fetch sean then cherly then wey liam. went to pump petrol too. and i had great friends to do that for me. (:

went to pyramid and walked around. went for a short period of window shopping.

jia shen was joining us. but he wanted to suprise cherly soo none of us said anything that he was joining.

he gaved her a shock when he appeared beside her in the cinema. hahaha!

watched Transporter 3.




Jason Statham is damn blardy yeng. serious soooo yeng. and his voice is oh-my-god-so-sexy.

and the Audi was superbly nice!!! i tell you i am soo in love with the car and the driver.

i became a car craze. i saw a Porche today. it was a Cayman. yesterday i saw a Ferrari. the Cayman was damn nice. freakingly sleek.

after movie, me, cherly, liam, sean and jia shen went to Old Taste for some food. sat there and talked. jia shen left earlier.

the remaining four sat there and talked about the past. and laughed sooo much. then mun hoe came to join us.

sat and talked a while more. then saw wei nian there. said hi and bye when we left.

i fetced cherly home. where as mun hoe fetched liam and sean back. cherly was like some mad woman like that. whenever mun hoe's car was beside mine, she waved like crazy.

on my way home after fetching cherly back, i saw the three guys again. they were in front of sean's house.

came back and took my hot bath and rested. and now, i am blogging. (:

tomorrow will be out to Monash and One Utama with cherly, jia shen and sean. i guess things should go on pretty good tomorrow.

nights people.

with love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : David Archuletta - Crush

ps : if you are jealous, then too bad. accept the blardy fact that its over. if not, i will not like you even more. dont be a whining bitch. if you are not, then good. cause it has nothing to do with you anymore. so dont bother.

sydney white.

Matt Long is hott!!

and blardy hell, why does it have to appear so much?
Audi TT is so much in front of my eyes.

and it made my mind wander.
wtf.

genting.

had to get back to my genting trip update. if not i'll delay for god knows how long more.

left to One Utama that morning pretty early. around 7 something a.m we (me, sheng loong, jia shen, hong jiun and keng yew) were already there.

then we saw en lin, ferns, jo ann and her cousin at the Rapid KL station. we were wondering why were they standing there. it seems they dont know where is the bus stop.

then khai shien came. we went to buy the tickets and the next bus available was the 10 a.m bus. so we bought that.

while waiting for time to pass, we went back to that same mamak under the bridge for some breakfast.

the rest (cherly, liam, sean, adrian and sean) was lost somewhere in ss2. the got there alot later than us.

me and ferns ate finish our stuff first so we went to get the lost ones to the mamak cause they didnt know the way.

while waiting for cherly, sean and mun hoe visiting their toilet.

after they came out.

ate and chit chatted. while most of them there cant stop saying Bumi or Malay. board the bus at 10 a.m.


in the bus.

jo ann sleeping.

loong and drian singing.

me and liam talking.

sat with jia shen in the bus. and the bus ride was pretty scary. he went so fast plus i am not feeling too good.

sat the skyway up to genting. there was 12 of us. so 6 people each gondola.

ours was occupied by me, jia shen, cherly, sean, liam and khai shien.

took some pictures inside. i was immune with the skyway already. the heights dont seem to scare me that much anymore. i was walking freely in it and talking pictures of the rest.

i dont know what he was trying to do.

and jia shen was doing something stupid to liam.

khai shien, cherly, wey liam and jia shen.

sean, khai shien, cherly and liam.

half of sean, khai shien, me, liam and the ban-yeng jia shen.

the proper one.

sean, cherly, khai shien, liam and jia shen.

this was what he gave me when i said "lets take a picture of jia shen". but well... he does look not bad. *ahem*

cherly with that face.

cherly and me.

once we reached First World, we were hungry. but i was still not feeling soo well. so we went up to the food court in First World.

i drank mineral water where as the rest ate. sat there till it was time to get into the rooms.

went to look for a friend of my uncle to get the room keys. cause he booked the rooms for us. found him and found our room.

left our bags in the rooms and then we went down to the theme park hoping that we will be able to get in and have some fun. as some was eager to go in.

once we got to the entrance, it rained. and the people say we cannot go in cause it is raining. we waited till the rain was alot smaller and went to ask again.

the lady still say cannot go in. so screw it. we decided to go the next day.

then we went walking at the park nearby the outdoor theme park. at first it wasnt really raining then when we were there, it started to get heavier.

took some pictures though.

jia shen was the one with the camera. the weird gang.

it started raining even more.

another shot.

then we went back to the room to get some rest. some of us are really worn out.

the girls and two guys' is the 23810. where as the all guys room is the 23809. we settled down in the rooms.

i went over to the other room to check on the guys. and then they came up with some stupid game.

adrian was the first victim.

imagine having loong on top of you also. one word. disastereous.

second was me.

i am a girl ok? yet i still kena. imagine all the guys on me. ALL you know. even loong. and somebody tickled me also.

i tell you it was horrible. i cannot breathe at all. it was hell.

i was tearing and my eyes were red. and it was not fun. it was damn san fu.

after a while i was in a mood of going downstairs to starbucks and get a cup of hot mocha. so i went down myself.

and then i met jia shen downstairs. after buying, we went to the small park nearby to sit down and chill.

talked a while then i went to sit the other side by myself and stared blankly into the mountains. then it started drizzling. so i left jia shen there cause he ask me to go first.

i went to sit by myself at starbucks. sat down and thought alot. seeing people of different kinds walk past.

then i walked to the other end where there is a bus stop for the tour bus. i went right to the end where there is nobody and sat there.

then i realised that it was too quiet and it was kinda scary. so i walked back up. and it stop raining so i sat at the other side of the park up there and thought alot.

was smsing while thinking. i had sooo much in mind.

i was really in need of a bath so i went back up to the room. while walking up i met sean and cherly. then while walking towards the lifts i saw jia shen.

in front of the rooms i saw khai shien. i told him i wanted to bath and he was so nice to offer to stay in the room while i was in the bathroom bathing.

instead of me being alone in the room.

after bathing i walked towards the window in the room and saw a rainbow in middle of the sky. it made me smile widely.

then i told khai shien i wanted to go somewhere first before meeting up with the rest of them cause he was going to look for them.

i walked alone to the park and sat on the bench and stare towards the mountains again. hoping to see the rainbow i saw.

sat there and think. thought hard.

was smsing jia shen and he said they are at First World Plaza walking around. i went up to talk around also but by myself.

i went looking for earrings. its the only thing that makes me happy when i choose them.

then khai shien called and said that they are in front of nike. so i went down to look for them. then cherly bought for me a pair of earrings also from Miss Whatever.

she was trying to make me feel better.

then we went to Old Town for dinner. i only ate two herbal eggs for dinner. sat there quite long. had a long chat with cherly and adrian. as we are the ones at the other table.

went back to the room to find jia shen, sean and liam. cause it wasnt time for our movie yet. we bought tickets for Beast Stalker at 11 p.m.

then we went for the movie.

i tell you it was boring. and i was feeling soo not good. the story line was fine but the setting of the show was soooo boring.

after movie we went back to the room. cause we bought a bottle of Absolut Vodka from parade the other day.

soo.. we had our drinking moments. even i wasnt feeling so well, i still drank. drank quite a few shots.

played some game and continue drinking. well... for me that night, i had more than whatever i used to. and maybe because of the empty stomach the effect of the alcohol is worse.

got drunk. and so did some of them. and one scary one. made me worried like shit eventhough i was half drunk.

had fun laughing with jo ann and ferns. and en lin too. and did some couple of stupid things.

slept around 4 something in the morning and woke up around 10 a.m.

woke up and got ready to check out. had our rooms checked out and had our bags at the bell counter. it is easier because we dont have to carry our luggage around plus it is free.

then we went to the canteen in front of the outdoor themepark for breakfast. i still wasnt feeling too well because of the hangover the night before.

after eating, loong was still hungry so we went to Oldtown which is just next door for loong to eat.

talked and decided not to go to the themepark. and decided to go for bowling.

went to First World Plaza for bowling. but the rest went for the first game first. i wasnt in a mood for bowling yet. so me and cherly went shopping a while then only met up with the rest at the bowling alley.

played the second round with the rest. and for the first time i got a score of 109. i was aiming for 100. soo yeahh.. its good. (:

then we went for some Mirror Maze thing. it was a waste of 10 ringgit. sighs.

after that we went to collect our bags and headed upwards to the indoor arcades. lingered around there for quite some time.

as usual i wont play so i was standing there, walking and talking with the rest. and was feeling hungry because for breakfast i only had one quarter if the chicken rice.

went to Mcdonalds with khai shien and jia shen to get my beef burger.

they were done with their games so they came to meet up. then we left to the skyway and was off home.

the trip on the skyway was rather fun and scary.

there were 6 of us. me, cherly, jia shen, sheng loong, ferng lin and adrian. imagine loong shaking the gondola. it was scary!

it was shaking you know. like really sway from left to right! scaryy....

reached the station safe and sound. lingered around at the station there for quite some time because our bus was at 6.30 p.m

went down to the bus stop. while waiting, we took some pictures.

the gang. plus jo ann's cousin who is holding the camera.

now its jia shen's turn with the camera.

the boys.

the stupid poses of the boys.

the girls.

the pictures of the four girls are super blur. sooo.. i cant post it up. sorry vanessa!

the bus stopped at KL Sentral and we took a KTM home. even inside the train, we were talking soo much craps.

came home and knocked out. i was sooo tired. woke up at 12 p.m and continued with the usual thing i do till about 4 a.m.

thats basically everything about the genting trip. i had fun! but yet... there are the ups and downs.

love,

shereena.

drunk?

the only place that made me feel good.

was back from genting yesterday night. i was too tired to come online and blog. came home and slept till 2 a.m.

got up a while and then went back to sleep again.

drove out to midvalley today with mum and cousin. walked around and ate good food. it is soo long since i last ate so much.

in genting i was practically all drained out. was sick. was drunk.

for the first time i was actually experiencing being drunk. the feeling was half fun and half not fun.

i did stupid things and the after effect sucks.

i'll be back with the genting update tomorrow. i am still sleepy. something is sooo wrong with me.

plus my freaking phone is driving me up the wall. i can hardly be connected with the world outside. i need a new phone!

i am still thinking too much. youu were alot of reasons to who i was and what i did when i was in genting.

love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Rebecca Blaylock - Knock On My Door

trips.

genting.

slept around 4 something 5 this morning. and was awake by 11 something because of cherly's call. wanted to sleep a while more but i was already very much awake.

went out to Subang Parade around 12 p.m to get our nails done. spent another 15 bucks for it.

came back home around 3 p.m. laze around the house. i havent had enough sleep yet. until i got a message from cherly saying we will be going over to her house to play mahjong.

talking about mahjong, it was soo long ago since i last place my fingers on the mahjongs. i am missing it. (:

but i am currently broke so we cant play with money. sien.

was there till about 6 p.m then i got home already. slept a while too. i was seriously in need of some sleep. but i only managed to sleep for 45 minutes.

and now i blogging while watching Gem of Life. i am in love with everything in the show. the Lamborghini(s), the heels, the dresses, the jewelleries, the bags and the styles. plus some of the guys.

tomorrow i will be going up to genting with Jia shen, Cherly, Wey liam, Ferng lin, Sean, En lin, Adrian, Sheng loong, Khai shien, Jo ann and her cousin.

i really really hope this time its really really fun! it should be. the guys itself is enough to make me laugh like mad already.

yay! now i cant wait for it. i need to start packing. i have a feeling i'll sit alone at Starbucks in the middle of the night to drink a cup of hot mocha.

ciao first people. packing time.

loves,

shereena.

music addiction : Leave Out All the Rest - Linkin Park

late night yam cha sessions.

someone's birthday today.

happy 18th mun hoe~! enjoy yourself today. (=

just got back from kim gary in pyramid. was out for yam cha session with adrian, cherly, sean, jack, jia shen and liam.

well.. talked about stuff that really made me laugh like no one's business. i havent been laughing like that in ages.

i guess it is a good thing. plus mum allows me to go out so late and i drove somemore. i guess things are really getting better.

but.. i really dont know whats wrong with me these days. my back hurts, my head hurts plus my appetite is getting weirder.

i use to be an eater. now, i can barely eat. i guess its because of the days where i just dont eat and got my system going abit weird.

now, the feeling of wanting to throw up is hitting me. and my head starts to hurt again. maybe its because of the running under the rain.

something is wrong somewhere. i hope it leaves me.

and my phone had gone nuts. i dropped it pretty hard just now, and my reception for getting the line is sooo bad. i have to be in certain angles and positions of the house only i could get the line.

sien.

my tummy is not feeling too good. ciao people. maybe off to watch Con Air. i heard it is good. or maybe Sydney White. (:

bye people.

love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Lil' Wayne - Lollipop

early morning sleeps.

my headache is killing me.

my headache was terrible this morning. i had to sleep on the couch because it was difficult for me to walk up the stairs.

and i only slept at 7 a.m. the pain was killing me and i could barely sleep.

i guess today its going to be a stay in for me. i have no where to go. plus i am not feeling too well.

had a small talk with adrian. the advices he always give seems to sound so right. i guess as he says, i should really really try my best to finish the race.

now, i am not going to bother him so much already. he needs time. but i still hope for the best for youu.

youu deserve better things than being caught up in all this. i am so sorry. take care of yourself alright? (=

much love,

shereena.

music addiction : Lifehouse - Make Me Over

sickness?

oh great i still cant sleep.
i am just lying on the couch and watching Legacy by Haylie Duff.

i am getting sick already.
my head is heavy.
it hurts badly as though somebody knocked on my head.
and i could barely even stand.

plus the running nose is killing me.
i feel so weak.

it hurts. it really does.

better.

i guess i am alot alot better. feeling free-er.

watched House Bunny this morning till 4 a.m. but only slept at 5 something. dont know why the days where i cant sleep are back on me.

wey liam's phone call at 1 p.m woke me up. cause they were going out for lunch and asked me to along.

wey liam came to fetch along with sean and cherly. we went to summit to eat KFC. but there was food for me at home so i didnt eat.

mun hoe came to join a while and we walked around. then mun hoe had to go back for his classes and we left for home.

fetched cherly back and liam asked me to drive his car. i guess it was okayy gua. (= driving whatever cars, seems to give me the same feeling,

came home and slept a while. then was kinda shock to receive a message on my phone. i guess things are better now.

i gave up hope when nothing came back two days ago. i guess i was just thinking too much.

plus it didnt really really turn out the way i expected it to be. it seems to be better. i guess it is a good thing.

and.. i love how the words were said. it made me feel alot better. felt more secure.

i hope from now things that i think about are good stuff. i hope. lets see how tonight turns out. if i still cant sleep means something is really wrong.

my mum had been complaining saying that i look horrid. my eyebags are terrible.

now, all i am hoping for is things turn out well for youu also. i sense a different person through the messages.

i really really hope youu are okay.

i guess. the friendship isnt sacrificed after all.

with love,

sher xoxo.

music addiction : Britney Spears - Womanizer

decisions.

i always had this problem. hope it wont hit me back again.

just came back from cousin's condo for a house warming. and basically i was home the whole day today.

where as yesterday was jo ann's party.

met some people i havent been seeing for soo long. it was a real good get together. (= and some great chefs were known.

i am just here for the sake of updating my blog cause i am so not used to not updating at least once every two days.

cut things short. i already did what i had to. thats the only thing i could do.

things just turned out to the way i expected it to be. exactly how i was afraid of it happening. but well.. thats life.

i couldnt always get things the way i want it to.

and i had to sacrifice certain things to get myself to be a better person. this time, i chose to sacrifice the friendship.

its to make me less emo and not to be the person i and everyone else dont like.

but yet... i still wonder.. i was sitting alone beside the pool at my cousin's condo and was thinking whether what i decided and did was right or wrong.

sighs.

i'll just hope for the best for the both of us.

love,

shereena.

music addiction : One Republic - Stop and Stare